HighTea with Swiftie

Christ follower, Taylor Swift lover ~

[weltenwellen]

Mary Oliver, from "Snow Geese", Devotions

[cruelsummercia]

I don’t remember everything,

I do recall my shallow feelings .

I can no longer draw the shape of your face

In blue skies,

Oh what a disgrace,

To remember your pitiful eyes.

there is, but one thing

A recollection my mind brings

Of your words with its sentiments.

Your words,

Yours to hold but mine to keep.

Somewhere at the back of mind,

Your voice echoe the same plea

Again & again.

While I spend my vulnerability

Trying to make sense of it

Again

And

Again

[cruelsummercia]

Tumblr not having a time stamp is so bemusing to me.

Like, is anybody here ? Am I talking to myself? Yeah I liked that post… but when did you post it? Yesterday? 5 mins ago? 7 years ago?

I will never know, huh?

[cruelsummercia]

THIS.

This is me in my zen,

I feel as free as a wren.

With the wind blowing my hair,

I sway my arms without a care,

Wearing my favourite white

And a red lipstick all the while,

Listening to Taylor Swift

Surely, life is a gift.

In the midst of these wondrous creation

I’m filled with grace of much gration.

Yes, I feel my hair dance to the air

But most of all,

I feel a prayer.

[cruelsummercia]

My mom : MY CHILD IS FINE !

the child in question :

[picturesinfrxmes]

The folklore sketches // some of my favourite lyrics from each folklore song, accompanied with a pencil sketch ✨

For the lover album I made a journal page representing each song, for folklore I found a pencil sketch fitting! Thank you @taylorswift for writing such incredibly beautiful songs, here’s my part of passing on stories 💕

(find me on instagram @/sunflowerwinters !)

[cottaegecore]

holding hands with someone is one of the simplest and greatest things on earth. nothing else really matters honestly

[cruelsummercia]

I LOVE hand holding !!!

…. But this pandemic… erghhhh WHEN CAN I HOLD MY BEST FRIEND’S HAND AGAIN

[cruelsummercia]

me : * decides to listen to Taylor Swift instead of studying *

Taylor : GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER !

Geez Taylor, I’m trying. 🥲

[cruelsummercia]

sometimes I wanna run away & start a new life in a little village in Switzerland, perhaps live in a cute cottage and eat berries every morning for the rest of my days.

Other times I want to live in an old Victorian house with the love of my life and our 3 kids .

And then there are days when I simply want to become a trophy wife and sip tea from the balcony of THAT floating hotel in Venice.

[cruelsummercia]

My God sees me.

He sees me.

He is a God who sees.

❤️

[cruelsummercia]

I hate how much I relate to Long story short

But I also love how much I relate to it T_T

( long story short it was the wrong guy,

Long story short I survived (;

Now 💫 I’m 💫 all 💫 about 💫 you 💫

[cruelsummercia]

Ordering a purple dress to make sure that I’m dressed to the nines while listening to Starlight this November 🥳

[cruelsummercia]

Been feeling so nostalgic lately.

I don’t know what triggered it-

Finding an old Taylor Swift album and remembering what I had felt like the first time I listened to each song,

Or finding old dusty diaries filled with entries of someone I once cared for

Or the visits from that person in my dreams recently.

I don’t know.

But I do know that remembering isn’t the same as missing. And missing isn’t the same as wanting it all back.

[cruelsummercia]

I miss my best friend. As much as I want to mend things with her, I’ve decided not to give her anymore chance to make me feel bad about myself.

I’ve prayed to God for His healing upon our friendship. And so, I’ve stopped grieving.

I am no longer sad over it. And my mind is no longer mad.

What’s meant to be, will be. I find comfort knowing this is all in God’s will.

P.S I wish all the love and happiness for her.

[inkipri]

[cruelsummercia]

This is so true.

Some people will never go over the things they’ve said or have done to hurt you, simply for the mere reason that they do not care.

So stop asking them to tend to your wounds. They do not care.

But you will be okay.

You def be better without those kinds of people

[cruelsummercia]

I got back together with my ex.

Some may say I’m stupid, dumb, naive, idk~ and they may just be right .

But he calms the storm in my heart.

He wraps me in his arms and I feel secure.

He calls me beautiful and I answer back like it’s my name.

He tells me He loves me and I feel..loved.

[platonic-suggestions]

Friendships can be just as toxic as any other type of relationship. It’s okay to cut toxic friends out of your life. You don’t have to suffer through it just because they’re your “friend.” I know it’s hard, but better people will come.