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he / him , autistic , proshippers + weirdos in general are NOT welcome here

[valkyrieinpink]

Show no mercy 🐁

[crunchyfrosting]

does anyone know what the fuck “the spreadsheet” is and why theres people tweaking about it under the guise of forced censorship??? a spreadsheet aint gonna kill you whatever it is but i would really appreciate an explanation considering i’ve been semi-inactive in the ghost fandom for months now. comments or reblogs explaining are heavily appreciated thank you

[outtox1cated]

why not

[crunchyfrosting]

weeeeeeeee :3

[ghost-confessions]

[ngnt-writes]

This man was always skedaddling off to somewhere.

[crunchyfrosting]

woof woof 🐶 🐾 🩷

[garaks-padded-cell]

Incredible art by @peach-crem

[th3-st4rs-w1ll-w41t]

Ive noticed that every oingo boingo fan here also likes Phantom Of The Paradise or Reanimator or both

[garaks-padded-cell]

Swan Fancam as promised

[calllynx]

Some variety of gay little freak

@garaks-padded-bra here you go a swan for thee

[kllypso-lemonade]

Vampetua 🦇🦇

[crunchyfrosting]

im greedy greedy let me kiss every single papa emeritus on the lips or cheek or anything ok

[crunchyfrosting]

hey fellow c-ptsd havers i have a question about it . (i was just diagnosed recently so it’s mostly new to me. i’ve been diagnosed with ptsd for a few years before this rediagnosis)

so, without going into specifics, my main abuser is an immediate family member who i can’t cut off yet due to 2 reasons: 1. i’m under the age of 18 and can’t leave my immediate family, and 2. my mother is insistent on us being close and telling me to “forgive and forget” over a decade of various forms of abuse .

i was on the phone with my mother and she mentioned this abuser by name. 30 seconds later i hung up the phone and began to panic, taking all of their photos off the walls and shelves and putting them facedown on the dining room table. i know my mother’s gonna freak out when she gets home in about. 2 and a half hours?

so my question is, how do i tell her that my CPTSD is too bad for me to even hear the abuser’s name?

she struggles with CPTSD herself so i’m surprised she’s not as caring with my trauma process as she is to her own. i’ve written her a letter as well, which i left on the table next to the face-down photos. maybe the letter will help

[crunchyfrosting]

ok update she didnt yell at me but she insisted on the photos staying up so uh. whatever

[crunchyfrosting]

hey fellow c-ptsd havers i have a question about it . (i was just diagnosed recently so it’s mostly new to me. i’ve been diagnosed with ptsd for a few years before this rediagnosis)

so, without going into specifics, my main abuser is an immediate family member who i can’t cut off yet due to 2 reasons: 1. i’m under the age of 18 and can’t leave my immediate family, and 2. my mother is insistent on us being close and telling me to “forgive and forget” over a decade of various forms of abuse .

i was on the phone with my mother and she mentioned this abuser by name. 30 seconds later i hung up the phone and began to panic, taking all of their photos off the walls and shelves and putting them facedown on the dining room table. i know my mother’s gonna freak out when she gets home in about. 2 and a half hours?

so my question is, how do i tell her that my CPTSD is too bad for me to even hear the abuser’s name?

she struggles with CPTSD herself so i’m surprised she’s not as caring with my trauma process as she is to her own. i’ve written her a letter as well, which i left on the table next to the face-down photos. maybe the letter will help

[crunchyfrosting]

big win for the selfcesters out there

[imperabug]