In the night I am real

Back on my tumblr bullshit. He/They. Late 30's. Loudly queer and autistic. Witch. Currently hyperfixating on the band Ghost. I also post cross stitch and art I'm working on. Minors, antis, bigots, generally unpleasant people please DNI.

[ghouls-dream]

I am sexually attracted to the bass in "From the Pinnacle to the Pit"

[undying-princess]

keep joking about that kink you definitely don't have

[lilcowzia]

i love you fetishes, especially the dark and uncomfortable ones, i love you kinks, especially the gross ones, i love you pleasure, my life and body are a monument to u 💖

[vintagegeekculture]

In 2007, legendary Hall of Fame baseball player and broadcaster, Bob Uecker, stayed in a Pittsburgh hotel that was home to Anthrocon, the largest furry convention in the world. While broadcasting, the octogenarian sports legend said that "they call themselves furriers, I believe," and "the furrier society were checking themselves in just as the team arrived. A little strange, but....that's their thing."

As Anthrocon is historically held minutes from PNC Park where the Pittsburgh Pirates play, many baseball players have an association with furry. For example, former Major League MVP for the Pittsburgh Pirates, Andrew "Cutch" McCutchen (average: .419) always tweeted about furries when Anthrocon was in town for Pittsburgh home games. On a podcast hosted by the former quarterback of the Pittsburgh Steelers, Cutch was asked point blank if he was a furry, and he said he "had no fursona." McCutchen's fascination with furries is so well known that there is a t-shirt design with Cutch in Pittsburgh with the word "FURRIES" on it.

The strangest part of all is this: McCutchen has notably improved performance during home games held at the same time as Anthrocon, and it was observed that if he continued his performance at the same level he does when Anthrocon is in town, Cutch would be the greatest baseball player in history.

[xenasaur]

we talk about how cis people are just handed a gender and accept it without thought but I think what we fail to mention is that the same happens with sexuality

[xenasaur]

this extends beyond the bounds of simple heterosexuality. it's also about being told that you enjoy skinny white cis women with button noses and straight hair and no stretch marks and no cellulite etc. lotta gay people never let go of that one!

[transmortifried]

idk why people are still trying to do "hear me out"s on tumblr

you could talk about wanting to fuck the space needle on here and people would still call you a poser for insisting on fucking "conventionally attractive architecture" as if that's a coherent, easily-recognizable category

[charlesoberonn]

I want to fuck Antoni Gaudi's unbuilt Hotel Attraction skyscraper design

[anatomizer]

"hear me out" and it's a picture of the most fuckable building you've ever seen. c'mon now.

[thepersonalmossblog]

“hear me out” and it’s the fucking dildopolis

[laserbobcat]

Writing characters be like "Ok what neurodivergence do i give to this one"

[intheafterlight]

Writing characters be like "Ok what aspect of my own neurodivergence did I already give this one without realising?"

[laserbobcat]

Playing DnD be like "Oh I just realized that's the 5th character I write who's obsessed with food, is overworked and has a terrible relationship with their father but surely this means nothing about myself"

[aughtpunk]

Okay so many years ago when my mother read the first rough draft of my novel Echo of the Larkspur she congratulated me on writing the most realistic autistic character she's ever read before

And I just remember sitting there going that can't be right, that character just thinks the same way I do and *I'm* not autistic, she's totally in the wrong about that

Fellas, I bet you cannot guess what I was diagnosed with shortly afterwards, you simply can't

[earhartsease]

be us writing a novel about someone who finally discovers they're able to be two people, one a boy and one a girl, a decade before coming out as trans, and two decades before realising we were plural and it was way more nuanced than "a boy and a girl" so we're still trying to write it

[stealingpotatoes]

i don't know what older adults were on about when they said being a teenager was good <3

[animentality]

[kittydealer]

u/Lisachen1218

[justanapparatus]

why is it that when someone is struggling mentally we always ask if they've tried therapy and never give them $5000

[justanapparatus]

therapy:

another responsibility for the stressed person

requires time and money they probably don't have

takes a lot of luck and hard work and time to be effective

$5000

$5000

[were--ralph]

Post the most recent gif you have with no context

[whencartoonsruletheworld]

mr were--ralph i think we all know the context as to why you saved that gif

[were--ralph]

You dont know me

[mainponcho]

obligatory if you are here to encourage censorship or police fandom gtfo my blog post

I came to tumblr to FIND freaks not escape them

[phantomrose96]

After 13 years of this, it's still funny to me that detailing a full mental breakdown on tumblr is standard fare, but posting a nice selfie is a fraught decision.

[loki-zen]

this is the correct way around and every other social media site is wrong

[nutwaterd]

Papa V Perpetua in latex because I let my intrusive thoughts win, yet again...

I don't know what it is, one day I said "Papa V in latex....yum" and it was over. I like the headcanon idea that V is a vampire and I wanted to have that seductive, mysterious otherworldly design on him. Maybe I might work on an AU story with this 🤔

Here are some concepts, I'll have more later. I might rework on the outfit, but for now I hope everyone enjoys this 👉👈

[haunted-with-ink]

Ghost is a rock band with a fictional lore. A lore a dude created and he has repeatedly changed it over the years because...

✨it's not that serious✨

If you can't handle art being about subject matters that you are uncomfortable with, that's ok. But it's no one else's problem.

Your personal experience should not condemn others to being called names and slandered or given death threats for enjoying fictional scenarios in art or writing

If you don't agree with something, here are your options ..... 1) Scroll on 2) Block a user

Tumblr is the place where people are allowed to be in a safe space and explore not only their fantasies but sexualities and feelings. It is not anyone else's job to censor their art or writing for your comfort.

Ps, if you still can't understand that the papas are no more than your barbie dolls as a kid that sometimes were sisters, sometimes were just friends and sometimes you made kiss...then you're too immature to be here, period. That would be my call out for the day.

[bucatinibucatini]

i love cis people cause when i say “when i used to be a girl…” they go “mhmm…. but also….. you’ve ALWAYS been a man” okay ur very sweet but actually i was a weird girl in middle school and you need to know that to understand my personality today

[tbuns]

The “weird little girl” part of my life makes me a better man idk what to tell y’all