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Update.

I’m so sorry I haven't been on for so long. My laptop broke, so I couldn’t write or answer any of the questions you had and I’m so sorry. I also had a bunch of internals and tests that I had to study for, so didn’t have any time. 

I will try my hardest to be more active on this account! I will be closing my ask box (is that what it’s called?) for a while, because I want to focus on the imagine requests & and try to answer as may question that you have.

Thank you so much x

[crushimaginesx]

Pride parade

anonymous asked: Hello! I love your blog a lot and uh, could you possibly write one with two boys meeting in person for the firat time at a pride parade?

I’m sorry this was so short, just didn’t know what else to write, hope that’s ok 💗

You search the crowds looking for him, you felt extremely nervous meeting c/n for the first time, and of course you were scared. What if he didn’t like you when he saw you in person? What if he doesn’t even show up?

You watch as the Pride Parade continues on. Watching all the colours of the rainbow surround you. You try not to keep searching for him through the people, but you can’t help but find your head turning at the sight of boys with [hair colour] hair. 

“Hey,” you hear a whisper in your ear and find yourself turning around quickly.

“[C/n]!” you shout over all the other people around you, wrapping your arms around him. You hold him for a while, burying your head into his shoulder. It was nice being able to see him, touch him. 

“I can’t believe this. I can’t believe you are here in front of me,” he says looking at you. 

“Yeah, I want it to always be like this,” you say giving him a smile.

***

“This is amazing isn’t it?” you say, both of your turning to watch the parade. 

“Very,” he replies. You stand there watching the parade, every now and then sneaking glances at c/n. He was even more beautiful in front of you. You feel his hands wrap around your hands, it was a small act, but it was nice being able to hold onto him for the first time. You hold onto his hands tighter, standing closer to him. 

[crushimaginesx]

Surprise

Hi, please can I have one of the girl and him reuniting after a long time? Like an LDR sort of thing :) would mean a lot ❤️

I’m sorry this was super late x

It was one of those cold, rainy days, where you were only in the mood to sit in your room with the heater on and a movie playing. You were half way through your all-time favourite chick flick; Mean Girls. 

You were alone in your house, and like always, missing c/n. He was 2000 miles away from you. It was a horrible thought, thinking that he was so far away from you. You wouldn’t get to cuddle together, kiss, hold hands. It was something you missed so much. Even the fact the you couldn’t see his face in person. It was just the two of you behind a computer screen. 

You missed being with him. You would never stop loving him, no matter how far away from each other you were. 

-

You hear the door bell ring, interrupting you from your favourite scene in the movie. You were all cuddled up in your blankets, contemplating whether you should just leave whoever was at the door there for a while, but you realise it was a horrible idea, in case it was something important. 

You pull yourself out of your bed, bringing with you one of your blankets, which you wrapped around yourself. You feel the coldness, as you walk out of your room, and even though you were practically a burrito, all wrapped up in your blanket, it was still freezing cold. Shivering, you quickly tip toe your way to the front door, and pull the door open. 

“Hey,” c/n says standing at your door. You drop the blanket which was wrapped around you, and let it fall to the floor. 

“[C/n], what are you doing here?” you whisper in shock. He smiles, and you hug him, and hold onto him. Your hands felt cold exposed to the cold winters’ air. But every other part of you felt so warm. 

“I wanted to see your beautiful face again. I needed to see you.”

“I love you,” you say without realising. 

“I love you too [y/n],” he whispers into your ear, “I’ve missed you so so much.” You pull apart from the hug, and he places his hands on your cheeks. 

“I can’t believe you’re here,” you say.

“I can’t believe I couldn’t have come here earlier,” he says, with this beautiful smile forming on his lips. He gently pulls you closer to you, and gives you a light kiss on the forehead, and then a peck on the lips. He looks at you for a split second, but pulls back in, kissing you more. 

It was something to remember. And something you wish you could always do always. But you knew this wouldn’t always last. He wouldn’t be here for long, but while he was, you knew you had to savour the moment.

[crushimaginesx]

Ice Skating

Anonymous said to crushimaginesx: Heyya can you write an imagine about that you act like you don't like each other but c/n gets jealous when an other boy is like flirty touching you ... I don't know if you already did one like this but I really like those stories idk why😅

You walk into the ice skating rink. It was a typical summers day outside; extremely hot. Stepping into the rink was an amazing feeling. It was nice and cold especially after being in the hot weather for so long. 

Your hand accidentally slides past c/n’s hands for a while, and that can’t help but putting a small smile onto your lips. You hire your skates, and place them on. Surprisingly, a perfect fit. You had skated a few times in your life, but you were definitely not a professional. 

You step onto the ice, still holding onto the sides. You slide your skates on the ice once, and you know that you are going to fall. C/n blasts off ahead of you. 

“Um, wow? Since when was [c/n] this good at skating?” you say in shock. He was an amazing skater. And it was satisfying watching him quickly skate round the rink. 

“Well, we both do ice hockey,” f/n says. 

“How did I not know that? Wow!” you say, yours eyes still locked on c/n. You watch his skates speed across the ice like it’s not hard at all. He finished his second lap of the rink, and slides back to where you and f/n/1 were. 

“Where did that come from,” you ask with a grin on your lips. 

“Oh you know, just a natural,” he gives you that beautiful smile, which causes you to nearly lose you balance. But you were still holding onto the sides. 

“You okay there?” he asks with a laugh.

“Nearly lost my balance there,” you smile. You slowly move your skates along the ice, barely actually skating. You notice c/n watching you from the corner of your eyes, but you try your hardest not to notice it, because it’s just making you more nervous than you are now. 

You let go of the sides, and attempt to properly skate, but before you know it you feel yourself falling, but you fall into someone’s arms around you before you do. You turn around to see f/n. 

“Perfect timing,” he says. 

“You saved my life!” you say sarcastically with a smirk, “Thank you.”

“Anytime,” he smiles. 

“Hey, where’d c/n go? He was here a second ago,” you say looking around for him, but spot him a few metres ahead of you. 

“He’s all the way done there,” he says, looking at c/n.

“He’s fast.”

“You need help with skating?” he asks. 

“Ah yes! I’m horrible.”

“You’re not too bad”.

“Yeah, no,  I’m horrible,” you laugh, and find your gaze unintentionally back at c/n without even trying. To your surprise, he’s looking back at you, but he doesn’t have any sort of emotion anywhere. You give him a small smile, but he just skates off. ‘What did I do to piss him off?’ you think. 

“You like him?” f/n says with a grin. 

“Uh, what, what are you talking about? I don’t like...? Um,” you stutter.

F/n laughs, “Yeah, sure you don’t, it’s so obvious.”

“Oh. Is it really that obvious?”

“Very. For me anyway,” he responds.

“For you? Why?” you ask curious. 

“I just know these things, you could say...I’m cupid. I’m good at noticing these things.”

“I see,” you smile, “but he probably hates me.”

“Why are you guys so blind? Trust me, he doesn’t hate you,” he chuckles, which sends hope through you. But you still aren’t sure of it, “Go talk to him.”

“And what exactly do I say?” 

“Anything.”

“What, and do I chase him around the rink or something?” you laugh, and he laughs back.

“Yeah, if that’s what has to be done,” he grins.

“Sure,” you smile, and to that you attempt to skate like a normal person would. 

After an hour of skating around the rink, you notice how much better you had become. You had gained more speed, and you felt like you had something accomplished. Even though you were still horrible, you could at least skate without having to hold onto the sides. 

C/n overlaps you for the billionth time, but this time, you call for his name. You watch as he skids to a stop, and glides towards you. 

“Yeah?” he smiles, except the smile seemed so...forced? 

“Uh, um. Hey,” you open your mouth, and try to find a way to say something, but it doesn't happen. You just struggle to say things, and its just comes out as this weird jumble of words. 

“Hey,” he laughs, “you’ve gotten so much better at skating.”

“Thanks, but I’ll never be as good as you.”

“Thanks [y/n], but don’t deny the fact that your amazing,” he smiles. 

You look down at your skates, hiding your smile. 

“God,” he whispers. You look up at him.

“Hm?”

“I can't believe how beautiful you are.”

You lips immediately transform into a smile, which you can’t control. Your cheeks boil up, he called you beautiful. 

“Thank you,” you whisper barely able to make out any proper words. 

“[y/n], can I tell you something?”

“Yeah, of course.”

“I like you, and I always have. I don’t know, I just wanted to tell you. Even if you’re into [f/n]. I just want you to know that.”

“I’m not into f/n,” you say confused, but happy and excited at the same time. You could feel your stomach doing these excited flips in your stomach. He LIKES YOU, “I like you, [c/n], no one else.”

“What? What about all that laughing and...”

“That was nothing,” you smile at him. The next things you knew, you were kissing. It wasn’t something you had expected. Your crushes never liked you back, it was always just a one way thing, where you like them, and they liked some other beautiful, funny girl. Someone that was the opposite of you. You watched all of these moments that would happen in movies, but it never happened in real life. But now now it was all happening. 

You seperate from the kiss, and nearly stumble back. He was still holding onto you, so when you fell, he fell. 

You both laugh, “Whoops,” you grin. He doesn’t say anything, he just kisses you again. In the middle of a ice skating rink. In front of everyone. But for the first time, it really didn’t matter anymore what other people thought. Because you just wanted that moment to happen like it was happening then, and there. 

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Everlasting moments

You were at a friend’s house for the first time, and decided to make a few cupcakes. You brought a few tins, and piping bags for later. You walked into the kitchen bringing all the ingredients together. You hear someone walking upstairs, and just think nothing of it. You walk through the hallway, bumping into c/n you just ignore him, ignore him. Sure. The only thing you could think about was him. His face, his voice, his laugh. Ignoring, avoiding him was never going to work, your head just couldn’t stop with the thoughts only about him. 

>>>

After making/piping 100 cupcakes, your all done and dusted. Now all you had to do, was wait for your parents to pick you up, which happened to be in 20 minutes. One of your other group members parents’ come to pick them up, then the next. Till it’s only you. You look down at your hands, all covered in blue from your food colouring. You walk down the hall to the bathroom. Realising that c/n’s room was only down the hall. You ignore it completely, and just walk to the bathroom to clean your hands. 

When you walk out, you bump into c/n. Coincidence? 

“Hey,” he says. You didn’t expect him to want to talk to you. Hearing his voice took you by surprise.

“Hey,” you say, giving him a small smile. You stand there awkwardly, then realise that he probably need to use the bathroom, so you move out of the way. Out of no where, you feel his hand grab onto yours. You look into his eyes, only noticing now how beautiful his (eye colour) eyes were. 

“Uhh,” you say in confusion. He doesn’t say anything, he just kisses you. 

He’s kissing you. 

His soft lips touching yours. He holds onto you, and you hold onto him. It was strange that this was happening to you. All those things that you could only imagine happening in your head was happening now. And it exceeded your expectations. After what feels like hours of kissing him, he pulls away. 

“I’m sorry. I couldn’t help not..kissing you,” he says with a hint of sadness in his voice. All you want now is to kiss him again. Feel his lips on yours. Your lips on his. You want him. You want that feeling of love that you felt only moments ago. You look at him, your eyes unintentionally moving down to his lips. You bite your lip, resisting the temptation. 

“God I can’t do this,” you say, placing your lips on his again. You close your eyes this time. Taking this moment in, cause you know it’s not going to last forever, though you wish it could.

[crushimaginesx]

11:11

Anonymous said to crushimaginesx: Can you do an imagine where the two are very close best friends and every night at 11:11 he texts her to make a wish And one night he admits he really likes her a lot but he has a girlfriend so nothing could happen. I'm sorry it's a weird request

You’re on your phone, when your receive a text message from c/n. 

‘11:11, make a wish ;)’ he texts you, which is sweet.

‘It’s 11:12? 😏’ you text back.

‘Not on my watch 😂,’ he replies back to you, which for some reason, causes you to smile. 

>>>

You’re sitting in bed on your phone, though you know how bad it was to be on your phone before sleeping, you still did it anyway. You move your gaze to the time; it was 11:08. You wanted to go to bed earlier, but you just weren't tired. 

1 minute later, you were still flicking through your Instagram feed, watching photos of how amazing that person’s life was. 

Ding. You received a text from c/n. 

‘11:11. Wish you were here right now,’ he texts you, which causes you to overthink everything ‘he can’t like me back. He has a girlfriend,’ you think. You try to figure out something to text back, not wanting to sound to strange. You start to type in ‘I wish you didn’t have a girlfriend,’ but delete it.

‘Is this gonna become a daily thing now 😏?’ you text him. 

‘Maybe :)’

>>>

It was 11:07. You were just waiting for the moment c/n texted you his next wish. It was like a fun little game you guys had developed over the past few days.

‘11:11. I wish you were mine,’ you get the text message from him. You just stare at the message in shock. 

‘What do you mean?’ you type in, and hit send.

‘I want to be yours, I want you to be mine [y/n],’ he texts. Is this a joke? If you replied to it seriously, would he think that you meant it? What if you did, and it was all just a joke? Maybe you were just overthinking it all.

‘You have a girlfriend,’ you send, but you badly wished he didn’t. You were happy he was happy, and she was happy. But you couldn’t help the feelings that kept developing every time you saw him. 

‘Not anymore,’ he sends. 

‘What happened?’

‘I fell for you.’

[crushimaginesx]

No matter how hard I try, I can't stop thinking about you. You're smile, you're voice, your face, you're eyes. You're everything to me.

[crushimaginesx]

She has been hanging on to the hope of him for so long that she doesn’t realize there isn’t anything left to hope for

Everyday, David Levithan

[crushimaginesx]

His motorcycle

Sorry I haven’t been writing as much imagines recently, I’ve just been really busy with this thing that we had at school, plus I’ve got two mid-year exams for maths next week 😞! I haven’t had as much ideas for what to do with my imagines. 

You walk across the field, with a few friends. You were currently in a relation ship with c/n, but it was a secret...and you didn’t want anyone to know. You didn’t know how they would react when they found out about the two of you dating. But c/n lived a city away, so you hardly ever saw him. 

You hear a motorbike drive straight past you. You watch as the bike drives quickly past the field, interrupting a game of soccer. The motorcycle continues to move through the field, but you think nothing of it, you just continue walking. 

The motorcycle brushes past you once again. It feels like the motorcycle is going to hit you, but you trust that it won’t. The person driving the motorcycle stops, a few metres ahead of you. They step off their motorbike, and lifts their helmet off. They brush the top of their hair, turning and looking at you; it was c/n. You cover your mouth confused, but so happy. You run towards him, hearing your friends’ confusion as you run towards c/n. What they see is a complete stranger. 

You wrap your arms around him, and he hugs you back. You don’t know what you are feeling; you feel like crying, and laughing. And you just have all these emotions. 

“Oh my gosh c/n. I love you so much!” you say, your voice shaking. 

“I love you too,” he says back to you, kissing you. The familiar feel of his lips pressed against yours, his hands wrapped around you. You felt a light rain start to fall onto your head. You seperate, and c/n gives you his jumper to wear. 

“How are you not cold?” you ask. 

“Anything for my girl,” he says, and his words just give you warmth. You look past his head, and see your friends. The expression on their face showed confusion. C/n gets what your thinking, and holds onto your hand, and you start to walk towards them. 

“Hey,” he says to them.

“Someone you haven’t introduced us to?” f/n says.

You laugh, “This is [c/n], he’s my boyfriend.”

“Boyfriend?” f/n/2 asks.

“I thought you realised after that,” you all laugh. 

[crushimaginesx]

Trying to get over my crush :(

Me: Don't look at him.

Me: Don't look at him.

Me: Don't look at him.

Me: Don't look at him.

Me: -overhears my name multiple times in his conversations-

Me: -looks up-

Crush: -smiles and waves-

Me: Why do you have to be so god damn perfect?

[crushimaginesx]

But why the heck would he like me?

me all day everyday

[crushimaginesx]

Pause time

Anonymous said to crushimaginesx: One where C/n is trying to figure out you y/n likes. He keeps pestering her and she gives him hints but he doesn't get it. Eventually she lashes out and tells him it's him. She runs away but he chases her and kisses her. Hope that works thanks!

“Who do you like?” c/n asks, which causes you to blush, you turn your face away from him, hiding your face. 

“Someone,” you whisper. You weren’t going to tell c/n that it was him that you were crushing on. 

“Well now I have to know, tell me!” 

“No!”

“Is it [name],” he asks. You don’t say anything, and you see his expression has changed to being slightly worried, “It is, isn’t it?”

“No it isn’t him,” you say.

“Is your crush in this room?” c/n asks.

“It’s gonna be really obvious then,” you realise that you just gave it away. He looks around the room, calling out random names.

“Why do you want to know so badly?” you say laughing at how desperate he is to find out who you like. 

“I'm curious,” he shrugs. 

“Okay then, keep guessing. I’m not gonna tell you.”

“Pleeeaaassseee tell me!” he pleas. You shake your head no. 

“Why not? I’ll tell you who I like,” he says, sounding like a 5 year old. But that offer was convincing, you did want to know who he liked, but you knew that it wouldn't be you.

“Sorry, nope,” you say out of fear of being hurt. 

“Will a little bit of bribery convince you?” he says with a grin.

You laugh, “Depends, how much.”

“Damn, I’m broke,” he says laughing, “why won’t you tell me?”

“I know that you won’t like me back,” you say, only then realising what you just said. You don’t hear what he says because you just run. You feel his hand pull you back, and you fall into his arms like a classic move scene. 

“I like you too,” he says.

“What?” you ask, are you really hearing this? 

“I like you [y/n], I really like you,” he repeats. Then you realised what’s about to happen, your going to kiss. The first touch of his lips on yours is like a fire starting. It’s one of those moments where you never ever want it to end. One of those moments where you want to pause time.

[crushimaginesx]

Questions

You sit in class, working through your workbook. C/n sat on the same table as you. You had been texting non-stop for a while, even during classes. You started texted him, and it went on from there. You heard from a friend that he was going to ask you to be his girlfriend, but you didn’t hope for too much...just in case.

You hear c/n’s name in multiple conversations, then yours. 

“[C/N]! Do you like [y/n]?” one of the guys scream from across the room. He stays quiet and doesn’t say anything. You look at him, his cheeks turning red. 

“Oh my god! He does,” the same guy says. You sit there quiet, unsure of what to say.  

“How long has it been going for?” he repeats over and over again hoping for a answer, even though he knows that no one is going to say anything. 

“[Y/n]! Do you like [C/n]?” he asks you this time. And you don’t know what to do anymore. You feels your heart drop. You need to put yourself out of this situation. You don’t say anything, and him just repeating over and over again, leads you to make the decision to run out of the class. 

You feel the fresh air brush into your face, and every part of you calms down a little. 

You reach your arms up to your head. You realise that you have to go back to class in a few minutes, like the walk of shame. You feel a tap in the shoulder.

“I’m sorry about them [y/n],” someone says behind you, and you know that it’s c/n. 

“It’s not your fault,” you say, and give him a smile.

“They’re all just dicks,” he laughs.

“Why would they think that we...?”

“Umm...I, because...it’s true. I like you [y/n]. I told [f/n] then he told everyone, and made it seem like we were...you know. But I don’t blame them, we would be pretty cute together,” he grins.

“We would wouldn’t we? And isn’t it helpful that I like you back?” you say, so glad that he likes you.

“You do?”

“Yes.”

“Well, then...would you like to be my girlfriend?” he asks, holding onto your hand.

“Yes.”

“Let’s go back to class,” he says, holding your hand back to class, and even though you knew that you were going to get teased, you didn’t care anymore. 

[crushimaginesx]

Only for you

anonymous asked: Could you do an imagine that your crush is your boyfriend and you sleepover at their house and cute and fluffy things happen.

“Netflix?” you ask.

“And chill?”

“How did I know you were gonna say that?”

“Cause I’m me,” he replies.

“Right...” you grin. 

You were at c/n’s house having a sleepover. It was nice. Just the two of you spending time together. 

“What do you wanna watch?” he asks.

“Comedy?” you ask.

“No what about a horror?”

“Fine. But you asked me,” you say with a grin.

“Chucky?” he asks.

“Seen that a billion times already.”

“What about insidious?”

“Sure.” He clicks insidious, and you watch as the movie starts. You snuggle up to each other, he places his hand on your back, and you sit there for a while watching the movie. 

You sit there watching the movie, just waiting for the jump scare, but when it happens, you jump anyways.

“Oh you scared there?” he grins.

“No. What are you talking about? I was just stretching,” you say pretending to stretch your arms out.

>>>

“That was good!” you say.

“It was, wasn’t it. You were really scared, don't lie to me,” he grins.

“Pfft what are you talking about? That wasn’t scary at all,” you say sarcastically. He wraps his arms around your shoulders, and holds you. He gives you a kiss on the cheek.

“What was that for?” you ask grinning.

“Everything...”

“Everything...?”

“Everything. I'm glad I get to be yours,” he says with that gorgeous smile, and you blush.  

“Your so romantic...” you say.

“Only for you,” he winks.

[crushimaginesx]

No one’s ever called me that

anonymous asked: Can you do an imagine when your crush is the popular guy and you are more of the shy girl but he falls in love with you ? Not like the jock type of imagine just an average popular guy

You walk into school, with your friends. Your makeup and hair all done, and a mask on. You were wearing the prettiest dress you could find, you felt like such a princess. It was nice to dress up like this; it was prom. What movies made seem like the night of your life. Sadly, no one had asked you to prom, but you still had you friends. You hadn’t heard that c/n hadn’t asked someone to prom, which part of you were glad about. 

Even outside you could hear the loud music. Everyone was dancing, and as soon as you walked in, you found yourself searching for c/n. You find him dancing in the middle of the hall, and find yourself smiling at his wacky dance moves. It was cute, and it was the tiny things about him that made you like him. Though you were shy, and he was popular, you still hoped that there was chance for you to be together. 

The hall was big, but very crowded...and hot. After about an hour of dancing, and sweating, and shouting, you started to feel hotter, tired...like you need to rest for a second.

“GUYS, I’M GONNA GO GET SOME FRESH AIR!” you shout, over all the loud music. You squish out of the crowd. There was so much people. You could smell the sweat and everyone was just so close together. You find your way out, and feel the breeze of the cold air brush into your face, and it feels so good to finally be able to breath the fresh air. You knew that in a few minutes, you would start to feel cold. 

“Isn’t it crazy in there?” you hear a voice beside behind you, and immediately, you knew who it was; c/n. 

“Very,” you reply, trying your hardest to keep your cool. You look at him properly, you never got to see how he really looked. It was just you staring at him from across the room, and you were just to afraid to talk to him. He wore a mask that covered his whole face, but you could tell who he was. You wondered whether he felt the same way that you did. Did he feel nervous around you? Did he try to act cool around you? Did he search for you in the crowds? Did he even really know who you were? 

“You have pretty eyes,” he says, staring into your eyes. His compliment causes you to blush, and you reply with a quiet, “thank you.”

“I saw you out on the dance floor! You have some moves!” he says, “I never knew you could dance like that.”

“Thank you! I saw you out there, you have some...great moves,” you say, it was partly true. He was a bad dancer, yes. But you thought the way he danced was cute. 

“Don’t lie,” he laughs, I seriously can’t dance.”

“Ha, fine. You can’t, but I like the way you dance...it’s cute.”

He laughs again, “no one’s ever called me that.”

There is a moment of silence.

“[Y/n],” he knows you. The way he says your name sends shivers down your spine. 

“[C/n]?” you say with a grin.”

“You’re cool.” 

“No one’s ever called me that.”

He laughs, “Slow dances start soon...wanna be my partner?”

“Of course.” 

>>>

The loud upbeat music got very slow very quickly. You were dancing with c/n, he places a hand on your back, and stretches his hand out holding onto yours.

“Your a lot different than I expected,” he says.

“In what way?”

“You seemed very quiet, and shy I guess. You were kind of intimidating, I didn’t know how to impress you.”

“Impress me?” you ask, very confused.

“Yes, impress you. You’re different to other girls. I know everyone says that...but you really are. Your beautiful, smart and funny... I could keep talking about you for the rest of the day if I could.”

You didn’t know how to reply. What do you say to someone complimenting you like that? The only thing you could think of was giving him a kiss...so you did that. You kissed him. 

“No one’s ever kissed me like that,” he says as you seperate. 

[crushimaginesx]

A nerd

anonymous asked: Can you do one where y/n is super awkward and shy and c/n is super popular and outgoing? Y/n thinks that he likes some popular girl, you take it from there? Sorry if that's too vague. I love your stories!

F/n is the popular girl btw

C/n was popular, yes, but you couldn’t do anything about it. You didn’t want to crush on him, yet you did. You felt that he didn’t like you, and there was this other girl that you were sure that he likes. She was pretty, popular, funny. She had everything; nearly perfect. She was one of those girls where ‘all the guys wanted to date, and the girls wanted to be.’ 

The thing that kept you crushing on c/n was hope. You always had hope that even when the little things happened, that maybe there was a chance he liked you back. You were shy, and when you were around him, or talked to him, you were a complete and utter mess. 

You are walking in the hallways. When you walk pass c/n, the first thing you notice is that f/n is walking next to c/n. They are walking very close to each other, and you can see that f/n is pretty much holding his hand. Of course. It had to be f/n. You couldn’t believe for a second that maybe it was you that he liked. You pass him, give him a awkward smile, which he exchanges.

>>>

You hear the sound of your phone going off when someone sends you a text message. You find the pocket of your jacket, and grab your phone out of your pocket. It was from c/n. 

‘Hey, you okay [y/n]?’ He sent. You text back writing, ‘I’m fine, why?’ And you almost immediately receive a message back. ‘You seemed awkward haha.’ ‘Haha :),’ you send, not knowing at all what to reply to that. Obviously you were awkward. Every time you were around him you never knew what to say, and you just kept stumbling on your words. ‘Want to go on a walk? I’m bored. And need the exercise ;)’, he texts you, at which you reply with, ‘Sure 😂 but you're killing that 6 pack.’

>>>

You meet each other at the park, and when you arrive there, he gives you a hug. Which was a huge surprise, but it was nice. 

“Hey!”

“How’s everything?” he asks you.

“It’s great,” you say, taking a sip from your water bottle.

“Your love life?” he grins, which causes you to nearly choke on your water. 

You cough, “What?” 

“You okay there?” he laughs, then repeats, “Your love life?”

“Oh yep, fine, great. I’ve had loads of boyfriends,” you say with a hint of sarcasm, “how’s yours been?”

“I’m sure there has been for you,” you didn’t think he got your sarcasm, “Well, I’m single and have been for a while."

You laugh, “What about [f/n]?” He looks at you, his face turned serious, he was obviously confused.

“What about [f/n]?” 

“I thought.. I thoooo, but the, she was,” you stop talking realising how weird you sound.

“She’s always up in my face, it gets annoying...” he says sliding his hands into his pockets. 

“Oh.”

“Well...um. I think I should go back home. It’s kinda pointless now.”

“What’s pointless?” you ask, very confused.

“I wanted to tell you something, but now I know the answer.”

“What? What is it?”

“Never mind, it was nothing,” he says, giving you an awkward smile.  

“No tell me,” you ask him. You were confused. What on earth would he be talking about? Was it what you thought? Or were you overthinking everything? There was a silence. You could tell that c/n was deciding whether to tell you or not. He opens his mouth to speak, but nothing came out.

“You’ve got all these guys going after you, and...I.”

“What? Why would guys be wishing they were with me? I’m a... nerd. You’re this popular, sweet guy that I swear every girl in school wants to date. I don’t know what you are talking about.”

“I don’t want them. I want you.”

[crushimaginesx]

I can't believe that for a second, I thought it was me.