@crybabysadwitch-blog - Tumblr Blog

I miss my best friend

lmao

last call i made a new tumblr come join me message for link <3

i made a new tumblr, so if you want to follow, message me for the link! also i’ll be re-following a bunch of people from that one so if you see someone who looks like me, it is me and you can follow back if you want!

#reminder #idk #anyone care

ok now you can actually message me oops forgot hiatus theme ok cool

i made a new tumblr, so if you want to follow, message me for the link! also i'll be re-following a bunch of people from that one so if you see someone who looks like me, it is me and you can follow back if you want!

#i know everyone's caught up in all the beyonce #so i'll just slip out quietly

it was a lightbulb moment for me when i realized that not everyone loves or shows love in the same way. so i understand that the way i love is not universal, and the people around me don't all express their love for me in the same way, and it takes time to learn how different people say or show they love you. but i maintain that if someone loves you in a way that absolutely does not make you feel loved, if it makes you feel in any way bad, you do not have to feel guilty for not accepting that love and for not wanting them in your life.

#love #relationships #queeueueue

hellazayn

you deserve a zayn malik dont settle for a harry styles

#omg #queeueueue

earthshinefairy

#crystals #witch stuff #queeueueue

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actually all of my systems are nervous

#nervous nellie #queeueueue

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#queeueueue #food

marc4marc

There are so many things in the world that want to kill you and it's time for you to know this because it's also time for you to learn that knowledge will not protect you--knowing is not enough your body must become small enough to be a razor; your tongue must become a long handled blade that roots in your stomach--your hands are talons and none of this will be enough and someone will ask you how you came to understand life, how you came to be in the places where you were called to be and you will reach into the space between your lungs and say

GO TO WHERE YOU HEAR YOURSELF CALLING; YOUR LIFE WILL BE AN ECHO CHAMBER THAT BEGINS WITH YOUR ABILITY TO SPEAK

#frick #pain #healing #queeueueue

zaynsxo

#what the fuck #you're my dream boy #zayn malik #babes #queeueueue

YOU SAY LOVE IS A HELL YOU CANNOT BEAR AND I SAY GIVE ME MINE BACK AND THEN GO THERE FOR ALL I CARE

#FIONA APPLE #SLEEP TO DREAM #THE BEST ANGRY LINE OF ALL TIME

last night i was in bed and fighting against the nighttime thoughts, trying hard to make my mind go blank and repeating "it's not safe in here it's not safe in here" and then i dissociated, almost like i willed it to happen and i've never done that before, and my breathing evened out and the lump in my throat disintegrated and i fell asleep. i remember i used to be so scared of dissociating, like i was losing myself, but it's my way of protecting myself, it's how i take care of myself, it is my brain saying "hush baby go to sleep"

#dissociation #mental illness #pain #queeueueue