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me and my girls
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THE LOVE WITCH ā 2016, dir. Anna Biller
flintlock rifle with a twisted barrel and heart shaped bore (1765)
since Iāve been gone⦠I filled 4+ notebooks⦠my hair grew out⦠I got a job @ a warehouse⦠new music/ tech equipment⦠I think of dying less because Iām distracted⦠I still havenāt spoke to my mother⦠I still donāt have friends but Iām less lonely than before⦠myself is becoming my friend.
since Iāve been gone, I found all my old notebooks & am compiling a bunch of quotes.. gained bad weight.. not working but going back to school.. AGAIN.. still planning for my music.. I think of dying on a daily basis, again, but Iāve found more reason to live.. I talk to my mom sometimes & my sisters have been in state.. I have 1 friend but Iām close with family again & thatās much better.. I still hate myself.
since ive been gone⦠I was 17/18 in the org. post picture⦠19 during the 2nd text⦠I turned 20 recently⦠new job maybe @ this office type place so i gotta start dressing business casual & acting professional..lol i got this though.. Idk if i wanna go back to school for engineering or do an 8 months course for cosmetology.. Ill probably just do that 1st so i can work that ok the side while attending college⦠I miss having a social life.. this girl.. who was my best friend.. a couple years back⦠well, she hit me up recently and i had no idea what to sayā¦Iāve been wanting to reach out and when she does im speechless.. Idk⦠Im gonna just save hella money, get a car and do me. š
since Iāve been gone⦠shit, I havenāt updated this since just after turning 20 & im 24 now.. 25 in a couple of weeks, actually⦠the office job was cool. I stayed with them for quite some time. decided to work towards being an esthetician instead of cosmetology. looking into clinical herbalism & ā¦psych, ofc⦠some things never change hahaā¦
Iām still depressed but I guess thatās gonna be another constant. my brain is just the way it is. Iāve accepted it, learned to manage myself⦠& the frontal lobe be frontal lobe-inā these days. so, I suppose some things do change..
things pivoted after I turned 21.. I went down an extremely self destructive path. I turned to people I believed to be friends & was disappointed & hurt. lost them again but this time I let them go. No contact since. I learned to be firm with my boundaries & how to communicate them in a healthy-ish way. Iāve always had an idea of what I wanted but I let myself get in the way more than anything⦠itās gonna sound lame but I desperately wanted love from friends & partners & I finally realized I could give it to myself.
that led to me finding my current partner & a proper diagnosis. the cancer was loosely traced back to age 15/16. coincidentally (or maybe not) around the same time my mental health took an extreme plummet. weird how that works, huh?
I turned 22 in the hospital while receiving treatment. I recovered faster than expected. There were a few instances of what couldnāt be anything less than⦠miracles. I made it. I always willā¦
23 was odd.. repeating cycles when it came to new friendships & family... but I was able to correct it & remove myself from a few situations entirely. boundaries r n cool & I swear the only people they hurt are those who have something to gain from you being less of yourself⦠not worth itā¦
I turned 24 in Japan. spent 3 months in the countryside. my God, was it beautiful. the culture, the sites, the food & the people, of course. It was all an experience that I wouldnāt dare to try to describe here.. I couldnāt possibly convey the emotion.. the shift.. my mind, heart & soul.. I will say, the food was delicious. If I had to pick somewhere to retire, based solely upon cuisine.. it would easily be Japan. canāt wait to return.
Iāll update soonā¦
until then.. š¤š«°