I'm just here for the ride.

Fate whispers to the warrior, "You cannot withstand the storm". The warrior whispers back, "I am the storm".

[crypticquantumentanglement]

New beginnings

[chaosdisorganized]

I really feel like im losing. Like I feel so controlled by my trauma, anxiety, depression, disorders and it's overpowering me. It controls my life. Everything in my life. I feel so paralyzed and so fucked up. Why can't I just be normal. How does everyone else make it look so easy. I'm tired, exhausted, really.

[thepersonalquotes]

[somekindofblur]

The sad part is when you know you're getting worse again and you can't do anything about it.

[crypticquantumentanglement]

Sometimes I don't want you to be sorry. Im not trying to say what you did was wrong. I just want to know that you didn't mean to hurt me with it.

[crypticquantumentanglement]

3 and a half hours playing Borderlands 3 with my little sister. Much needed therapy.

[magnatoneman]

[zeitghost]

goodnight mp3 and 4,

png sleep and jpeg snore,

.txt stop blabbing, tomorrow wake,

and .zip no new files make,

.gif tosses but pdf can’t,

.exe and .dmg want

to now shut down and save some RAM

night time in computer land

[crypticquantumentanglement]

I just wanted to say I read 11 books last month and I feel really good about that.

[crypticquantumentanglement]

Been something of a day...

[crypticquantumentanglement]

This is how my cat watches me. Idk if it's cute or creepy but we've got quite the staring contest going on.

[thepersonalquotes]

[crypticquantumentanglement]

Take me back here. I want to see the world again. I want to feel free and adventurous. I want to smile with child-like wonder at something again.

[wrotten]

do u know what pisses me off? a lot of things where do i start

[crypticquantumentanglement]

Mushrooms I encountered on a nature trail while visiting Fayetteville, Arkansas. I've never seen anything like these.

[crypticquantumentanglement]

I will always feel alone

Because I'm not with myself

And if you aren't with yourself

Who else could possibly have you.

[crypticquantumentanglement]

There was a shooting at work tonight. Someone died. The other is still in the hospital. I work with him. I hope he's okay.

[crypticquantumentanglement]

The amount of despair, shock, terror and hysterics I witnessed 19 hours ago is incomparable to anything I've ever witnessed. I honestly don't know how I feel about this. But I know I'm scared too.