Your eyes are as vast as the oceans crashing behind those beautiful blue irises as you stare up at me now, mesmerized, unblinking, unspoken;
Face so flushed and pink I could swear an artist had swept his brush across your cheeks, and oh how it contrasted in stark against your porcelain complexion.
The way your lips worked in silence, uttering, muttering, starting and stopping in deliberation. Your struggle to find the words tantalized my walls of self control that had since now remained unbroken;
Why, my love, why? Why had your heart swayed, what we had was wonderful, bountiful, once in a lifetime, cherishable. The very visage of perfection.
It didn’t have to be this way, nothing between up struggled or frayed. The love we had between us wasn’t broken or tried, it was fine;
Nothing can take you from me, I told you this before. But now you gaze up at me as if you had forgotten, so allow me to remind you that you are mine.
It didn’t have to be this way, how you flail and gasp, eyes gaping in terror and shock with my hands locked tight around your neck;
All you had to do was stay true and love me as I did you, hold me close and whisper what had I done wrong. You told me I was obsessive and scary? That just doesn’t check.
Now you struggle to whisper your apology but, my love I’m afraid that now it is far too late;
If you had loved me, truly loved me, we could have started this over on a fresh new slate.
But to wonder and stray from my heart to another’s hurt me more than I could ever say;
Now, just as you had done with my heart, I will strangle and smother whatever love I had for you away.
I’m sorry, my love, as the light fades behind your eyes, that it had to be this way, I really wish we could have tried;
I just can not forgive what you have done, you snuck behind my back, you gossiped, you lied.
It didn’t have to be this way, now as you slip into the darkness and the life in your eyes fade;
Maybe next time, when you reawake for this third time, it will be better, a love truly sculpted and made.
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