I lost her this way (March 2025)
It takes time for me to write it down the details about the day I lose my mom. But I want to. because I dont want to forget the details, the last moments I have with her.
Entering March 2026 has not been easy for me.
Last year, in March 2025, this was a month full of struggle, for Mom, and for all of us who were taking care of her.
Mom was hospitalized for 14 days + we changed caregivers. After she was discharged from hospital, we decided that Mom would stay with me and Denis.
10 days later, Mom was admitted to the hospital again. That night, I insisted on staying with her. Zerah also said she wanted to stay. So the two of us stayed up all night at the hospital.
At dawn, the ER doctor asked me to sign a consent form to transfer Mom to the ICU. I called my older brother to ask for permission to sign.
Not long after that, around 5 AM, my brother arrived at the hospital.
My brother and I sang “El-Shaddai” while holding Mom’s hand. At that moment, she was still able to see us. She hadn’t been moved to the ICU yet, but as her condition worsened, she was put on a ventilator.
At 6:40 AM, Mom passed away.
Sorry cant continue the story. BRB!! I cant hold my tears
