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[crystalbrandis]

Unwanted

Why is it so hard to be seen

Eventhough others seem to be keen

Living everyday is like a trap

It's like I'm in a endless nap

feeling like nobody wants you

I wish to say it was untrue

Can't seem to get away

I'm running from this pain

Try my best to hide my emotions

But soon enough it gets atrocious

Wanting to be like other people

Makes me feel like a dull pupil

Hope one day this will change

Some people might think it's insane

Wonder what will happen in near future

I'm sure it will end as a rumor

[crystalbrandis]

"So many times I said

You'd only be mine

I gave my blood and my tears

And loved you, cyanide

When you took my lips

I took your breath

Sometimes love's better off dead" - you're all I need by motley crue

I told you how much you meant to me the entire time we were together. I loved you, and you said you loved me back. I said you'd only be mine and I'd only be yours, so why did you have to cheat? I thought I was the one for you. What was so wrong with me that you felt the need to do this? You were my pride and joy, and now it's all gone. I thought I was perfect for you, but I guess that's not the case. I treasured every moment we spent together. You made me feel like the luckiest girl around. Now I wish you were dead. I suppose it's sometimes better off that love is dead. I hate you so much. I can't believe you'd do something like that. You said I was the one for you, but now I'm in the trash. Fuck you

[crystalbrandis]

"Don't you take it so hard now

And please don't take it so bad

I'll still be thinkin' of you

And the times we had, baby" - Don't cry by guns and roses

Even though we are no longer together, I will remember and think on the times we shared. I'll remember that for the rest of my life, so please don't forget. Please don't misunderstand my absence.Do not cry tonight. I'll still be watching you, baby. There's heaven above you. Don't take it so hard now, remember the nice times we had. Don't think about me right now, sweetheart; there's no time for that; there'll always be someone else for you. Don't waste your time being sorry over me; instead, live a joyful life. Even if it's difficult, don't allow the past impact you. Try your hardest and live a free life. Don't worry though, there will always be someone like me. You will find love again; it only takes time. Remember that I will always love you and that I shall see you in the future life.

[crystalbrandis]

"Do not enter" is written on the doorway

Why can't everyone just go away?

Except you, you can stay" - treehouse alex g

When it comes to explaining how I feel to others, it can be difficult. I'd never had this kind of connection with anyone before meeting Alex. I'm not sure why, but something about them seems different. It's as if they've been there for a long time, even though they haven't. I know it sounds odd to say that, but I feel so at ease around them. They make me feel very loved. I mean Yes, I have other friends, but this one is unique. We simply connect on a level I can't with others. I can joke around with them, which makes me so happy; you have no idea how much that means to me. I can talk to them about anything and they won't judge me at all. They tell me no one is perfect and that's okay, and you're not alone. They say I'm beautiful the way I am which I seriously appreciate. I'm so forever grateful they help me whenever they can. I'm not sure what I'd do without them. They are my light, my safe place. I would feel so lost and Incomplete without them. So why shouldn't everyone else leave me alone?

[crystalbrandis]

"I can't be what you need ,I am stuck in a dream,I am stuck in a dream " - sarah by Alex g

Every day, I find myself in this never-ending cycle that I can't seem to break. I'm not sure what to do; I feel trapped in this dream. All it does is make me exhausted and drained. People expect me to be there for them, but I don't believe I am capable of doing so. I'm literally on my last legs right now.I don't think there's anything I can do about it. When I can't move yet, I am awake. It's as if I'm in sleep paralysis.I have the impression that this isn't the best thing in the world. It can be distressing to know that I can't be mentally there for someone.I'm so lonely that I feel as if I'm floating away from reality, with no one around but me. Doing day-to-day tasks is exhausting; I'd rather stay in bed and sleep all day. But after a while, I can't because my sadness consumes my whole body. I'm beginning to believe that I'm going insane. Things I see and hear make me fearful of this world. All I can think about is how a person like me continues to be this way. It's not like I chose to do this; it's not my fault, even if I sometimes believe it is because I always manage to disappoint people. I just can't be what they need right now. Days and days pass, and I always wonder if I'll ever be able to break free from this craziness. And I'm sure to know it will end one way or another.

@ke1fersgirl

[crystalbrandis]

"And you don't know how long I could stare into your picture And wish that it was me" - not allowed from tv girl

I'd always known I wasn't the most beautiful person in the world. Even when people tell me I am, I have the impression I am not. I see individuals I know come and go from relationships, and then there's just me. I'm 15 years old, almost 16, and I've never been in a relationship. Who knows, maybe I'm not good enough for them. I just want to be loved like everyone else. I only wish I looked like the other people, with the beautiful hair, perfect face, and perfect figure. What's the point if you only have a decent personality? Most people these days only go for looks, and I don't look pretty at all.Why can't I simply be like them, what's so wrong with me, I overthink everything like a cry baby, I care way too much what others analyse. I wish I was set free; you have no idea how badly I want to be you.You make things look so simple, and I'm just so alone in this world; every day I look in the mirror and think how disgusting I am. I go to the scales, expecting to lose weight, but all it appears to do is increase my weight. I attempt to starve myself so I can feel better about myself, but I don't want to worry my parents, so I keep eating even though I'm crying on the inside.I wonder if somebody will ever adore me even if it's a lost cause. I believe I will always be the unappreciated friend, and I must accept this one day.