Beautiful Chaos

Life is not perfect but there can be beauty found amongst the chaos

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#marshmellowtoast #buttercream #itis

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#85degrees #bestbakeryever #strawberrytiramisu #cakeforbreakfast (at 85C Bakery Cafe - Hacienda Heights)

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I find myself missing who I thought you were. Then I remind myself of the you that you really are to bring back the hate. I have to kill that love to live.

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This is an excellent article. I don't think I'm this far gone yet but I have had my fair share of days lately. It's gotten better but not a day has gone by that I haven't had these thoughts since May 20th of this year.

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How?... When all the things that made you laugh, just make you sick. How do you go on when nothing makes you happy?

Stan Marsh, South Park

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And I still just want to die... will this feeling ever go away?

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To stop feeling emotions, to stop wanting to feel them... is to feel... death.

Sun. Sense8

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Sometimes... you make a mistake. You've got two choices: you live with it, or you fix it.

Wolfie, Sense8

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Is it weird that I feel like people can tell I'm depressed like it's a bad smell or something?

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You're never gonna find the answers you're looking for by racing to the worst case scenario.

Wilfred, Wilfred

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Fuck I miss him.

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Love is the lie we tell ourselves so we won't go extinct

Healy, OITNB

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Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along.

Rumi

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Strange how paranoia can link up with reality now and then

Philip K. Dick

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Fake it til you fake it some more

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Sometimes love ain't stronger than débil

Cesar, OITNB

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And I'm not surviving. I'm just... existing.

Soso, OITNB