tummy ache survivor

**art reblogs and lustful thoughts** **my diary so no one has to hear this anymore** **21+ pls and thank u** **she/her**

[cthonic-nymph]

fleeting dream, piece of me

what have I forgotten?

stolen moment, manic lover

once and then it's over

cross my fingers

my heart

my legs

i feel it in me dreaming

once and gone again

pleasure slowly fleeting

[teratocrat]

if i was a wyrmling - a milk-pale serpent, thick as your arm, gelid venom in my fangs and bitterwinter breath - and you were, say, a loose federation of villages and nomadic bands out where the taiga and the tundra kiss, would you love me? would you bring me hot moose flank? would you feed me goose stew and fill skulls with wine and mead for me? would you heap stones and ram earth and haul stout timbers from miles around to build a temple for me, with a little niche in the wall in which a wyrmling could coil and warm her scales in the glow of the peat-and-mammoth-dung fire youd keep burning for me? would you dance and sing my praises? would you bring me turquoise? and tiger's eye? and dendritic agate? and aquamarine? would you fashion a box for me, of gold and silver and horn and fragrant wood, bedded with fleece, and carry me in it, under the aurora?

[cottoncandylesbo]

i love "bite me" as a retort. your frustrating me, come put your spit and teeth all over me for it. and maybe lick me a little. because i hate you

[cultofthedarksun]

Auguste Rodin

[cthonic-nymph]

pushed the needle through my flesh

blood on the carpet

it smells like vinegar and baking soda again

i wish i wore a different shirt

[aletheyass]

and are death and the maiden perhaps looking for a third

[cthonic-nymph]

im recovering from limerence pls be patient with me

[holohedral]

wildflowers thriving on the side of the road i see you i love you girls

[cthonic-nymph]

open my veins!

spill the red red red salt

back to the earth

exsanguination

release my breath

feel cold hot cold hot

weighty and floaty

fear barely felt through

head throbbing

body heat

the weight of your body held down

the soar of your soul seeing the body held down

i look so small

and white

i always wanted to die pretty

[raggamuphin]

"Death & The Maiden", by Emil Melmoth

[worldsandemanations]

Der Kuss / The Kiss, Lovis Corinth, 1921 drypoint in black on wove paper

[danskjavlarna]

[drdougdouglass]

[lawoftheclaw-deactivated2025073]

Maladaptive deeply held belief: nobody could ever love me. Im going to die alone

Positive counterthought: maybe someone has an exceptionally rare form of mental illness that would cause them to make the grave mistake of wanting to fuck me

[cthonic-nymph]

I feel soft

Silly slinky melting

Feel how soft I am

Run your hands over me

Press your lips to my

neck

shoulders

spine

and hips

reach around with soft silly fingers

and pet my tummy!

stroke my thighs!

Breathe in my ear and make me shiver

use that mouth like you did before!

don't let me melt alone

[cthonic-nymph]

all i want is for you to feel safe when you're in my home

[cthonic-nymph]

force of habit

habit of forcing me

God I should've punched him

God should've punished him

eye across the room again

glittering dark evil hate lust

wet with tears

you're married now creep!! She's even younger than me

Newly 18, bright eyed and ready

I weep for her future

I can't say more without the accusations

It's not jealousy for you

It's mourning her youth

She had what I wanted

I don't want her to get what I've gotten

But you slip up behind me

Slip my skirt up

it's just force of habit

no one saw them or now

But I'm crying and shaking

Still yours for the taking

No matter what I have to say

[circusheart]

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon