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Also I saw a pic of me from 3 years ago wearing the same outfit I’m wearing right now and my mind said oh I look the same even tho the fit is figurately falling off of me. Lol reality isn’t real

Lol not me already looking up bridesmaid dresses

Officially moved into my new place!! May God grant me grace and take me in my sleep :))

I’m like a quirky manic pixie dream girl except I play the arm violin and flesh flute instead of the ukelele

It’s fun when the only emotion I can feel is rage. Like seriously, the energy rage gives you is invigorating. You can do anything without any care when you’re angry for all the right reasons.

Literally do not understand how my brain functions. Both excited to finish vet school apps and move into a new apartment and yet seriously considering getting grippy socked bc my brain wants to end it all every other hour. trying to keep it all together for like 6 months now but at what cost.

#bpd

My body is severely tired but my mind’s being a fucking bully and making me cry. Like you literally had all day bitch why tf are you bringing up my immense loneliness now???

It would be super cool if all the immense and rapid emotions, the abject loneliness went back to hiding in the recesses of my mind 🤷🏾‍♀️

#depression #bpd

Im having a lot of anxiety rn for no reason which sucks bc today was a good day and now I feel like I should open up all my major blood vessels.

#depression #bpd

I’m like having a crisis but not spiraling HOWEVER I did have the momentary thought of looking for my radial artery it’s a school night tho so best not

#depression #bpd

I am truly the white man’s whore