I'm a happy cuckqueen.
I don't know how I got here, but I'm such a different person than I was before we met.
Like I've always had a high sex drive and only one guy I dated before could really keep up but compared to me my Master is insatiable. I was so overwhelmed at first that I had to use my safeword just to rest, but now I'm mostly used to it so I mostly just need it for when he tests my limits. Even while I physically rest he just kept finding ways to turn me on.
Master uses me constantly when we're alone and is the sweetest most caring man that I've ever hung on in public. It's been been a little over a year now, the best fucking year of my life and the last few months have been the wildest time of my life. He trained me to be absolutely obsessed with being his whore.
So a few months ago we started bringing other girls home. It wasn't my first time with other girls and it wasn't my first time having threesomes, but it was the first time I was truly obsessed watching the man who owned me using someone else. Seeing those girls look how I felt while I either played with myself or take time to rest was unbelievable.
And bringing other girls home didn't slow my Master down when they left. He would take me and start playing while we talked about our favorite parts of each encounter. I told him about who I much I loved it and I mean I tell him everything, but every time I give him an opening into the deepest darkest parts of my mind he takes it and plays me better than I could have imagined.
Two weeks ago, he brought home the only woman I could ever envy. She looked almost exactly like me but she body was tighter and she is so much more confident and god was she just so sexy the way she carried herself. So basically she's me if I were perfect which I know I am for my Master because he doesn't let me doubt it and he doesn't let me forget it. Still she's what I have always imagined myself to be you know?
Okay so I'm sure you're wondering where this is going. Well for the last two weeks she has been over almost every day and in that time we have had all of only 3 threesomes and the rest of the time he has been fucking her without letting me play and sometimes I'm not even allowed to watch. It's insane how he has found a way to turn me on even more than I've ever been turned on.
When they finish she always does something very sweet to take care of me physically and emotionally the way my Master does. A few nights ago it's the middle of the night and I'm asleep but she comes over and Master wakes me up. They got me out of bed and tied me to a chair at the end of the bed to make me watch while he just laid there and she had the time of her life sucking and fucking him. When she was done they untied me and brought me to bed with them but they only touched and cuddled me until I fell back asleep. I wake up to her making coffee and pancakes. Like they were the best pancakes I've had in such long time and she kissed my forehead and left. Like she's the sweetest and an absolute doll and I barely even know her but she's probably the best woman I've ever met and I'm almost as obsessed with her as I am my Master.
Anyway, he's with her right now in the bedroom fucking her so hard and so loud and I was given orders to sit here naked on the couch and I'm not allowed to touch myself while the door is closed. I'm in physical agony but in the best way because I know he's going to release all of my energy the minute she leaves and she will probably come out sweet as pie before leaving.
I haven't had a Tumblr in a few years because of drama and trauma with an ex but I just needed something to do while I wait for them to finish and this is the only place I knew I could comfortably talk about what is going on in my life.
Younger me would be disgusted because she wouldn't understand just how loved I am through all of this. She wouldn't understand just how fulfilling all of this is. She wouldn't understand how amazing it all feels. She wouldn't understand the trust I have the capacity for to be happy and comfortable like this. She definitely wouldn't understand that there's a man out there hornier and more capable than I am to just keep going š š¤£. She wouldn't understand that this life is possible but it is and I just got so fucking lucky.















