“you came so much, baby.” running my finger through it slowly. holding it up between us. showing him. “look at that. all of that just from me fucking you.”
him turning his face away immediately. his cheeks red.
“no no.” catching his chin gently. turning him back. “look at it, sweetheart.”
“that’s all you.” finger still held up. glistening. “your body did that.” tilting my head. studying his face. “from my strap, baby. you came that hard just from my strap.” pressing a kiss to his cheek. affectionately. “i’m so proud of you.”
him whining at the amount of praise.
“i know.” thumb stroking his jaw. bringing my finger to his lips. “open for me.”
his mouth opening without thinking.
“good boy.” pressing my finger inside. letting him taste himself. watching his eyes close. “there you go. suck it clean for mommy.”
him sucking slowly. obedient. hands finding my wrist.
“such a good boy.” watching his face while he does it. the way his lashes rest against his cheeks. the flush still high on his face. “you’re so handsome like this. do you know that?”
him whimpering around my finger.
pulling it out slowly. going back. gathering more on two fingers this time. holding them up. “look how much there is still.” showing him. waiting for his eyes to find mine. “look at what you did, baby. such a messy boy.” bringing them back to his lips. “open again.”
his mouth opening faster this time.
“good.” pressing both fingers inside. feeling him suck. “that’s my good boy. so obedient.” free hand stroking his hair back from his face. petting him slow. “you did so well taking my strap. you have no idea how good you were.”
him making a muffled sound around my fingers.
“i mean it.” pulling them free. tilting his face up. making him look at me. “i loved every second of it. watching you take it.” thumb stroking his bottom lip. “you were perfect.”
“hey.” wiping the corner of his eye gently. “aww, baby. it’s okay. you did so good.” pressing a kiss to his forehead. his temple. “mommy’s so proud of you.”
hand sliding down. slow. over his stomach. finding him. fingers resting against his clit through nothing now. feeling him twitch immediately.
“still so sensitive.” rubbing one slow circle. watching his hips lift. “still throbbing, baby.” pressing gently. “does that hurt?”
him shaking his head. too quickly.
“no?” almost amused. rubbing another circle. slower. more deliberate. “are you sure? you just came so hard.”
“it’s.. it’s a lot but i don’t want you to stop—” barely audible.
“i know you don’t.” kissing his temple. “i’m not stopping.” two fingers finding his hole. pressing in slow. feeling him clench immediately around them. “there we go. there’s my good boy.”
him gasping. hands finding my arm. gripping.
“shh.” curling my fingers. finding that spot. watching his whole body arch. “i’ve got you. just feel it.”
“mommy—” already breathless.
“i know, baby.” not changing the pace. slow and deep and deliberate. thumb finding his clit now. working both simultaneously. “you’re still so wet.” feeling every flutter every clench. “your body just keeps giving everything away doesn’t it.”
him nodding. face going red again.
“so responsive.” pressing a kiss to his cheek. his jaw. “i love that about you. love how your body just... opens right up for me.” curling deeper. feeling him clench hard. “every single time.”
him whimpering. hips starting to move. rolling into my fingers.
“that’s it.” thumb circling steadily. fingers pressing deep. “just like that. you’re doing so well.”
“i can’t.. it’s too sensitive…i just came—” even as his hips chase my hand.
“i know you did.” so gentle. so warm. “you can though. i can feel you.” curling hard. watching him gasp. “you’re already close aren’t you, baby.”
him shaking his head even as his grip on my arm tightens.
“no?” slowing everything. almost stopping. just resting inside him.
his hips chasing immediately. pushing down onto my fingers.
“there he is.” resuming. building back up. thumb and fingers working together. “that’s my good boy. knew you could.”
“mommy please— please i need—”
“i know what you need.” kissing his temple. his cheek. mouth at his ear. “cum for me, sweetheart. all over my fingers just like you did on my strap. can you do that for me?”
him cumming with his face pressed against my neck. the sound he makes helpless and muffled and completely undone. hips grinding forward. thighs shaking.
holding him through all of it. fingers moving slow. thumb gentle. drawing it out. feeling every spasm. every aftershock.
then stilling. pulling out so carefully. feeling him wince slightly at the sensitivity.
“shh.” pressing a kiss to his hair. “i’ve got you. you’re okay.”
holding my fingers up between you both. slick. glistening.
“look at that.” waiting until he does. his face going pink all over again. “all of that was you, baby.” bringing them to his lips. “one more time for me.”
his mouth opening immediately. no hesitation this time. sucking them clean. slow and thorough.
“good boy.” pulling them free. cupping his face in both hands. tilting it up. making him look at me. “my perfect good boy.” pressing a soft kiss to his mouth. “you were so good for me tonight. so so good.”
him going completely soft in my hands. eyes wet.
“hey.” wiping gently under his eye. “it’s okay to cry, i know it was intense, but i’m so so proud of you” pulling him into my chest. arms wrapping around him. stroking his back. his hair. “mommy’s got you. just breathe.”
him breathing. slowly. laying against me.
“aww” pressing a kiss to the top of his head. holding him close. “my good boy. so perfect for me.“