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A broken mirrors reflection.
We can never make up for past misdeedsā¦ Nor can we show others when they see their own reflection in our shattered pieces. Forever a broken mirror. So hard to see the true reflection between the cracks and missing pieces. Will it always be this wayā¦ does it really matter? I must let the pieces fall till none remainā¦ then let the empty frame fall and become something non reflective, if that isā¦
I love you all!
If anything in this blog post angers you, I sincerely hope that you are willing to take an honest look in the mirror and ask yourself āwhy?ā Take some serious time to examine your emotions, and what may have triggered that angerā¦ please?Life is simply getting too difficult for me to continue updating my blog. Iām very sorry, but this notification may be its last entry. I greatly appreciateā¦
Is picking up the mail against the law?
Writing has been incredibly difficult for us of late. With everything going on in America recently itās hard to organize our thoughts. Itās a daily struggle for us at the best of times, and these are certainly NOT the best of times. As a person with severe mental health issues, it has been difficult of late even managing our depression enough to get out of bed on a daily basis. I never in aā¦
Death and illness
Update: I know itās been a while since Iāve postedā¦ no real excuse for that other than depression and illness. I found out in July that my stepdad had cancer, we all found out roughly around the same time. My dad was having some pain in his side and chest, the doctor examined him, found a sizable lump, and did a biopsy. The results came back malignantā¦ he went in for further testing and theyā¦
The Right Thing?
The shit hit the fan yesterday. My husband is āvoluntarilyā going to inpatient treatment in Portland Oregon due to suicidal ideation. When I asked the hospital if it was okay for me to talk to him, I was told that he didnāt want to speak with anyone. I donāt know how long he will be gone or if heās going to be okay, but I feel like heās never going to forgive meā¦ When I was asked if I felt itā¦
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Eclectic and Wild
Iām eclecticā¦ I am wild! Spin intuitive magic like a child! I dance, I sing, I playā¦ And to the end of my daysā¦ Thatās how I shall stay!
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UPs and Downs
Life is a series of ups and downs.If youāve ever tried to stand in the center of a teeter totter you will know that there is a spot where you can find balance, and as it rocks back and forth you remain stable. You flow with the back-and-forth motion without falling down. You learn to anticipate the highs and lows and counterbalance yourself.Ā Weāre finding that life is just like that, itās aā¦
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Just call me Alice
Gold and purple stripes and a bright green hat. Born from a mushroom and a mirror crackedā¦ Dancing with riddles in the shape of a cat. Here and gone in the blink of an eyeā¦ Is she real or just a figment of my mad imagination? āJust call me Aliceā I thought I heard her sayā¦ But was she really there before she slipped away? Oh Aliceā¦ oh Alice, where have you gone? Are we all just prisonersā¦
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Itās A Roller Coaster
Iām feeling so lost right now.Ā I donāt know what to do. I donāt know how to say things that need to be said. How do you have a relationship when you have more people than you know inside of your head? How do you set personal boundaries when you are multiple people with varying levels of boundaries? I donāt know if my relationship of 33 years is going to last much longer. There are continualā¦
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State of mind
As the world seems increasingly intent on starting WWIII, our sanity slides further into darkness with it. We find it difficult to eat or sleep properly, depression is an ever present shadow hovering over our head. We seem to have more internal and external conversations with our head-mates, sometimes the conversations are remembered, sometimes Iām only vaguely aware that weāve been talking.ā¦
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Hope FOR US YET.
Other systems gives us so much hope. Our system is overt, though weāve only been system aware for two years. For so long we felt so bad for cycling through hobbies and interests, now weāre trying to focus on simply being okay with things taking us longer than ānormalā people to complete. If you only have a few days or weeks to work on something, youāre naturally going to take longer thanā¦
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She just want to be normal.
She just wants to be normal. She has her whole life ahead of herā¦Ā āIām sorry Sharon I just donāt know how to, how to write about this. I donāt know how to explain to folks exactly what itās like finding out that youāre actually not the only person in your body. That when the body was very young it went through so much extreme stress and trauma that the brain started creating new separateā¦
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Life with d.i.d.
The sadness that comes from realizing that a headmate thinks youāre creepy for being interested in animal bones and the paranormal. A while back on a walk I found the bones of a deer that had been hit by a car, at the time I thought the jawbones could make an interesting art project, so I brought them home. Now I have no idea what to do with them and have the strongest urge to simply throw themā¦
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Life Gets Interesting
The energy is weird todayā¦ feels like somethingās up. Not sure if itās going to be good or bad, just feelsā¦ I donāt know, significant? š¤ Like everything around me is holding its breathā¦ waiting for something to happen. š Trying to pay more attention to my intuition since finding out that Iām an untrained medium. š Iām seeing, feeling, hearingā¦ so much more lately and actively trying to payā¦
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Life interrupting
Iām sorry Iāve been gone so long, but between my husbandās health issues and our best friendās health issues, Iāve honestly been struggling just to cope. Iām very concerned that my best friend may not survive to the end of the year, and my husbandās health has me seriously wondering if I will find myself alone by next year. The stress of life and the very real possibility of losing two peopleā¦
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Dreams and memories
03/15/23Ā Mood: agitated, slight dissociation. Lots of mixed dreams about stuff that did, and did not happen. Realized that the stuff that didnāt actually happen were metaphors for how we felt about the things that did happen. Like not being able to walk without a cane meant that we felt strongly unsupported in our early years. Being made to half crawl and drag ourself through piles of junkā¦
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Seizures and low energy.
Iām sorry I havenāt been responding to folks much lately. I have been over stressed and under energized for a while. My husband going into the hospital on the 23rd, and again on the 24th due to unspecified seizures has had me completely overwhelmed and drained. Heās back home now awaiting follow up with a neurologist, but my energy is likely to be very limited till we know for sure what causedā¦
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