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[ppangjae]

#STANDWITHUKRAINE if it's not much can you please share this in your timeline as our country is being heavily destroyed by russians right now, my father and my friend's father stayed behind to fight and we don't know what will happen to them kindly tag 5 people to rebblog this apologies for the disturbance.

#standwithukraine

pls pls pls also take a look at this reddit thread with all the ways that you could support !

@jae-canikeepyou @cupofjae @sehunniepotwrites @lebrookestore @ncteaxhoe

[cupofjae]

heyy bestie it’s so good to see you back!! I’ve been pretty good, how have you been?

hi lovely! sorry this took me a bit to get around to, but i’m glad to hear you’ve been doing well! i’ve been okay-ish..really just busy with college right now! 💓

[cupofjae]

i really wanna start writing for this blog again but my motivation to do so is close to nonexistent 😪

[cupofjae]

[20:00] you sat in silence by the window overlooking the street whilst he ordered a cup of hot chocolate for himself and you, a bitter americano. he watched you nervously by the counter and noticed the eyebags lingering underneath your eyes that were once full of life.

jaehyun sighed once the barista called out his name and retreated back to where he left you.

“here you go,” he mumbled out quietly before placing your drink in front of you. he missed the way you quickly and subtly wiped the tears under your eyes. it was hard sitting in front of someone you loved so dearly and someone who had kept your heart safe for years.

“thank you,” you said in a quiet voice. the silence was almost deafening albeit the music playing in the background. you sipped your beverage quickly and avoided his stare incase you ended up spilling more tears than necessary.

“how have you been?”

“i’ve been okay. and you?”

“i’m moving soon.”

his words made the ache in your heart deepen. the many months you were trying to avoid reality seemed to catch up with you sooner than you would like. once he was gone, you knew he would take a part of you with him.

“i wish you happiness yn, i really do,” he whispered, reaching out for your hand. when you didn’t shy away from his touch, he envelops your hand in his and squeezes it for the last time.

“maybe when things finally look up, we can find our way back into each other’s lives.”

“maybe,” you mumbled, pulling your cold hand away from his grip.

[cupofjae]

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[cupofjae]

HELLO HOW ARE YOU? 😭

hello anon! i’m so so so sorry i took so long to reply to this. i haven’t been visiting this blog as much anymore hence for the late reply :( i haven’t been doing the best recently but i’m trying to focus on taking care of myself better! i hope you’re well though, and thank you for taking time to check up on me! 💘

[cupofjae]

[cupofjae]

💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💌 hi love! i hope you've been doing well! lov u and pls pls pls stay safe!

hi lovely! 🥺 tysm for this and right back at u, u sweet bean!! i hope you’re doing well and keeping safe too alex 💕💕

[cupofjae]

hi, mae! hope you’re doing well. i noticed that you liked my smau on the rebound from my side blog (whispersatdawn) & i just wanted to say thank you!!

ur jaehyun smau fly away with me was actually one of the first nct fics i read & i really enjoyed it. probably even one of the reasons i wanted to try the social media format, haha. anyway, i just wanted you to know i’m a fan of your writing. hope you have a great day/night! ☺️💖

omg hi lovely! i hope you’re doing well too! i love ur smau so much that i ended up binge reading all of the parts u have out so far in one sitting and ur doing such a great job on it!! it’s honestly one of my faves now!! 💕💕

AND AGH thank u so much 🥺 i’m glad u enjoyed fly away with me 😭💕 i hope u have a great day/night too! and thank u for dropping by 💕

[cupofjae]

hi can u tag me in the love again story pls :)

hi yes ofc!! ☺️

[cupofjae]

hi bubba~ what do you use to make fake texts?

hi lovely! i use an app called social dummy and sometimes social maker ☺️

[cupofjae]

part 14 — love, again ♡

when mark finds himself knocking on your door, drunk and emotional, he stirs a feeling in your heart that you’ve been trying hard to suppress for the past year.— or, a story in which mark and you rekindle a close friendship that you guys once had.

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taglist: @marklexleaf @constantpursuits @127-mile @thatanonymousgirl-as14 @jaetyhm @strayteezjinnie @princessaecha @noonapabo127 @anothermessedupbitch @blancaatherosee @dejvns @mxrcayong @sakura-uji @shyshybabyy @sehunniepot @peachesyeol @joof @jenorenle @byunayeon @lovminhyung @lokideadontheinside @markszone @bbh-kji @bitchenderyy @247byun @keemburley @haechans-sunflower @cupreoussyzygy @insideanarmymind @ahnneyong @minavenue @see3milyblog @mrkleelvr @musicxliife @lalisasblink

unable to tag: @valntynelisa @mikasrecs @talisem @yellow-wxve

a/n: sorry for going mia..again 🥺 i hope u guys enjoy this chapter nonetheless 💘

[cupofjae]

omg wait i just saw the moots tag and was like?? cuz i forgot we were moots T_T anyway long story short i’m not doing that well,,,, life is hard :( i caught up with the au tho and i’m excited to see where it goes hahahha why are they both like this

yes we are lovely hehehehe 💘 i’m sorry to hear that, my dms are open if you need anyone to talk to! 🤗 theyre The chaotic duo 🥲😂

[cupofjae]

hi!! i haven’t been very active on tumblr for the past few months idk if you remember me 🥴🥴 anyway how have you been 🥺🥺

HELLO LOVELY!! ofcourse i remember you!! 🥺 i’ve been a bit overwhelmed w uni these day. how are you? i hope you’ve been doing well 💘

[cupofjae]

my friends: *adopts cats + dog* *knows how much i love cats and dogs*

them: *randomly spams me with pictures of their pets*

me:

[cupofjae]

hey, i was wondering if i can be added to the tag list of “love again”🥺👉🏼👈🏼

hey lovely! ofcourse, ill add you in 💘

[cupofjae]

hi hello! i just wanted to update u that for the love again taglist i changed my url from marksrainbow to minavenue so thats prolly why u were unable to tag me haha

hi lovely! omg thank you for letting me know and i’ll add u back with your new username 💘