I’ve been thinking about showing my past through art. Honestly I am feeling at more and more peace with myself and my past self. I am not wrong with who I am now nor who I was then. I lived every moment as myself and if I didn’t then who was I? I had a happy childhood and I was allowed to live how I wanted. If not, I may not have found out who I was until I was 40 or so.
I used to be jealous of people who figured out their identity at a young age. Mostly because of media rep and a specific therapist not understanding the diversity of experiences. I would constantly scrounge the Internet looking for people who didn’t figure it out until later in life.
I am beginning to understand my (I’m not sure if I should say purpose because I’m not sure if I believe in that) legacy. I aim to be a resource for others. I always have. I am a content creator and a bit of a story teller through my own means.
I want to be someone a person can look up to and perhaps see that what is known may not be all there is. I want to be proof of an experience. Specifically a UNIQUE experience, but a relatable experience. It won’t be perfect but it will be mine.
