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MY GIRL

1. It must feel SO GOOD to be a princess general person rocking up to save the day and shout “I have come to protect you all” about like ur fam but also your beloved ex-fiancé who you weren’t able to protect before

2. Mei Changsu I am going to kick ur bony little ass for not treating Nihuang right!! How dare u ignore her to rush out!! She was so excited to be part of things and Do Good!!!! Rude!

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Last thought on this for the night but it rlly does give the vibe of like

1. Lin Shu & Jingyan being gay lil besties who didn’t know they were gay bc they were Tough Warrior Dudes and all

2. Lin Shu being chill being engaged to Nihuang because she was also a Tough Warrior and his friend and like rlly what does engagement entail beyond hanging out sometimes

3. Mei Changsu having a Great Gay Awakening at some point in between the poison and 13 yr of scheming

4. Him coming to the capital accepting that he won’t be with Jingyan romantically bc obviously. But he can at least be close to him, etc

5. Nihuang actually was in love with Lin Shu and so is still in love with Mei Changsu

6. Having had his GGA, Mei Changsu realizes he does not want what Nihuang wants but also can’t like. Tell her that and does still like her/not want to hurt her

7. #4 is complicated by Jingyan ACTUALLY being gay-in-love with Lin Shu (& also increasingly Mei Changsu)

#and I know someone is going to come in and be like Mei Changsu has two hands #(true but they are both holding a hand warmer)#BUT he just like. genuinely. seems so uninterested in Nihuang #I would be happier if this were a polyamory situation #unfortunately for me. it appears to be an unrequited love situation and my favorite character is the one who’s not getting the love 😔#curio watches nif

A moment for this one guard strugglebussing with his sword while Prince Yu has a meltdown

#curio watches nif #I am being forced to actually go to bed bc the next episode just mostly ?? doesn’t have audio???#or subtitles #so #alas #sleep time I guess

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MY GIRL

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1. It must feel SO GOOD to be a princess general person rocking up to save the day and shout “I have come to protect you all” about like ur fam but also your beloved ex-fiancé who you weren’t able to protect before

2. Mei Changsu I am going to kick ur bony little ass for not treating Nihuang right!! How dare u ignore her to rush out!! She was so excited to be part of things and Do Good!!!! Rude!

#her eager little look to him 😭😭😭😭#normally I do get pretty invested in the main characters but for this one I am very much invested in the side characters #and I fear the show will not reward this #ugh okay I should actually fr fr go to bed #but #I don’t wanna 😭#curio watches nif

MY GIRL

#FUCK YES #THE SOUND I MADE WAS NOT MEANT FOR HUMAN THROATS #BUT HELL YESSSS MY GIRL IS BACK!!!!!#curio watches nif

If Meng Zhi dies EYE will be the one throwing rocks

#>:(#curio watches nif

On the one hand: art (Nirvana in Fire having a siege section) imitates life (I need to write a siege chapter)

On the other hand: this siege is full of such a bewildering mix of like fairly reasonable, accurate siege tactics and then just……straight up nonsense

#like I was pleasantly surprised by the defenders actually having yknow #rocks and logs and normal shit #instead of boiling vats of oil #and the way they do actually push some of the ladders off the wall #and the fact that the other guys’ bartering ram is actually covered instead of just being like the world’s largest log #but then #why are we all just standing lollygaggin in the middle of a wide open courtyard #why’s there just one dude hollerin on the rampart #why is the court just chilling again in a big wide open hall #I have questions #and we are not actually very far thru the siege at all I fear #curio watches nif

I must clean my entire apartment. And also pack. Like I do not have a choice I am leaving tomorrow morning and have to work tomorrow morning. And yet. I have absolutely no energy to clean or pack orz

#the packing is mostly bc it’ll send Baloo into a panic #but also all I want to do is lay down #orz #personal

The problem with escapism is good escapism lets you escape The Horrors and therefore you want to stay escaped so you don’t have to deal with The Horrors (this is about me wanting to watch Nirvana in Fire instead of doing my job)

#it’s been a rough work day in a rough week that is like #chronologically halfway done #but emotionally/labor-wise #v much in the lead up phase #alas #personal

thoodleoo

oh so when other people call a baby "cute enough to eat" it's sweet and charming. but when i, cronus,

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to deny location sharing and turn off personalized ads and reject all non-essential cookies and not set up siri and face ID

ceruleanheaven

month starting on a monday we have no excuse guys lets get to work and lock the fuck in

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yk its actually very chic and avant garde to start on tuesday the second

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many claim theres nothing more subversive and revolutionary than starting on wednesday the third

#nothing wrong with Thursday the fourth really…

Okay FR his body just BURNED UP the super duper deadly secret poison pill?? What do you mean his chronic illness comes with POISON DISSOLVING abilities??

#my chronic health problems just come with joint pain and an inability to breathe 😭#I want poison dissolving #curio watches nif #alas it is. 1:30 am #tomorrow I must work -> teach -> clean my entire apartment #and somehow pack without my cat noticing #orz #regrets

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Diversity win!

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Baru-

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Baru what are you doing

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BARU WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING

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BARU NO

#crying yeah that is the experience #I should read the rest of the series someday #baru cormorant

Meng Zhi: Doing his job, helping with the plots and schemes, generally being a solid dude

Meng Zhi’s bestie, his boss, his secret boss, his bestie’s secret ex(?)-fiancée, the horses probably: By God, Meng Zhi, you are the Stupidest Man in the whole great Liang

#this poor man #I’m glad he has moments where he’s doing his job and we get to see him being competent #bc when he’s around other characters he is just constantly getting dunked on lmao #okay I rlly need to go to bed alas #curio watches nif

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sometimes all you need is one passionate person who goes berserk for your work to keep you creating

#🙌🙏

There is a reason I don’t write a lot of battles 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#I think!#I have come up with a somewhat logical approach for this siege #and its ending #that a) doesn’t make any parties involved look incredibly stupid #and b) is feasible given warfare of the day #however!!!! it did involve significantly altering the geography of this site #which has unfortunate implications for one side of the entire timeline of the story #to be fair. the siege did not cause the problems #so much as make me realize I’d written the first chapter and timeline with a sort of uh #inside out approach to geography #unfortunately. this does mean significant rewriting #the chapter I thought I had finally finished? alas #must be entirely rewritten orz #tcp editing adventures

I should go to class tonight but I am soooo tired

#but it’s the only class I can go to until a week from now #and I don’t rlly want to do another no dance week #but bllaljshdgagsjdirhsgKdbsbj fuuuuuuck I’m tired #and I still have to work tonight 😭😭😭😭😭#personal

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