It started simply by wearing a pair of my Sister's panties at the age of 9. By 16 17yo I managed to collect enough items to dress up completely like a girl. By 19 I would dress up and play with dildos. At 20 I was trying to style my hair and do my nails. And at 21 I was dressing up to go out in public. But would only drive to quite locations to walk around. Although I was happy with my body and The feminine figure I appeared to have. I never figured out how to do my Make up correctly though and wasn't Confident enough to try go into a bar. As Much as I really wanted to. I wasn't ready to Be seen by others. But still dressed myself up and would walk around in my heels for a few hours. Occasionally stopping somewhere To bend over or lay down with my legs Spread and fuck myself with dildos. Was Chased by security a few times and had a Few girls walk into the toilets while I was in There as nd had to wait for them to leave. At around 27 I was caught by the police and made to step out of my car and was super Embarrassed as I stepped out if the car and From under the blanket standing there while they checked my license squeezing my bum Together to hold my but plug in hoping they couldn't hear it. Crossing my legs and Looking down at some red strap stilletos. Black stockings a white mini skirt and could Clearly see my fake boobs threw my male Hoody. And started Telling myself one-day Im actually going to get caught if I don't stop it. And managed to convince myself to throw everything out which I regretted in less than a weeks time. But stoped for years untill now When I wish I could just pick up where I left of. But can't. So want to try find some help With getting clothes and basically a full Feminization so I'm able to go out in public And try flirt with and seduce other men This time I really need to suck another Man's cock to eagerly suck in it until u make him cum and to be bent over and fucked nice And hard. So I can cum from anal
I am a very strict and dominant Mistress, I am looking for a slave for active participation and meeting a slave to own and use as my property ,heart ,body and soul. Can you be that slave to me ?
Today I was supposed to meet with a guy I have been talking online with for just over a month. He didn't have anywhere private so it took a little while for me to agree to meet with him. But he eventually convinced me to let him pick me up. Making sure I freshly shaven and smooth all over I cleaned my hole for him then went to wait for him where we agreed he would get me from. I waited for three hours. Feeling so disappointed and upset. Did he see me and change his mind or did he not even bother. He told me would pick me up and would strip in the seat next to him and put on the lingerie he would bring for me then drive down the beach to a quite spot where he would allow me to suck his cock until he was hard then I could climb Into the back of his truck get on my knees with my face to the floor and hold my cheeks apart for him so he could pull out my plug and tease me until I begged for it. Before he would give me the fucking I've waited so long for. When he was finished he said he would let me clean him and any mess I've made. Promising if done a good job and I was able to satisfy him he would let me be his sissy regularly. Now I sit alone in my room crying. Feeling so unwanted. Why do these men never show up. After getting me so excited. Thinking Im finally going to have an opportunity to prove myself to another man. That all the practice I've had with my toys has payed of.
I must be begging in all the wrong places. Offering two holes to use anyway they want. Il take anything and everything as hard they can give it but in the end Im giving myself 8 and half inches of dildo shaped like dick then cleaning up all my mess
After I come I clean my toys in my mouth before a final clean and put them in my draw. Before I pull out my pH and message a man I met online asking him when he is going let me come over so I can satisfy him telling him he can do anything he wants. However he wants and that I just want to please him no matter what it takes. WHY DOESNT HE WANT. LIKE I NEED HIM
Ive offered myself to several men. Telling them they can use my holes however they want. Telling them how desperate I am to feel a real man inside me. I hear them tell me what they going to do. So I continue wait but my poor little hole still all alone and so bloody empty
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