Me: Hobbyphotographist, Extreme-Makeup-Lover, nerdy Catmom @curvmuayeais-blog - Tumblr Blog

At the time...

rightnow I’m not feeling really well and I face my struggles with the borderline-symptoms. Helpfully I have my meds but they can not avoid the deep-phases....

I am thinking about earsing this side and maybe it will take time till I write or make something again. Life is very meaningless to me rightnow and I get ver<y isolated without wanting it...

for those who care (if there is anyone...) I will come back in a few days or weeks....

bye. maybe we write again. maybe not.

#borderline personality disorder #bipolar disorder #depressing thoughts #depressed #suicidal thoughts #suizid #sadness

the worst...

the worst is not being alone, but hating the feeling when there is noone around who gives the feeling to be needed and loved :l

#depressed holiday

bitch.... where are my babys?? :D *just kiddin* ...or nah?? :D :’‘D

another lucky bear with fruits

#lesfruits #früchte #fruit #bear #bär #lecker #yummy #zoo #germany #deutschland #nrw #münster #hoyyfotografin #schwarzbär #cute #bärchen #hobbyphotography #hobby fotografin

ice on a hot summer day <3

#allwetterzoo #münster #münsteraner zoo #nrw #German girl #zoo #zoologico #tiere #bär #wasser #animals #bear #wat #ice #hot #hotday #sommer #summer #hobbyfotograf #hobby photography #hobbyfotografin

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I am soft and cuddly and I’m not being cuddled, what the heck

so-pale-girl

I don’t care if you’re black, white, straight, bisexual, gay, lesbian, short, tall, fat, skinny, rich or poor. If you’re nice to me, I’ll be nice to you. Simple as that.

Jos. (via so-pale-girl)