@huntereโย / โ youโve been through quite an ordeal, little one. โ only jango is allowed to call him thatย
heโs fourteen and his throat is full of sweet water. boba spits it out, indignantly. a river is nothing compared to a planet-wide ocean. but it has slippery stones and strong currents too. maybe every river was an ocean once, maybe thatโs why it should carry him away.
his knees sting as he gets up, the skin on them rubbed raw and bleeding from the sharp rocks at the bottom. this gets ignored, just like the soaked strands of hair prickling his eyes. the chill sets in immediately but this body doesnโt remember how to tremble.
โi know how to swim.โ he reminds jango, jango who is so eager to forget kamino. maybe boba will remember just to spite him. the water on his tongue still tastes wrong but itโs familiar enough.ย
his father says one thing and means another. he once saidย โhomeโ and meant anything else but the rain. today, he calls the river on this nameless planet an ordeal but his voice sounds like the clank of jail doors sliding shut. when boba slipped on that river stone, he saw his own hand reaching towards jango. maybe, he canโt be sure. should he care about that? or should he care about the fact that his hand wasnโt caught in time?
in the end, he supposes what really matters is that he can swim.
โi know how to swim.โ boba repeats that and means the prison too. sometimes swimming means keeping your head above the surface.
jango stares at him with the weight of this one missed hand and boba canโt do anything about that. he just walks past it and wishes his father would do the same.
heโs forty-one and thereโs a welcome weight to his step. where his skin was rubbed raw and bleeding, the armor protects it once more.ย
his father waits for him in front of the ramp to slave one. he looks at him like boba is about to turn around and disappear again. he canโt blame him. but when his boots touch the ground and the pale sun hits the repainted plates, itโs obvious heโs back, finally back.
they stand before each other and jango is the first to reach out. when his dirt-stained fingers touch the wheat blade and seven moons of concord dawn they complete the insignia like the final brushstroke. this is their clan, soil and blood, alive despite it all.
โyouโve been through quite an ordeal, little one.โ his father sounds dazed. boba hears the awe, he hears the relief.
laughter grinds in his throat. โi have.โ he confirms.
now that heโs older, he knows that whether he can keep his head above the water isnโt as important as having something to swim towards. his head bows and so does his fatherโs, quick to confirm that heโs been waiting on the other side of the river again. their foreheads touch, jangoโs hands cradle the dented helmet.
boba exhales, long and hard.