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paper-wounds

anhedomelancholia

Became this person

lionfloss

via

newssciencedaily

“I don’t know anything with certainty, but seeing the stars makes me dream.” ― Vincent Van Gogh

viinnttaaggee

the ability to sit down with another person and talk for hours about anything and everything is more attractive to me than anything else

amorosi-deactivated20220605

I used to think communication was the key until I realized comprehension is. You can communicate all you want with someone but if they don’t understand you, its silent chaos.

Gusto ko nang makipaghiwalay, pero parang wala akong choice kasi magwawala sya at mananakit.

Hindi ko na alam kundi ipagpatuloy nalang ito at maniwala na magkakaroon ng pagbabago. Alam ko sa sarili ko na napipilitan lang ako dahil sa twing sinasabi ko yung totoo ako ang lumalabas na mali at sinasaktan lang ako. Ayokong magsinungaling e pero ipagpatuloy ko nalang kahit ang unfair. Ayoko lang magkagulo. Susubukan kong bumalik sa umpisa kung kailan kami naging masaya at kalimutan yung mga bagay na nagawa nya kahit mahirap at masakit. Nakakatawa lang kasi lagi nyang sinasabi na saan daw sya nagkamali? bobo ka ba? diba nga nagcheat ka sakin at kung anu-anong kashitan ginawa mo ultimo ilang beses kang nakikipaghiwalay sakin at paulit-ulit kitang hinabol hanggang sa dumating na ako na yung naubos pero ako pa rin ang pinapalabas na mali. p0tang1na lang. kapag ako napagod, bawal? pero ikaw okay lang? kesyo binabago mo yung sarili mo ngayon. tangina kasi kung kailan huli na ang lahat? wala na akong maramdaman :’( kung sasabihin ko naman to sa kanya, sasaktan lang naman ako.

1anonyymous1

Here's a hug to anyone who's having a bad day ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ

styrke-deactivated20240722

life is not about being something, but someone.

those are words my beautiful mama not only lives by, but also taught me as i was growing up. many times she told me and every time i listened.

life is not about what you brag about and put on your resume, it’s not about the size of your paycheck or the power of your job position. it’s not about the distance you ran, what grade you got in class or how many likes you got on your last post. it’s not about what you can be, it’s about who you can be. the dreams and goals you have, the kindness you show to friends, lovers and strangers, the jokes you crack to make others laugh. the feeling of freedom you feel when running, the attention to detail you put into your drawing. it’s what you feel, think and enjoy, it’s who you are.

it’s not what you do, it’s why you do it.

my mama taught me that it’s not what we are, it’s who we are. it’s not what we can brag about having done in the past, it’s about what we’re doing in this very moment. it’s how we are kind to one another, help and spread empathy. when i am sad, feeling useless, lacking and unproductive ‘cause i “should’ve done more with my life”… she tells me how proud she is of me, not for what i have or have not done, but for who i have become; how i treat my loved ones, how i think independently, and stand up for what i believe in. and she remind me of it once again:

life is not about being something, but someone.

writerfromneverland

It's been a while, tumblr. Grabe. I don't have much time for myself na. Nakakapagod pero hindi pwedeng tumigil. Walong araw na lang bago maisabatas ang terror bill. Kinakausap na ako ng magulang ko kasi nag-aalala sila na baka magaya ako sa Pride 20 pero ang hirap. Galit at takot para sa sarili ko at sa mga taong naninindigan para ipaglaban lahat ng kagaguhang ginagawa ng administrasyong 'to. Hindi ko kayang manahimik na lang.

cwsbadi

Ang tunay na kanser? Ang gobyerno natin! Sila ang tunay na pumapatay sa mga tao at hindi ang virus. Ilang buwan na ang lumipas pero mas lalong lumalala sa araw-araw. Kung mahal mo ang bayan mo hindi mo hahayaan nalang ang nangyayari sa kapwa mo. Ilaban natin kung ano ang tama at nararapat.

psych-facts

"I finally realized being happy comes naturally. If you try and force yourself to be happy, you will end up 10 feet deeper in sadness."

i found this quote on tumblr a while back, I think the tumblr user is http://brianfrickin.com/ (via psych-facts)

was verbally abused

nikeypapi

how do you deal with anxiety ?

i let it fuck me up then i go to bed

jeuz

Tabi tayo sa kama, yakapan tayo buong maghapon, kalimutan muna natin ang lahat ng mga gumugulo sa ating puso't isipan, hayaan mo akong ipulupot ang aking braso sa itong napakagandang katawan, sabay tayong pumikit at namnamin ang musika na maririnig sa apat na sulok ng kwartong ito, gumawa tayo ng mga alaala na kahit sa pagtanda natin ay ating babaunin, sakin ka ngayon, sayo ako ngayon, walang sino man ang makakapaglayo sa atin, magiging masarap ang bawa't na sandali, tama to, walang mali dito, ikaw ang pinakamasarap na tama sa aking buhay, ganon rin ako sayo, ibubulong ko sayong mahal kita, hahalikan kita sa iyong labi, walang tigil, dahan-dahan ngunit madiin, madiin na sa sobrang diin magiging isa ang ating mga labi, nanamnamin natin ang lahat ng mga bagay na pwedeng mangyari sa atin sa mga oras na ating pagsasamahan, papainitin natin ang mga puso natin na matagal rin na nanlamig, magmamahalan tayo ngayon.