Destinesia @cwtchxseeker - Tumblr Blog

I miss you. But I don’t have any idea how and when to talk to you, even just to text you with a single “HI” I guess I don’t have the balls to do it. I feel like I’ve damaged you enough so I don’t have any guts to face you though I really want to. I guess I am so ashamed on what I’ve done to you.

And you cross in my mind so frequently, and every time I saw the lamp post through my bedroom I always remember you, it’s like you are constant light through the night that compliments the beauty of the empty street because you see the best out of the emptiness.

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"The Remembering" - T.S.

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First summer pics in the brink of its season’s end. Such irony.

Also, abs are ABSent HAHAHA as if I made them visible before 🥹

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Henlo

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I realized that I posted almost all my 4th month progress. Hahaha this one right here is one of my favs.

Some shameless pics here

This is my fav so faaarrrr!!! 😭 🤍

Brought my lil sis and our bestfriendsss over. I guess I am that influential now. Hahaha

Today’s progress check!

And lastly, a vid of my back.. im not crying hahahaha i always felt nothing was building there then I recorded this. (this is supposed to be for 5th month hahaha)

So i guess, this is just me - dumping.

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Today marks my 4th month at the gym and I thank this month for being kind to me.

I would be honest, a lot happened before i got here. Work demands, feelings of progress plateau and a lot more i cant even put into words. Even so, i tried showing up as much as I can and look - i think I am liking this improvement.

Cheers to 5th!

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Manifesting the bigger chest this May! And look, I think we are getting there 🥹

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Felt thin and tummy-flat HAHAHAHA ugh! Also, to bigger chest in May!!

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Here we are 3rd month!!! Visible results - yeah? I still wish I completed you tho 😭 I was out for 10 days! Huhuhu felt guilty but hey, I also enjoyed pet sitting outside Batangas.

Also, me practicing my flex face like my gym bruhs HAHAHA

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Please bear with my progress documentations.

This is where I can only dump these for now.

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Month 2 is friendlier than I thought. I can now lift up to 45 kg in push and pull exercises and 90kg with legs. I think creatine is really helping me now get through these weights hahaha what I am sure is I feel stronger, lighter and better - especially now with my pink gym straps Hahaha

Excited for month 3!!!