— 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑴𝑶𝑳𝑰𝑷𝑰 —

°•. kai — twenty-two — recs .•°

[cxsmikaiyo]

WELCOME TO CXSMIKAIYO

♡kai ♡twenty-one ♡any pronouns

➶ RULES || TAGS || MLIST

➴ THE OWNER: about me

➶ NOW PLAYING: no surprises — radiohead

Favourite quote right now:

How can I describe my life to you? I think a lot, listen to music. I'm fond of flowers.

— Susan Sontag, Death Kit

[cxsmikaiyo]

The lack of ryland grace x alien reader is so disappointing,I thought tumblr is a platform for freaks and monsterfuckers but apparently NOT.

[internetgreatesthits]

[mafuyuh]

SUMMER (夏)

[cxsmikaiyo]

To everyone on tumblr that's says ferto is horrible; horrible will be your hours when you come to Mykonos this summer 🫶🫶

AKYLAS FERTO TO ATHENS!!

[peelingmandarins]

unmarried childless women whenever there's a newly released low birthrate statistic

[girlstressed]

sorry i cant talk rn im busy thinking about how i should have done everything differently

[depsidase]

[cxsmikaiyo]

Cloudfare get YOUR SHIT TOGETHER

I NEED AO3 BACK

[thesituation]

it’s getting so hard for me to stop pretending like many grown women’s extreme fear of aging is anything but pathetic and childish. you’ve had your entire life up until now to understand and internalize that you Will Age. if you thought you were going to be 20 forever, even if you know it’s irrational, i think you’re just kind of bad at being a grown adult and you need to get a grip. like i’m tired of pretending it’s valid or babying their feelings about it. everyone’s aging bitch let’s get you some fruit

[cxsmikaiyo]

𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙣𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪.. 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 — the summer hikaru died playlist

A summer hikaru died playlist because I absolutely loved the first season, hope y'all enjoy!

Spotify link in the description of the video

[cxsmikaiyo]

𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙣𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪.. 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 — the summer hikaru died playlist

A summer hikaru died playlist because I absolutely loved the first season, hope y'all enjoy!

Spotify link in the description of the video

[docsfallfromgrace]

“dadbastian isn't canon!! he just wants ciels soul!!”

yes but have you ever heard of fun and whimsy

[itsnotwhatimlike]

embarrassment has good bones

[oaluz]

When everything is embarrassing, that’s a sign that your passion is waking up, and it wants more. Your desire is a tender sprout that wants more water, more sunshine. It wants you to give up on SEEMING happy and in control and to start FEELING joy instead, even when it feels a little too big, even when it makes you cry, even when it forces you to question where you are and why.

Passion and desire and shame and sadness don’t signal that you have to change everything immediately, though. These are sensations that don’t require solutions. Your primary job, in the face of renewed lust for life, is to tolerate the shame of joy.

Because embarrassment is sometimes just a sign that you’ve never lived out in the open before, you’ve never cared more about a feeling than you care about how you’re coming across, you’ve never prioritized happiness over control.

This is why it’s good to take risks that might embarrass you regularly. Because every time you dare to embarrass yourself for the sake of who you are, you’re teaching your body to prioritize joy. You’re teaching yourself to let go of seeming better than the things you love. You’re showing yourself how to feel where you are — to soak in the cool fall air, to breathe in the moon, to love every lopsided moment of your glorious, flawed life.

Shame is a Side Effect of Desire, Heather Havrilesky

[plainwaterpdf]

I Worried, Mary Oliver

[unluckycloverboy]

[popatochsp]

“kill yourself” - lame, overdone, unlikely, vague

“i hope people in your fandom start calling your favorite m/f ship ‘sibling coded’” - terrifying, specific & to the point, has happened before

[depsidase]