summary: you and your friends finally go on a well-deserved beach trip, and your girlfriend decides to make it an even more memorable experience.
wc: 2.6k
authorâs note: @bae-fong gf actually barked for this, so everyone tell her thank you <3 requested!
after weeks of korraâs tiresome avatar work, a trip to the beach was very much in order.
you flip through pages of your novel, soaking in the sunlight as you lay on your raised sunbed, when a dripping figure suddenly blocks the rays by looming over you.
youâre already smiling before you even look up, recognizing your girlfriend by her heavy panting after she ran all the way to you for her hourly sunscreen reappliance. spirits, she was such a sight. all exposed and toned under the bright sun, brown skin glistening from her swimming, her muscles bared and displayed much to your liking.
summer was always her best season.
âdo i reaaally need this weird cream thing applied on me every hour? itâs so annoying.â she pouts, complaining again for the fourth time since youâve arrived. you tuck your legs in to make space for her to sit in front of you, rolling your eyes as you fish the bottle out of your bag, âyes, korra. you asked me that an hour ago. you need sun protection, unless the idea of skin cancer appeals to you.â
âboring,â she sighs, sitting down and resting her face on her palm while you pour some of the cream onto your hands. âmake it fast, babe. i still have to go drown mako, then build a better castle than all of them.â
you hum fondly, massaging the sunscreen onto the broad expanse of her back, âsounds very important, sweetie. iâll make sure to be fast.â
she chuckles and lets you run your hands over her muscles, her hand reaching up to move her short hair away from her nape to ease your access, and the motion has her arms flexing in a way that urges you to moisten your lips.
you donât waste the opportunity to press a kiss behind her ear, to which she purrs, pleased, backing up into you.
when youâre done with her back, you pat her shoulder so she can turn around and you can finish the rest.
she does just so, crowded between your knees as you apply a thick layer on her face.
âthought you liked me all tan and sexy.â korra muses, a smile on her face as she admires her focused girlfriend rubbing circles on her forehead.
you chuckle, cocking an eyebrow, âyouâre already tan and sexy. sunscreen wonât change that.â
âyeah?â the avatar leans in closer, her lips hovering over yours in a crooked grin, letting her voice drop to a sultrier whisper. âhow sexy?â
you return her smile, your hands sliding down her face to her buff shoulders while your legs wrap lazily around her waist. âso sexy all i can think about is ripping your bikini top off with my teeth right now.â
âbad girl,â she huffs a laugh and nips at your bottom lip, capturing your mouth into a sloppy kiss where you can taste the oceanâs salt on her warm tongue.
your arms wrap around her neck, returning the eager kiss while your hands splay over sun-kissed skin. you pull away with a wet pop! , smiling at how flushed she got just from making out with you. you pat her cheeks for good measure, âalright, youâre all ready for the sun now, baby. go knock yourself out with your beach plans.â
âchange of plans,â she rasps before roughly smashing her lips against yours again, swallowing your startled yelp when she climbs on top of you on the sunbed.
youâre already moaning at the way her fingers map you out, thumbs sliding over your peaked nipples and palms molding to the curve of your waist, nimble fingers trailing down to fiddle with the frills of your red bikini bottoms.
âkâkorra,â you stammer, flushing scarlet when she slots her knee between your thighs, the pressure devastating. âare you insane? we canât do that here, so many people areâ ah!â
her knee presses harder against your heat, cutting off your sentence. she reaches out to pull some flimsy drapes over for a bit more privacy, her heated gaze pinning you down while wisps of hot steam escape from her parted lips, âthen try to be quiet.â
your head meets the cushions of the raised bedding, placed high enough so you can watch the sea full of people just right over her shoulder. however, she does not give you time to worry about being seen, her index hooking under the strap of your bikini top, right between your breasts.
âthis is cute,â her smirkâs lopsided, letting your top slap back against your tits and hungrily watching them bounce at the impact. âzero coverage, too.â
her lips are back on yours in a matter of seconds, swallowing down your moans and passionately tonguing the heat of your mouth, some cold water droplets dripping down her damp hair to land on your warm skin and sending shivers down your spine.
she descends down to the column of your throat, pressing open-mouthed kisses that intensify your grinding against her knee, her firm hands making their way up your hips to slide under your back and find the knot of your bikini top. it quickly comes undone with an effortless swipe of her fingers and you yelp, the tiny fabric easily giving way for your bare chest.
âkorra!â you whine, crossing your arms over yourself as your eyes scan your surroundings for witnesses in a panic. at that, she scoffs, brows furrowed, and pries your arms off. âno, let me see.â
youâre about to yell at her again when instead all that leaves your mouth is a shamefully high-pitched whine, the avatarâs lips latching onto one of your pretty nipples, greedily licking and sucking while her hand finds your other breast, kneading the flesh and rolling the bud between calloused fingertips.
you bring your fist to your mouth, biting on it to muffle the filthy moans her thorough affection is pulling out of you. âheavens, korraââ you helplessly mewl, hips bucking up into her unmoving knee, looking down at her lavishing your tits with kisses and hickeys.
blue eyes dart up to find yours and your breath hitches, the eye contact sending a jolt of arousal right down to your wetting core, and with the way she smiles smugly around your tit, you can tell she felt it too.
swollen lips detach from your chest, though swiftly replaced by thumbs to keep your sweet noises ongoing, and she peers down at you with pure satisfaction, âsomeoneâs horny.â
you want to cry when she lifts her knee off your soaked cunt, her gaze roving down your curves to finally land on the wet patch your folds pathetically clinged to. her grin widens, and her hands slide down to spread your thighs further, âwell well, would you look at that.. youâre wetter than me, and i just got back from a swim.â
you glare at her taunt, but your expression contorts into reluctant pleasure when she wholly cups your pussy, relishing your adorable whimpering and squirming under her grasp.
her free hand finds the side strings of your bottoms, untying them with a measly swirl of air she summoned, and she whistles in delight at the beautiful sight now presented to her. âso pretty. youâre so pretty.â
you shudder at the whispered praise, another wave of arousal rolling over you and she watches the extra slick your eager cunt produces in anticipation. she huffs an incredulous laugh, lifting her gaze to meet yours and carefully watching your reaction while two of her fingers start toying with your folds, âspirits, youâre so easy.â
your cheeks burn with embarrassment at her condescending tone, but you canât help how your body responds to her touch, eyes rolling back at the feel of her digits prodding at your drooling slit. the way they slide in without any resistance met is humiliating, but you canât bring yourself to care when your girlfriend lowers herself back down over you to kiss you again.
âmmgh, korra..â you pant breathlessly against her ear, your arms wrapping around her shoulders as her fingers pump in and out of you at an agonizingly slow pace, her breath hot and steamy against your jawline that she litters with nips and love bites. her lips trail down the valley of hickeys she left earlier, kissing down your neck to the slope of your shoulder, âso soft. so pliable for me.â
you squeal, limbs flailing under her when her fingers suddenly curl upwards against your g-spot, your vision going black for a second. âoh myâ korra!â
her grinâs filthy and impossibly proud, lifting her face slightly off your chest to cheekily stare down at you. âright there, huh?â
she forces an answer out of you with another thrust of her fingers that has you clawing at her back, drooling and dazedly repeating her name, your glassy eyes a clear âyesâ to her question. âkorra!! ungh, korra, youââ
âgood girl,â she presses a soft kiss over your left breast, a quiet warning for what was to come. her thumb joins in to swipe over your puffy clit, and the pressure as well as its unexpected coldness have you screaming. her free hand slaps over your mouth, an amused smile tugging at her lips as she tuts, âshh. weâre still at the beach, yâknow. do you want people to see you like this, baby?â
cruelly, she waterbends the bit of sea water left on her thumb into ice against your poor clit, making you uselessly thrash under her weight, tears pricking at your eyes while you cry out against her palm. the ice melts from the sheer heat between your thighs, the water trickling down to seep into your stuffed cunt, the clash of temperatures rendering you a dumb overstimulated mess in seconds.
the entire time, she does not rip her eyes off you, drinking in the desperation and desire twisting your pretty features, the very sight turning her on even more. with a slow exhale, she leans down until your noses almost touch. âiâm gonna take my hand off your mouth now, okay? but be quiet.â
you nod, looking up at her through tears, and she smiles fondly. âattagirl.â
as promised, you chew hard on your bottom lip when she retracts her hand, trying your best to keep quiet as her fingers continue scissoring you open. when she deems your silence good enough, she nods as well, before abruptly pulling out of you and lowering herself further down your body, kissing down your sternum to your lower tummy.
your face scrunches up in confusion at the loss of her fingers and the now gentle attention, then your eyes blow wide open at the realization when she stops at your cunt, eyeing it with the filthiest smirk. you hiss, heat creeping up your cheeks to your ears, âkâkorra! i donât know if iâll be able to stay quiet if youââ
she clicks her tongue, impatient, large palms splaying over your hips to pull you closer to her face. âthen weâll just have to find out, sweetheart. thatâs your problem, so do your best.â
once again, all your protests die out immediately when she roughly licks a big stripe up your drenched center, her warm mouth on you like heaven after the icy teasing.
staying quiet proves to be near impossible, tears welling up in your eyes again at the overwhelming pleasure induced by her oh so skilled tongue, your hands reaching down to sharply pull on her brown hair.
your teeth draw blood from your bottom lip, and yet all you can do is roll your hips up into her face and moan like a slut, begging for more.
her gripâs deadly tight around your thighs while she feasts on you like you were her last dinner, her tongue flicking and lapping wildly at your wetness, her satisfied grunts rumbling in her throat and vibrating through your very walls so deliciously that your toes curl.
the harder you tug on her hair, the more frenzied her eating seems to get and you canât keep a few screams from slipping out, barely holding it together as your legs spasm uncontrollably around her head. you choke out more sobs when she tends to your clit too, swollen and throbbing from the earlier abuse, and your eyes cross and roll back when her lips seal around it in a suckling motion.
âoh spirits, korra, korra, pleaseââ you call out her name through tears like a prayer, your voice cracking, letting go of her hair to cover your mouth with both hands while the heat pooling deep in your guts threatens to spill over.
she scoffs at your increasingly loud pleading, earning you a light smack to the side of your thigh. âsomeone will hear you. behave.â
she revels in how effectively her command shuts you up, cooing praise at you before resuming her thorough devouring.
her mouthâs merciless on the poor bud, ruthlessly licking and sucking on it â even nipping at it â the exquisite pain directly registering as overwhelming pleasure in your addled mind.
you make the mistake of looking down at her through bleary half-lidded eyes, and you find her staring right back at you with the wildest gaze youâd ever seen; thatâs when you completely lose it. the next swirl of her tongue has your vision flashing white, violently gushing all over her face as a mind-numbing orgasm crashes over you.
even in your otherwordly haze, you can vividly feel her lips morph into a pleased smile against your pussy while she licks up your cum, tonguing it into your sopping wet hole and cleaning up the mess on your inner thighs.
when sheâs satisfied with her work, she presses a soft kiss to your perked up clit, and another to your folds. âso sweet, like always. maybe even sweeter. i think itâs that fruit punch.â
youâre totally out of it, eyes fluttering sleepily as you lay slumped on your sunbed, utterly spent and taken care of. your girlfriend finally pats your cunt goodbye, tying your bikini bottoms back on and sighing like she was mourning the very pussy she was going to eat later again today. âaw, iâll miss her so much.â
korraâs face finally comes into view when she lifts herself up to meet your gaze again, pure joy adorning her features at how blissed out you seem. she smiles and kisses your cheek, one hand tenderly cupping your right breast, âyouâre so beautiful like this. my girlfriend, all nice and fucked out on a public beach. truly a sight to behold.â
a soft moan slips out of your lips when her thumb toys with your sensitive nipple, and you shakily bring your hand up to rest over hers, the gentle, shared eye contact somehow more intimate than the whole ordeal that just took place. â.. that was.. so good, korra. thank you.â
she shakes her head, capturing your lips into a slow, steady kiss, and you taste yourself on her tongue. she smiles down at you lovingly, her other hand coming up to cradle your face. âno, thank you. youâre always so good for me, baby.â
you return her smile, stealing another brief kiss from her lips before plopping back against your cushions with a weary satisfied sigh. â..never thought iâd do that here.â
she laughs loudly, tying up your bikini top. âif youâre dating the avatar, expect more hereâs and thereâs, sweetheart. i can bend four elements at will, so i can also bend you wherever i want.â
you groan and kick her off the bed, flustered, making her land in the sand with a giggly yelp. âgo build your sand castles, pervert.â
she gets up with a dramatic sigh, dusting herself, âso ungrateful. fine, but you wonât get to be princess in them when iâm done.â
so sorry for the slow posting babies, iâve been so lazy and it took me so long to find an ideaâŚâŚâŚâŚ. anywaymgnhhh korraaaaaaa sheâs my current obsession i need her so bad
synopsis: being forced to analyze and interview your college's rugby team, you quickly grow a mutual hate for the captain and discover a hidden tension that snaps (literally just porn with minimal plot)
cw: college au, switch!abby, switch!reader, porn with plot, hate fuck, oral sex, r!receiving, abby!receiving, fingering, hand obsession (?), hand riding, face sitting, slight choking, demanding (?)
mature content: minors and men DNI!
(pictures from pinterest and tumblr)
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Your phone illuminates a bright light as it buzzes on your nightstand, snapping you out of your unresolved grogginess.
Abby fb
Hey, you still awake?
You immediately rolled your eyes as you read the message, checking the time subconsciously, seeing that itâs just past midnight.
Abby Anderson, the captain of your collegeâs rugby team. The two of you met when your journalism professor assigned you a semester-long project surrounding womenâs sports on campus, forcing you to interview and observe her team. It didnât take long for you to find out how much of a hard ass she was, especially when it came to her team. She was strict when it came to meeting times, when you were allowed to watch them, what she permitted you to write about, and which of your questions were acceptable. Her childish groans and eye rolls anytime she saw you approach the field during practice grated underneath your skin. Her snarky remarks and annoying, monosyllable answers to your questions drive you up a wall. And she knows it. It was a mutual dislike toward each other, and neither of you were trying to hide it.
It wasnât until you had to meet with her outside of practice for an interview that an unknown thread snapped between the two of you. It felt like a blur; the pushing and shoving, the aggressive sloppy kisses, the gasping and swearing into each otherâs mouths, her hand shoving into your pants. Even now, you canât remember how it happened, or how it resulted in her texting you every time she needed to get laid for the past month. Or how you could never get yourself to say no to her.
You could just ignore her message. You should ignore it. Break the seemingly endless cycle of late-night hookups and relentless hostility. But would ignoring her make the verbal sparring worse? Would she be even more argumentative â if thatâs even possible?
no. itâs late abby.
Yet you still texted me back
Her smugness immediately lights a fire in your chest like a furnace. Irritation floods your body which only becomes evident by a heavy exhale through your nose and blank stare at the water stains in your ceiling. How could a person be so aggravating and smug yet always get what they want? Why do you always give her what she wants? Regret fills your stomach from even looking at your phone. She knew youâd respond. Hell, who are you kidding? You did too.
Come over
iâm in bed. iâm not leaving in the middle of the fucking night          Â
Then let me come to you
Memories from your past impulsive nights flash through your mind in a dizzying montage. The shame from wanting her gnaws at you like your molars gnaw at your cheek. You canât get the thought of her hands out of your head; her veins like lightning under her skin, her fingers thick and methodical, the callouses that press into your thighs when her head is between your legs. You press your thighs together under your covers as you desperately try to stop yourself from saying yes. Sheâs torture, humiliating torture. You should say no, tell her to fuck off and go to bed, but you canât deny the throbbing ache from thinking of her in your bed. Her mouth and hands knowing exactly what to do and how toâ
Youâre thinking about it
Fuck.
whatever   Â
That a yes?
just shut up about it    Â
Cute. Iâll be over in 10
Fuck.
~
A harsh knock echoes through your apartment, cutting through the quiet ambiance that used to linger. You shuffle toward your door in PJ shorts and an old tank top, rubbing your eyes as you navigate through your dark living room. When you open the door, you find Abby planted comfortably with her hands in her sweatshirt pocket. Her height and build never seize to amaze and intimidate you. Freckles dust over the bridge of her nose, spilling onto her cheeks which mixes with a pink hue from the brisk night air sheâs standing in. Her dark blue eyes looking at you as if you opening the door was the same as her finally reaching the counter after waiting in line. Sheâs truly gorgeous, which only makes your attraction to her more irritating. Her smug face painted with narrow eyes and a slight smirk meets your stare.
âWell donât you look adorable,â a sarcastic chuckle leaving her lips, looking you up and down.
âYouâre so annoying,â you say in a groan, rolling your eyes and pulling her in by the fabric on her chest.
She instinctively slams the door behind her as she stumbles inside. You crash your lips onto hers, not giving her a chance to say anything else that could make you regret this even more than you already do. Her hands immediately grab your waist to press you against her body, the warmth radiating from her makes her scent wrap around you. It makes you unsteady. Her slightly chapped lips glide across yours with expertise. She kissed you like her hunger was insatiable, not like the usual agonizing teasing she puts you through. Itâs different this time. Like sheâs been waiting too long. Even though you were in her bed two nights prior. She needs you, craves you.
Your arms wrap around her neck to pull her face down to feel her closer. She shoves her tongue in your mouth making you gasp. Her hands roam to your ass, a slap to your right cheek makes your gasp turn into a quiet moan against her tongue. Feeling her against you as she explores your mouth sends you into a frenzy. Sheâs good at this. Sheâs always been good at this. Heat rises through your body to your cheeks, you swear you could melt into her if she pulls you any closer.
âYouâre easy tonight,â her words spill from her grin like honey, filling your mouth with the sugar of her voice that tasted like vinegar. She lightly bites at your bottom lip, tugging at it and letting it snap back into place.
The whimper you let out is almost humiliating, the noise revealing your desperation to feel her skin against yours. Youâre scared to open your eyes. To see the satisfaction on her face from the pathetic sound you made. But when you did, there it was. Her grin. Her goddamn grin, knowing she won the battle between hatred and lust inside of you.
âFuck you,â your attempt to sound harsh fails as it comes out shaky.
âSoon,â her voice dripping in pride from how she affects you. She knows sheâs the best youâve had without you even having to say it. She knows she can get away with whatever mocking line she gives you. And most of all, she knows how much it makes you want her more.
Her hands grip the back of your thighs to lift you to cling around her waist. You connect your lips again as you tangle your fingers in the lingering waves that remain from the braid she surely wore earlier that day. She doesnât waste time taking you to your bedroom.
The dim yellow light of the lamp on your side table spills onto Abbyâs skin, casting shadows against her face, creating harsh lines that make her features stronger. It makes her look more intense, more intimidating. She drops you onto your bed causing you to bounce onto the edge. Youâre eye-level with her abs, not being able to see them because of her sweatshirt. Frustrated, you grab the bottom of the fabric and shove it upward to expose her toned stomach. Youâre too distracted running your hands along her sides to notice the condescending chuckle that escapes Abbyâs lips as she looks down at you. She quickly pulls her sweatshirt and shirt over her head, throwing them to the side.
You plant warm kisses along the contours of her stomach, her skin burning into your tongue. Her hands venture to your hair, raking them through the sides to hold it back. She groans from your touch as you bite and scratch at her muscles. You look up, your eyes locking on each other. Itâs hungry, wanting. Her head falls back with a low hum as you lick a long stripe up the center line of her abs.
âGod. Your tongue,â her voice like velvet.
A smile creeps from your lips onto her skin. She tips her head down to look at you again, one of her hands grabbing your chin to look up at her. Both of your chests heave from how breathless youâve made each other.
Itâs a moment of acknowledging what youâre doing. Knowing youâre â yet again â in the position that contradicts how you feel about each other outside of your bedrooms. Maybe itâs just you. Maybe itâs just the sleep depravity thatâs making you foggy. But you could almost feel a mutual understanding of how the other is feeling. Any lingering antagonistic thoughts you once saw across Abbyâs face vanished. You werenât sure how long this moment would last, so you did the only thing you could think of: freeze.
Her thumb slowly drags against your bottom lip as her gaze flickers from your mouth to your eyes. Your tongue peeps out of your mouth to meet the rough pad of her thumb, swiping across it and coating it with your saliva. She takes the opportunity to enter your mouth, allowing you to suck on it.
Her eyes lock onto your lips. Her mouth parts slightly, almost like she forgot she has control of her face. Sheâs too enamored by you. Your motions. How your eyes look up at her with your teeth grazing the bottom knuckle.
Fuck, you love her hands, her fingers. The feeling of her thumb grazing the back of your throat as the rest of her hand cups your chin intoxicates you, not being able to think straight. You begin to suck harder as your eyes flutter shut, wanting to savor the feeling and taste of her thumb. And as an attempt to erase the thought of whose thumb is in your mouth. The slight salty taste mixed with the taste of her nearly makes you drool. Â
You want more; grabbing her hand, you guided her to replace her thumb with her pointer and middle fingers in your mouth. Your tongue swirls around her fingers as she pushes them further into your mouth. The feeling sends shivers down your spine, eyes rolling back slightly. You feel a spark in your lower abdomen like a lighter trying to ignite a flame.
âHoly fuck,â it comes out as barely a whisper, shock and arousal filling her chest, not intending for you to hear. âYou like my fingers down your throat?â
You nod and hum against her in response before she shoves her fingers to the back of your throat, allowing you to swallow onto them. Another groan leaves her chest. She harshly pulls the hair at the base of your skull, making your eyes shoot open and her fingers slip from your mouth, leaving you empty.
Her face lowers to yours to invade your mouth with her tongue again. You graciously accept and moan into her from the sudden shift. She pulls herself off of you with a string of saliva following her lips. You watch as she strips herself of her pants as if they were on fire.
âYou gonna fuck me with that mouth?â she asks as she settles into your bed, shoulders resting against your headboard like she belongs there. Like sheâs been there a thousand times before.
You give a faux-reluctant nod, shifting to position yourself between her legs. Sheâs already dripping even without you touching her. The shine of her slick covers her curls and smears to her inner thighs. Youâve never seen her this wet, it makes you salivate. How long has she been wanting you tonight? How long did she wait to text you?
You drag your middle finger from her core to her clit to smear her further. A strong exhale leaves Abbyâs nostrils as her eyes shut and teeth grit together.
âDonât make me fucking wait,â she chokes out.
You restrain your usual quip followed by an eye roll. Mainly because you canât wait any longer. Feeling her against your tongue emits a moan from both of you. Her head immediately fell back with her mouth agape. Youâve only barely started, yet her breath is already shaking. You latch onto her clit with light suction, swirling lazy and pointed circles into her. The taste of her never fails to intoxicate you. How easily your tongue slips through her makes your legs quiver. Her trembling skin against your hands and shoulders encourages you to be more ruthless. Your tongue steadily laps at her swollen clit as you groan into her.
You canât help but feel pleased with yourself as you watch the boulder that is Abby Anderson gasp and shudder beneath you.
âFuck~ youâre always so good at that,â her voice breathy and quivering, unable to get her words out straight. Her praise takes you off guard. Itâs not her usual m.o. but you choose not to overthink it. She grabs onto your hair to anchor herself as her hips twitch and buck into you.
Your arm reaches around her leg to attempt to hold her hips down, hand pressing to her lower stomach and hip. Her harsh moan wracks through your room as you plunge your middle finger into her pulsating cunt, mouth still persisting and consistent. You look up to watch her face scrunch and head fall back as her grip in your hair tightens.
âPut another one in,â she rarely whines, but here she is, a gasping and whiny mess beneath you. Sheâd never go as far as to beg, but this is the closest she has gotten. Her words and harsh breaths feed your ego as well as the strength in your jaw and arm.
Of course, you oblige. Her shaking intensifies, grounding her heels in your mattress to gain leverage to grind against your face and fingers. The curl of your fingers turns her rigid, causing her to pull her bottom lip between her teeth so hard it could bleed. Her abs and arms flexing deliciously, the dim lamp defining her physique more. You canât help but notice the thin layer of sweat coating her body, the light cascading onto her and painting her gold.
âDonâtâfuckâdonât stop doing that. God Iâm already close,â she watches you as you continue to pump into her, curling your fingers perfectly and licking her clit with agonizing precision. Both of her hands pull you into her harder. Her hips grind harshly against your face.
You donât stop watching her. You canât. She looks magnetic with her eyebrows raised, red blotchiness hiding her freckles, lip quivering as her mouth gapes open, cursing under her breath, fighting her eyes from rolling back into her skull so she can watch you. Drool streams down your chin and onto your fingers, further lubricating your thrusts. Itâs impossible to tell where your saliva ends and her slick begins, both of them mixing into a concoction of pure arousal and primal need; the sloppiness only makes you more lustful. Tension builds and warmth collects in your underwear just from pleasing her. You moan into her core again, sending lightning through Abbyâs body.
You watch as her eyes roll back, only the white showing, jaw completely falling slack, and back arching at an impossible angle. Her shaking becomes uncontrollable, legs clamping around your head, cunt contracting around your fingers. Sheâs cumming, hard. You work her through her orgasm, occasionally feeling harsh twitches from her body until she became limp. When the sensation became too much, she pushed your head off of her and pulled your hair to bring you up to her mouth to kiss you. Her nose and chin slide against yours easily from the amount of each otherâs fluids that coat your face, sharing the metallic and sweet taste of her cum.
Your hunger is insatiable, the throbbing in your pants becomes unbearable and all consuming. Her knee pushes against you, shocking you as you didnât realize you were straddling her leg. A harsh breath pours into Abbyâs mouth from the sudden pressure against you, hands flying to her neck and shoulder to steady yourself. Her voice turns into a pleased hum that vibrates your lips.
âI canât believe you almost didnât let me come over. Youâre so eager tonight,â she lets out nearly as a laugh.
There she is. The person that constantly mocks you and uses her words to demean you. You wish sheâd just shut up. Itâs embarrassing enough that you let her in your apartment, let alone you basically falling at her feet as her cum is covering your face. Growing impatient, you grind down onto her knee and thigh, the contours of her quad creating the perfect surface for you.
âDo you ever stop talking?â
She hums in amusement, âNo.â
You roll your eyes, being reminded of why this is all it will ever be, why itâs all you want it to be,
âJust fuck me already.â
âBossy.â
She sits up fully and grabs the back of your legs to pull you closer to her hips. Your knees now flush against the mattress, scooting yourself to comfortably straddle her lap. Her hands find the hem of your tank top to yank it off of you, making your breasts fall and bounce slightly from the previous restraint. Without hesitation, Abby kneads one of them and takes the other into her mouth, teeth and tongue grazing your nipple. An involuntary gasp fills your lungs which makes your back arch into her touch. Your hands grab onto her neck and the sides of her face to stop the trembling of your fingers. She looks so at peace as your gasps and heaves continue to echo in the room. She removes her mouth with a pop from releasing her suction. Her eyes meet yours again, deep blue orbs completely covered by the black of her pupils, pulling you in deeper. You pull her face into a kiss to distract yourself from your stomach flipping.
Her hands slide over the arch in your back and onto your ass, cupping and grabbing harshly to pull your hips into a rhythm. Two hard smacks meet the round of your cheek again, earning a yelp from you. A grin stretches across her lips against yours from the embarrassing noise you made. Your pulse makes your clit swell from her agonizing touches. Her nails rake across your ass until she reaches your hips, leaving crescent shaped bruises where her fingers dig into you. Just another thing to remind you of the control she has over you.
âYouâre fucking killing me,â you whine into her mouth. You donât care how pathetic you sound; you canât take the teasing anymore. Sheâs always a fucking tease after she finishes.
âYouâre so dramatic,â she lets out in a chuckle or a scoff, you canât quite tell. You donât have time to figure it out before her hand suddenly slides into your shorts and underwear, where she halts her actions right above your clit.
âThis what you want?â asking as if she canât tell despite your gasp and shaky exhale.
âPlease. Yes,â your eyes squeeze shut to avoid seeing her shit-eating grin.
Finally, the large pad of her middle finger drags slow, agonizing circles into your bud. A heavy breath that you didnât realize you were holding leaves your throat. Her pressure is something nothing and nobody else can replicate. Why does it have to be her that does this to you? Her out of all people.
A string of quiet curses falls from your lips and into her mouth. Sheâs barely moving. You donât even have to look at her to know sheâs just sitting there, watching you. Watching you, with contentment on her face, become a puddle of frustration as you twitch in her lap. Your clit is still throbbing, her glacial pace causes your hips to twitch and grind against her to feel the friction you craved. Sheâs fucking infuriating. An involuntary whimper leaves your throat. Before you could try to recover from it, Abby jumps on the opportunity.
âAw. Whatâs wrong? Want me to go faster?â Voice drenched in her patronizing tone. Her breath litters over your face which allows you to smell the mouthwash she must have swigged before leaving.
Your pride has completely dissipated, proven by your rapid nodding and string of begging âyesâ and âpleaseâ. Another sharp smile stretches across her face in satisfaction as her eyes dart across your face to take in your torment. Suddenly, quick and methodical circles are being pressed into your clit. Your hips and thighs start to shake uncontrollably as your grip into her shoulders tightens. The pressure fluttering through your cunt and legs.
âFuck~ yesâAbby fuck,â you donât even know what youâre saying anymore, your words uncontrollable and drenched in desperation.
Your forehead falls to rest onto hers, eyes shut and lip clenched between your teeth as you focus on the sudden, perfect pleasure youâre experiencing. Before you can adjust to it, she moves her hand to plunge her thick fingers into your soaked cunt. They slide in so easily from the nonstop arousal youâve felt since you saw her in your doorway. The stretch from her causes sudden electricity to surge through your body. Your eyes roll back into your head and mouth falls open as you let out a humiliating moan. She groans against your cheek in response, other hand flying to your hip to guide you with her movements.
âOh fuck~ you swallow me so well,â her breathy voice, like gravel covered in satin, brushes against your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
Her palm grinds against your clit deliciously as you feel her fingers fill every inch of you. The pressure and friction build you up high enough to hold you at the edge. You start grinding into her hand, chasing the electricity you felt, making her fingers press deeper into you. The sounds youâre making would leave you humiliated any other time, but you couldnât care less right now as youâre filled to the brim with agonizing pleasure.
âKeep grinding into me. Donât stop âtil I tell you.â
You begin to whimper as your hips grind harder into her palm. She curls her fingers to finally press into that spot she knows too well. You involuntarily halt as your body trembles from the familiar jolt of lightning going through you again.
âGodââ
âI didnât say stop,â she interrupts your taste of bliss.
Your whimpering becomes staggered as you try to grind your hips again. Finding a pace is nearly impossible as every movement sends a wave of electricity from your core to your legs. She matches your pace by curling and uncurling her fingers which makes the knot in your abdomen tighten. It becomes too much, the never-ending intensity pushing you further and further near the edge.
âI canât fucking take itâholy fuck Abby.â
Her eyes burn holes in yours as she watches tears well in your eyes and eyebrows raise.
âYouâre gonna take what I give you.â
Her words send shocks through your stomach, making the knot snap. Your eyes roll back again, legs and hips trembling and shaking violently. Instead of steadying or slowing her movements, she begins to rapidly move her hand back and forth to vibrate against your clit and walls. Your eyebrows furrow and mouth falls open, body becoming completely rigid. Your head and face fall into the crook of her neck as your pleasure becomes unbearable. The aftershocks never come as all youâre experiencing is a hurricane of hot, white flashes and vibrations wracking through you. Her actions suddenly stop, leaving you shaking and trembling against her. Both of your bodies are covered in a thin sheet of sweat, sticking to each other as you heave into her neck and chest. Your legs are numb, toes tingling when you try to move.
She grabs your hair to yank you away from her neck and forces you to look at her. You jump as her other hand slides out of your shorts, completely soaked from the act she just committed. Fingers plunge to the back of your throat, making you take in the metallic taste of yourself. By muscle memory, you replicate your previous actions, swirling and sucking relentlessly at her digits. She watches you with continued hunger in her stare, eye contact burning into both of you. With her fingers still occupying your mouth, she pulls you in to share the taste of your cum. Your tongues collide as both of you lick and suck at her fingers until theyâre clean. She slips her hand away to grab your throat instead.
âIâm not done with you.â
This statement makes your body run cold, preparing yourself for the overstimulation youâre about to experience.
She grabs your wrists and pulls them to position your hands on your headboard. Sheâs completely caged in. Is she giving you control? She canât be.
âWhat are youâ"
Before you could finish, she grabs your hips to lift you up so she can slide down, positioning her face right below your heat as you straddle her. She lets out a slight chuckle from hearing your sudden gasp and seeing the blatant wet patch through your shorts. Your legs continue to lightly tremble as you fight to keep yourself hovering above her.
She reached her thumb up to glide down your slit through the soaked fabric âDamn, I really got you huh?â
âGod, will you just shut up?â
Her laugh bounces off your walls. She loves how easily she can get a rise out of you. Itâs almost too easy.
âCalm down. My mouth will be busy soon enough.â
Her hands grab your hips to pull you down onto her face as she presses a kiss to your clothed clit, making you involuntarily twitch. Youâre still sensitive and she fucking knows it. Her tongue flattens against you as she presses a firm, long lick up the center seam of your shorts. The sensation being a dull, prodding torture. You can feel her chin drag against your clit. Even while youâre sensitive, she still knows how to tease you and make you want more. Her touches are too muted, your shorts feeling thicker than before. More in the way.
âJust take them off,â you practically whine.
She hums against you, amused. Her nails rake against your ass before she spanks you with both of her hands. The harsh slap pushes you forward, nearly making you stand on your knees.
âGo on then, takeâem off,â she says this as if it were an obvious answer this whole time, patting the side of your hip. Pretending as if she wouldnât have restrained you for attempting to move over on your own.
You roll off the bed to finally pull the fabric down your legs. You can feel Abbyâs eyes scanning your body as your shorts fall to the floor. You actually get a proper look at her now. She looks like a Renaissance painting lying across your bed, golden light covering her body, emphasizing each and every line created by muscle. Like a Greek deity lounging casually as she impatiently waited for you to return to your original position. Youâll never understand how such a beautiful person can be so infuriating and annoying. You should know better than to stare. Her smugness rips through the moment like a razor.
âYeah, yeah. Stop staring and get back over here.â
You position yourself above her face again, watching as she gets comfortable beneath you. Her eyes meet yours again, piercing this time, full of something wicked that you canât quite place. Her eye contact doesnât waiver as she pulls your weight down for you to sit on her mouth. Her tongue connects with your clit immediately. Your eyes betray you and roll back from the sudden sensation. The harsh pressure against your sensitive bud makes your breathing unsteady from the buzzing in your abdomen.
You fall forward slightly, bracing the headboard as an attempt to ground yourself and give you something to hold onto. The new angle only gave Abby more access to your core and applied even more pressure.
âOh my god~â your voice drawn out, desperate, wrecked.
Abby hums against you accompanied by another hard slap to your ass, soothing it quickly with a squeeze. The vibration from her humming intensifies the pressure of her tongue and slight graze of teeth. You begin to shake again. Her hands knead and grab at your hips and upper thighs to comfort you through the intensity sheâs putting you through. The tingling travels through your legs again, rendering you useless from the unstoppable pleasure.
You start to grind your hips slightly, finding the right pace to inch yourself toward the summit you crave. Abby locks you in place, pulling you further down onto her, your full weight now resting on her mouth. She shakes her head side to side rapidly, creating steady vibrations against your clit again. The feeling shoots through you like a bullet.
âFuck fuck fuckâAbby fuck.â Youâre nothing but a gasping, moaning mess as Abby continues her rabid pace against your cunt.
You feel her groan underneath you, feeling and tasting every inch of you. You canât deny that you love how pretty she sounds like this. How she finds such pleasure from just touching you and tasting you. Your sheer distaste toward her only makes your body crave her more. Each stroke of her tongue, each moan that falls from her lips and onto your cunt pushes you further and further into bliss.
You start grinding onto her again, needing release. You sit up to grab her hair beneath you to steady her movements
âDonât stop. I swear to god if you stop.â
You can feel Abby smile against you, letting out another chuckle. While the chuckle sent annoyance to your chest, the additional buzzing is all it took to send you over the edge. The blinding, white, hot waves wrack through you again, making you tense and shake uncontrollably. Again, Abby doesnât relent, only persists. Her arms wrap around your thighs, completely pulling you down and preventing you from moving. Every time your body begins to fall limp, the pressure from your weight falling into her sends you into rigidity again. Your legs and hips shaking continued to push your body into her. Your moans and gasps become louder as the feeling does not stop. Finally, she releases you, allowing you to fall to the side, limp and heaving.
Abbyâs smug chuckle hits your ears again as she sits up to face you, eyes raking down the line of your back to your ass.
âJesus, I donât think Iâve seen you cum that hard.â
You donât even have the energy to snap at her. Your limbs feel like jelly. Small twitches thump against your skin. She collapses next to you, laying on her back with her arms up behind her head. Your eyes open lazily to see her face wet and shiny, your cum coating her chin. You canât help but let out a breathless laugh from how wrecked you are. You roll onto your back to stare at the ceiling.
âI think that was your best so far,â you say followed by another faint laugh.
âHow flattering,â she says sarcastically.
She sits up after catching her breath and collects her clothes. You watch as she pulls her shirt on, making you miss your view of endless valleys of skin and muscle. As each layer is added to her body again, her tough exterior accompanies it.
Itâs silent. Not awkward. Not charged. Just calm. These are the only times the two of you are at peace. Itâs nice. However, itâs fragile.
âCan you hand me my shirt and shorts,â you request flatly. You expect her to say something like âIâm not your bitchâ or just a plain ânoâ, but surprisingly, she tosses you your shirt without any snarky quip.
âYou need new shorts. Those are kinda⌠ruined,â she says as though itâs an apology instead of an achievement. This is new. âWhere are your other ones?â
âYouâyouâre getting me new shorts?â you ask puzzled and hesitantly with a scoff as you sit up.
âFucking hell, donât make it a big thing,â immediately annoyed.
Your hands fly up as a surrender, and instead of pressing further, you just point to the top drawer of your dresser. Again, without a word, she grabs a pair, holding them with her eyebrow cocked as a way of asking if they were what you wanted. After you confirm, she tosses them at you.
Pulling her sweatshirt on, she watches you dress. After your head pops out of the neck of your shirt, your eyes meet again, lingering longer than either of you would ever admit to another. Abbyâs the one to break it, diverting her gaze to the door.
âAnyways. See you later?â she asks as casually as if this were a study group and you were done for the night. Her lazy excuse of a goodbye.
âMaybe.â
Her eyes roll as she reaches your doorway, âWhatever you say.â
You can hear her footsteps lightly thumping through your apartment followed by your front door opening and closing. The air shifts, only slightly, but still noticeable. Your sheets are still warm from where she was laying. Her scent still lingers. You can still feel her against your skin instead of underneath it.
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wow, I went MIA for a HOT minute. getting back into writing, so I'm a bit rusty. let me know what y'all think! there might be a part 2 to this one in the future (I'm a sucker for enemies to lovers or whatever the hell this is, sue me).
contains established relationship between sevika x reader, ass play, thigh riding, mention of reader's "tits" and use of "slut" affectionately
You are on top of her, straddling her thick thighs in a frustrating and steamy make out session. Overwhelmed with the scent of her and the string of saliva that connects your lips when you part to take a breath, you feel the desire to get even closer merge into her even as your chest presses up against herâs. But grinding down onto her and panting into her mouth would have to do for now.
You couldnât help but slut yourself when you were with her. Not that Sevika ever did complain. She was always generous when you brought up a new thing you wanted to try and gracious when you wanted to stop.
She was respectful on your first dates, chaste kisses on your cheek and walking you to your house in the evenings and offering a hand when you got up or down the stairs.
Then you had sex together for the first time⌠and Sevika realized just how much you were willing to debauch yourself for her. Her courtship was soon juxtaposed the weight of her hips knocking against yours, thighs rubbing against one another, and desperate whines and pants into the night.
Tonight youâre on top and Sevikaâs hand gropes your ass. Pants off and strewn away somewhere between the bed and the floor, youâre just in a t-shirt and panties. Her finger plays with the waistband, dipping underneath and tugging playfully as you two make out. Her thighs are thick and muscular, and delightfully stimulating for your clothed cunt to grind on. You are sure youâre she can feel how wet you are through her sweatpants. Your hands splay across her abdomen, tracing her v line, running your nails lightly across.
Sevikaâs finger starts tracing the seam of your panties, down the center and closer to your ass.
First it was subtle and you barely paid any mind to it. You were playing your own game with your hand on the base of her neck, squeezing the sides ever so gently, delighting in watching her eyelids flutter and droop slightly every time.
But then you feel her finger trace your hole, that tight muscle that clenches every time your clit drags deliciously on her thigh. When she presses down, you whimper into her neck, gasping as she spreads the wetness from your pussy to your hole.
âSevika,â you whine. âThat feelsâŚsooâ uughhh!â
Her lips press against your head as she coos and shushes you. âBaby, itâs ok,â she says, as she goes slowly, torturously slow, âYouâre okay.â
Your pussy pulses with need, and you are sure Sevika can feel the wet heat of your pussy leaking everywhere and the little bit of drool that escapes from your mouth and onto her shoulder blade. Your hands twitch as you struggle to decide what to hold onto, the sheets, her bicep, to hold something to satiate this. Sevika notices this.
âSqueeze your tits for me, love,â she nudges her nose against your head. You meet her gaze, and you feel her grey irises burning into yours. Panting, fumbling up to your chest and grasping the hem of your shirt to take it off, and you hold your eye contact as you grope yourself, grind on her.
Sevikaâs eyes tear away from yours, leaning back, and takes in the way your tits press together, your hips rocking back and forth.
âGod I love it when you slut yourself out for me.â
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~author's note~
hello! this is my first public fanfic drabble! many things have been in the works, but I really wanted to start getting my writing out in the world. I hope you enjoy!
The bedroom was placid, the only sound coming from the turning pages of Abbyâs current read. Your head rested on her muscular chest, eyes closed as you had been trying to fall asleep for the past 10 minutes. Usually, itâs lights out when you hit the bed with your gentle giant beside you, but tonight is different. Youâre restless, constantly adjusting the position of your thighs to try and cease the throbbing of your core.
Abby, the attentive and caring girlfriend that she is, notices your discomfort. âYou alright, baby?â she asks in a hushed voice. You nod hesitantly, not wanting to bother Abby with your neediness late at night, not that it ever would bother her. âYou sure, sweetheart?â she coaxed. âYou know you can tell me anything.â You sigh, hiding your face in her armpit. She smells clean, like vanilla and pine, only an arousing you more.
You answer her, voice completely muffled in her side. She chuckles. âWhat was that?â she smirks. You sit up to face her, but still too embarrassed to meet her gaze. âIâm horny,â you blurt out. The room is completely silent, but Abby shortly starts laughing. âDonât laugh at me,â you scold, a pout on your face. âIâm not laughing at you, babe,â she smile. âItâs just cute how shy you still are.â You cross your arms. âWhatever,â you grumble. Abby raises an eyebrow at you, and you quickly drop the attitude.
Abby puts her book down on the nightstand before pushing the covers back a bit. âCâmere,â she murmurs. You climb onto her lap, straddling one of her thighs with your hands resting on her shoulders. She pulls you in for a soft kiss, before pulling away and kissing softly down your neck, biting between every few. She flexes her thigh, causing you to gasp. âYouâre so pretty, yâknow that?â Abby slides her fingers between your thighs and into your shorts, your panties soaked. âFuck,â she curses under her breath.
She lightly taps your hip, signaling you to take off your shorts. You sit back and slide them off your legs, throwing them onto the floor. âPanties, too, baby.â You bite your lip, pulling them down slowly your legs and discarding them somewhere on the floor. You move back to straddling her, your bare cunt meeting her thigh. Abby places her heavy hands gingerly on your waist. âGo ahead, pretty. Use my thigh,â she commands, voice low.
Your body heats up, arms wrapping around Abbyâs neck as you start to move. A soft whimper escapes you, already satisfied to feel some friction against your clit. âAttagirl,â Abby praises, thumbs rubbing circles into your waist. Your slick wets Abbyâs thigh the more you rock back and forth, making it easier to grind against her. You gasp, that coil in your stomach getting tighter.
Abby spurs you on as your pace becomes fasterâsloppier. She slips her warm hands under your shirt, groping your tits. âA-Abby,â you moan softly. She kisses your cheek, helping you ride her. âI know, baby. Youâre doing so well, sweet girl.â You whine, trying desperately to finally get that release. âPlease, Abby please, âm so close.â
âCum for me, baby.â
You arch your back as you moan loudly, gripping tightly onto Abbyâs shirt. Abby helps you ride out your high, your pace sputtering and slowing down. When you finally stop, you drop your head onto Abbyâs shoulder. She instinctively wraps her arms around you, kissing your forehead. âYou okay?â she whispers. You nod with a sleepy smile on your face.
Abby lays you down, getting a wet rag to clean you up, She cleans you off, apologizing you when you gasp, still sensitive. She grabs you a clean pair of underwear, helping you put them on. Abby climbs into bed, pulling you close and holding you tight against her. âI love you,â she whispers to you. Itâs warm, and you can finally let sleep take you.
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AN: This is my first time writing smut so donât flame me. đĽš
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contains masturbation, sevika thinking about reader, sexual frustration, desperate sevika.
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âGetting close now.
The car is quiet, save for the low hum of the engine and the occasional wet sound of tires rolling over late-night asphalt. Youâre curled up against Sevikaâs side, your body warm and heavy from cheap wine and too much cake at Melâs party with all of you guys coworkers.
Sevika sits stiffly beside you, pretending like sheâs looking out the window, but really sheâs trying to remember how to fucking breathe.
Your head is on her shoulder at first. Innocent, soft. She nearly dies on the spot. Itâs the kind of contact sheâs dreamed about for months: your body against hers, casual, trusting. You smell like cherry body spray and sweat from dancing too much with both you coworkers, and Sevikaâs heart is beating like she just ran laps.
You sigh, a low breath through your nose, and you donât move. Stay into her side like you belong there, like itâs not unraveling something dangerous in her gut.
Sevika swallows hard, her jaw clenches, she stares straight ahead. Youâve never touched her like this before.
Youâre both flirting with each other, but it has nothing to do with this.
Then you shift.
Still mostly asleep, your body melts sideways, sliding down her arm until your cheek brushes her bicep. She tries not to move, tries not to spook you. Tries to tell herself this is fine.
Itâs not fine.
Because you shift again.
And your head drops gently onto her lap.
Sevika forgets how to swallow.
She freezes, wide-eyed, muscles tense beneath your weight. You sigh, soft and happy, like her lap is your new favorite pillow. And then, to Sevikaâs horror, and also her deepest, filthiest pleasure, you move again.
Your nose nudges the seam of her jeans, right against the zipper. Close enough that she can feel your exhale through the fabric.
She nearly groans.
Her hand twitches on the seat. Sheâs clenching her thigh like she can somehow will her body to stay calm, but her pulse is hammering between her legs. Her jeans feel tight. Way too fucking tight.
Your breath ghosts across her lap, hot and steady, and she swears, swears, your nose brushes her zipper again when you shift slightly.
Her jaw locks. She stares out the window like it owes her something, face flushed, neck hot, pupils blown even in the dark.
You have no idea what youâre doing to her.
Or maybe you do. Maybe that soft sigh you let out is on purpose. Maybe youâre pretending to be asleep while you press your face right there, just to see what sheâll do. Maybe you know that Sevikaâs been losing her mind over you since the day you leaned over her desk and asked if she was free for lunch.
She swallows. Hard. The car takes a turn and your head rocks a little, pressing in closer.
It takes everything in her not to gasp.
She grips the edge of the seat. Sheâs going to hell. Sheâs going to hell and youâre dragging her there face-first.
Sevika stares down at you like youâre something sacred. Or dangerous. Or both.
Your lips are parted, soft in actual real sleep, and every time you exhale it punches straight through her core. The curve of your cheek is warm against her thigh. Your breath, steady and unbothered, ghosts over her zipper like youâre trying to destroy her.
She clenches her jaw so hard it aches.
You shift again, just a little, just enough. She closes her eyes. Just for a second, just to stop herself from looking again. From imagining how it would feel if your mouth moved, just slightlyâif your lips parted and touched her there.
She exhales through her nose, slow and shaky.
Youâre asleep, she reminds herself. Out cold. You donât know what youâre doing, youâre tired, probably tipsy. This isnât anything. Youâre not teasing her. Youâre not pressing your face against her zipper on purpose.
But fuck, it feels like it.
She dares a glance at you again and instantly regrets it.
You look so peaceful. So soft. Your head shifts, barely, but itâs enough to drag your mouth even closer to where sheâs most desperate. Close enough that she swears she can feel your breath through denim.
Her underwear is soaked. Itâs embarrassing.
She shifts her hips, just a little, trying to find some relief, but it only makes things worse. The friction of her jeans, the heat trapped between her legs, your fucking face right thereâ
Sevika groans. Quietly. Barely audible. But it escapes before she can stop it.
She covers it with a cough, tilts her head toward the window again, and bites down hard on the inside of her cheek.
Get it together, she thinks. Youâre not gonna cum in a fucking Uber just because she fell asleep on you.
But her pulse is throbbing between her legs, and her breathingâs gone shallow, and her thighs keep clenching like sheâs seconds from breaking.
And you, blissfully unaware, shift once more, turning your head so your cheek is pressed right to the inside of her thigh now. Lips inches from the zipper, nose brushing denim, your soft breath against her heat.
Sevika stares down at you.
God, sheâs pathetic.
And youâre not even doing anything.
Finallyâ after twenty fucking minutes, she wakes you up at the sight of your building apartment.
âHey,â Sevika says, voice rough. She touches your arm. Just barely. Her fingers shake.
You stir slowly, blinking up at her from your place on her lap like you didnât just spend the last twenty minutes suffocating her will to live. âMmh?â
âWeâre here,â she says, low and quiet. âYour place.â
You stretch, warm and drowsy, rubbing your cheek against her thigh before you sit up.
Sevika nearly bites through her tongue.
The cold air that rushes in where your body used to be should help, but it doesnât. It only leaves her empty, and too aware of how wet she is. Of the ache between her thighs, of how her clit is pulsing like it knows what couldâve happened if youâd just stayed there a little longer.
You blink at her again, smiling like you like her. Like you trust her. That stupid sweet sleepy smile that melts her from the inside out.
âThanks for the ride,â you say, soft. âAnd for letting me⌠you know. Collapse on you.â
âAnytime,â Sevika rasps. It comes out too fast, too rough. She clears her throat, tries again. âItâs fine. You were tired.â
You chuckle, and she watches your fingers brush through your hair as you step out of the car. She follows you to the door like itâs muscle memory. Like her legs just know to carry her behind you when youâre around.
You fumble with your keys. Sevika stares at your back and tries not to imagine what your sheets smell like. What your skin tastes like.
The lock clicks.
You turn to her again, eyes soft. âGood night, Vikaâ
She swears she feels it, Vika, like a tug behind her navel. No one calls her that but you.
âNight,â she manages. Her voice is gravel, her hands are fists at her sides.
The door shuts. Sheâs alone.
Back on her seat, the Uber engine hums, the car starts moving again.
Ten more minutes to her flat.
Sevika sits back in the seat and finally lets herself breathe but it doesnât help. It doesnât help.
She clenches her thighs, jaw tight, shoulders stiff, grinding her molars together as if she can anchor herself in the pain of holding it all in.
Her underwear is completely ruined. She can feel it, damp and sticky, clingy and soaked against her skin. Every shift of her hips sends heat crawling up her spine. Sheâs been dripping wet since you laid your fucking head in her lap.
âTen more minutes,â she mutters to herself, eyes squeezed shut.
Sheâs gonna make it.
She has to.
Because if she doesnât, sheâs cumming in the back of a car over nothing but your sleepy breath and the memory of your mouth inches from her zipper.
Pathetic.
So fucking pathetic.
She barely remembers telling the Uber driver thanks. Barely remembers punching in her building code or kicking her boots off by the door. Her key misses the lock to her unit twice, her hands are shaking.
By the time sheâs inside, itâs like her body takes over.
Jacket flung somewhere, belt undone, she doesnât even make it to the bedroom, just stumbles toward the couch like sheâs drunk on you, which she kind of is.
She thinks about you.
The weight of your head on her lap. Your breath against her zipper. The way you sighed in your sleep like her thigh was the safest place in the world, the heat of you, he closeness. That sweet little smile and your voice in her earââGood night, Vika.â
She shudders.
Her jeans are unbuttoned with clumsy fingers, yanked down just far enough to shove her hand between her legs. Her underwear sticks to her like a second skin, soaked through, embarrassing.
She doesnât even bother pulling them off.
One finger. Thatâs all it takes.
She moans.
Itâs raw. Ripped from her throat like sheâs been holding it in for monthsâbecause she has.
Then she drags her two fingers through the mess, breath catching, hips jerking. Sheâs so sensitive it almost hurts. Her clit is swollen, twitching at the first real touch. She presses down, just a little, and her back arches off the couch.
Your name echoes in her mind, silent and needy.
She doesnât say it out loud. She canât. But she feels it.
She imagines you waking up right there in her lap, warm and sweet and still sleepy. Looking up at her with that soft little smile, asking whatâs wrong when you see the tension in her jaw. Leaning in without shame, lips brushing over denim just to hear her fall apart.
Her hips jerk and she groans. A raw, guttural sound that breaks in her throat. Her thighs are trembling, her backâs off the couch. She chokes out another breath, fast and sharp, and keeps rubbing harder, sloppier, chasing it like sheâs gonna die if she doesnât get there.
She thinks about everything she wanted to do in that car, every sound she swallowed, every filthy thought she shut down.
She thinks about your breath.
Your lips.
Your weight on her lap.
That fucking voice.
âGood night, Vika.â
She cums fast. So fast it knocks the air out of her.
âOhhâfuckââ she gasps, legs snapping tight around her hand as the orgasm rips through her like itâs been waiting.
Her mouth falls open. Sheâs still panting. She doesnât stop.
The aftershocks make her twitch, her hips bucking helplessly into her palm like her bodyâs trying to chase more. Slick is everywhere, on her fingers, her thighs, the fucking couch cushion. She rides it out anyway, hand slowing, eyes shut tight like she can trap the feeling there. Like if she squeezes her thighs hard enough, she can hold onto the ghost of you.
Youâre probably asleep in your bed, dreaming of something soft and simple.
And Sevikaâs on her couch, fingers still buried in her soaked underwear, chest heaving, whole body aching for someone sheâs not even allowed to touch.
dom!sevika x fem!reader x pathetic!vi | 5.9k words
SUMMARY: You're Sevika's long-time girlfriend. Vi is Sevika's new roommate. What could possibly go wrong?
TAGS: 18+ only! smut (porn w/ plot, voyeurism, fingering, oral, threesome). angst, addiction, mental health issues, sex as therapy. modern!zaun au. complicated character dynamics.
NOTES: been working on this for so long and i just hope its good. split this into two parts btw so.. look out!!
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Saturday morning rolls around with a blare of your work alarmâan early shift to cover for your sick coworker, with the added bonus of overtime for this pay period.
Sevika isnât too happy about seeing you go, arm wound tight around your waist, grumbling out a throaty protest when you try to wriggle beneath her hold.
You spend every weekend at your girlfriend's new apartment. Twice the size of her last, with an extra bedroom neither of you ever use outside of temporary storage. Sheâs been weighing the idea of getting a roommate, with the recent hike in rent by her scummy landlord, and you would jump at the opportunity, if not for her insistence that you take things slow.
(Youâve been dating for two years. In Zaunite terms, you might as well be married already.)
Ten minutes later, after wrestling for your freedom from the cage of her bed, you shuffle into the kitchen with a loud yawn. Wearing nothing but a long shirt and a pair of random underwear.
You freeze at the sight of an unknown woman stood at the sink, scrubbing a dish. Pink hair, broad shoulders, intricate tattoos. Dressed similarly to you.
Who the fuck�
âUh, hi,â you say, hid half-behind the wall to conceal your state of undress. The woman turns to look at you, andâ
(Pot of boiling water, meet frog.
Inevitability is a crazy, crushing thing when combined with your power of extreme denial. One moment, you're sitting in a jacuzzi, and the next, your skin is peeling away from the bone.
A slow, sanguine death.)
âOh, hey,â she replies, reaching to dry her hands off on a nearby towel. âYou're Sevika's girl, right?â
You nod your head and offer up your name, stepping out to stand behind the lip of the counter.
âNameâs Vi. I'm the new roommate.â Ah. Would've been nice if Sevika had warned you beforehand. âI'm just gonna,â a thumb points to the once-spare bedroom, âcrawl back in my hole now.â
âRight. Good morning, Vi.â
âYeah. Morning.â
You return to Sevikaâs bedroom with a scowl on your face and a complaint on your tongue, shutting the door a bit harder than you meant to. Her shape beneath the sheets jolts at the sound, head popping up from the pillow.
âWhy didnât you tell me that you had a new roommate?â
She blinks, swiping her palm over each eye, jaw dropping to make room for a loud yawn. âOh, her.â
âYeah. Her.â
âRelax. Vi stays in her room all day,â spoken mid-stretch, her lone arm reaching for the lip of the headboard.
âThatâs not the point. What if I had walked out there naked?â
âThen sheâd get one hell of a show.â
You physically deflate, shoulders curling inward, and shuffle over to the bed. Sevika scoots over to give you room, then lifts the sheets in invitation.
âYou know I'm joking, right?â she asks, the curve of her nose brushing against your cheek.
âI know⌠âm just embarrassed.â
âDon't be. Vi has three braincells to her name. No chance she even noticed.â Sevika pauses a moment, then gives a lazy shrug of her shoulder. âProbably.â
Thus begins a new era of your relationship: Roommate Woes. Except, Vi isn't the problem here. She keeps to herself, does her chores, pays rent on time via her night shift job (whatever that is). Sevika, on the other hand, never learned subtlety, and coupled with her insatiable libido, you experienced PDA on levels previously unknown to humankind.
But gone are the days of her bending you over the kitchen counter, or fucking you on the couch, or being as loud as she wantsâjust to spite the cantankerous old lady living next door. While Vi works, Sevika sleeps. Opposite schedules that leave you no room for sexual intimacy. As such, both you and Vi share in this odd stall-state of perceived encroachment. Her, encroaching on your relationship; you, encroaching on her home.
So. In an amiable show, you decide to talk with Sevika about inviting her to your weekly movie night.
The two of you stand in the kitchen mid-discussion, making food to much on as the television plays the movie's menu screen on repeat.
âBut why do I have to ask her?â
âBecause this was your idea in the first place.â Sevika steps away from the counter with a sigh, hand adorned with a sickly-pink, heart-patterned oven mitt (she swore when you bought it for her that she would never wear it, and now it's the only one she uses). âShe won't bite.â
âI think she hates me.â At the crook of her brow, you scoff, voice veering toward whiny. âIâm serious. Every time I come over, she scurries off to her room and I don't see her the rest of the weekend.â
âShe does that anyway.â
âIt's different, though.â
â⌠Just knock on the damn door.â
Against your better judgement, you trundle off and away, stopping before the looming pane of wood that separates you from Vi's bedroom.
Really, it's not a big deal. It shouldn't be. But your girlfriend's roommate is a pink-haired enigma, a puzzle stuck in a perpetual state of unsolvable. A disappearing act that, you gotta admit, hurts your ego a bit. You donât recall saying anything wrong, but maybe, given the circumstances, you should double check that your presence is even wanted. Vi lives here, after all.
So you knock on the doorâa few quick raps of your knuckles, just loud enough to grab her attention. You wait for a beat, then another, then another, and just as you turn to leave, the door swings open in a rush of cool air.
Some sort of fan whirs a steady noise from inside her bedroom, the floor strewn with clothes, room dark except for the blue-light halo emanating from her computer. She starts at the sight of you, jolting half a step backward before collecting herself.
âOh. Sorry, I thought you wereââ
âDo you wanna watch a movie with us?â The question comes out in a rush, your synapses a live-wire of anxiety.
Shit. You just want her to like you. Better for all parties involved when you show up every week without fail.
She blinks the kitchen light from her eyes, hand slipping beneath her shirt to scratch at a hip. âWhat?â
âA movie? Neon Carnivores just came out, and Sevika picked up the DVD after work. It's supposed to be this noir-horror filmed in the Lanes. Thought you might like it.â
âUh,â a quick shake of her head, âyeah. I'll be there in a minute.â
Then she slams the door in your face.
You shuffle back to the living room, head emptied of all thought. Bewildered. Sevika sits on one end of the couch sans prosthetic, munching on a slice of pizza fresh from the oven. Carefree and oblivious.
âHow'd it go?â she asks, bumping her shoulder into yours when you sit down beside her.
âShe slammed the door in my face.â
Sevika has the audacity to laugh. To say, âOh, she's got it bad.â
You land an admonishing smack on her thigh. âStop, Sev.â
âIt's true.â Another bite of her pizza. âYouâre all she talks about.â
âWhat, about how much she hates me?â
âDo you want her to hate you?â
âNo.â
âThen shut up.â
Your mouth drops open in half-serious shock, but she continues to eat her stupid slice of pizza and stares at you like she said nothing wrong.
Vi's bedroom door creaks open. A beat of awkward silence passes before she appears in the corner of your eye, weighing her choice of couch or recliner. One glance at Sevika makes up her mind, and Vi takes the cushion beside you. She offers up a tight-lipped smile when you meet her gaze, turning away before you can reciprocate.
The rest of the evening follows a similar pattern: Vi curled up against the armrest while Sevika cuddles you against her side, the movie you chose bathing the room in colors of neon velvet. An indie-arthouse flick hallmarked by practical effects and unusual cinematography.
Sevika spends the last thirty minutes of the movie with her head tucked to her chest, vehemently arguing against the idea of exhaustion every time you wake her up and tell her to go to bed.
When the credits roll, Vi excuses herself, and your girlfriend finally succumbs to your prodding. Kisses you goodnight and shuffles off to bed.
So here you sit, stretched out on the cushions, cold and lonely and mourning the loss of Sevika's weight against you. Some game show continues in the background as you scroll through your phone, leagues away from the exhaustion that usually sends you to bed.
âHey.â
The sudden greeting jolts you, and you turn around to find Vi stood at the entrance of the small hallway, housing her bedroom on one side and bathroom on the other. Scarred knuckles curled over the wall's edge, almost skittish in her stance.
âOh. Hey.â You sit up against the armrest, elbow denting the back cushion.
âWhere's Sevika?â
âIn bed.â
âThis early?â A click of her tongue, arm swinging a lazy rhythm as she steps into the living room. âSomebody's getting old.â
The first conversation you've ever had with her, aside from the greetings-in-passing on your way to Sevika's bedroom. But those don't count, right?
âYeah, I tell her that all the time.â
Then silence. Vi remains awkward behind the couch, glancing around the room as if seeing it for the first time. Your teeth tug at a piece of stubborn skin on your bottom lip. The show drones on, forgotten in the wake of her presence.
âSo. How long have you two been together?â she asks, hands finding comfort in the pockets of her sweatpants.
âTwo years tomorrow.â
She exhales a sound halfway between a hum and a grunt, brows lifting clear to her hairline. âShit. Practically married, huh?â
âSomething like that.â
Sevika doesn't believe in marriage. A piece of paper solidifying love? Bunch of bullshit, far as she's concerned. And it isn't that you don't agree, but⌠well. It would be nice to have the option this deep underground. That useless piece of paper is only reserved for pilties.
âSheâs happy with you.â
You blink, and she's circling around the couch. âYou think so?â
She plops down in Sevika's recliner, one leg thrown over the armrest. (Sevika would kill her if she knew, but you swear yourself to a vow of silence. An olive branch for a budding friendship.)
âDefinitely. She helped me out a few years back. Less of an asshole now, with you in the picture.â
So, they know each other. That makes more sense than Sevika inviting some random stranger to live with her. She's made too many enemies to consider such an idea.
âHow'd you two meet?â
Her foot jitters back and forth, shaking the armrest. âShe knew my old man when they were young, and when he died a few years ago, she kinda⌠took me under her wing.â
Vi says nothing else, and you don't intend to pry. But you're curious. Who wouldn't be? Sevika stays tight-lipped whenever Viâs name comes up in conversation, and sheâs the only person you know to answer all your burning questions. Aside from the woman herself.
But you're not there yet. Your nosiness will have to wait.
So you smile and say, âYeah, that sounds like her.â
When she smiles back with a lopsided quirk of her mouth, you think you might be kind-of-halfway friends.
â
A simple text changes everything.
Hey. Turn your tv up.
Sender: Sevika. Recipient: Vi.
A heat-of-the-moment decision from a brain fogged by hormones and the sight of your bare tits in the mirror while changing into pajamas. Post-anniversary date, mid-makeout in her bed, she grabs her phone and sends The Text.
What follows is a marathon of impressive proportions. A box of sex toys, a bottle of lube, and two very insatiable libidos. You expected this after teasing her all nightâkissing her neck on the drive to the restaurant, groping her ass during the post-check bathroom break, babbling about your ideas for sex after the two of you make it home.
She fucks you like she's trying to leave a scar in the mattress, maybe carve your body into the wrinkled sheets. Heavy and hot. Angry. Staking her claim. A routine of feeding you her cock until you cry, then soothing the ache with her mouth, then flipping you over and doing it again.
Then, a shadow under the door, shifting its weight. Sevika doesn't notice, too busy lapping at your wet cunt, but you do. Head tipped upside down over the side of the bed, that little patch of inky darkness is all you can look at.
For a moment, you contemplate saying something. You should say something, but you're selfish, and the looming orgasm that numbs you down to the bone steals away every braincell capable of thought.
You know Vi's been listening. Sevika and subtlety mix as well as oil and water. That fucking text. Her shadow lingers under the door like a spilled-ink stain as you whine and whimper through orgasm number three. Even when your world shifts, and Sevika kneels over your prone form, your gaze remains on the shadow beneath the door. A constant, an anchor to the real world.
Strap buried inside your cunt, Sevika flattens herself along the expanse of your back. The soft plush of her lips ghosts over the shell of your ear.
âWe have a visitor,â she mutters, and you shudder beneath her. âWhat do you say? Should we ask her to join?â
The scary part? You actually think about it. Not exactly crossing the line to consideration, but you entertain the idea. The width of Vi's shoulders spreading your thighs, the softness of her mouth against your skin, the layers of her mullet caught in your fistâ
Okay. So you consider it.
âSeriously?â you ask, voice a hissing breath of disbelief.
Sevika mouths along your pulse, the cold metal of her prosthetic hand smoothing up your spine. âShe's standing outside for a reason.â A sharp bite to the curve of your shoulder, and an inhale catches between your teeth. âThat reason isn't me.â
âIââ
Her posture softens, and her voice along with it. âJust think about it, okay?â
Sweet and tender, a facet of Sevika that she reveals only to youâalmost comedic given the circumstances. Dangling the idea of a threesome in front of your face, so blasĂŠ about the whole thing that you're afraid to take her seriously. No, it's nothing more than dirty talk. Fantasy.
(The disappointment that knots in your gut doesn't actually exist.
Right?)
Things become⌠weird after that night. Tense as a band waiting to snap. Vi avoids you like you've caught the plague, lurking at the corner of your vision but never daring to approach. No more late-night conversations on the couch, or sharing the burden of dishes, or trading memes back and forth during the week. Like she never even existed at all.
You fucked up. You don't know how, but you did.
Her absence shouldn't bother you so much, but Sevika obviously cares about her to an extent. Why wouldn't you want Vi to like you? And yeah, maybe you enjoy her being around. She's easy to talk to. A comforting presence that reminds you a lot of Sevika.
Given her indefinite absence from your life, you don't expect your phone to blare with her ringtone on a typical Wednesday night (three thirty-two a.m. to be exact) long after you've fallen asleep. You paw at the nightstand for the familiar rectangle of your phone, bleary-eyed and frustrated at the interruption.
At the sound of her voice when you answer the call, you bolt upright in bed.
Slurred and trembling, weak:
âFuck, it's late, I know, but my boss won't let me walk and I can't call Sevika like this. Can you justââ rustling on the end of the line, a muffled exchange between two voices that you can't quite hear, âI need a ride home.â
Before she can finish her last sentence, youâre throwing a coat on and snatching your keys from the coffee table. âWhere are you?â
âUm,â she sniffles, âApex Eleven. It's this club near the apartment.â
âI'll be there. Wait for me inside.â
She mumbles in agreement then hangs up.
You know that place. Sevika took you there when you first started dating, and though the night started out awkward in that new-romance-learning-curve way, you eventually coaxed her onto the dance floor after a shot or ten. You shared your first kiss in the parking lot outside, right before throwing up all over her pants.
In the heart of the Lanes, the streets awaken at night. Traffic thickens as you near the strip of bars and clubs and brothels, neon signs blinking in rhythmic disorder. Crowds of people stroll down the sidewalk on either side of the street, a jumble of conversation and thumping music intruding on the silence inside your car.
You pull into the club's parking lot then beeline for the front door. One ID check later, and you step inside the club to meet a thick wall of smoke and the smell of sweat-masking body spray. The floor sticks to your shoes as you skirt the outer edge of the dance floor, pinballed between drunken bodies. A party of overstimulation.
Vi sits slumped at the bar, her pink hair a stand-out amongst the sea of clubgoers, undeterred by the lights that cloak her form in multicolor strobes. The tattoos branching up her bare arms ring familiar.
You sidle up beside her, shaking her by the shoulder. âHey.â
She sits up at the sound of your voice, eyes squinting in confusion, body drawn tight and angularâpreparing for a fight.
After a long, breath-stilling moment, she relaxes. âOh. Hey.â
You nod toward the exit. âLetâs get you home.â
âWhatever. This place sucks anyway.â
Now, the hard part: dragging her to the car. A task she makes no effort to help you with, still sat at the bar, eyes never leaving your face. Low-lidded and darker than youâve ever seen them.
âWhat is it?â you ask, shifting back and forth on your feet. The atmosphere of the club renders you drunk by proxy.
âFuck, you're pretty.â A hand reaches out to touch your face, palm sweatslick against your jaw, fingers ice-cold as they follow the curve of your skull. âAnybody tell you that lately?â
You grab her wrist and step away, a suggestion written in the tug of your hand. âSevika. Ya know, my girlfriend?â
She slithers out of the chair, balance precarious as her brain struggles to command her feet. One step, then another, until her shoulder collides with yours. You steady her with an arm slung across her back, wincing beneath the drag of her weight as you begin to walk.
None of your Vi-shaped puzzle pieces fit together. No red string to connect all the details. During all your conversations, she kept topics shallow, information casual: likes the color blue, and exercise, and video games; grew up rough; has a sister and a nameless ex. Harmless breadcrumbs to leave behind.
And now thereâs a brand new tidbit, filed away under ???????
Fuck, youâre pretty.
Sheâs far from sober. People say anything when they get a few drinks circulating in their blood, and she passed that threshold a while ago. Mystery solved.
Vi climbs into the passenger seat of your car and curls up against the console. When you buckle her seatbelt, she barely stirs. Something tender and aching rises at the sight of her, impossibly fragile and motionless, just before you close the door.
The drive back to her shared apartment is silent. She adjusts her position every few minutes, grumbling something under her breathâthankfully, still breathing.
Dragging Vi over to elevator is another mountain to climb. She stubs up once she recognizes the run-down shell of her apartment building, slurs something about Sevika and disappointment, and you don't understand the issue. There's no way you could drag her up four flights of stairs to your elevator-less apartment.
âBesides,â you continue, âSevika's asleep. It'll be alright.â
It takes even more reassurance before Vi finally agrees to walk. You lead her through the small hallway, into the elevator, and up to the third floor.
Before you can find the key in one of Vi's many pockets, the apartment door swings open, and there standsâ
âSev. I didn't think you'd be awake.â
You find no anger in her features, but they contort all the same. Behind her shines the kitchen light, a small halo that cuts through the empty shadows plaguing the small living room.
Her eyes cut to Vi, sharp and piercing. âWomen's intuition.â
"How'd you know?â Vi asks, head lowered, unable to meet the gaze of the woman before you.
Already, she stands a bit straighter, weight easing off your shoulder. No doubt sobered up by shock.
Sevika shrugs. Takes a drag of her cigarette. Says nothing, but steps aside to allow you both entry. And once inside, she takes Vi by the arm not slung over your shoulders.
âI got her, honey,â she says, stepping forward in silent request for you to take the cigarette from her mouth.
They disappear into Vi's bedroom. You take a seat on the couch and pass the time by chewing on the filter and watching the paper burn with each lung-filling puff. A fitting end to a night of self-destruction.
A few minutes later, Sevika comes back. Worn down to the bone, wet around the eyes.
âIs she okay?â you ask, scooting over to give her room to sit down.
She collapses beside you, head tipping back against the couch. âI don't know.â
A bad sign. Whatever they talked about, Sevika can't immediately fix, and the worry carves wrinkles into her brow.
Your fingers find the soft thickness of her thigh, comfort stamped in the press of your lips to her shoulder. She's warm, impossibly so. Worked up. Angry, even.
âThe deal when she moved in was that she stayed sober.â She scrubs her hand over her face, frustration tangible, thickening up the air that surrounds you. âI told her that job was a bad fucking idea.â
âIs that what you helped her with a few years back?â you ask, voice never daring to rise above a whisper. âGetting sober, I mean.â
âShe told you about that?â
âShe just said you helped her with a situation.â
A stretch of tense silence, where nothing you say can fix the situation, and Sevika has no interest in wasting the energy on words.
âShe wants to talk to you, by the way. You don't have to, but⌠Vi's a good person, she's justâŚâ
âBeen through a lot.â
âYeah.â
âOkay.â
You're not angry. Worried, yes, but angry? Your Vi-shaped puzzle sharpens into view: a bad childhood, a sister she either doesn't talk to, an ex she refuses to name, a struggle with addiction. One awful event after another, woven into bone and muscle and joint and tendon. Staining everything she touches.
(Really, you donât know why you care so much.)
When you open the door to Vi's bedroom, sheâs laying in bed, tucked beneath the sheets. Staring up at the ceiling, she wipes her face on her shirt.
âFeel like company?â you ask, offering up a smile when she cranes her head to look at you.
The room lay dark, her form a deep splotch of shadow against the wall as she sits up. âYeah.â
You sit down on the edge of the bed and wait for her to speak.
âI just wanna say that I'm sorry for tonight. I know I should've called Sevika but I was terrified that she would,â she shakes her head, âkick me out.â
âShe wouldn't.â
âWell, I know that now, but⌠sorry for being trouble.â
You shrug. âBetter you call me than something bad happen.â
She snorts, pillows creaking beneath her weight. âThe worst already has.â
Your jaw aches from the force you exert to keep it shut. Curiosity rears its ugly head once again, but now isn't the time for indulgence.
âYou can ask. If anybody deserves to know, it's you.â
âWhen Sevika helped you a few years ago, what was that about?â
âOh, that? Funny story, actually.â A sharp sniff. âI was living on the streets at the time, going to bars and clubs every night, fighting for money. Literally, by the way. And one night, this woman walks up to me and says she knew my dad, Vander, before he died.
At that point, Iâm ready to knock her out and go back to drinking, but she starts giving me details about his old life that nobody would know. So we go back to her apartment and sheâs an asshole about the whole thing, but she helps me get my life straightened out.â
âAnd after that?â
âI move out on my own. Things are good for a while, but⌠life always catches up with you, I guess. I start thinking about Vander and my sister andâand Cait, and I start to spiral again. Go back to my old ways.â
Cait. A name for the unforgettable.
âItâs easy, isnât it?â
The shadow moves, and you think Vi nods her head. âYeah, it is.â
In a stroke of courage, you move from the end of the bed to its head, and after a bit of searching, you find Viâs shape beneath the sheets. You lean into her, throwing your arms over her shoulders in an awkward hug. The smell of vodka leaks from her pores, skin sweatslick and sticky, and you can only hope that this brings her comfort.
âYouâll be okay. Maybe not for a while, but horrible things donât last forever.â
Her hands press against your back, following the curve of your spine. âIâll take your word for it.â
â
Vi loses herself for a while. She regresses back to some younger, weaker version of herself; back when everything was too much and too big and too scary. She quits her job at the club and starts sharing Sevika's bed at night. Another presence to drive out the demons that plague her.
It happens in the dark.
You're trapped between two very warm, very clingy bodies after a long conversation about boundaries and adaptation and how Vi fits into your life. Sevika tells you that you don't have to stay, that she isn't your responsibility, but you aren't gonna just leave her like this.
(You don't know why you care so much.)
âCan I kiss you?â Vi asks, whispered against the shell of your throat.
The world stops turning. She leans back and rests her head on the pillow, bright eyes wide, bottom lip sucked between her teeth.
Sevika lay right behind you, fitting perfectly against the curve of your spine, arm slung over your waist. That arm tightens, tugging you impossibly closer.
âIt's okay,â she says.
Her hips grind against your ass, soft enough that you almost believe it an accident. Soft enough to jump-start the pulse between your legs.
You can't come back from this. Once your lips meet, it's done.
Does Sevika really not mind? Watching you kiss her⌠whatever Vi is? Friend, responsibility, something inbetween?
Fuck it.
You meet Vi's gaze and nod your head, and her smile flickers beneath the light of the television. As she leans in, her nose brushes yours, and Sevika's buries her face in your shoulder.
Vi kisses you like she loves you, all passionate and needy. Like you mean something to her, for all the ups and downs of your short relationship and her isolating tendencies.
Before Sevika, you never experienced love as a universal truth, giving or reciprocal. No butterflies, or fuzzy feelings, or giddiness at the sight of a lover. But when Vi kisses you, it feels⌠right. Comfortable. She licks into your mouth and she's warm and soft and impossibly sweet. Tender and careful and savoring.
She pulls away with a sigh, and the hand on your belly moves to cradle your jaw. A turn of your head, and Sevika sucks Vi's taste off your tongue.
It happens quick. The pulse between your legs sparks a fire that threatens full-body consumption. The women that sandwich you in take turns stealing the breath from your lungs, over and over and over again. A competition brews between the two regarding who can turn you into the biggest mess, and while one kisses you, the other nips at your neck and gropes your tits and teases at the seam of your underwear.
You donât know how things turned out this way, but you arenât complaining. Not when Vi rucks up your shirt and sucks a nipple into her mouth, and Sevika's lips feel like home against yours. Too much yet not enough, brain dizzy from overstimulation.
âWait, fuck,â you gasp in a breath when they both part from you, âI justâI need a second.â
So horny you could honestly cry. If Vi wasn't here, you'd be begging Sevika for the strap, face buried in the sheets, ass in the air. They give you time to calm down, and you mourn the loss of their weight and warmth, skin buzzing from the ghostly stamp of their hands.
âAre you okay?â asks Sevika, nosing at the divot of your temple.
âYeah, justâŚâ you try and fail to suppress the stretch of your lips, âI didn't think you liked to share.â
She exhales an unamused breath, eyes darting to Vi when the latter drapes herself over your middle, hair tickling your chin.
âI'm a special case, right?â
Sevika shoves her off by the shoulder. Says, âShut up. At least I don't listen in on my roommatesââ
Vi stutters a moment then holds up a defensive finger. âOkay, that happened once. Once.â
âPorn exists.â A beat of silence, and Sevika laughs under her breath. âBut you don't want porn, do you?â
You're definitely missing context for this conversation, but they argue like you don't even exist in the room.
âDon't,â Vi hisses, rising onto an elbow to glare at Sevika through squinted eyelids. âSeriously, I'll kick your ass.â
âJust ask her.â
Finally, you chime in. âAsk me what?â
Vi's glare turns to pleading, but beside you, Sevika remains stalwart.
âAsk me what?â
âVi wants to fuck you.â
You blink. The neurons in your brain short-circuit. âFor how long?â
âA while,â Vi grumbles, turned on her side, facing away from the two of you.
It's not the idea that surprises you, but the verbal admission. You know how to take a hint, and Vi's slip-up at the club cemented what Sevika already told you as fact.
âIt doesn't bother me, if you're worried about that. Brat wants to feel good and she trusts you.â A lazy shrug that jostles your shoulder. âYour choice, honey.â
You look over at Vi to gauge her reaction, and find her already staring at you with pleading eyes. Tender as a healing wound.
It's an easy decision. Easier than your conscience allows. Your memory returns to the night Vi stood outside the bedroom door, when Sevika teased you about inviting her in. She recognized your own attraction before you did. That soft spot on your heart for an unsolvable woman.
âLet's do it.â
The once-playful atmosphere thickens into something anticipatory when Vi crawls between your legs, and your nerves might fray to breaking if not for Sevikaâs presence at your side. Always doing what she does bestâwhy you stayed despite her every effort to snuff your relationship out.
As Vi's hands find your inner thighs, Sevika kisses you soft and slow in an effort to tame the wild buck of your pulse.
âGo easy on her,â Sevika says to you, lips stretched in a teasing smile. âI'm sure it's been a while.â
âFuck you,â Vi mutters, but says nothing in her own defense.
As if it even matters. Your girlfriend serves as the warden of your pussy, and she loves to bark an order or ten. Youâre in good hands.
Off come your clothes while the other two remain dressed, a feeling of stark vulnerability that seeks to fry the white matter of your brain. Sevika rubs a comforting hand over your belly, while Vi shoulders your thighs apart.
The first thing you do is reach down to run your fingers through her hair. Soft as you imagined.
She dives in tongue-first, licking you from hole to clit, and groans when your thighs close around her head on instinct. It's all soft, wet heat. Messy from her spit. What she lacks in technique, she makes up for in enthusiasm. Moans so loud against your pussy that you almost believe she can feel your pleasure.
Sevika doesn't let you forget her. She murmurs praise into your ear, teases you for being so wet, asks you how good Vi's mouth feels. You've made it clear how her voice affects you, and she wields dirty words as a weapon any chance she gets.
Good girl.
You look so pretty like this.
How's it feel, honey?
You kiss her just to shut her up. The burn in your belly turns to a blaze embarrassingly fast, and when Vi slides a long finger into your cunt, stars burst behind your closed eyelids. There's no holding back your orgasm when her tongue circles over your clit, slick and hot andâ
You turn away from Sevika's mouth and fist Vi's hair in both hands, the muscles in your thighs twitching. "Fuck, please."
"Come on, honey." A pair of plush lips trail down the line of your neck, nipping at your drum-beat pulse. "Let her make you feel good."
That's all it takes. Permission. Weeks without so much as a finger on your clit leads you to a breath-stealing release, and your hearing blots out as you grind against Vi's face. So selfish, needing more, craving the impossible: inevitability.
When the pleasure breaks, you sink into the mattress with a heaving sigh. Each lobe of your brain makes a slow return to normal, and when you blink your eyes open, Vi's face sharpens into view.
Wide-eyed and nervous, she smooths a hand up and down your thigh. "Was that okay?"
All you can do is giggle and nod your head. Too fucked-out to form words.
To your left, Sevika wraps a thick arm around your ribs and pulls you to her. She knows you too well. A long cuddle is neccessity after an orgasm, and she's warm and soft and her chest makes a great pillow. And if you fall asleep for a few minutes, you're none the wiser.
You open your eyes again to Vi gently cleaning you with a washcloth. Sevika sits beside her, nursing a glass of water.
"Hey, Vi." They both look down at you. "Want me to return the favor?"
She shakes her head, slick lips stretching into a dopey grin. "No. I got what I needed."
When Vi moves to lay back down, Sevika catches her by the shoulder. "Wash your face."
"Why don't you clean me up?"
You watch the exchange half-lucid and half-listening, until their voices filter through a lens of fading lucidity. What they both fail to realize is how alike they are, and suddenly everything makes sense.
vi has always been a girl who can appreciate a woman's behind. you just didnt know how much she appreciated yours.
wc : 1.531
contains : some fluff. nsfw. fem!reader. f x f sex. needy whiny top vi. oral and anal sex (reader receiving).
a/n : can probably be read as a sequel to this. i need help.
for the past few years, youd noticed a constant pattern in your failed romantic relationship that could only be described as incompatible boundaries.
some girls were too distant, some not distant enough. to be fair youâd started to get a bit peculiar at the end of your romantic exploration, gently letting down an admittedly sweet girl after she had ordered a rather large portion of oysters while on a romantic dinner date.
but when you met vi, and it's like everything just clocked. every quirk and flaw you both had seemed to bounce off of each other, an equal balance between the highs and lows that led to a magnetic give-and-take between the two of you.
it was a constant push and pull between the two of you, and you really liked it when she pushed you.
the first time you slept together was also the first time you knew that what you and vi had was different. after quite a few years of let downs you'd become a bit jaded when it came to your heart and in the act of slightly stupid self-preservation you initially just wrote off your and vi's instant attraction as a short-lived burst of sexual tension thatâd lead to a night of hot sex before parting ways.
but then sheâd laid you down on her bed, slowly spread you open with tender hands and attentive eyes, and took you apart in ways you'd only dreamed of. she saw how your gaze frequently drifted to her hands so she stuffed you full of her fingers, felt how you drifted your hands across her body, and urged you above her so she could watch you ride her abs until you came over her with a cry.
each time she brought you to a fiery orgasm you felt an unfamiliar pull in your chest, not uncomfortable but warm and bright, a near suffocating type of bliss. she felt it too, if the smile on her face when you pulled up from between her legs gave any indication.
(because as much as she loved to brag about knowing you like the back of her hands, you were the same for her, and it was hard to ignore how her gaze softened and drifted to your lips while you spoke while biting her own.)
and that habit became a key part of your relationship, words unneeded when a simple look at the other could tell either of you how you were feeling. a tick in vi's jaw alerted you of her annoyance, a bounce in your step alerting her of youâre restlessness.
itâs why itâs so easy to see what makes vi desperate for you, and what makes you desperate for her.
vi was an ass girl, anybody with eyes could tell you that. any chance she got to stare at, fondle, or smack your ass, sheâd take it with a scheming look on her face and nearly rub her palms together. during sex youâd notice it, (well, when you could notice things, she had the aggravating ability to make every thought leave your mind with the first use of her fingers, tongue, etcetera,) how she would gaze up at you with stars in her eyes while you rode her strap before landing a harsh slap to the fat of your behind, a lovestruck expression on her features before she thrusts into you even harder, more determined than before.
that was all normal and expected of course, and you made sure to properly indulge her, frequently wearing way too short shorts around the house and bending over surfaces when it wasn't at all necessary.
but it went a bitâŚdeeper than you expected. quite literally.
it was an exciting friday night, the two of you heading out to a nightclub with a group of mutual friends where the laughing and the drinking came in quick succession. neither of you were too inebriated, but just tipsy enough to where the pressure of keeping your desired inside was thrown out of the window. you don't have to share words to know you want each other, quickly stumbling into the bedroom before youâre being pushed down onto your stomach and sheâs yanking your dress up and past your waist, ineloquently spreading the cheeks of your ass before diving it like she was starving.
and god, maybe she was. your face was flushed and your breathing stuttered at the lewd actions your girlfriend was doing behind you. every attempt to run or raise your body met with a grumble and a slight pinch to your clit, only resulting in you giving in to the pleasure and cursing her when her laughs vibrated throughout your cunt.
just when youâre about to slip off into that blissful state of thoughtlessness you feel it. the familiarity of her tongue, wide and wet, licking up and over your cunt in the way she knows drives you crazy, but you swear sheâs gettingâŚhigher. when it happens again your leg involuntarily juts out.
âvi, ngh, vi. whatâre you-â
she doesnât answer, likely too entrenched in her actions to realize youâre even talking to her. you can tell she pent up, not just from the way sheâs absolutely ravishing you but how her rough hands grip your skin, how her face barely pulls back to take a breath and her body rustles against the sheets as she tries to find a position that lets her get even more access to you.
but you cant hide your shock when it happens, a slight pressure on a place you arent used to, sending a blazing heat straight up through your body. a rather embarrassing mix of a growl and a sob rips through your body, one of your hands coming down to dig into her hair and yank her upwards.
if you werenât so shellshocked you might've found the sight of her both amusing yet erotic, pale face flushed from exertion and arousal with big eyes lidded and plush lips parted as she pants. youâre stuck wondering just how her face is slick almost all the way up to her eyes, your mind wondering just what the hell she was doing down there when her wrecked voice rings out into the quiet of the bedroom.
âplease, just let me - just let me try it, yeah? need it so bad, pretty, promise iâll make it feel so good-â
her voice is nothing short of desperate, shaky, and heaving as her eyes dart from your eyes to your lips back down towards your cunt. you feel your face burn when her gaze becomes almost entranced, biting her swollen lips while not at all subtly grinding her hips against the edge of the bed, anguished as she waits for you to give her permission.
you don't even get to finish nodding, vi dropping her head back down and licking a fat stripe starting from your clit and going higher and higher and higher-
âoh f-fuck, violet!â
your eyes roll into the back of your head and your body goes boneless when her tongue presses into the tight skin of your ass, pressing gently but insistently to get as much access as she can without hurting you. as much as she relishes the feeling if given by her squirming body and broken moaning into your hole, the shared sounds of your heightened arousal ringing in the air.
she becomes consumed by it, licking up and over your asshole, until her jaw starts to ache and her thoughts become foggy. every so often sheâll begrudgingly pull back to watch the mixture of her spit and your cum surround and drip down from your ass, your body clenching and releasing as you try to hold off the inevitable orgasm that will wreck your body.
âitâs alright baby, relax,â she whispers, a gentle hand smoothing over one of your ass cheeks to hopefully release some of the tension in your body, âjust let it happen, yeah?â
she gets back to work and keeps eating at you with a hunger that both concerns but arouses you until you inevitably cum with a drawn-out shout, rather early for you but you can't find it in you to be embarrassed as your body falls limp into the sheets. your legs continue to twitch as she continues to lave at your juices and entrances lazily, close to bringing you over that peak again until you start to use all that's left of your willpower to wriggle your hips away from her.
youâre both panting heavily, heads similarly slumped into your covers from physical exertion., youâre halfway into falling into a serene sleep when viâs hands wrap around your hips and flips your body onto your back, your shocked gasp being silenced at the sight of her flushed body standing between your legs, face seeming almost drunk as she bashfully blinks at you.
âdonât you look so pretty, baby?â abbyâs voice rings out from behind you, dripping with lust and sultry like honey. you couldnât see her, but her voice sounded so close, almost inside your ear, breathing heavily with each thrust of her hips. the stretch of her cock splitting you open has you choking out broken moans into the messy sheets.Â
âuh huh,â you nodded, fluttering your eyes open, lashes sticky with tears.Â
âcanât even see yourself, too fucked out, huh?â she laughs, seconds later you feel her rough hand wrap around your neck and pull you up. back arched just perfectly and eyes fluttering closed again. âcâmon, baby, open your eyes and look at how fucking messy you areâÂ
her words alone had a whimper slipping past your swollen lips, and you quickly sucked in a deep breath at the sight of yourself in the mirror once you opened your eyes. the reflection of your sticky and sweaty body was staring right back at you. your limbs like jelly and your hand quickly reached out to hold onto the arm abby had around your waist.
âyeah, such a fucking messy girl. bet your pussy is soakedâ she growled against your ear, taking the lobe between her teeth and thrusting up a little harder, a guttural moan ripping almost painfully through your throat. âlittle slut loves getting both holes stuffed, huh?â
âby y-you,â was all you could choke out, weak and fucked out.Â
âthatâs right. only i get to fill both your pretty holes. stuff you so good that itâs all you think when youâre alone, touching yourself to the thought of meâ her heavy pant sends you into a frenzy, fucking yourself down against her strap the best you could, the delicious stretch had your eyes rolling in the back of your head again. âoh, youâre dirtyâ she muses, gripping your neck tighter.Â
âjust for you, babyâ you giggled deliriously, thighs twitching and panting heavily once sheâs slipping her hand between your legs, groaning loudly into your neck when her fingers find your clit, soaked and dripping on the sheets. âfuck,â
âwhat did i say? soaked. having my cock in your ass turns you on real bad doesnât it, princess?â was she being condescending? you werenât sure, but as long as she was touching and fucking you like this, youâd let her do whatever she wants. âthink you can cum on my cock while i play with your pussy like this?â
silco had been making you run around all morning. there was a shimmer shipment coming in, runners needed to be sent out to sell, and there was a rumor that enforcers would be making rounds later. it was going to be a long day, and you probably weren't going to go home until late at night.
for the first time in hours, you had a moment to catch your breath. you were up in the warehouse office, stacking papers and putting down your pen. your job as silco's bookkeeper was to tame for your taste, but it kept you out of the dangerous chaos. you were smart enough to keep away from the grunt work of silco's trade.
you got to play out your little office fantasy. a big corporate woman up in piltover, bossing around interns and earning big paychecks. the reality of it was your cash was dirty, and your product was laced.
a heavy sigh fell from your chest as you leaned back in your chair and looked out the window. as you stared at the grimey street below, a knock came from the other side of the door.
sevika opened it without a word or further warning. you looked up at her and wrinkled your nose. she was just as pissed about the busy day as you were. your muscled coworker was always meaner when she was stressed. it made long days like this even longer.
you sat up in your seat. "can I help you?"
she was a sight for sore eyes no matter how difficult she was. you liked each other enough to have some hot sex on off days. you never saw yourself settling down with someone like her, and you assumed she never wanted to settle at all. nothing was official, of course. work would get more complicated than it already was.
but she was here for something.
the look in her eyes told you to go over to her, but you wanted to hear her say it. you leaned forward, resting your elbows on your desk and propping your head up. you knew that doing this let her see down the low collar of your shirt.
she approached your desk and leaned down. her calloused hand reached out and took your chin to tilt it up. her large frame loomed over your desk, face close.
she kissed you slowly, reeling you in. her rough lips consumed you all at once. and she was nearly pulling away today draw you up out of your seat.
you grabbed her face, hungry for all of her. she deepened the kiss and, soon, you were crawling over your desk to stand with her. you could have walked around, but that would mean youâd have to stop kissing her. and that just wasnât an option.
she gripped your hips, holding you firm against her as she pressed you into the desk. she slid her hands down your thighs and up, fingers reaching under your skirt.
she massaged your ass and let you grind on her, her kisses dipping down your jaw to the crook of your neck. you moaned and hooked your arm around her neck, your other hand sliding under the hem of her shirt.
you were practically dying to have her already. with every movement of her hands or hips, you could feel your cunt ache. each heavy sigh that fell from her lips made you wet.
but she was leaning back. her lips dragged up your neck to peck your cheek before she stopped. she focused her tense gray eyes on your face as she stared to let go of you.
"sev..." you sighed, pulling her back. "sev--"
she chuckled at your neediness. "no, baby, i have to go now. they need me at the docks."
"just stay here,â you pleaded. you put your hands on her hips, trying to keep her close to you. âi'm dying with all this shit to do. i need a distraction."
"i've distracted you enough..."
her words and gaze fizzled away as your hand slid down to the front of her pants. you rubbed lightly over her clothed bludge and smirked against her lips. "you're such a brat, you know that?" she growled.
you hummed and smiled, your hot breath making her shiver as you pressed your core into hers. you laughed under your breath as you felt her getting hard though her pants. "what are you gonna do about it?"
she moaned in your ear, face hidden in your neck as you kissed her jaw as nipped at her earlobe. you rubbed your thumb over the jutting tip of her dick trough the fabric of her clothes. you nearly had her knees giving out as you felt the precum stain the front of her pants. but that was a problem for later.
you whispered in her ear. âcome on, sev,â you drew out your words, your hand guiding hers back under your skirt to the band of your panties. âit would be so easy to justâŚâ
you helped her grab the edge of your underwear and pull. she got the idea, dragging them down your legs and watching in awe as she got them off of you. the impression of her cock through her pants was practically pulsing with need. she saw the wet cloth of your panties and lost all common sense.
she lifted you up, setting you down on the desk and pushing your skirt up to your hips. she dropped to her knees and drove between your legs.
you cried out, your head tipping back as her tongue dragged between your folds. she needed to get you ready for her dick, her mouth working wonders to get you worked up.
she sucked your clit between her lips and you nearly screamed. you gripped her hair tightly, working your hips against her face. she was ravenous, licking through your folds and to your bud, spitting on your cunt to make sure you were worked up enough.
the sounds she made were filthy. she had no shame, no decency in how she desired you. two minutes ago, she was professional and working. now you were at her mercy.
as her mouth worked on your clit, her fingers slid between your legs to tease the edge of your hole. your tensing thighs and mutters of encouragement led her to dip two fingers inside your dripping hole.
she needed to open you up for her dick. she worked her fingers in, curling them inside of you to hit your g-spot just enough to rile you up. you didn't want her to stop, your hips rolling to match the motion of her fingers as you rubbed your clit against her nose.
but your whimpers and moaning were doing too much to her. just before you could finish, she stood back up, panicked hands grabbing at her belt. she kissed you quickly, letting you taste yourself and her spit, before moaning, âhelp me, babyâfuck, i want to cum inside you.â
you burned without her. your hands joined hers in undoing her belt and unzipping her pants. she pulled them and her boxers down enough for her erection to spring out. it was intimidating, and she left you no time to think of the stretch it was about to cause.
she grabbed your hips, pulling you to the edge of the desk before lining herself up with your hole. you felt the tip press against your cunt before she thrust in all at once.
you moaned and struggled, your nails digging into her back as she held herself inside of your. your cunt pulsed around her cock, whining from the sheer size of her. you needed to feel every ridge and vein rubbing inside of you, but she wouldnât move. she held your thoughts, keeping you in place as you whined
âsev,â you sighed, breathless, âsevika, please.â
she huffed in your ear, her hot breath making you shiver. âyou act like a brat and iâm gonna punish you like one. youâll stay here until i say so.â
your head fell in defeat into her shoulder, a faint cry in your throat as all you could do was listen. you were at her mercy, listening to everything she wanted. you just needed her to fuck you.
but it seemed like she couldnât listen to her own rules. at the sound of your distain and begging, she couldnât contain herself. she held you close and dragged her hips back slowly. you breathed heavily and focused on every sensation in your core. how she rubbed every inch inside of you, sliding out.
she pulled out just so that her too was still inside. this was almost worse: the waiting. how you werenât really empty, but it was hardly enough. you made some noise in your throat and encouraged her on, trying to beg but not having the words.
she thrust back in and moaned loudly in your ear. your eyes rolled back as she started to fuck you.
âhmphâ!â you moaned, one arm wrapped around her and the other propped up behind you. the two of you positioned yourself in a smooth, easy position that let her decide on a slow, firm pace. you rolled your hips with every thrust, head tipping back so she could kiss the column of your throat.
she humped her dick into you, ravishing in the feeling of your cunt wrapping around her so perfectly. she was lost in the feeling of you, mind dizzy as she got pussy drunk off your cunt. she could still taste you on her lips.
her teeth grazed your neck and stuck to leave a kiss. she bit and sucked your skin, wrapping your legs around her hips and cradling your body against hers.
you tried but failed to keep your strength. you just needed to lie back and let her have her way with you. your arms holding you up gave out and you fell back into your desk, hands landing on hers around your hips as your head tipped back over the edge. you were upside down, the words spinning as she dizzied you and made you senseless. you felt so full, head fuzzy as all you could think about was her dick inside of you.
this new position made everything more intense. she was able to fuck deeper into you, her dick reaching that perfect spot inside of you. you were stretched so deep you could feel her in your lower stomach, splitting you in two. with every thrust, she worked herself closer to her peak. and she wanted you there with her.
she pressed the pad of her thumb over your clit and began to rub in slow, circular motions. the pressure and rotation had you keening and dipping your head back upside down. your thighs tensed and clenched around her torso as everything blurred.
tears grew in your eyes as you muttered stray pleas for her to let you finish. she began to fuck you harder and faster, so much so that your desk was scraping against the floor and your breasts shook with every motion. you were unreachable, everything spinning with hot, white pleasure until you felt her reach the perfect spot on your clit.
with one more solid slam of her hips, you cried out, nails raking down her forearms as you came. you moaned pathetic curses and whines that were lost to the air around you as you felt her finish as well.
she groaned and fell forward, her hand holding her back from falling on top of you as she came inside of you, filling you up.
for a moment, a dose of panic filled you as you realized what she had done. she heavied above you, face dipping to kiss gently on your neck and whisper admirations in your ear. she stayed inside of you, holding your hips close so you didn't move a muscle. you wrapped your arms around her and let her be sweet to you.
she kissed you and tasted your tongue, teeth nipping at your lip just enough to rile you up for a moment. then she pulled back. she rubbed your thighs gently and pulled out, her cock slipping out easily as her cum stayed inside of you.
you felt it dripping out of your pulsing core. it drove you insane to know she left you used and waiting. she got off and was ready to go back to work while you still needed hours of her attention.
"you're gonna have my babies, okay, baby?" she shoved her fingers inside of you, plugging your hole and rubbing her cum around to make sure it stuck. "god, it's gonna kill me to see you walking around here carrying my kid."
your face grew red and hot. "sev..." you were sore and tired from how large she was, and her fingers weren't helping. everything she said made her cunt ache for more of her, but fatigue was catching up to you.
her hot, large figure kept you comfortable and you could've dozed off in her arms right there. you looked up at her with wide eyes. âi donât want you to go.â
she gave you a pitiful look and pulled her fingers out, making you shudder. she wiped her fingers off on the inside of your thigh and then patted your ass. âiâll be by to pick you up later, okay, princess? just keep me with you for the rest of the day and iâll fuck more into you tonight.â
she brushed some hair out of your face and kissed you softly. you were ready to melt, to get on your knees and beg her to stay, but she was leaving.
âiâll see you later, baby,â she promised, she stepped back to fix her pants, adjust her shirt and walk out. you sat up, pressing your knees together and feeling how her semen moved between your lips and inside of you. you could feel it still, and your hips were sore from taking the girth of her.
but you stood up on shaky legs, finding your panties on the floor and pulling them back on. you shoved your skirt down, adjusting it, and shuffled back around to sit back at your desk.
HI!!, i'm back. and of course, it's during October lol. i wrote this while procrastinating my midterm essay. don't tell my professor. but it kind of inspired me to write something else, so look forward to (maybe) some royal reader x knight sev. or something of the sort... with um more breeding kink because.. @-@ sorry not sorry.
contains: sevika x virgin!reader, strap-on usage, size kink, dumbification, dacryphilia, clit play, finger sucking, cum play, praise kink, gentle dom!sevika, cockdrunk!reader, neck biting (no blood), light spanking, orgasm denial, aftercare
enjoy âĄ
You were already straddling her hips when the nerves hit you.
Your palms rested lightly on Sevika's chest, her warm brown skin flushed gold in the lamp glow, the sheets under your knees soft and rumpled.Â
You were nakedâcompletely nakedâfor the first time in front of her, and the only thing separating you from her strap was your own hesitation.
"Hey." Her voice was rough, quiet, but steady. One hand stayed on your waist, thumb brushing lazy circles just under your ribs. "You okay?"
You nodded quicklyâtoo quickly. "Yeah. I just... I don't usuallyâuh, I mean, I've never-" You laughed breathlessly, embarrassed.
"I've only ever touched myself."
Sevika sat up a little, her good arm sliding around your back to support you. Her face softened.
"You wanna stop?"
"No." Your voice cracked. "I want this. I want you. I'm just... I don't know what I'm doing."
A beat. Then her lips curled into the tiniest, cockiest smirk. "Don't worry, baby. I do."
You bit your lip as heat shot between your thighs. That voice alone could ruin you.
She leaned forward, kissing your collarboneâslow, open-mouthed, warm. Her tongue flicked against your skin.Â
"We'll go slow. I'm not gonna rush you. You just move how you need to. I'll be right here."
You nodded again, this time slower, more sure. Her strap pressed up under youâthick, firm, intimidatingâbut god, you were wet. Soaked, actually. You could feel it dripping down your thighs already.
Sevika noticed. She always noticed.
"You're so fuckin' wet, sweetheart," she murmured, sliding her hand between your legs to guide the strap. "All that from just thinking about it, huh?"
You whimpered, barely able to meet her eyes. Her gaze pinned you down anyway.
"You been touching yourself to this? Wishing it was me?"
You nodded. "Y-Yeah. So many times."
She groaned low. "Fuck. Youâre adorable."
You braced your hands on her shoulders and finallyâfinallyâstarted to lower yourself down. The head of the strap nudged your entrance, and you gasped, thighs trembling.
"Easy, sweetheart. Just a little at a time." She kissed your neck, sucking gentlyâjust enough to leave a mark. "You're so tight, baby. Feels like your pussy's never letting go."
You shuddered as you sank down, inch by inch, breathing hard. It was so much. So full.
Not painful, just overwhelming. Sevika's hands gripped your waist to steady you, grounding you with every low, patient whisper.
When you bottomed out, your nails dug into her shoulders. You were panting.
"You okay?"
"Y-Yeah," you whimpered. "It's soâmmnghââ
âNone of that whimpering. Say it. Use your words, princess.â
âItâs soâfull, Sev.â
"I know, baby. You're doing so good. Look at you."
You started to move. Slowly. Rocking your hips in tiny circles, easing yourself into the stretch. The friction lit something up inside youâsomething deeper than your fingers ever reached.
And then, without warning, your hips jerked forward a little too fast. You gasped. It hit just right. Right on that aching, swollen spot inside you.
"Oh my godâ" you moaned.
Sevika chuckled darkly. "There she is."
You started moving again. A little faster. A little rougher. The way it rubbed against your clit every time you sank down made your whole body twitch.
It felt too good. Too much. You'd been so pent up, so desperate for something more than your own handsâand now you had it.
Her. This.Â
The drag of her strap inside you, the warmth of her skin, her voice in your ear saying, "Fuck, look at you, baby. You're addicted already."
You were. It showed.
You were a messâwhining, grinding, moaning into her mouth. You grabbed her hand, sucked her fingers into your mouth without thinking.Â
Sevika froze for a second, then let out the filthiest growl.
"God damn, you're really gone, huh?"
You drooled a little on her fingers. Couldn't help it.
She tilted her head, watching your blissed-out face with a lazy, hungry grin.
"Sweetheart... you're drooling."
You looked down, dazed, saliva slipping past your lip while your hips kept moving. You whimpered around her fingers.
"Fucking adorable," she muttered. "You're cockdrunk already, and I haven't even fucked you yet."
She kissed you hard, biting your bottom lip.
You moaned louder, needy and mindless now. You felt her reach between your legs again, rubbing slow circles on your clit while you kept grindingâgrinding like your life depended on it.
"Don't cum yet," she warned. "Not yet. I wanna see you lose it first."
And you would. You were. A drooling, clenching, wet fucking messâand Sevika wasn't done with you yet.
You didn't even realize how loud you were until Sevika growled, "You hear yourself, baby?"
Your hips were moving faster now, grinding down on her strap like it was the only thing keeping you alive. Your soaked pussy squelched with every roll of your hips, and your breathy moans came out high and broken and endless.
"IâfuckâI can't stop," you whimpered.
Sevika's fingers moved back to your clitâslow, torturously slowâand circled it while you ground down.
"You're so fucking sensitive." Her voice was wrecked, almost shaky. "Didn't know it'd feel this good, hm?"
You shook your head frantically. "No-I mean yesâI mean I can'tâplease-"
And then she spanked you.
It wasn't hardâjust a quick, firm slap to your ass. Not enough to hurt. Just enough to make you jerk and moan and clench so tight around her strap that she had to bite back a groan.
"Yeah?" she rasped. "You like that, sweetheart?"
You nodded so fast it made your head spin.
"YesâSevikaâI like everythingâplease, please-"
She hissed through her teeth. Her hand stayed on your ass, squeezing tight, grounding you. Her fingers never stopped circling your clitâslick and slow, not giving you enough, teasing you right to the edge.
Your thighs were trembling. Your belly was tight. Your breath was all over the place.
"I'm close," you whimpered. "I'mâI'm gonnaââ
But Sevika stopped.
You sobbed.
"Shh." Her voice was low, gentle, but firm.
"Not yet. Not like this."
You blinked, dazed, drool still clinging to your lip. "Wha...?"
"I want your first time cumming on my strap to be perfect, baby," she murmured. "I want you to remember it. I want it to stay on your mind forever. So not yet. Not until I really give it to you."
Your pussy clenched again. Your whole body shook.
Sevika looked up at youâand something changed in her expression.
You were dazed, panting, spit-slick around the mouth, grinding down like you were in a trance. You were a fucking vision.
And the second she saw the way your lip quivered when she took her fingers off your clit, something snapped.
"Jesus fucking Christ," she growled.
She surged up and bit your neck.
"Ahâ!" you gasped, the cutest, neediest little cry slipping out as your body arched.
"S-Sevikaâ!"
She didn't draw blood. Just sank her teeth in enough to make you feel it. Enough to make you moan and cling to her harder.
Her hands gripped your ass like she was holding herself back from flipping you over and fucking you into next week.
"You feel too good," she whined against your throat. "You're driving me fuckin' crazy, babyâYou're so perfect."
You whimpered, grinding harder, your pussy slick and messy against her strap.
She kissed the spot she'd bittenâthen her tongue soothed it, slow and loving.
"Still with me?" she whispered.
You nodded, tears in your eyes now.
"Mhm..."
"Good girl." She cupped your face with her good hand. "Just keep going. Ride it slow. I'll get you there. But I want you cockdrunk and shaking by the time I let you cum."
You moaned helplessly.
Her fingers slid down again, teasing your clit while you moved.
"I love how sweet you sound when you get desperate," she muttered. "You sound like you need it so bad."
"I do," you cried. "I need it so badâpleaseâpleaseââ
"You drooled all over my hand," she teased.
"What, baby? My cock too good?"
You nodded, crying and grinding. "Too good. So good. I can'tâI can't thinkââ
"You don't need to think, sweetheart." Her voice dropped low. "Just fuck yourself dumb on my strap. I'll take care of you."
You were gone.
Absolutely out of your mindâdrooling, whimpering, and still rocking your hips like Sevika's strap was the only thing keeping your body alive.
Your thighs were trembling. Your hands clung to her shoulders, nails leaving faint little crescent marks in her skin. And your mouthâgod, your mouth was open and leaking spit, little strings of it slipping down your chin while you babbled incoherent little moans.
"Look at you," Sevika murmured, brushing her fingers over your tear-damp cheeks.
"You're drooling and cryin' on my cock, honey."
You whimpered, a fresh wave of tears prickling your eyes, even as you kept grinding.
"Is it that good?" she asked, smiling crookedly. "So good it's makin' you cry?"
You nodded so fast it made you dizzy. "Y-YesâI c-can'tâI wanna cumâp-please-"
Your voice cracked on the last word, and the second it did, you sobbed.
Your face crumpled. Your whole body jerked like you couldn't take it anymore. And Sevika immediately pulled you down into her chest, shushing you as she cupped your pussy with her palmâwarm, strong, steady.
"Hey, hey. I got you," she cooed. "You're okay. Just feelin' too much, huh?"
You nodded, sniffling. "I need itâneed it s'bad..."
"Yeah, I know you do." Her thumb circled your clit so slow you almost cried harder.
"You've been so good, baby. So fuckin' perfect. I'm gonna give it to you. I promise."
"Please," you whispered, tears dripping from your chin. "I wanna cumâI need toâ please, Sevika-"
And then she fucked up into you.
Her hips lifted. Her grip on your ass tightened. And her strap slammed into the deepest, most perfect spot while her fingers rubbed your clit in the exact rhythm you needed.
Your mouth fell open.
You made a choked, broken little noise.
And thenâyou screamed.
Your orgasm ripped through you so hard it hurt. Your body locked up, your thighs shook, your pussy gushed so much it splashed against Sevika's lap, and you collapsed forward, shaking, sobbing, whining her name over and over like a prayer.
Sevika caught every second.
"Fuuuuck," she groaned, watching you ride it out. "That's it, baby. That's how I wanted it. Just like that. Scream for me. Fuckin' soak me."
You sobbed harder, body twitching, your voice all high and shattered and full of relief.
"Y'feel that?" she murmured. "That's what a real orgasm feels like, sweetheart."
You could barely breathe. Barely think. You were slumped over her chest, drooling, twitching, tears still running down your face.
And Sevika was so sweet with you after.Â
Her hand never left your pussyâjust soft, gentle strokes, too slow to overstimulate. Her other hand brushed your hair, kissed your temple, held your shaking hips down when you whimpered again.
She looked down at your soaked thighs and smirked.
"Goddamn," she muttered. "You made a mess, baby."
You giggled.
And then she dragged her fingers up your slit, scooped the dripping slick from your folds, and showed it to you.
"See that?" she said softly. "That's what it looks like when I fuck you right."
You stared, eyes glazed, lips partedâand when she brought her fingers to your mouth, you didn't even hesitate.
You sucked them in with a needy little whimper.
Sevika's jaw flexed.
"Yeah," she whispered. "Thatâs it, sweetheart."
You were still trembling when Sevika pulled the strap out.
You whimpered, your body jolting with the aftershocks, and Sevika shushed you instantly, one arm curling tight around your waist to keep you grounded.
"Shhh, I got you, baby. It's okay. I'm right here."
Your head lolled against her shoulder. You were spent. Crying, shaking, drooling a littleâand completely boneless in her arms.
And Sevika? She looked at you like she was in awe.
"You did so good," she whispered, pressing a kiss to your temple. "So fuckin' good. You were perfect, sweetheart."
You let out a soft little whimper, still not fully back yet, and Sevika cradled the back of your head like you were something precious.
"Hey," she said gently. "Can I clean you up, pretty girl?"
You nodded weakly, and she was already movingâcareful, slow, so fucking tender it made your chest ache.
She laid you back on the pillows with her arm still around you, pressed one more kiss to your jaw, and then grabbed a warm, damp towel from the drawer.
It wasn't rushed. It wasn't mechanical. She cleaned you softlyâlike she was scared to hurt you. Every wipe was followed by a kiss. Every wince got a murmured "I'm sorry, baby." And when she finally pressed the towel between your thighs, she paused and whispered:
"You okay?"
You nodded, tears still on your cheeks.
"Mhm... just tired."
Sevika smiled.
"Yeah? That cock put you to sleep, huh?" she teased, but her voice was full of love.
She finished wiping you down, tossed the towel aside, and came right back to you-pulling you into her arms, wrapping the blanket around you both.
You buried your face in her neck. Your body was sore, aching, still tingling everywhereâbut you felt safe. Warm. Loved.
"Did I do okay..?" you mumbled sleepily.
Sevika froze for a second.
Then she pulled you even closer.
"Baby," she murmured, her voice low and steady and soft, "you didn't just do okay.
You were the best thing l've ever touched."
You let out a tiny, broken breath.
She cupped your cheek, thumb brushing the dried tears from under your eyes.
"You're mine now," she whispered. "All mine. No one's ever gonna touch you like that but me."
You blinked, slow and dazed.
ââŚOkay," you whispered.
Sevika smiled like she'd just won the lottery.Â
She kissed your lips. Kissed your forehead.
Kissed every little tear-stained inch of your face before pulling you into her chest again.
And then, as you drifted off to sleep, she murmuredâ
"Next time, I'm making you cum twice."
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