request - Could I request some more of Uchiha’s angst;)) with maybe a lil comfort by the end?? ノanon
Months ago, if you knew that Sasuke was slipping into your room, or more so attempting to, you would've reached for the nearest weapon to you. But now, you aren't even startled by his presence anymore, you don't care when your window cracks open softly as he slips through. Now, you don't even get slightly scared when you see that dark silhouette coming in because you know him far too well now, even though you wished deep down you didn't. He causes you so much pain.
"You should really stop using the window," you whisper, sitting up slowly from beneath your blankets. "One day, my neighbours are gonna think I'm hiding a criminal."
"Well," Sasuke murmurs, shutting the window behind him, "they'd be right." Your throat tightens seeing how the moonlight kisses against the sharp line of his jaw, illuminating his high contrast features, he's so beautiful, is all you can possibly comprehend. It's his beauty that completely erases how much pain he's caused you, mentally and emotionally.
You aren't even sure how much more you can take, that's what you say to yourself after every time he comes and then leaves, but you can't help your heart from swelling when you see him again. You hate how relieved you feel seeing him, that he's safe back to you, before he leaves again.
"You came late," you mumble.
"I'm here, aren't I?"
But this is the problem, isn't it? Sasuke's always been distant with you, no matter how much you've tried to break down his walls, nothing changes how he's always cautious with you. Those thoughts leave once more as he crosses the room to you, standing beside your bed. His cool fingers gently brush your cheek, leaving tingles in their path, and it makes your stomach twist so painfully that you could be sick.
"I can't stay long," he says, breath tickling your lips after his face closed in on yours slowly, forehead pressed lightly agasint your own, and that ache doesn't go away, the yearning will never go away.
You murmur shakily, "Right."
Silence settles between both of you as you avoid his onyx eyes, looking everywhere but them. Your chest is painfully aching from how you can feel the tension radiating from him, and the room feels square metres too small for the strength of it.
Sasuke notices your expression immediately, how can he not? He always pays attention to the woman he loves, even if it means keeping an arm's length distance from her to keep her safe, even if it means he needs to give the cold shoulder in case he perishes in his upcoming battle.
His brows pull together slightly. "What?"
"Nothing."
"You're upset."
"I said it's nothing."
"You're a terrible liar."
You let out a breath that sounds shakier than you intended. "And you're selfish." You instantly regret it, but the ache in your chest has been building for weeks now, every visit too short, every goodbye too painful for you when all you want is to be with him. "You come here whenever you want," you continue quietly, staring down at your hands. "You disappear for weeks, then you suddenly come."
He says your name softly, but you don't shut up.
"And every time," your voice cracks despite yourself, "every single time I start getting used to having you here again, you leave. And I hate you for that."
You weren't having a full-on sobbing fest, but you were surprisingly well composed and speaking well as the tears slowly dripped from your iris'. You hate this, you hate this so much, you hate crying in front of him, especially about him.
His lips graze your ear while his hand cups your cheeks, thumb soothingly moving up and down, attempting to calm you. "I don't have a choice," he whispers so quietly you almost didn't hear it, and it makes your eyes hurt more.
"Please," your voice trembling quietly, "Sasuke- Please don't say that. Do you even want to stay with me for a little while longer?" You didn't mean to ask him that, but you can't take it anymore, these sleepless nights worrying about him, wondering if he really cares about you, you simply can't.
Sasuke pulls away almost immediately, and his expression tightens just a little more while his eyes spin into that familiar deep red hue. His hand wraps around your wrist, not rough, never rough with you, just desperate enough to make your pulse stutter. "Don't ask me stupid questions."
"Then answer it."
His grip tightens slightly, and you finally force yourself to look at him properly. Suddenly, you wish you hadn't because he looks exhausted, something beyond physical. "You think I'd risk coming back here if I didn't want you?" he asks quietly.
You swallow hard before breathing quietly out, "I don't know anymore... Sasuke."
Sasuke exhales sharply through his nose and rests his forehead against yours once more. "You make this so difficult for me," he murmurs.
A weak laugh escapes you. "Sorry for wanting my boyfriend to stay longer than ten minutes." You feel his hand slide carefully against your jaw, thumb brushing beneath your eye to catch the tears gathering there.
"I can't stay until morning," he says quietly, and your heart sinks immediately, "but... I can stay a litle longer."
You close your eyes, it shouldn't feel like such a victory, and yet relief floods through you so fast it almost hurts.
"Thank you," you whisper painfully, knowing full well it's going to go back to the way it used to be...
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Relogs and like are appreciated.
summary: after splitting up with your ex girlfriend, sukuna, suguru is here to make you feel better (one way or another!)... as if she wasn't the one who planned your break up.
pairing: mean roommate! fem! suguru x f! reader
tags: college setting, mutual pining but reader is in denial at first, slight gaslighting, light possesiveness, dom top suguru, cunnilingus, face sitting, fingering, edging, spitting, use of strap, deepthroating said strap, more edging, boob play, squirt, fluffy ending, best friends to... something more.
a/n: i'm so happy with how this turned out, hope y'all enjoy it too skjsdkkjhds 《 art by sugurusboobs 》
wc: 6k
suguru was everything you wanted to be.
people were ensnared by her magnetising beauty, getting pulled right into her trap the moment she allowed them in. the unlucky ones would just get hit with a mocking giggle.
you were her complete opposite in this aspect, anxiety spiking whenever you had to hold a conversation with a stranger for longer than two minutes. you found refuge in staying up until two in the morning just to study for the upcoming exam you had the next week, but suguru was always over your shoulder, telling you to live a little, get your nose out of those useless books.
suguru was no stranger to relationships; she'd go through them like butter and take whatever she wanted, then leave them before they'd even get a chance to wrong her. even though none of them lasted, she didn't consider it a waste of time as long as she came out on top.
she didn't have to tire herself to keep up with being a sociology major either, and it didn't stop her from believing that college was a part of life meant for experimenting.
you however, were one of the few constant things in her life.
you've been roommates for almost two years now, and been best friends for even longer. countless sleepovers have turned into you living together the day you started college.
despite the difference in your personalities, the two of you had made it work. opposites attract, right?
people asked themselves how come a babe like suguru would be associated with a loser like you, but she liked you like that; how malleable and sweet you were. the two of you were most often glued to the hip, which sometimes made people assume the two of you were in an actual relationship, which was absurd, because she was just your best friend! you'd even show them your matching "bff" necklaces!
suguru never said anything though.
she was the one who offered you a cigarette to smoke with her for the first time. now everytime you feel stressed about an upcoming exam, you find yourself blowing out the smoke just as suguru taught you to. (she loved seeing you listen to her inputs, maybe more than she'd ever admit.)
she looked so seductive doing it, too. how the corner of her mouth slightly tipped upwards as the lipstick stained filter hung from her lips, letting the dense smoke fill her lungs before blowing it out like the whirls of a cloud.
suguru was the first person you'd go to when you needed advice, and she's always been more than happy to give it to you.
she told you time and time again, 'dating isn't worth it; make them cry, before they make you cry," because that's the kind of girl she is.
the kind of girl you craved to be.
you felt so naive.
because here you were, clinging to her as your tears soak her skimpy little top.
is this what you get for trying to get out of your shell?
no, this is what you get for thinking a loser like you could ever have a shot with, ryomen sukuna, the most belligerent girl in your sorority.
suguru pitied you, truly, but it's not like she didn't warn you about getting with college girls with egos twice their size.
but it wasn't anything she couldn't handle.
even with a stuffy nose, you could smell the intoxicating smell of vanilla that radiated off of her as you lay with your head on suguru's chest. she held you close, her slender fingers running through your hair in hopes of comfort.
and it worked, even more so when you'd hear her honeyed voice lather over your wounded state like a warm blanket.
"is there something wrong with me…?" you asked, defenceless. you were ready to be faced with her unfiltered truth-telling way of speaking.
"there's nothing wrong with you," but suguru assured you, running her hand over your back as she continued, "she didn't deserve you, anyway. you're too good for a skank like her."
"you really think that?" you answered between sniffles.
"yes, and i think what happened is for the best." how could she say that?
"sugu, how is cheating on me for the best?!" you croaked, streaks of tears drying up on your cheeks.
"if you continued to stay with her, it would've been a waste of time; at least she did it at the beginning of the relationship," the word burned suguru's tongue.
"i–i feel like that's even worse… she didn't even see someone in me worth being in a real relationship with."
"hey, look at me," suguru ran her thumb over your flushed cheek, turning your forlorn gaze towards her.
you understood what everyone else saw in suguru, because you saw it too– being helplessly drawn in by her sharp, amethyst eyes; soft lips that were rarely seen without a blood red lipstick (except by you), and how her porcelain skin smoothed over your soul.
"you are worth it, but she doesn't know you. and sukuna doesn't deserve to know you."
suguru's choice of words was so heartening that it felt like a warm embrace. yet, there remained a corrosive sourness in her tone, masked so skillfully that it made it impossible for you to even pick up on. her possessiveness was quiet.
the two of you have made it a habit to go out for drinks every friday night, and so when you turned her down last week with the lame excuse of 'hanging out with sukuna', she wasn't happy.
but not to worry, she had some aces up her sleeve.
that, being her slutty, cheer captain friend, satoru gojo, who was more than eager to take a crack at hooking up with sukuna, especially when suguru told her she'd 'definetly have a shot!"; because she did – and she succeeded. her irresistible smile combined with a flash of her ample cleavage was all it took with an overweening woman like sukuna.
but you didn't need to worry your pretty little head about all of that.
a sudden, aching wave of disbelief washed over you, momentarily clearing the path of your clouded mind. suguru was right, wasn't she? you were over the fragility that came with dating sukuna. you had to be.
but her words echoed in your mind.
"she told me i'd never find anyone better than her." it made you feel as if your soul was being tugged at from all different directions, convincing you it's true.
but it wavered– and beneath that, something far more vivid began to bloom in its place. a haunting recognition you couldn't quite name, which tightened around your ribs, and tugged at your heartstrings with every uncertain beat.
"and are you stupid enough to believe her?" suguru's velvety voice pulled you out of your mental trance. you looked at her with a puzzled look on your face, only to find her eyes marking yours already, crimson lips curving into a devious smirk that made your stomach twist.
"or are you smart enough to prove her wrong?"
you were pretty sure your heart skipped a beat when suguru's hand reached forward, brushing a messy strand of hair out of your face. her soft touch lingered on your skin from where her fingers ghosted over your cheekbone.
there was always this unspoken tension between the two of you.
it was easier for you to act oblivious to the invisible strings tying you together, ones that sowed past friendship and pushed you to dwell into a realm full of suspense and anticipation.
"what do you mean?" you spoke just above a whisper, words catching in your throat as you felt swallowed by suguru's unmoving gaze.
"you know exactly what i mean." her lips quirked in a foxy smile, head tilting to the side.
before you knew it, suguru's lips merged with yours in a hungry kiss, her mouth swayed against yours as if she had something to prove. and maybe she did.
the warmth of suguru's lips overtook you, an indisputable heat blooming in your gut. the tender touch of her hand ghosted over your collarbone before creeping up around your neck.
the adrenaline of the kiss consumed suguru from within, and had she been more attentive about anything other than the way your lips melted on hers, she could've felt the way your pulse quickened under the pads of her fingers.
at no point did her hand tighten around your throat, yet she held it there, claiming you, reminding you that she's the one you're meant for.
your heart hammered in your chest with every deliberate move of her soft lips. a hushed whimper escaped you as her tongue slid over yours, teasing you.
suguru didn't rush, no. she kissed you slowly enough to make you crave her, to keep you longing for more. and she could tell you did, the shakiness in your breath betraying you.
your mouth parted, inviting her in as you felt her tongue ghost over the seam of your lips. instead, suguru pulled away, breaking the kiss and leaving you wrecked.
she could feel her composure chipping away. your puffy lips were stained with messy prints of her blood red lipstick, flustered eyes staring right back at her, pleading for more. an obscene sight.
her hand unwrapped from around your throat, making you feel bare and dazzled. her thumb pressed lightly against your bottom lip before trailing down, smearing the crimson marks she left you with down your chin.
you felt weak underneath suguru, engulfed by her violet gaze staring you down. her hand continued to drag downwards over your body, brushing over the collarbone, grazing over your covered nipple. you arched instinctively into her, the heat in your stomach becoming impossible to ignore.
"acting all heartbroken and oblivious not ten minutes ago, when in reality what you really need is something to stuff this slutty cunt with," suguru sounded more amused than anything, mouth quirking into a false smile as you squirmed feebly.
her sharp eyes dragged down your body, taking in the way your nipples pebbled under the thin shirt you had on, and how subtle goosebumps rose on your skin as she skimmed two light fingers over your abdomen.
your breath caught in your throat, darkened eyes remaining fixed on suguru's versed digits as they hooked underneath the waistband of your sweatpants. she pulled onto the elastic material, stretching it lightly before letting it slap back against your skin with a sting, redirecting your attention to her.
suguru's hypnotic gaze clung to you, eyes flickering in such a way that she didn't need words to get you to understand what she wanted you to do. the tremble in your fingers was almost unnoticeable as you dipped them beneath the stretchy strip of fabric. your hips lifted, pulling the oversized material off your legs.
"so soaked already," suguru mused, eyes thieving hungry glances at the damp spot sodden into your skimpy, cotton underwear. her fingers brushed over the frilled edge of your panties, making your legs tense in contrast to her light touch.
suguru could feel the contagious pressure rising in her chest, nerves firing at the thought of all the things she could do to your pretty body. she'd compensate for the numerous times she had kept her hands to herself.
the heat of your stare felt like a physical touch against her skin, tracing the soft curves of her silhouette as she slipped out of her tiny shorts. reaching for the hem of her top, she stilled suddenly, as if a fleeting thought had caught her.
"aren't you gonna help me out?" she turned her gaze towards you with a small, almost naive tilt of her head.
"um–yeah," your flustered expression mirrored her predictions perfectly; eyes wide and cheeks faintly blushed as she crept closer to you.
your mouth parted, letting out a shaky breath. the air felt thicker all of a sudden, arms heavier as you latched on to the skintight fabric of her strap top, which already didn't leave much to the imagination.
suguru followed each shy movement, the carefulness in your touch. by the time her shirt was left forgotten on the floor, a subtle falter in your breathing surfaced, making her bite back a smirk.
you reached for the soft swell of her breasts, nipples hardened after the chilly air in the room glazed her skin.
the wet warmth of your tongue skimmed over her tit, leaving a glimmering stripe of saliva in its wake as you latched on to her firm nipple. suguru arched involuntarily, and a breathy hiss escaped her the moment your lips swirled and suctioned around her.
you almost lost yourself in her velvety scent, hand kneading at the tenderness of her breast while your tongue rolled over the other. so it took you by surprise when she pressed her hand to your chest and pushed you back into the mattress.
"someone's enjoying herself," suguru huffed out, shifting to straddle you while maintaining an intimidating eye contact, settling herself over your thighs.
her palm slipped under your shirt, making you squirm as she gave you a not so gentle squeeze on your breast, snapping you back to reality, and making your panties doused in slick. meanwhile, her other hand glided under the soaked fabric of your underwear, fingers tracing the slippery slit of your cunt.
suguru's long digits hooked around the edge of your lace, peeling the sticky fabric to the side as if it was barely there. the heat of her hand traced over your center, and your teeth sank into your reddened bottom lip, fighting the breathy sound that threatened to come out.
"would you look at that," suguru jeered. the pad of her thumb skimmed over your pussy, going over your slit until eventually dipping in between your soaked folds, but not going past them. just teasing your teary pussy with up-and-down strokes, "she's sucking me right in."
you couldn't help but whimper, letting go of the high-pitched noise that kept building up in your chest. a pleased smile crept on suguru's lips, as if it was exactly what she wanted to hear.
the pressure of her finger molted over your clit, and your hips buckled in hope of more friction. but suguru kept you locked in place, keeping your sticky thighs pressed together under her weight.
your cunt is dripping, making a mess all over yourself and her hand as she slides in between your folds, grazing over your puffy clit with each painfully slow move, testing how far she can go before you start squirming for more.
every little shift in your hips made it worse, wetter, more desperate. pathetically trying to rub your thighs together as if you were gonna achieve something. suguru made sure that wouldn't happen.
her hand drifted over your chest, leaning forward as she exchanged her thumb for her index, but this time sinking in further than before, until a whine overcomes you.
"poor girl, she just needed something to fill her up," suguru commented, her words dipped in faux sweetness.
your walls clamp around her bare finger like you want to keep her inside, make her caress that sweet spot hiding deeper inside you.
"fuck–need more, please," your voice came out shattered, mirroring how you felt, like each nerve in your body was set on fire.
"begging already?" suguru couldn't help but giggle, though your sweet voice and your helpless state sent a surge of heat through her core, panties saturated with desire.
"don't you worry, i'll give you more," but until then, it won't hurt if she played with you a little more, push you further just to see how much you can handle. after all, the best kind of pleasure is the one that pushes you to the edge.
you pushed out a glossy bottom lip; you should've seen this coming from suguru. you never did manage to keep up with her unwavering intensity–the way she moved through a room like a storm, leaving everyone with their heads turned, breathless, and enamoured–including you.
"hahh–" your breath hitched in your throat when she added a second finger, and you simultaneously felt the length of them curl inside you.
suguru leaned in, now face-to-face with you as she hovered above, only centimetres apart. her hand drifted over your neck, not squeezing, but holding you, and making your heart skip a beat as she studied you.
your eyes widened just a bit, but enough for suguru to notice. her stare burned through you as her fingers stilled for a moment, making you clench around her.
"open up," she chirped, tapping her index on your jaw.
does she mean to–?
"wha–aahh," her fingers curled into you again, hitting the spot you so desperately needed her to, and your confusion was eaten alive by a moan, which gave her the opportune moment to let a glob of spit fall from her lips, directly on your lolled out tongue.
"be a good girl and swallow now," suguru smiled.
your eyes locked with hers as you swallowed with a muffled whimper, feeling the warm liquid slip down your throat, all to her satisfaction.
"mmphh," a sense of delight washed over suguru, and before you knew it, her faded crimson lips latched onto your breast. her warm tongue darted over your hardened nipple, leaving open-mouthed, wet kisses all over the plush skin.
the filthy squelches of your pussy filled the room as suguru thrusted her fingers into your dripping heat, attacking your g-spot each time, without fail.
your eyebrows knitted at the sudden pleasure, her digits worked their way fast into your sopping hole, and spurts of your wetness poured in between your thighs, soaking suguru's hand.
the pressure in your lower half threatened to break down at any time, hips quivering under weight, and helpless moans falling loudly through your lips as you felt your orgasm approach.
suguru felt it too–how your walls clung to her fingers with desperation. hands gripping tightly onto the sheets as she pistoned into your cunt. you were so close.
she smiled into your chest as she suddenly pulled away from between your thighs, leaving your hole empty and making a loud cry tear from your throat, right on the brink of your high.
"mmnghh, no–was so close," you whined, eyes shooting open as you snapped out of your focus.
"awwh, it's okay. your time will come, pretty," suguru smiled, her voice dripping with false innocence, "you're gonna have to learn patience."
"you really didn't have to do that…" you pouted.
"maybe not… but it's my turn now, don't you think?" she bit back a grin, already slipping out of her lacy underwear.
your teeth sank into your pillowy lip as you watched suguru shuffle closer to you, and she didn't give you much time to prepare before her back turned to you, and suddenly her toned legs were propped into the mattress, on either side of your face.
the heat of her pussy radiated off of her. glistening, and more soaked than you would've imagined.
the connection between your mind and body seemed to flicker, your muscles feeling as if they'd turned liquid. your hands were immediately drawn to her hips, fingers melting into the softness of her ass.
your eyes lingered on her figure, taking in the sleek curves, and how the inky lines of her tramp stamp looked on her creamy skin.
"don't be shy now," suguru purred. your fingers dug into the fat of her ass, pulling her into your face before she could say anything else.
your tongue dragged between her folds, parting them as the sweet taste of her slick coated your mouth. a quiet whimper fell past her lips, and her back arched further into you.
"mmmhh," your eyes fell closed after her pleased sound, cheeks flushed as you dive deeper into her cunt, letting her arousal drip down the corner of your lips.
your nose pressed against suguru's neglected clit, and she mindlessly made herself more comfortable on your face, rocking her hips lazily and dragging her wetness on your tongue.
your knees buckled inwards, feeling the ache in your core and deciding to stifle it by thrusting your tongue into the creamy mess of her pussy. suguru was almost out of it, too sucked in to the pleasure you were giving her, but her fingers found your clit, rubbing languid circles that made you whine into her cunt.
"fuck–yes, just like that," suguru slurred. your grip tightened, pulling her down until her hovering gave way to a heavy, sluggish rhythm against your face.
your muffles moans vibrated into her soaked center, and the pace of her digits quickened over your swollen clit, sending jolts of pleasure through your body.
your lips seal around the sensitive nub, sucking gently, but enough to make her thighs quiver around your head. the swift flicks of your tongue against her clit make her hips wobble over your face, but your fingers grip harder onto her ass, keeping her still and fully seated on your face.
your tongue flattened against her cunt, licking firm stripes at her entrance before fully dipping in again; messy, and eager. lapping up every drop over her arousal as if to memorise her taste forever. swirling in as if searching for her weakest spot.
"so–mmh–so good," suguru moaned, and you ignored her greedy attempts at grinding on your face. the bridge of your nose pressed against her clit, and her thighs jerked, mirroring each hungry lap of your tongue.
yet suguru's fingers still moved with precision, circling your sensitive center with accuracy until her weight was the only thing keeping you steady. the familiar pressure kept building up in your abdomen again, twisting at your insides and letting you know how close you were to falling apart.
whines and whimpers spilled out of your mouths, along with the lewd slurps that got progressively louder. you could tell suguru's high was approaching rapidly; her legs were tense and shaking, and her cunt was clamping down on your tongue as if it wasn't enough.
"fuck–fuck, keep going," her delivery came out breathy, and high pitched, nothing like what you've been used to, her sultry, almost seductive voice, now turned shattered, and needy. it only made you want to hear it more.
you wrapped one arm around the small of her back, steadying her writhing body, while you snaked the other around her thigh, so your hand could reach her tender clit. your mouth was pressed against her dripping heat, and by now her sugary juices leaked all over the lower half of your face.
your taste buds were overwhelmed by the sweetness of her essence. tongue lapping and twisting into her pussy as if you were making out with it. by the time she was close enough to her orgasm, instead of continuing to massage her clit, your fingers slapped against it with a swat!
as if on command, suguru came with a broken, loud moan that mirrored the smacks to her cunt. your face was fully drenched in her arousal, coating your lips, chin, and down to your jaw by the time she came down from her high. the hurried, but deliberate pace of your tongue slowed, licking her entrance and cleaning her up.
you continued by pressing soft kisses on her inner thighs and playing with the fat of her ass at the same time. she didn't stop you, or say anything for that matter– besides a few hushed whimpers– instead, the sluggish circles suguru drew over your clit had turned more urgent, as if the control of the scene had fallen back into her hands.
you drew in a sharp breath, slowly losing focus on what happened around you, only feeling the warmth of suguru wrapping around your body, and her fingers, which sent a tingling ache throughout your body.
"you took such good care of me, pretty," you heard suguru's familiar, sultry voice say. yet your eyes were still closed, letting yourself be swallowed by the pleasure.
"mmphh, yeah. you liked it, sugu?" you slurred, just above a whisper.
"i loved it," suguru corrected, her words dipped in honey, "i should return the favour now, right?" had she been in your view, you would have seen the smirk plastered on her face.
your back arched at the thought alone. the constant buildup of need always coming so close but never reaching your grasp.
suguru dismounted you, slowly crawling on graceful limbs in between your legs, finally facing you.
the smudged mascara coating her lashes had given her eyes an almost feline effect, and her sharp gaze felt even more intense as she looked at you from below.
you followed her movements. her arms were set underneath your thighs, hands holding onto the meat of your legs as she drew in closer. it was a hypnotising sight.
her warm breath ghosted over your glimmering pussy, lips drawing in closer until barely grazing your heat.
"mmh, stop teasing…" you mumbled, pushing out your bottom lip in a cute little pout.
suguru found it adorable too, just not in the way a normal person would.
"i'm sorry, sweetheart. just couldn't help myself," she giggled, eyebrows tented with false innocence. oh, no she couldn't.
"haahh–", finally, you feel the warm wetness of her tongue part through your folds. gathering all the sugary syrup that's been dripping out of your hole in what seems like forever now.
your hips buckled into her, heart beating faster with the skilful drag of her tongue, pressing wet kisses over your folds in between licks.
she swirled over your clit, her fingers gripping tighter onto your thighs when you clamped around her head, but she was quick to push them further apart, diving in deeper into your cunt and making you tremble.
you look down to already see suguru's burning gaze set on you. she was so beautiful. inky strands of hair fell over her face messily, her lips plump and glossy from your slick and her amethyst eyes compelling, as if they were luring you in.
you feel her fingers slip past your folds, and you clench around her like you were scared she'd leave you empty again. but she curls inside, and the pleasure starts bleeding into overstimulation as she plunges deeper into your hole, hitting every spot you were desperate for her to acknowledge.
"fuck–please, i, i'm so–so close," you hiccuped, tears starting to brim at your eyelash as she suctioned your clit.
"tell me what you need, baby," suguru spoke sweetly into your heat.
"n–need to cum–please, suguru," you begged, back arching deeper into her as your voice broke.
"too bad," suguru whispered, just loud enough for you to hear over the loud squelches of your pussy.
her mouth parted from your cunt, leaving your dripping hole clenching around nothing as she pulled her delicate fingers out of your core.
you curled inwards, and a slivered scream tore from your chest– loud, and helpless.
your eyes squeezed shut as you fell back into the softness of the mattress, letting it swallow your aching body.
"why did you do that..?" you asked, or rather whined.
instead of giving you a direct answer, suguru crawled on top of you, cradling your face in her hand and swiping her thumb on your flushed cheek. your eyes opened again to see her peering at you. her eyes drifted between your glassy eyes and pouty lips.
"my poor baby… sad she didn't get to cum?" the mocking concern in her voice indicated she didn't feel guilty at all. great. she's tormenting you now, "but don't worry, i'm not done with you just yet."
before you got to reply, her lips crashed into yours, melting into a kiss that stole the thoughts out of your head. the only thing you felt was the heat of her mouth and the way her tongue slipped its way past the seam of your lips. it was dizzying.
you've been ensnared by her, body and mind. too blindsided to notice the way her hand snaked its way to the nightstand's drawer by the bed as she took hold of the toy she had for safekeeping.
you leaned in as suguru pulled away, not wanting to feel the absence of her lips yet. but when you opened your eyes, something gaudy entered your peripheral vision, and you turned only to see the hot pink dildo that was attached to a leather harness. long. and girthy. it had to be at least ten inches.
you weren't surprised that suguru would own something like this, but hot pink? you didn't expect that. your mouth watered nonetheless.
suguru left gawking at it a while longer while she swiftly slipped on the harness, which hugged her hips like a glove after adjusting the leather straps.
"like what you see, sweetheart?" suguru asked. she knew the answer; she just wanted to hear you say it.
"depends on how you use it," you bit back a smile.
"that so?" she positioned herself between your legs. manicured fingers skimmed down your body before hooking under your thighs, pulling you lower on the bed in one abrupt move. "i think you'll be shaking and crying by the end."
whatever you wanted to say died in your throat and was replaced by a moan. suguru held the strap in her hand now, which looked small in this comparison, and slowly pushed her hips forward to drag the silicone length between your soaked folds. you felt every ridge as it shifted over your clit, steeping in your slick.
your head thumped back into the pillow, pussy leaking a small puddle into the sheets, begging to be filled already.
suguru was as attentive as always, noticing every small movement and needy shift in your expression. her hands held onto the underside of your thighs, and she pushed them ploddingly into your chest.
she teased your folds a few more times, dragging the shiny silicone between them, before finally pushing in. the stretch was burning almost, walls squeezing it tightly as you gradually adjusted to the girth.
the air gets stuck in your lungs by the time she's fully sheathed. the size is unsettling, and you're scared you'll be falling apart at the slightest movement.
but that's exactly what suguru wants.
she starts off slowly, though. languid thrusts that made you feel everything. thighs trembling lightly in her grasp when she filled you. her rhythm was steady, and she wished she could feel the way your impatient cunt clenched around the strap.
suguru kept her pace, each push of her hips as slow as the last, until your pussy dripped down the length and you started babbling something about needing her to go faster.
why was she here if not to please you?
she gave you one more thrust, one that made a loud, piercing cry tear from your lips. just as slow as before, but so deep you felt her in your stomach. angling her hips just right so that she could reach every sensitive spot inside you.
then, she pulled out. abruptly. with no warning.
your hips buckled, as if you didn't want to even acknowledge it. suguru laid down your thighs and teetered closer until she was seated over your chest, with your arms tucked under her legs.
"w–what are you doing? you asked, as if the past minutes had been a fever dream.
"wouldn't you like to know?" suguru only smiled. her hand slipped down to the base of the silicone shaft, pushing it forward until the pink tip ghosted over your lips, glazing them in your own wetness.
the puzzled look you gave her was cut short when she slid it past your lips. without suguru having to say anything, your cheeks hollowed around it, and your mouth was filled with your aroma.
"tastes so sweet, doesn't it?" she asked, as if your pussy was a delicacy on its own.
she pushed in further. slowly, wanting you to taste yourself without missing anything.
you breathed through your nose, eyes turning glassy as she hit the back of your throat. such a perfect sight, suguru thought.
by the time you thought you couldn't breathe anymore, her hand reached back, finding your clit, and fully knocking out the air in your lungs.
"fuck, you look so pretty like this," suguru lulled. your eyebrows tent, glimmering tears swelling up in your eyes, and a hot pink strap lodged in your throat. she was almost entranced.
whimpers came out muffled against the length, your mind starting to get foggy. was it from suguru working your clit? or the lack of air? you didn't know. but you felt enraped.
suguru kept her burning stare on you as she slowly retracted, and you took in a sharp breath, letting the air fill your lungs. she dismounted you, retaking her rightful place between your legs.
your cunt was dripping after being unattended for so long again. but not to worry, suguru lined herself up with your messy slit before pushing into you, setting up a fervid rhythm.
with your legs hooked over her arms, she leaned in over you, and her pace gradually quickened. the slaps of her hips against your ass reverberated throughout the room, and your back arched into her– like it was not enough, or maybe too much. you couldn't tell.
soft cries bubbled in your chest, falling past your lips like broken sobs as she pounded into you. suguru wanted to make you cry louder than sukuna ever did.
you wanted to preserve this feeling forever, how the pressure tore you apart. how suguru looked as she gave it to you.
"tell me how bad you want it," suguru impelled, reading through you. her voice came out breathier than she expected, "say that you need me."
"p–please, need it–so much," you looked at her with teary eyes, your voice raw and desperate.
"you can do better, sweetheart. i wanna hear you say it," suguru pressed. her thrusts grew sharper, and your orgasm was building up fast.
"mmphgh, need to cum s–so bad, suguru–please," you hiccuped through shattered whines that mirrored her rhythm.
a devious smile made its way on suguru's face, almost pleased with your desperate begging. the intensity of her hips pulled you apart, and drool gathered at the corner of your lips. any coherent thought was fucked out of your head.
"that's it, pretty, let go for me," that's all it takes before you shatter, the sound of her voice making you a blissful wreck.
"hahh– fuck, i can't–i'm cumming, i'm–nnghh," your entire body jolts, involuntarily writhing under suguru as she helped you draw out your orgasm. her thrusts slow, more careful, easing you through the intensity of your high.
you feel weak, like every muscle has given up on you. suguru pulls out, cautiously, letting you adjust to the emptiness before she slides off the leather harness.
"you okay?" suguru asked, showing genuine concern in her voice this time. with her legs tucked under, she settles in next to you. her arm snakes around your back, pulling you closer to her.
"yeah, just a bit tired," you mumbled, letting her give you exactly what you needed, as if she knew you better than you know yourself.
"you did so well," suguru replied, pressing her lips to the nape of your neck, then over your jaw, until your mouths melted together again, merging into a kiss lacking hurry, but full of tenderness.
suguru's hands, which had been resting idly, began a slow migration; one traced the line of your shoulder, while the other tangled gently into the hair at the base of your skull, anchoring you both in the moment.
the world outside the room seemed to dissolve, leaving only the steady rhythm of your hearts trying to find a shared tempo. the kiss was slow and honey thick, the kind that didn’t ask for anything but more time.
I appreciate the sentiment but I don't get all those "we made it to the longest night of the year! the light will start returning soon! it's all uphill from here & we're halfway there!" posts because like. Oct-Dec is the easier half of Winter. Jan-Apr is way harder. there's no big holidays or decorations, everyone is kind of over the whole Cozy Hygge Sweaters & Cocoa vibe so they're just tired & restless instead, and the whole thing is so drawn out & uneventful that it feels like it lasts 10x longer
omfg sorry chat I was dead for an entire week but they just revived me as a flower so we're so back
got hit with like four whammys man first of all the spring semester is now in full swing and I also had to work a handful of doubles so I wouldn't have to go in during the snowstorm and then I got hella sick like sickest I been in a while and then once I felt better my last nib for my drawing pen totally wore down and I had to order new ones but now everythings normal and dandy and fine and now I gotta remember how to draw asriel
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