⋆˚꩜｡ Hello! my name is Cyan and I am an 18 year old shifter. I also practice manifestation and am also trying to become more spiritual. I have a plethora of drs and many more to come because why be confined to one reality when there are a million to experience? You can find me watching BOYNEXTDOOR and Hearts2Hearts content, listening to music, or scrolling on tiktok! Also to add, I’m a soon to be freshmen Neuroscience major and pursuing my BS/MS.
𐙚 ˚ BYF • this is my side blog. if you follow me and i follow back it will be from my main account, my anime blog. this will be more of a journal/scrapbook for my drs meaning it will not be perfect and my ideas will be scattered, I love making friends so feel free to dm me any time asking to be friends.
Cyan’s things
the cyanverse anime blog kpop blog shifting tiktok story times
⋆˚ DNI • Taesan and Juun s/os, race changers and apologists, basic dni criteria, rude people, anyone who hates on my interests, people who say rude things and when you get offended they cover it as a joke, people who script trauma they don’t have here, anyone younger than 2012 and older than 25
S/O LIST • taesan & juun (DNI) | stella (h2h), kwn, trinity tatum, jaehyun (bnd), miguel mora, moon min-ho, katsuki bakugou, natsu dragneel
Remember the old shifttok days where people used to say 'Guys, I have a feeling tonights the night, Im going home!' is a ton of (excuse my french) bull to me now. In recent times what I've learned is that you choose if tonights the night.
Often times, on the topic of signs (including me, before I knew I was the goat 😂😂😂) I would rely on physical proof to tell me who I am. But now, things have certainly changed. Rather than the "signs" showing me who I am, I use them to remind me or reaffirm me in a sense...
I see 111 every 5 seconds: wow, its a sign! = well yeah, I said that would happen so of course it's here.
I hear a song that reminds me of my dr: ugh I miss everyone from my dr so much :( I need to try harder to get there! = omg yes i play this through the roof at xyz location in my dr omg. I love my life!
instead of using "signs" as movement (ugh i hate that word, once you say it is it is.) I use them as a constant reminder of who I am and what I am. You and I set the rules for our realities, hence why everything happens at our own timing. A lot of people tend to forget the world is actually their oyster based on the societal pressures on us put on us as people when really life can be on easy mode if you let it, both physically and in other realities if you're a shifter like me.
If you believe you must work out for at least a year to get your desired body, than it's gonna take a year. If you believe that your sp is gonna like a slow burn bc they don't know you like that ... you're gonna be waiting until you're a fossil. If you think shifting takes "time and effort" and not at the snap of your fingers then .... news flash, it's gonna take time !
You set the pace, you say what goes. You're like a traffic light. You control what to stop and let go sooo don't forget your power babes.
us after we realize everything is at our timing and we were doing too much for no reason:
learning to allow shifting despite my fear was big milestone for me. the idea of going to an entirely new reality with new senses, new people, and so much more; terrified me to my core. i always found myself to thrive in new situations, but that idea was terrifying to me deep down. learning that change is good has helped me tremendously, while i still have some obstacles to overcome such as to stop latching onto this reality, letting go, and allowing my dr senses to take over. i don’t know if anyone else had this problem, i surely did.
Since it’s Taesan’s birthday (in korea it’s august 10) im making this dedicated to him.
YAY! happy birthday baby! as you guys may not know, taesan is 1/2 of my main s/os, meaning he’s in a lot of my drs with me. without discovering him and his group, i probably would of stopped putting in effort to shift, i had no motivation for it at all and it seriously was the last thing i ever wanted to do. i came across him and his group doing a dance challenge and it forced me to get into them, so i did. it was the best choice i ever made. soon after that i kept making new drs and i would always script him as my s/o, he holds such a special place in my heart because he brought me back to my love of shifting. even though he isn’t my first s/o, i still consider him as such because he brought me back to the practice. so in totality, happy birthday to my favorite s/o. happy 22nd taesan 🥳
Hii! I’m gladly writing it! Hope u enjoy, darling 🤍
Late night, Cold Wind | h.dm (ts) #rqts22
Promtp #22 "You're freezing. Come here, let me warm you up."
There’s something about the year-end winter wind that just chills you right down to the bone. Especially at 11:30 PM at a campus bus stop...
You stood hunched over, rubbing your hands together for warmth, your breath puffing out in small white clouds. You mentally cursed yourself for only grabbing a thin cardigan today. Who would’ve thought a group project would drag on this late?
If it weren't for one member showing up nearly an hour late, and another constantly going off-topic to flex about her boyfriend... Actually, if you had just done the whole thing yourself from the start, it wouldn't have wasted this much time. God, randomly assigned group projects are an absolute disaster.
But at least, it wasn't all bad, right?
"I told you the temperature was going to drop tonight."
The deep, monotone voice came from the guy standing next to you, his hands comfortably stuffed into the pockets of his oversized long padding jacket. Taesan—your coursemate and group member who usually looked like he couldn't care less about the world, yet somehow memorized the daily weather forecast with scary accuracy.
And since you both happened to take the same bus route, you were stuck together.
"Well, who knew the project would run this late?" you argued, your voice shaking as your teeth chattered.
Taesan let out a soft sigh. Seriously... how can a guy's sigh sound so scolding and infuriating at the same time?
"That's why I asked in the group chat earlier if we should change the meeting spot."
"But Gamin said campus was the most convenient for her."
"Yet she was the latest one, despite living in the campus dorms."
Damn. Savage as always.
"She said something came up last minute..."
"Going to a football match doesn't count as 'something coming up last minute.'"
You didn't know how to argue with that—mostly because Gamin had let that slip while the conversation drifted to the other girl's boyfriend. You had just smiled and nodded, not wanting any drama.
"I'm not giving you my jacket, by the way. I'm freezing too."
"I know! So much for chivalry."
You muttered under your breath. Another sigh came from beside you. You turned, opening your mouth to snap back, but the sound of the bus pulling up to the curb caught your attention first.
You hurried onto the bus and slumped into an empty window seat. Phew, at least it's a bit warmer.
Taesan followed, hands still in his pockets, and sat down right next to you. Which wasn't entirely weird, right?
The last bus of the night was dead quiet. The few passengers on board sat far apart. The low hum of the engine and the sound of tires rolling over the asphalt felt a bit eerie, but way safer than shivering outside.
Even though the bus heater was on, it didn't exactly work miracles. The biting cold still seeped through your thin cardigan sleeves. You leaned your head against the icy window, trying to curl up as small as possible to conserve body heat. But the cold radiating from the glass forced you to pull away. Defeated, you sat up straight, pathetically rubbing your own arms.
Taesan hadn't said a word. He was just staring out the opposite window. Under the dim, orange streetlights filtering into the bus, his usually stoic, handsome face looked completely unbothered.
But you knew better. Beneath that quiet exterior, he noticed everything. Especially... you, shivering and trying to roll yourself up like a burrito.
"Are you trying to catch a cold on purpose?"
His deep voice broke the silence, though he didn't even bother turning his head.
"Am not..." you mumbled defensively. "I'll just take a hot shower when I get back to the dorm."
"You'll freeze to death before you even get there."
He finally turned to look at you. His dark brows furrowed slightly as he took in your pale lips and your uncontrollably shaking shoulders. Taesan let out his hundredth sigh of the day, but this time, there was no snark or sarcasm behind it.
He pulled his large hands out of his thick jacket. Shifting closer until your thighs brushed against each other, the rustle of fabric cut through the quiet. Then, his long arm reached over, wrapping around your shoulders.
You jolted, freezing up with wide eyes as Taesan gently pulled you in. He guided your shivering frame to lean against his broad shoulder, then pulled the front flap of his massive jacket over you, draping it across your arm like a thick blanket.
His body heat enveloped you almost instantly. The clean, crisp scent of his cologne mixed with the smell of the winter wind clung to his clothes, now lingering just inches from your nose.
"Tae... Taesan," you stammered, trying to pull away as a sudden wave of panic and butterflies hit you.
But his strong arm just tightened around you, stubbornly locking you inside his warm, private bubble. His sharp face dipped closer, to the point where you could feel his warm breath ghosting over your forehead. Those narrow eyes that usually looked so intimidating were now gazing down at you with a softness that completely short-circuited your heartbeat.
"You're freezing. Come here, let me warm you up."
His voice wasn't flat or annoyed like usual. It was low, deep, and so undeniably full of care that you practically melted into the bus seat.
"Just stay still... at least until we reach your dorm."
You had run out of excuses to fight back. Or maybe his warmth had just completely flatlined your brain. So, you chose to sit perfectly still, letting your heart race loudly against the hum of the engine, soaking in the warmth of this infuriating guy for the rest of the ride.
YES! it is okay to doubt shifting at times, i shift all the time and i still weirdly doubt myself.
if you try shift and your mind tells you “oh you can’t do this it isn’t real.” that’s just your mind instinctively blocking your train of thought. it’s not your fault at all.
and the influence of anti shifters really does get to you sometimes and you do have second thoughts, but what do anti shifters know about shifting?? they’re so convinced it isn’t real it’s pathetic.
so believe in yourself babe. trust yourself. tell yourself it’s real. instead of waking up from a shifting attempt that didn’t succeed, say to yourself “it’s fine, im one step closer to getting into my dr.” turn the negative into positives.
you’ll shift at moments that might be unexpected
i’ve shifted on a plane and sunbathing, i’ve shifted napping, i’ve shifted by closing my eyes for 20 seconds. you can do this queen/king.
SYNOPSIS: seabrook high’s rising junior class is going on their annual beach trip! (the one every rising junior class goes on). make sure you pack your bags for the 2 week trip! (how fun!)
LETS CHECK OUR PACKING LIST!
tons of cute clothes
a few cute bathing suits
can’t forget cute shoes as well
oh, one thing we forgot to add…this year there’s a twist! a twist? YUP! A TWIST! well, what’s the twist?
the twist this year is… you’ll be partnered with someone random! this is to ensure that nobody feels left out and feels like they won’t have anyone to hang out with on the trip! it’s supposed to be fun, no need to be sad :(
“i’m so confused why were the first class to ever do this.” “i know, nobody has even done this before…guess we’re being test dummies…”
TIME TO MEET THE MAIN CHARACTERS!
CYAN MONROE is the president of student council and of the class while also maintaining the highest GPA out of the entire class. she has been deemed by students as Seabrook's princess due to her kindness and sweetness. She prides herself on her grades and believes relationships will do nothing, but make her less focused on her grades.
HAN DONG-MIN also known as Taesan is the quiet kid who goes to school, hangs out with his friends, reads his comics (self-proclaimed #1 Superman fanboy), and enjoys his rock music. He's the type to be introverted and shy, but opens up when he gets to know you, the complete opposite of Cyan. To say he doesn't know who Cyan is would be like saying you don't know what The Eiffel Tower is, you would have to have been living under a major rock. Taesan can't believe he got paired with someone like her, this isn't meant in a mean way like he hates her or anything, but he believes they are from 2 different worlds. She's basically the queen of the school, while he would consider himself a lowly peasant.
IF THIS WAS A FANFICTION THE TAGS WOULD BE: popular girl x quiet boy, forced proximity, slow burn, typicalbeachepisodeineveryshow, self-indulgent, they're in love your honor, fluff, everyone sees it but them.
NOW THAT YOU MET THE CAST...only thing left is to know how will this love blossom over these two weeks? Guess you'll have to see when it comes to a desired reality near you...
one thing i’ve noticed in the shifting community is that people constantly underestimate fantasizing.
they’ll spend hours searching for the “perfect method,” the “perfect subliminal,” the “perfect affirmation,” while casually dismissing the one thing that naturally places their attention where they want to be.
fantasizing.
and what’s even funnier is that i’ve literally seen people say that fantasizing is what prevents you from shifting... lol
which never made sense to me.
if you’re constantly thinking about your dr, imagining your dr, experiencing your dr, emotionally connecting with your dr… how exactly is that somehow moving you away from it?
when you’re daydreaming about your dr, thinking about your s/o, imagining conversations, imagining scenarios, imagining your room, imagining your life there, what exactly do you think you’re doing? 😭
you’re already experiencing it.
people act like fantasizing is some useless activity that needs to be replaced with something more “powerful.”
but awareness does not discriminate.
it doesn’t say:
“this experience counts.”
“this experience doesn’t count.”
“this one is physical.”
“this one is imagination.”
experience IS experience.
the reason fantasies feel so real emotionally is because awareness is already experiencing them.
that’s why you can laugh during a daydream. cry during a daydream. feel butterflies during a daydream. get attached to characters you’ve never physically met.
because awareness is experiencing it.
if you’re naturally imagining your dr all day, good.
if you’re naturally imagining your desired life, good.
if you’re naturally imagining your s/o, good.
you don’t need to panic and ask, “but am i doing enough?”
you’re already placing your attention there.
stop treating imagination like it’s the lesser version of experience.
Ი ᰍ ݃ ݁ᣟ݂. NOTHIN' BEATS THE SMELL OF HOME ꫂ�� things to look forward to when you shift to your dr ◇
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 The feeling of pure exhilaration and relief upon waking up in your dr
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Window-shopping with your friends in your dr and finding a photo booth only to take a thousand photos without it
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Using your powers / magical abilities for the first time (if you're shifting to a dr with magic)
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Being able to express yourself in an authentic manner and receiving acceptance and love from others for it. Heavy on this one
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Experiencing true, unadulterated freedom to do as you please because the world is your oyster and everything is possible and yada yada yada
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Trying foods you've never eaten before in your cr. Like I've always wanted to try Pani Puri but I never had the opportunity to here.
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Receiving comfort and affection from people in your dr
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Pursuing your passions / aspirations without any limitations whatsoever because again, the world is your fucking oyster.
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 This is a little more cliché but having a y/n moment like boy I've always wanted to have one of those for years our time will come trust.
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Watching the sun set or rise in your dr as the colors of the sky oscillate between orange, pink, purple and yellow.
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Living out your wildest dreams
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Meeting and or even befriending people / characters you've admired in your cr
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Living with the knowledge that you've successfully shifted and knowing that you have the ability to like shift
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Snuggling in a blanket with your s/o or friends with your dr
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Being able to explore a multitude of worlds and universes or just travelling around in general
꒰ᩧ৯༷ 𓏼 Going on your first mission/ doing your first gig or heading to a date for the first time ever
𝄞 yeahh so this would probably be one of my lasts posts for a while at least...? I'm sorry if it's short I've been running low on energy these days :(( and I'm also technically on a hiatus so...
𝜗ৎ stripped away everything and it was still this simple
as someone who has fully shifted to my drs multiple times, i decided to try something different.
not because i needed to. just to see what would happen if i stripped everything down and approached it in the most simple, practical way possible, because i know all the philosophy can get confusing.
so, i treated my most recent shifting attempt like an experiment.
and for context, i went into this with doubts. even after shifting sooo many times, i still thought it wouldn’t work for some reason.
(so let this also be proof that doubt means nothing until you give it meaning.)
anyway, here’s what i did.
first, i removed everything. no subliminals, no affirmations, no 4D, no 3D, no loa, no non-duality. fuck all of that. don’t need any of it.
all i kept was one thing: being pure awareness.
that’s it.
so i laid down at night, got cozy, and just daydreamed about my dr. (a new one btw, not one i’ve shifted to before.)
i recalled my day there. what i would see when i wake up. the people. the environment. random memories with my family that just came up naturally.
i wasn’t affirming anything. i wasn’t forcing anything. i wasn’t visualising super vividly.
i was just there. present and feeling.
i was embodying it. letting my awareness casually sit in that reality instead of this one.
at some point i started getting sleepy, and i began distantly hearing sounds from my living room in my cr.
i started getting distracted. i realised my puppy was probably chasing my brother around and bullying him again and i was wondering if i should get up and stop it.
but then i had one thought:
“why am i even bothered by stuff happening in cr when it isn’t my reality anymore?”
immediately i felt my surroundings change. i felt that intense pull. that exact same shifting sensation i felt the very first time i ever shifted.
and i panicked because i’m not used to shifting while awake, so all these physical sensations were new to me. so i accidentally started focusing my awareness onto my cr body, and i got pulled back to my cr before fully shifting.
but in that moment all i could think of was “wow, that was easy as fuck”.
the next morning, i woke up in my cr but it didn’t bother me in the slightest. because i knew where my awareness was, so what i was seeing in front of me didn’t matter.
this reality isn’t mine. this isn’t me anymore.
awareness is me, and my awareness was already in my dr.
so if my awareness is there…
isn’t that shifting?
strip away all the terminology, all the concepts, all the frameworks and it’s still the same.
honestly, i feel like a lot of the language we use overcomplicates it. it’s helpful, yes. it aids many people on their journeys, there’s no doubt about that.
but even i will admit, sometimes we lose the plot.
none of the frameworks matter because all of them always lead back to the one same unwavering truth: you are pure awareness. and that’s all you’ve ever needed.
as always, take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. this is my little gift to the ones who find it hard to grasp the concepts of nd or loa or all those pretty philosophical words.
i love talking to my subconscious, she genuinely gives me the best advice that i couldn’t find anywhere else. it’s like having google in your brain that is all things shifting and manifestation related tailored to you. i suggest talking to your subconscious when you feel stuck or just need a little push in the right direction.
