in the dennys parking lot at 3 am

20 they/them, bi, furry, just a sad lad all around :c

[dnadonna]

Super duper overdue commission!!

[cyberscoundrel]

itsa me

[popfizzles]

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[cyberscoundrel]

Idk if I can handle the idea of how things change anymore. I feel like the life I understood is just crumbling in my hands, even if it’s just been in pieces for a long time at least the familiarity of things going on as I understood them kept me a little comfortable. It’s getting unbearable how I just watch everything scramble like one of those content aware scaling gifs. I feel like my life has been a constant earthquake since I moved and I just wait for it to stop but its starting to feel like it never will

[cyberscoundrel]

Just had a really good time in my carport at 12:30 am. Wow!

[cyberscoundrel]

My receding hairline on full display here

[cyberscoundrel]

Just had a really good time in my carport at 12:30 am. Wow!

[bout2headout]

[thenatsdorf]

[pixelatedfrog-deactivated202009]

Washing machine

[cyberscoundrel]

im so fucking terrified of having hiv. this shit is the worst it literally occupies my mind at all times and i have to wait until my semester is over to get tested this is the worst shit in the fucking world.

[battling-my-demons]

[depsidase]

[cyberscoundrel]

cw sh suicide

just about everything in my life that gave me satisfaction is gone. all my relationships feel strained and weird. i want to kill mysef but i don’t really wanna go through with it but my will to persist is flickering. it would be really fucked up of me to do that to people but i dont know how to escape this. ive been completely destabilized after a good period of stability. every night is just finding some way of keeping myself from cutting the shit out of my arms or relapse and every night gets harder. i feel like i am being too dramatic because noone else can understand or really provide any support but i still feel this way. i cannot seem to have lasting satisfaction and every time my life crumbles i get more deeply demoralized. i cant rely on other people forever. i feel like a constant mess that other people have to put up with my breakdowns, its pathetic. the worse part of all of this is theres no end in sight. im afraid i probably cant stop myself from sh tonight i hope my lorazepam stops me.

i just want someone to help me. i just want to be hugged for a minute.

[cyberscoundrel]

[cyberscoundrel]

i really hate to say it but there have been several points in my life that rust videos have kept me from killing myself

[nflstreet]

[stilinski]

me: *spends $3″

me: 

[chemicalheart-deactivated202009]

I’m obsessed with this comment

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