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So...I was drinking my chai, editing the new chapters, and trying to think of a word to begin my next sentence when I suddenly thought about my oc.
And then I remembered reading comments on my wattpad account or even Insta dms, from people who were so happy to see some representation of middle eastern, and I instantly had a question pop up in my mind.
Why aren't many people writing Middle Eastern oc's?
It's a question I've asked myself many times, and the moment I asked it, I already knew the answer to my own question.
Writing a middle eastern oc, or middle eastern inspired oc, or even reader, comes with a wall, sounds weird but yeah it does. It's a complicated, twisted wall you either break through or avoid.
And even when you avoid it, there are two kinds of avoiding: either not writing one at all, or writing one but minimizing every detail so the reader barely remembers the oc is middle eastern.
I've been reading fanfictions for years, and the amount of times I've come across a middle eastern oc is zero. Nada, literally none, minus 100.
At some point, I even went looking across different fandoms, just to see if there was anything at all. Still nothing. And honestly? I can't say I am surprised.
And it makes sense why, If I think about it.
First, I don't think there are many middle eastern fanfic writers (or authors in general). And if there are, the often write about blond, blue-eyes, fair-skinned characters. Why? Because it's easier. (before you come for my ass, hold up and listen...or read.)
Blond, fair-skinned, blue eyes female ocs is what we readers are used to. Me included, when I first start writing, my main character was also blond with light eyes—because that's the only type of character I saw and knew.
(Which is the complete opposite of me, quite literally)
When you start writing, you write from what you know or what you've been shown. And what we've been shown isn't very diverse, back then not all, today it's better sure, I love my black queens, sadly I barely see those from my 'hood'.
Even in movies, I can count on one hand how many middle eastern female leads I've seen—or brown leads at all.
But why? You might ask. (or you are not asking at all and I am writing this all to myself and my ten followers. Love to you guys)
Because when people think of the middle east, they think of: "terrorists, wrong religion, uncivilized, no human rights, villians, hijabs." That's the stereotype drilled into people's heads, through headlines, media, blogs.
And all of it shown in the worst negative light.
The amount of times Iran has been made the villian in movies is insane. I hated those movies so much, I actually left bad review on them out of spite. (Yeah I am that kind of girl, hate me)
So of course, people won't make a fanfic (or book) who immediately bring those stereotypes to mind.
Then comes the next big wall: religion. Most specifically, Islam.
First of all—Islam is a beautiful religion. Say one bad word and I'll block you for life. Second—religion and government are not the same thing, the way a government portrays a religion is not how the religion is. Not just in the Islam, but everywhere.
The way Trump talks about christianity, and his views on many topic, for example, does not mean he is the representation of Christianity.
Got that? Good, now that this is said.
Back to the point: why don't people write middle eastern ocs? Because the religion question always comes up.
Comments like: "Can they do this? Isn't that against Islam?" Or "They are not a good Muslim." And here's the kicker: in 99% of cases, the oc isn't even written as religious in the first place.
The thing that annoys me the most about this—no one ever asks those questions about obviously christian ocs. (I never saw it at least)
So suddenly your fun fanfic becomes a debate in the comments with people trying to force a problem that isn't even there. I've avoiding it by putting a disclaimer like: "This fic does not discuss or mention any religion."
And still I've gotten comments like: "The ruler stands above the paradise? You'll go to hell for that" And I'm just sitting there like: dude...I just wanna tell a cool story.
So I did what I told everyone I would do, I deleted the comment, because I'm not here to be pissed off.
These comments kill motivation. They make you feel like your character has to justify not only themselves, but also their country's politics, western media's stereotypes, and a religion you never said they followed.
Oh, and my favorite comment, and most recent?
"Iranians aren't people of color. Only Latinas and Black people are."
So out of annoyance, let me give a little Info here. In Iran (and a lot of middle eastern countries), people don't categorize themselves by color the way western countries do.
We have pale Iranians, brown Iranians, green eyes, blue eyes, brown eyes. But the majority of us are brown. We’re not Black (though yes, there are Black Iranians). We’re brown. And brown is part of people of color. So yeah—learn something new every day, huh?
Also—Iran is multicultural. We have Afghan Iranians, Turkmen Iranians, Arab Iranians, Azerbaijani Iranians. Then there are Persians, and even they are divided into many subgroups. There are also different clans: Lors (that’s me), Lukis, and more with their own dialects and traditions.
We have a long history, a rich culture, a beautiful heritage—and still we’re reduced to villains in white media, books, games, and stories.
So yeah. A lot of us don’t want to write middle eastern ocs because we’re tired of being reduced to terrorists, the “wrong religion,” the “wrong side of the world.”
Too brown to be seen as relatable, but not white enough to be accepted.
And making a middle eastern oc ends up being so much work—you’re not just writing a character, you’re defending their existence from stereotypes. And it’s exhausting.
Am I still doing it? Yeah.
Because I know there’s at least one person out there who just wants to see their nationality, their skin tone, their name, their culture represented—without it being reduced to something ugly.
And for that, I’ll keep writing. Even if it means popping some extra meds to fight the headache.
kinda of a serious talk here, but these comments really annoyed me, and I got this account for a reason so...sorry but not sorry.
luke castellan gives you the ethnic mom special. he picked it up from may castellan — after an argument, he doesn’t say sorry, just quietly cuts up your favorite fruit and hands the plate to you. still making that face, huh? whatever. he’s going to grab some stuff he needs from the store, what do you want?
meannn!luke licking your tears as you beg for a break……….
his warm tongue sliding just under your eyes, hands tangled in your hair as you cry outttt!!!
and he’s just so mean. he always talks about the saltiness of your tears, how he swears they’re almost sweeter when you’re scared. how he places your hand on his cock as you sob, it makes him throb. it’s disgusting, it really is.
you remember the first time you cried in his arms, how he wrapped his arms around your back and pulled you closer, your face in his chest. your puffy, wet lips that made you look so docile—soft. the way your tears stained his shirt in a way that said “i need you, stay with me?” you need protecting, you do. his bulge against your hip, pulsing more each time he’d pull you in.
“you look so pretty like this, doll, ‘s okay.”
that red tint over your eyes, you could barely think straight with the faint smell of his cologne swirling in your brain. it’s wicked, how much he loves you like this. the sight of you all dejected or hopeless, it’s because he knows you’ll run to him.
not your father, not a therapist who’ll fuck you over. him.
I don’t have an ask, just wanted to say that your Tyson fics were the first ones of his I read and I LOVE them. Your writing style is pure art and I thank you for posting!
THANK U SOOO MUCH 🥺 appreciate you taking the time to say this and i’m so happy you like them 🫶🏽
you didn’t include tyson in those tags :( but what would he think “telling me you’re gonna kill me is so hot” about this
if you said it outright, tyson would spiral, convinced he’s done something wrong and you wouldn’t tell him what. but in an enemies to lovers version of this, he reads your hands at his throat as you blowing off steam. he lets it go on longer than he should, convincing himself this is something you need — he can do this for you if you really need it! it only clicks when you don’t let go. then panic cuts through and he shoves you off. his survival instincts override his thought process.
description. LUKE CASTELLAN has never had any interest in relationships. but when he sees that look in your eyes, the same one he keeps buried deep down inside of himself, there's nothing more he wants than for you to be with him. except, maybe for you to be like him.
includes. SMUT MDNI 18+ , heavy petting, grinding, making out, dark!luke, loser!luke, dark!reader, implications to maiming, luke is a professional at longing, reader has hair long enough to be pinned back, they play simon says, typical young adult awkwardness, drinking.
wc: 5.5k+
a/n: title from forever always by the driver era. ao3 link. art creds to yazed aljohani
You’ve been at camp for nearly three months when Luke sees it in your eyes.
You’ve been unremarkable at best before then. A late arrival without a capturing story carried along with you, no captivating backstory to draw attention. You stuck to yourself mostly, only coming out of your shell when conversing during training sessions with Luke. He went out of his way to set them up, fueled by the fact that you were older than most, closest to his age, and he didn’t want you to feel left behind when some thirteen year old could easily disarm you in five minutes flat.
Truth be told, he pitied you.
As a result, he trained you four times a week, pushing your body to its limits and sharing anecdotes during your break periods to provide some sort of solace for you. Because at the end of the day, Camp Half Blood was your home. At least, that’s how it was supposed to be presented.
During his share of anecdotes, practically each story starting on that fateful day when he was fourteen, Luke left out his true feelings about the area surrounding you both. He preferred to keep you blinded with things happy enough to make you laugh, with only enough hints of the truth to make you start asking the right questions.
His attentive training has hardened you around the edges. He’s made you a little rougher, or perhaps he’s chiseled away at the stone encasing your true nature, and the person he stood next to was who you really were.
A warrior.
An animal.
Teeth bared, sword raised over the kid lying helplessly at your feet, your chest heaving with effort and a dark look in your eyes. Darker than Luke has ever seen before. It’s victorious, with a hint of a challenge in there. As if you’re daring this kid to stand up, gather his sword, and attempt to best you once more.
Surely, with the way Luke has trained you, if the kid did make an attempt he would end up in the same position in no time.
The sight is exhilarating. It makes the blood rush to Luke’s ears and his fingertips start to buzz with the fuel he’d never been able to use. But he’s in control here. And he has an image to uphold.
He calls your name, firm and demanding. The tone of a leader.
He rests a hand on the shoulder pad of your armor, pushing you back from the kid with enough force to distance you two. He fills the space created, his back to the others and his eyes cutting down at you. It takes you a second to lift your eyes to him, and when you do, when you look up at Luke—at your leader—you’re seething.
Luke really tries to hold his smile in and he’s glad that right now, you’re the only one who can see him.
“At ease. You got ‘em.”
You watch him pointedly, nostrils flared, and Luke lifts an eyebrow with a controlled movement, questioning you, daring you to challenge him.
You take a step back and rid the tension in your shoulders as you adjust your helmet.
You don’t say anything, instead sheathing your sword into its scabbard and watching Luke once more, waiting for orders.
He has trained you well.
The energy around the campfire is palpable. It washes over the bodies of the campers surrounding the bonfire, settling over their skin and providing a glow. Even some of the Ares kids appear to be beaming, although they were clearly sour about another loss.
You, like everyone else, seem to be in good spirits too. A pleasant smile on your face as you watch the scene around you.
The fire burns a mesmerizing gold and Luke finds you watching it reach up toward the sky, your curious eyes taking in as much of it as you could. Your head is already tilted up, so you don’t adjust your position at all whenever Luke steps into perspective.
He stares down at you for a moment, searching for that look in your eyes. The same one he saw during capture the flag a few weeks ago.
Ever since then, Luke has developed a new fixation, one multiplied whenever he got a hit just a few days ago during training.
He’d had you on your knees then. Your chest heaving with exhaustion as you were staring up at Luke with a look so threatening that he wondered what exactly you were capable of. You were definitely at your wits end by that point, but that wasn’t when he saw it. Deep within your eyes was sincerity, maybe a bit of worry, and Luke knew that if he drew his sword down to give you a critical hit, a final blow even, you would defend yourself.
But that’s all.
He hadn’t felt the need to prepare for an opposing attack. He knew you would defend yourself, but not go for the attack. You wouldn’t hurt him. And that wouldn’t do.
So Luke laughed. He threw his head back and let out an exaggerated guffaw as he exclaimed that you looked perfect on your knees. As he insinuated that that was where you belonged. Beneath him. Beneath anyone.
His teasing did the trick. And he has a healing scar on the outside of his forearm to prove it.
Now, standing above you at the campfire, a setting so casual that it was almost sickening, Luke didn’t see any resemblance of anything challenging in your gaze.
Instead, you appear back to usual, sitting alongside a few of the Athena kids yet not actively engaging in conversation, holding a burnt marshmallow on a stick with two hands, your elbows resting on your knees as you look up at Luke with that same pleasant smile.
“This seat taken?”
He’s already sitting down as he asks it and if someone were to return, he knows they wouldn’t have attempted to reclaim their spot.
You stare over at him with amusement written all over your face.
“What if I said it was?”
Luke shrugs. He reaches over, sliding your stick out of your hand and sticking the marshmallow back into the fire. He lets it ignite, turning it over to do the same to the other side, and after a second he removes the sweet treat, extinguishes the flames, and takes a bite out of it.
You’re watching him, waiting for a response, and when you realize that he’d already given his response, you turn back to watch the fire instead.
He lets you sit in silence, slowly chewing through the sticky food as he watches the side of your face.
You look pretty like this. The amber glow of the fire illuminates your face, casting visually stunning shadows across your skin, highlighting places Luke has noticed but never appreciated until now.
He has always known you’re pretty. He’s known it since you walked into camp, confused and stunned as demigods clustered around you.
Luke remembers looking around at his fellow campers, noticing how judgmental they seemed. Because, in all honesty, you weren’t like the other people that came to Camp Half Blood. Not terrified, young, and lost in the world.
Not only were you older, but you had a certain stance to you that told Luke you weren’t confused, just curious. Your head was lifted, your shoulders pressed back as you held up the thick straps of your stuffed book bag. You were faking to be unbothered, but as you eventually confirmed Luke’s prior assumptions, you were worried.
Worried about the sea of young faces you saw. Worried that coming to Camp Half Blood at your age was a mistake.
Until your eyes met Luke’s. His dark eyes were watching you, analyzing your form for potential. Trying to find areas that could be molded into a fighter, and aspects that didn’t have to be changed one bit.
According to you, seeing Luke made you feel comfortable. Seeing Luke made you feel like coming to camp wasn’t a mistake at all.
He is glad that you arrived as well. Because before you, Luke felt alone.
He was looked up to, admired, respected, but rarely seen as just a peer.
And even further, before you got here, he hadn’t seen himself being romantic with anyone.
But now, sitting here with the gold of the fire affecting his mood in the same way he affects it, he has the sudden urge to intertwine your fingers with his or throw his arm over your shoulder. Maybe pull you into his side and plant his lips on yours, effectively claiming you as his and letting you claim him as yours.
Instead, he knocks his shoulder against yours.
“What’s got you looking so sad over there? We won today. You should be celebrating.”
You laugh a little, but it’s not one of the big and genuine ones you give him when he cracks an impressive joke.
“Give me something stronger than s'mores and maybe I’ll celebrate.”
Luke faces back towards the fire as he tells you, “that can be arranged”.
He notices you watching him from the corner of his eye. He can’t tell if you’re smiling, and if you are, if it’s one of genuine interest or one of amusement derived from misunderstanding his tone for a joke.
Either way, you hum. “Don’t tease me like that.”
He tilts his head a little. “Bold of you to assume that I’m teasing.”
He stares at you and a moment of understanding passes by.
Then, “but only if you tell me why you look so sad.”
Luke knows he’s a brave person. Hell, he took on a dragon at just seventeen and lived with nothing but a scar as a reminder. (And the plaguing nightmares but what the others didn’t know won’t hurt them)
But he feels a different form of bravery find him as he reaches a hand out, plants his thumb at the corner of your lips, and tugs upwards.
“You know what they say about turning that smile…” He lets the end of his sentence taper off, raising his eyebrows as if he expects you to finish the overdone phrase for him. It doesn’t surprise him when you swat his hand away instead.
He thinks he sees you hiding a smile when you turn away from him for a second but when you return with another marshmallow, sticking it on the end of the stick in between Luke’s hands, your face is neutral.
He thrusts the white into the burning gold as you begin to speak.
“Do you remember the first capture the flag win? When I was on defense with you?”
One side of the marshmallow ignites and Luke turns it around so the other can do the same.
“When you were taking down the others? Of course I do.”
(Luke resists the urge to add a mention of how attractive you looked then. He doesn’t know how you would take the comment in general, much less when you seem to be going through some sort of moral battle)
“Yeah.” You take a moment.
Luke takes the marshmallow out and blows on it. He lets it cool.
“I didn’t feel like myself then,” you eventually admit.
“What d’you mean?”
You shrug. “I dunno. I felt … meaner. Like–”
“Like you wanted to hurt someone?”
When you nod, you’re staring down at the ground, refusing to look up at Luke.
He doesn’t know why he does it, but he lies.
“That’s normal for demigods.”
That gets your attention. You look over at Luke with hope in your eyes, the pair shining in the light as they flicker back and forth between Luke’s own gaze.
“Really?”
Not allowed to back down now, Luke nods.
“Yeah. That rage you have within you. The need to beat someone, to be better than someone. I feel it all the time.” And that, that right there, is the stone cold truth.
He’s never admitted it to anyone else before, but with you, things feel different. He figures that this feeling he has around you is what some religious people feel in their faith. Maybe what some of the other believers at camp feel in regards to their parents.
Luke pops the marshmallow into his mouth whole.
You look relieved as you speak. He hadn’t noticed the tension in your body until it’s gone.
“So I’m not messed up?” Your voice is small, weak, insecure, almost.
Luke almost feels bad about lying to you.
Almost.
“Not any more than the rest of us.”
What he doesn’t say is: not any more than me.
As soon as his marshmallow is swallowed, he asks you to meet him later that night.
Luke feels like he’s been waiting ages for you.
He’s paced a path in the dirt, twirled the small dagger he kept on him until his fingers could no longer grip the handle comfortably, and he’s started to gnaw on his bottom lip in anticipation that at this point he worries that they aren’t kissable anymore. Because no matter how much he tries to lie to himself, he invited you out to the clearing that you train in with one intention in mind.
He digs into the pocket of his cargos, searching for a second before his fingers wrap around the small tube of chapstick he got from one of his sisters. Cherry flavored, artificially so, but it still smells pleasant enough. Whenever he’d received it from her it was fresh, the seal unbroken, but since then he has used at least a quarter of its contents.
The balm glides over the broken pieces of skin, smoothing them out as best as possible, and then Luke recaps the tube and stuffs it back into his pocket.
It’s no sooner that the lip balm has found a home again that he hears the thud of a shoe against the soft ground behind him.
He doesn’t turn around, not yet. He doesn’t want to seem too eager. Instead, he twirls his knife again, a little slower this time to prevent it from slipping and falling onto the ground embarrassingly.
“Didn’t think I should’ve brought a weapon.”
Just the sound of your voice makes Luke’s insides flutter. He feels stupid, silly even, to have such a crush like this. He feels juvenile.
A smile briefly blooms across his face before he snips it off, turning around to look at you as neutrally as he can manage.
“You should always keep a weapon on you. Don’t you remember rule number one?”
Luke watches you reach behind your back for only a second before you brandish the dagger he’d given you for him to see, a triumphant smile on your lips.
“I’m a good listener. Don’t you remember?”
Proud, Luke tucks his dagger back into its holster and you do the same.
He takes a step closer to you as he proposes his next question, a hand reaching up to flick off an imaginary lash from your cheek. He doesn’t know why, but as of today he’s found himself touching you more. Searching for any reason to justify feeling your skin against his.
“How good of a listener are you?”
Your head tilts a bit, eyes squinting, and he realizes that it’s an action he does often. The implications of you picking up things from him makes his chest bloom with something. Pride, maybe?
“Try me.”
You step back, giving Luke a full view of your body.
He lets his eyes scan your frame once. Taking in your messy hair, pinned up for the night. Your sweatshirt with some school on it. Luke, not knowing much about the outside world, doesn’t know if it’s college or high school, much less its location. But it’s well worn in, clearly loved by you. You’ve paired it with a loose pair of pants, and Luke has suspicions that if he were looking at you from behind, the flowy material would perfectly outline your ass.
He clears his throat and meets your eyes again.
“Okay…” he thinks for a second. “Simon says: touch your nose.”
You snort, rolling your eyes, but then you lift your right hand, single out your pointer finger, and press it against the tip of your nose.
“Simon says: touch your toes.”
Luke watches, seeing if he’ll catch you, but you keep one hand situated on your nose and use the other to reach down to press your hand against the beat up end of your sneakers.
“Hm, okay,” Luke nods as if he’s impressed. Like you would struggle at a kids game.
“Simon says you can stop.”
You stand back up straight.
“Simon says: spin around twice.”
You spin around twice.
Instantly, without giving you a second to rest, “spin around a third time.”
You jerk for a second, but stay still in the end. Luke points, smiling a bit as if saying I almost had you.
You don’t respond but your lips curl up into a little embarrassed smile.
Luke continues giving you orders for a few moments, letting you get comfortable with the preface of “Simon says” just before he gives the final blow.
“Kiss me.”
There’s no order from Simon before it. Just Luke. He gauges your reaction. And when he sees you stay put, he tries to move on.
“Simon says–”
But then you’re walking towards him, and you’re reaching up to rest your hands on his shoulders, and you’re pulling him down to reach you better, and then you press your lips to his. It’s light, a barely there touch, and then you’re pulling away, walking back to your spot, and standing straight, waiting for your next order.
“I didn’t say Simon says.”
Proudly, you tell him, “I know.”
There’s a moment where the only noise is that of nature. Of the harmony of the world existing around this possibly unharmonious moment. The brief balance could easily be thrown off by your reaction to the next bit. If Luke were being dramatic, he would claim that your reaction determines the fate of the world, and maybe even of his mission.
He takes a breath, and then takes the plunge.
“Simon says: kiss me again.”
This time, your kiss is firmer. You’re standing on your toes a bit, overcompensating for Luke who still stands tall with his shoulders back and his head up.
Eventually, he dips his head down at the same time that he finally gets to touch you.
It’s small, nothing but a hand on your hip, but the context of it changes everything for him. He’s touched you before, brief presses of his fingers against a part of your body to emphasize a point, or correct your posture, and then earlier when he reached out for the delicate skin on your face.
Those things were friendly, that of a mentorship even.
Nothing to this degree.
You tilt your head and deepen the kiss, opening your mouth wider as you start to take control. And Luke hands it to you.
He grips the loose fabric of your pants, takes the tiniest step forward, and presses himself against you. In return, you nudge closer to him, holding the sides of his head and keeping him steady to allow yourself to explore his mouth.
He’s a little lost, he’s never gotten to this base with anyone before. Besides the time he kissed one of the Aphrodite kids as part of truth or dare years ago. But that kiss was nothing compared to this, not even on the same scale.
In this field, he’s inexperienced.
For fear of making a complete fool of himself, he simply mirrors in the form of reciprocation.
When you press your tongue into his mouth, he does the same, meeting you not quite in the middle and simply doing what you do.
There’s a moment there where you leave Luke’s lips, and he’s preparing himself to be upset when you pull away, but then your lips pucker and you suck his upper lip for just a split second, and you return to kissing him like his knees didn’t just get a little weak.
Fortunately, the slight lapse presses his crotch against yours again, and you suck in a breath when Luke accidentally grinds his boner into you.
Sensing that it’s something good, and satisfied that he’s not the only one as aroused as he is, he does it again. This time intentionally.
He frees his grip on your pants to move his palms around, pressing into the top of your ass and the end of your back, pulling you closer to bump your crotches.
This time, you do peel away from his lips completely, but it’s to let out the prettiest sound Luke has ever heard.
Your eyebrows are pinched together a bit, your lips shining in the torch light and parted.
You’ve only been apart for a couple of seconds, but Luke is on you again.
He sacrifices the grip he has on your lower half to stretch his hand along the connection of the back of your skull and neck, fingers spreading as far as the tip of your spine to an inch into your scalp.
He lets go of the insecurities he has in his lack of experience and just kisses you. His immediate intention isn’t to take control from you. Rather, it’s just to have you as close to him as possible.
You respond eagerly. Arching into him, slinking your arms over his shoulders, pressing your hands into the muscles along his back. At one point, you lift your leg and nudge your knee against Luke’s side by way of getting even closer to him. The position change allows the first real touch of your centers together and your head falls back, exposing the pretty sight of your jugular to him.
There’s a moment there where Luke has the urge to wrap his hand around it. But he fears what your reaction would be so he flexes his hand, and lets the thought evaporate into the stiff night air.
Luke knows that he feels as he does because of the hormones swirling throughout his body, but he has the feeling that he can trust you. Really trust you. Enough to tell you everything he’s ever wanted to tell anybody.
“Do you trust me?” He says it to you, his hand pulling your head back towards his, your lips mere centimeters a part.
You nod, the tip of your nose nudging against his with each movement.
Luke kisses you once, then tells you, “the gods, they–”.
He doesn’t have a spiel planned, but his need to tell you everything has him covered. He knows that once he starts, he won’t be able to stop. Not until you understand your parents as he does.
You put an unexpected dent into Luke’s poorly conceived plan when you shake your head.
“Don’t wanna hear about the gods right now, Luke. Just wanna kiss you.”
And the way you say it, like it’s something you need rather than just want, makes Luke abide completely.
His free hand slips under your shirt, pressing his palm flat against your torso, and giving himself the first real press of skin on skin. He sighs, pulling away from your lips to knock his forehead against yours.
He slides his hand up until he finds where your bra would sit. But he doesn’t run into any more material. Instead, he reaches a hill, one he nudges his thumb against, reaching up until he finds the beginning of your areola. Then, as if he’s realizing that he’s going further than he should be, he pulls his head away and looks at you.
“Is this…?” The question makes him feel vulnerable. If he finishes it, he bares his wants out to you. And he knows that you have done the same for him already, but he doesn’t feel ready to invite the possibility of rejection.
So instead, he raises his eyebrows and waits for you to catch on.
You nod, biting down onto your lower lip. Your hands begin to search, too, leaving behind the sides of Luke’s face to tickle through the grown out hairs at the back of his head.
What follows is the most carnal display of want that Luke has ever been part of.
He starts by tweaking your nipples, applying light pressure and then smoothing it out when you moan. He watches your reactions to try and figure out what to do next, but luckily you end up pulling his hand away yourself, leading it to the elastic waistband of your pants. You look at him pleadingly, not needing to say what you want for Luke to take initiative.
Luckily, the favor is returned.
You unbutton his jeans, pull them down just enough, and reach a hand into the fabric, touching along the gingham pattern of his briefs.
There’s not much coordination to it at all, but it doesn’t seem to bother either of you. From how Luke sees it, you’re equal amounts of eager, pressing against each other in multiple areas as if you’re both attempting to fuse your bodies together.
In the excitement of it all, Luke accidentally bumps the heel of his palm against your center. He assumes that it would have hurt you, so he’s close to apologizing.
Until you moan.
That’s all it takes for Luke to push away the rest of his pride and insecurities. He takes a breath.
“Will you … can you show me what to do? How to make you feel good?”
Your reply is instant. “Two fingers.”
He singles out his pointer and middle finger.
“And then go...” You wrap your fingers around his wrist, pulling his touch up to find something that his fingers catch on, a bundle of nerves that apparently feels good for you. You nod, sighing out a small “right there”.
He feels a little dumb when he asks, “What do I do now?”
“Rub. Circles are best, but side to side works too.”
So that’s what he does.
He starts slow at first, the circles a little wide, but they feel good for you. You’re nodding, eyes fluttering shut a bit. You return your hand to Luke, pressing over his dick, and then sliding a little further down until you reach his balls.
He tries to hide his sound, but a hitch of his breath comes out anyway.
There’s a tree stump just behind you, a product of an accident Luke has yet to tell you about, but you direct him towards it, standing over him for a second when he falls back to sit on it. The two of you have sat on the stump a few times before, but never in this capacity.
Luke watches you climb over him, straddling his hips, and pushing your crotches together.
Then, you grind.
One of Luke’s hands finds your ass, the other reaches back to connect with what’s left of the tree, reclining his position just enough to provide more room. He lets you do the rest, spurring you on with little nods and small breaths.
It’s not like you can see him, not when your eyes are pinched shut.
Luke wants to join you. His eyes threaten to close and submerge him in a void that would enhance every single feeling. But closing his eyes means getting rid of this sight. And he never wants to forget what you look like right now.
There’s sweat beading along your hairline and running down the side of your face. Your face is one of relaxation, save for the tiniest crease of concentration between your eyebrows. Luke can tell that you’re warm, and not just by the perspiration. But clearly his training has been paying off because your body doesn’t show fatigue. Your muscles are still taunt, your movements are still languid. You don’t show any plans of stopping anytime soon.
And at first, that’s what Luke wants.
There’s a few moments where he’s lost in oblivion. Where he pictures the worst thing in the world happening, and it’s you getting off of him. The feeling is so delicious, your centers grinding together, bumping clumsily yet still working in both of your favors.
He doesn’t want it ever to end.
And then he cums.
Again, he tries to hide the sounds he makes. But a groan rips through his throat, jumping out of his mouth and falling directly onto the fabric of your shirt when he rests his forehead against your chest.
He uses you as an anchor, his big hands gripping any part of you that he can find. He grips your clothes as he attempts to tether himself to the here and now.
He’s huffing, spent even though he did none of the work. Eventually, he lifts his head to search for your lips, but then he winces when you keep going.
He’s speaking in fragments. He’s trying to communicate his sensitivity. But you only shake your head, speeding your hips up a bit more.
“Sorry, ‘m sorry. I’m almost there. Swear, Luke. I swear…” and it’s just then that Luke is presented with the prettiest image he’s ever seen.
When his lips are numb and there’s a wet patch pressing against his sensitive cock in his briefs, Luke remembers the alcohol he has stashed within a bush.
He presents it, feeling that same sense of pride spread through his chest whenever you seem delighted at the options, even though it’s just a box of hard seltzer one of his brothers snuck in at the beginning of the summer. When you ask him what it took to secure it, Luke brushes it off, not wanting to remember the poop scooping he’d doomed himself to.
But the sight of you grinning before bringing the first sip of a cracked open can to your lips makes it all worth it.
When you pull it away a bead of clear liquid snags on the corner of your lips. Luke’s eyes watch it glide down your chin, and before he can stop himself he reaches a hand out, once again feeling that bravery, and swipes his thumb at the liquid.
He brings his thumb to his mouth and sucks it clean, surprisingly pleased at the flavor.
You both make your way through multiple cans, and it’s only when there’s a slight slur to your words and a sway to your frame that you ask Luke about your parents. And not about the stories you’ve been told throughout school, or the glorious recounts about how they’ve helped their kids. But the truth. About how Luke feels.
And he turns to you, smiling gently, and begins to tell you, becoming more and more pleased as you begin to express the same outrage as him.
He doesn't have to question if you'll be a valuable ally. He doesn't have to feed you carefully worded lines to twist your mind into siding with him.
With you, it's natural. The same as it is with him.
It’s exactly a week later. Another capture the flag day created a certain buzz that flowed throughout camp.
Earlier this morning, Luke was concerned about winning. That was before he found himself in a similar position as he did weeks ago.
Standing next to you in a clearing, no other campers around to witness something that will certainly be a sight to behold.
Just like before, you’re standing over a camper with your sword raised over his frightened frame. He’s pleading, but his words are useless. They fall to deaf ears.
“No maiming!” He exclaims. “It’s the rules, remember?” His words are spoken with a stutter, the tremor in his voice extremely obvious.
Briefly, Luke looks over to you only to find you already looking at him.
You’re waiting, body tense, ready to attack. All you need is the command.
“Do it.”
There’s a rip and a scream, and Luke’s eyes don’t leave your frame.
He watches the splatter of blood meet your cheek and for once, Luke doesn’t reach over to wipe it away. He leaves it there, leaving the evidence behind as he cups your face delicately, spreading his fingers to miss the crimson, and then using his hold to pull you close and press his lips to yours.
Easily, quickly, you submit to him.
You two haven’t shared things in the most intimate form, not yet at least, but he doesn’t need that with you. Looking in your eyes, seeing that same look that he sees in himself, Luke knows that having your legs spread around his hips with euphoria isn’t the most necessary thing in the world. He would love for it to happen, and he will revel in it when it does happen, but he knows that fucking you isn’t needed to guarantee your loyalty to him.
As you submit to him, smelling of musk derived from hard work, the evidence of your effort on your face, Luke knows that he’s already secured it.
He has your loyalty.
And he can’t shake the excitement he feels towards your potential. Because he knows that the fire blazing deep inside of you can’t be contained for much longer.
He just hopes your internal fire continues to work in his favor and never against it.
