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as of the recent news i will be continuing my threads given the eventual migration to another group – regardless if citta stays i will move all of my muses. i am doing this as more than citta itself, i love the people and mods that created this community and made it a home. if said home will must move, then i will go along.

ive been in citta since citta 1.0, my name is argilla and was before going by briar. im 23, mexican and i do fulltime customer service 6 days per week. my life is hectic and has never been stable but citta always offered itself as a good place to return. no matter the time, year and moment. the time i have spent here has been nothing but good memories and i can say for sure it pains me to see this develop. however, my love is not blind and neither my loyalty.

as of the eventual movement, the same applies to @cyfre , @porimes , @laferce , @wasuremasho , @yamiisha and my recently added @rakkanshugi

i love all of you and i am here if anyone needs to vent.

shittyrpmemes

* ∘ ∙ — text post starters. archetype: the student.

tw for references to suicidal thoughts

‘i’d really like to be taken out tbh. in a date way or a sniper way i have no preference’

‘today i’m wearing a nice dark shade of exhaustion under my eyes.’

‘beds are so warm and soft when the rest of the world is not’

‘i ship me and money’

‘actually all of my systems are nervous’

‘boom crack the sound of my joints’

‘*is proud of dark circles* *is proud of looking like death*’

‘i have a phd in getting myself into really bad situations’

‘i cant believe i have to wake up again tomorrow ! i cant believe it!!!’

‘can i log out of life’

‘i look stressed? haha yeah it’s the stress’

‘when u look relaxed all the time bc ur dead inside’

‘if you’re following me i’m just warning you that i don’t know where i’m going’

‘i would just like to publicly announce that i have no idea what i’m doing’

‘i’m usually that person that has no idea what’s going on’

‘me @ myself: why are you like this’

‘got a masters degree in being ignored’

‘i’ve done like, 12 things in my life probably, and i regret 16 of them’

‘i just realized i’ve survived everything i’ve ever encountered in life. i have a 100% survival rate. i’m fucking nailing it.’

‘list of things im handling well currently: that’s it.’

‘*pretends to be mentally stable*’

‘“you wear that shirt a lot” yes because i own it’

‘i need to get laid… to rest. put me in a coffin, let my soul ascend’

‘simple and effective ways to deal with stress include AAAAHHHHHHHHH’

‘occupation: the family disappointment’

‘96% of my life is ????? with a little ¿¿¿¿¿’

‘i’ve decided i want to be cremated. not when i die, just whenever. surprise me.’

‘you don’t wanna mess with me i cry easily’

‘me???? tired???? sleepy??? yes constantly’

‘i am pretty much 3% human and 97% stress’

‘shout out to people who help me with really simply things because i’m an idiot’

‘stop calling me valid you fucks i’m here to die’

‘im what the kids call sleep deprived’

#𝕓𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕕 𝕒 𝕝𝕒𝕕𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕪 { meme sunday }

oberlinvera:

She’s just a little indignant, though more sarcastically so. It was as if the girl knew who she was, and Vera hadn’t even had the delight of earning such precautions.

Lame.

“Yeah? Well go on, won’t you share with the class why you hate me so much.”

“Hate is a little bit strong of a word.” Just a bit. “Monsters in my world are not quite friendly, that is all. I have to be cautious since I’ve been already petrified for quite some days...” Which she prefers to not repeat. “So, you’re not with Dracula?”

#oberlinvera #vera #fhkjkhkghdfh

excommuned:

_____ ᴀꜱᴋɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴅʀᴜɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇ recalled seemed counterproductive but Trevor proved surprisingly attentive and sharp-eyed in his answer. He listed points with his fingers. “ The city is not aligned with Dracula, but regulated by bastards who enjoy damn mind games. Honestly? Load of shit with Dracula’s weird lantern’s all over the place and all the crazy stories of destroyed streets, but I haven’t heard any tale of him. My whip is with them too. No sign of where it is either. Christ, and here I am drinking. I don’t suppose you’ve heard any more bedtime stories about sleeping figures? That actually got us somewhere…”

“We are stuck in the middle of two very strong forces.” Not that different from home. The church and Dracula himself did not exactly saw them with good eyes. If anything, the constant in their lives would remain their outcast status. “What I’ve heard and seen myself, though...” She recalls perfectly those events and how little she could do at the time. As well, her own encounter with the very lord of the Night. “Months ago Dracula’s army swarmed a district, not sure if they are still within the area. But it’s a fact he is trapped with us in the city. And well, I could have met him or not...”

#excommuned #trevor001

excommuned:

_____ “….” ᴛʀᴇᴠᴏʀ ɴᴜᴅɢᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪɴᴛ ᴏꜰ ʙᴇᴇʀ back closer to him, just in case. For all he knew, she had the magical prowess to turn it into urine. “ Don’t ask me for a sip if you don’t like it. You don’t drink beer because it tastes good,” he muttered, turning in his seat. ”If anything, the piss here tastes better than the stuff back home. So, it’s an improvement. Might as well sit and drink while I eavesdrop.”

“Looking at you drinking isn’t asking for a sip.” She had quite the lovely beverage of her own. Fruit, non-alcoholic. She had always behaved after all. “There are fairly better drinks in this era.” But she is uncertain how appealing would be to see Belmont with a margarita. “What are the details? I would really appreciate your input in what you are hearing.”

#excommuned #np!!! we castmates stick togetheeer

oberlinvera:

“That is incredibly disrespectful. Just because I happen to be a monster, you humans think we’re always going to harm you.” Because they would be right of course, especially with Vera.

“Look, some of us have really sour experiences.” Not like she is unwilling to cooperate or form bonds. It comes with the territory of bonding with an actual vampire.

#oberlinvera #dont petrify me vera #vera001

suplex51:

“So,” Travis says as he sits down backwards on a chair.

“The dash topic is kissing, again.” We all know where he’s going with this, so…

“Do you hear yourself, sometimes? Like, when you speak?”

#suplex51 #logs in here just to judge this man

@excommuned

“Beer isn’t that good, Belmont. I worry one day you will not notice it is pee instead.” Is that a threat?

#excommuned #trevor001

@oberlinvera

“Say, should I worry about you?”

#oberlinvera #vera001 #sypha vc: i dont really like monsters that turn others into stone; feels bad.

@baddestdangerboy

“You shouldn’t eat that.” It looked as if it had expired long ago.

#baddestdangerboy #badou001

@dreamcraft

“You seem too eager in this dreadful place.”

And dreadful was a kind word, considering how eerie everything seemed. Plus, she was no longer sure if these bats around them were actual animals or monsters.

#doremy001 #i guess it can be event related? dunno.

aquilaofarkham

moodboards + sypha belnades (castlevania 3: dracula’s curse / netflix)

#𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 { aesthetic }#𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤 𝕓𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕞𝕠𝕠𝕟 { sypha }

here’s a regular ad. like for a mini. capping at 4.

#CA RP AD #𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕒'𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤 { ooc }

#she's back... gotta post an ad. when it's not sunday.#𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕒'𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤 { ooc }

new tags coz the other ones sucked

#𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤 𝕓𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕞𝕠𝕠𝕟 { sypha }#𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕒 𝕗𝕝𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 { belmont }#𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕓𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕜𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 { alucard }#𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 { aesthetic }#𝕚'𝕞 𝕗𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜 { musings }#𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥; 𝕒 𝕕𝕣𝕦𝕞 𝕠𝕗 𝕨𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣 { dash commentary }#𝕣𝕦𝕝𝕖𝕤 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕣𝕜 { about }#𝕓𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕕 𝕒 𝕝𝕒𝕕𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕪 { meme sunday }#𝕠𝕙 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕪 𝕥𝕚𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘; 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖 𝕟𝕠 𝕓𝕚𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘 { musings }#𝕒 𝕗𝕦𝕝𝕝-𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕚𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕘 { music }#𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕀 𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕒 𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕒 𝕡𝕣𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 { inbox }#𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕒'𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤 { ooc }

nocturnirea:

THE FLAME RETURNS THE FAVOR, casting light on her as well. But the revealed features tell him much of importance: she was human, younger than he expected and yet taught in magic already. Her likes were outcasts to the fanatics that reigned over their lands and their time, he mused that not anyone would be learned in these arts unless she had both potential and a purpose. To call crossing a vampire fortune, the Count chuckled dryly. ( Not for long, certainly not for long )

“IN SOME WAYS HE AND I ARE SIMILAR AND IN OTHERS WE COULDN’T BE MORE DIFFERENT.”

A truth and a half but not a lie. Claws scratched against the skin of his palms, unseen under his cape. He walked a few steps, other hand tracing a headstone. Head turned again to her, he posed the decisive question.

“AND ALUCARD IS YOUR ALLY AGAINST WHAT…?”

Fear was a shackle. Allowing it to sprout lead to life of ignorance and uncertainty. Uncertainty on an era reigned by monsters, both humane and inhumane. Those with power never feared a mere woman like her. But that was their one and only mistake, the very reason why she kept herself strong.

As the conversation turned heavier, she began suspecting something was amiss. It did not matter, though. She was willing to take the risk by speaking the truth, forward as possible. Regardless of who he was, nothing can be lost if it meant approaching her objective.

“We are against his Father...”

Preparing a defensive position, hands placed upfront in order to release a spell if needed. Attacking would be reckless, useless even. But she had little to lose once facing danger. Sypha was not, and would never, hesitate when her mission was greater than her own life.

“...Dracula.”

#nocturnirea #dracula001 #3000 years later here we are with good ol' wallachian starbucks

“...In times like these, I would not mind to see a battle to death.” Who cares if it was not permanent?

#dash comm.//

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