Behind Blue Eyes

i will die alone

[jigglypuffsvevo]

[aenslem]

#actual footage of me on every valentine’s day

[stability]

[cynbehindblueeyes]

...just wanna die.

[radiomaxwell]

so hey who else was taught as a kid that “”””wanting attention”””” in any way was wrong and shameful and has grown up unable ask for help or support even in great distress/suffering

[prideofyunmeng]

Parent: why do you never come to me for help

(two days later)

Me: I need help with something

Parent: CAN’T YOU SEE I’M BUSY WHY CAN’T YOU DO ANYTHING BY YOURSELF GOD YOU’RE SO-

Me: never mind

[silvernis]

And don’t forget the You Can Tell Me Anything (Except Things I Don’t Want to Hear)™.

[bolaires-mask]

Bonus round of You Can Tell Me Anything (But If I Don’t Like It You’re In Big Trouble Even If You’re Asking For Help)

[trauma-suggestion]

I’m Always Here For You! (Until You Upset Me In Any Way)™.

[fish-food-s]

I’m lucky to have such a well behaved kid! (Until you make one tiny slip up and I yell at you for being dysfunctional)™

[silver-tongues-blog]

i’ll help you if you ask (unless its something that i consider easy in which case i’ll make you feel bad and think youre a dumbass for not knowing it even though its something i never taught you)

[aroseforno-one-deactivated20221]

adulthood really does hit you like a fucking truck when you spent all of your teenage years thinking you were gonna kill yourself eventually,

[madamslayyy]

[starwarsgraphictee]

I feel this

[dankmemeuniversity]

[pocketss]

it’s just one of those croissant days

[pocketss]

we love a recovery

[cydril]

My brain: I sure would like to make some new friends

Me: You know you have to interact with people to get to know them right?

My Brain:

[nerdsigh-deactivated20190414]

so is anyone secretly in love with me yet

[jigglypuffsvevo]

me: tries my darndest

me: isn’t worth a darn

[sixpenceee]

That feeling when you hear about a beautiful, intelligent and selfless girl getting burned/hurt/disrespected by a pile of steaming male human garbage, that she still wants to go back too 

[vicmartin]

this is it this is the post that snapped me out of it

[bob-belcher]

#ME AF

[bob-belcher]

#literally 100% of my internal conversations with myself

[helpfvl]

when u hear someone talking shit about someone u hate

[105ttt]

Sir that’s my emotional support unrealistic romantic daydream

[nikeypapi]

how do you deal with anxiety ?

i let it fuck me up then i go to bed