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Welcome to my Hell 💛

My name’s Moony (or Kristian idc).  I do art as a hobby, and I am most likely to make art of what my fixation(s) are. :]]

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You Are Contagion

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I had to doodle something while I waited for midnight. |-/

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Posting this as many places I can to reach Jhin nation... But I've finally finished mashing all animated Khada Jhin content into a scenepack!! 🎭💕 (THE JHENEPACK, IF YOU WILL.) This includes notes + timestamps on where each item is from. ^^

I did it for myself to use for edits and figured I would share. 👉👈 I did my best to try to find the highest quality I could, but some were difficult.

I also will try my best to keep it updated, but just in case, I added a last updated date in the notes on the Drive. 🤌🤌

🪷 JHIN SCENEPACK DRIVE LINK!! 🪷

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Three.

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Twitter for Android.

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“There’s no such thing as a small god. Once somebody starts playing God, sooner or later, things will get out of hand.” — Elif Shafak

My first edit made for Jayvik Week, Day 4: Free!! :DD

🦋 SONG: ❥ "The Dead Come Talking" by @roekapara

I listen to a whole lot, but he is easily one of my favorite artists. Seriously, you won't regret checking him out.

⚙️ SCENEPACKS: ❥ Kenjjoo (https://www.youtube.com/@Kenjjoo) ❥ CartoonComps (https://www.instagram.com/cartoonscomps/https://cartoonscomps.carrd.co) ❥ WilliamsScenes (https://www.instagram.com/williamsscenes/)

Those guys are awesome for putting together scene packs, so please go check them out. :>>

(Can also be viewed on YouTube here!!)

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Okay, sorry (I'm not at all), but someone was appreciating the outfits of Viktor's commune on Twitter, and it reminded me I just have a whole lot of thoughts.

But I just love love love love them because essentially?? Looks aside (though they are stunningly gorgeous), these outfits—specifically being wrapped in blankets—sort of represent these individuals at their base/"pure" humanity.

But if you think about it, for most people, even in fictional settings/media, a blanket is your very first "outfit." It is your very first armor to brave this big, big world. Then and there at your birth, you are at your absolute most vulnerable. It's you BEFORE all of the wrong of the world (prejudice, disease, harm, death, etc.) has any chance to affect/shape you. From then on, they—this life, this world, this society—all will take every chance they can get to leave its fingerprints all over you. But in that moment, coddled by a blanket, you are a bare canvas of whatever your genes have ordered. Which is why I say "pure/base humanity."

And RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA if this does not perfectly encapsulate the commune's (Viktor's) mindset at this point??

I want to first preface this by saying. No. OBVIOUSLY the commune was not 10000% all good. Loss of self and autonomy and free will are Not good things. 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ (As these things makes us ourselves. Yes, though their bodies move, this is essentially murdering these people.) This is the core principle of which original game Viktor and Jayce disagreed and ultimately separated upon/got Viktor expelled. However, one of the MAIN themes of Arcane is how we can do very horrible things with good intentions. We know that this happens to be Viktor's. Clearly not probably one of the best methods of trying to bring this about, but what I'm saying is that not a single soul can argue that everything/the aftermath was done out of malice/an "evil" plan. TL;DR: No, the commune was not perfect like some people for some reason?? were convinced (looking at all of you with the 🚫 Jayce pfps after Act 2 lol). However, no way can someone genuinely say that it meant Viktor was evil because of all of it. Ok, preface over.

(Also, don't even get me started on the tragedy of how the world made Viktor, a disabled man, believe that the solution was to change himself and not ?? making the world more accommodating/educating people. That's for another time and I'm supposed to be talking about BLANKETS djksfnosfjskm.)

ANYWAYS, like Viktor himself says in Act 2:

"The reason for our failures in the commune. The doctor was right. It's inescapable. Humanity. Our very essence. Our emotions... Rage. Compassion. Hate. Two sides of the same coin. Inextricably bound."

Humanity has a ton of good to offer the world and each other. The commune was born out of Viktor's genuine empathy and desire for people to live free from all of the downsides of the human condition and the things that come with it. The commune was an attempt to separate the good side of the coin from the bad side. Which is why I say that their outfits, simply blankets wrapped around them like their "pure" selves (birth), perfectly encapsulates the commune's/Viktor's mindset at this point in time. He was convinced that he could find a way to have only the good. It also meant everyone was put to the same "level"/showed a sense of equality, which was another thing Viktor was trying to do. (I.E. Uniforms are VERY big in Piltover. Certain clothes mean STATUS. Even Salo, a former councilman, being in the same robes as everyone else is a good example of bringing everyone to the same playing field.)

Also, since I cannot help but note on it. My fellow religious trauma girlies were also very tuned into just how biblical Act 2 was in general (Jesus Viktor jokes, you will always be famous). I could make an entire essay on all of THOSE parallels, but on the topic of clothing: Adam and Eve only adorned "clothes" out of shame/self-consciousness once the biblical version of Pandora's box had been opened, releasing all of the bad (sin) into the world. This point in time of humanity before the apple is exactly akin to what Viktor was trying to achieve. (He even had a damn greenhouse omg like that's literally the Garden of Eden?? 😭😭) So while Fortiche/Riot definitely wouldn't have been able to have the members of the commune all naked without getting bumped up a couple ratings, it definitely makes sense that they would wear/appear as the next thing closest to that. Huzzah!! Blankets!! 🤌🤌

I also very much appreciate it because it makes the transition of Viktor's mindset changing very stark as well, going from "most" human (blanket) to least human (machine). I have been rationalizing these two differing points in my head kinda as:

[Commune/Act 2]

"I must save humanity from the world"

(Mentally, you have to equate bad things to the world if you believe you can have humanity without it)

VS.

[Arcane Herald/Act 3]

"I must save humanity from itself"

(Inarguable, as this is the canonical current state of new game Viktor. Also can be seen like "the world from humanity.")

Anyways, I'm crazy. 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ Thanks for reading.

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The post-canon Chr*stian L*nke doesn't want you to know about

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Viktor makes him kick out the ugly villagers.

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My laptop won't turn on 👎👎 so more work sticky note shenanigans.

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Anyone else got that counterfeit gender

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I'm sorry but this is all I can see

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Ok so basically

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Me after Arcane finale showing up to Riot HQ to destroy the servers and prevent thousands from making the biggest mistake of their life (downloading League of Legends)

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Manifesting this diva for future Riot show(s) please and thank you 🤞🤞