What will wake up when the world ends

19, whatever pronouns, aroace

[cynical1819rabbit]

Just got shocked so badly by putting my fingers NEAR my dishwasher that I think im just producing mini lightning atp

[cryingintheclubdhmu]

That I Love Her .𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪𖤐

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You swear your life is as mundane as it can get- but what happens when a caffeine enthusiast worms his way in?

AKA: Texts between you and the mystery man who keeps leaving you unwarranted coffee ✮⋆˙

Ft. B. Thomas !! ✶⋆.˚

You Are Here -> !! Pt 4 !! Pt 1 - Pt 2 - Pt 3 <<

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I love these mini series’s T3T

[cynical1819rabbit]

I really like this guy at my college but I cant talk to him to save my life so I end up just staring at him from afar anytime I see him which really isnt great but. Idk how to talk to someone

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update: the weather is warm enough for him to wear a sleeveless shirt and show off his arms (hes not huge, but boy is he fit) and im gonna start foaming at the mouth

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 2: i finally talked to him #terrifying. He's just as awkward if not more awkward than me. But hes nice. His ahh was wearing just a tank top in the most diabolical weather (its frigid asf out) and thats how I started the convo. By questioning his choices.

His voice is really nice to listen to tho. And his smile is also nice. Now I have to figure out what to talk to him about.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 3: We've been texting frequently lately. I kinda just yap at him. We've talked about so much stuff. But it still feels like i dont know him. I dont know how to ask more (maybe) personal questions without coming off as creepy yknow?

His cat is really cute though. Like super cute. Im gonna be harassing him for pictures of his cat from now on. He cannot get away from it. I think i may like his cat more than him (not really but yk)

Edit: forgot to note- we still stare at each other during class. I have caught him looking at me a lot more. And also he doesnt seem to be interested in getting to know me as much as I am interested in getting to know him.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 4: oh my god. His (bright pink) shirt rode up when he stretched during class (were talking about nutrition in my bio class and hes very interested, the nerd) and his happy trail was on FULL display. Please white boy take off your clothes. Oh my god his stomach looks so biteable please bro

I thank the lord every single day that he doesnt use tumblr.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 5: he needs to wear less clothes istg. I need to hang with him over summer just so I can see him without a jacket on or smth. He and I talk - frequently at that. Think im gonna go crazy if I dont talk to him more tho.

I want to hang out with him but he never has the time nor really wants to.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 6: i dont even want him romantically/sexually anymore, I NEED to observe him. I gotta put this guy in a situation tbh

[cynical1819rabbit]

I love sprinkles. No antidepressant could compare to my spoonful of sprinkles every now and then for my mental health.

[cynical1819rabbit]

I really like this guy at my college but I cant talk to him to save my life so I end up just staring at him from afar anytime I see him which really isnt great but. Idk how to talk to someone

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update: the weather is warm enough for him to wear a sleeveless shirt and show off his arms (hes not huge, but boy is he fit) and im gonna start foaming at the mouth

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 2: i finally talked to him #terrifying. He's just as awkward if not more awkward than me. But hes nice. His ahh was wearing just a tank top in the most diabolical weather (its frigid asf out) and thats how I started the convo. By questioning his choices.

His voice is really nice to listen to tho. And his smile is also nice. Now I have to figure out what to talk to him about.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 3: We've been texting frequently lately. I kinda just yap at him. We've talked about so much stuff. But it still feels like i dont know him. I dont know how to ask more (maybe) personal questions without coming off as creepy yknow?

His cat is really cute though. Like super cute. Im gonna be harassing him for pictures of his cat from now on. He cannot get away from it. I think i may like his cat more than him (not really but yk)

Edit: forgot to note- we still stare at each other during class. I have caught him looking at me a lot more. And also he doesnt seem to be interested in getting to know me as much as I am interested in getting to know him.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 4: oh my god. His (bright pink) shirt rode up when he stretched during class (were talking about nutrition in my bio class and hes very interested, the nerd) and his happy trail was on FULL display. Please white boy take off your clothes. Oh my god his stomach looks so biteable please bro

I thank the lord every single day that he doesnt use tumblr.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 5: he needs to wear less clothes istg. I need to hang with him over summer just so I can see him without a jacket on or smth. He and I talk - frequently at that. Think im gonna go crazy if I dont talk to him more tho.

I want to hang out with him but he never has the time nor really wants to.

[salvagelimbs]

I keep thinking about D3rlord3 saying Avery “showed him all the beauty of the universe” and going a little insane over it because what do you MEAN all the beauty of the universe. You have seen everything. You have brushed up against infinity. You have knowledge beyond human scale. And your conclusion is still this spectacularly lonely loser (I mean that with all the love in my heart), made your existence beautiful again.

I'M DISTRAUGHT. The tragedy isn’t even that they met. It's that d3rlord3 had the capacity to understand infinity, but only learned how to value something finite right before he died. And of course it had to be another loser. Of course it had to be someone equally out of place and equally lonely and not built for any of this. The worst part about their dynamic is that if they had met earlier, it might have saved him. And if they had met later, it might have destroyed Avery too, but they met at the exact point where d3rlord was already too far gone—the ONLY possible moment where love could not save them.

(I need everyone to be sicker about them immediately.)

[cynical1819rabbit]

I really like this guy at my college but I cant talk to him to save my life so I end up just staring at him from afar anytime I see him which really isnt great but. Idk how to talk to someone

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update: the weather is warm enough for him to wear a sleeveless shirt and show off his arms (hes not huge, but boy is he fit) and im gonna start foaming at the mouth

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 2: i finally talked to him #terrifying. He's just as awkward if not more awkward than me. But hes nice. His ahh was wearing just a tank top in the most diabolical weather (its frigid asf out) and thats how I started the convo. By questioning his choices.

His voice is really nice to listen to tho. And his smile is also nice. Now I have to figure out what to talk to him about.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 3: We've been texting frequently lately. I kinda just yap at him. We've talked about so much stuff. But it still feels like i dont know him. I dont know how to ask more (maybe) personal questions without coming off as creepy yknow?

His cat is really cute though. Like super cute. Im gonna be harassing him for pictures of his cat from now on. He cannot get away from it. I think i may like his cat more than him (not really but yk)

Edit: forgot to note- we still stare at each other during class. I have caught him looking at me a lot more. And also he doesnt seem to be interested in getting to know me as much as I am interested in getting to know him.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 4: oh my god. His (bright pink) shirt rode up when he stretched during class (were talking about nutrition in my bio class and hes very interested, the nerd) and his happy trail was on FULL display. Please white boy take off your clothes. Oh my god his stomach looks so biteable please bro

I thank the lord every single day that he doesnt use tumblr.

[s3ct0rr]

whatever my bugs doing

[cynical1819rabbit]

I really like this guy at my college but I cant talk to him to save my life so I end up just staring at him from afar anytime I see him which really isnt great but. Idk how to talk to someone

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update: the weather is warm enough for him to wear a sleeveless shirt and show off his arms (hes not huge, but boy is he fit) and im gonna start foaming at the mouth

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 2: i finally talked to him #terrifying. He's just as awkward if not more awkward than me. But hes nice. His ahh was wearing just a tank top in the most diabolical weather (its frigid asf out) and thats how I started the convo. By questioning his choices.

His voice is really nice to listen to tho. And his smile is also nice. Now I have to figure out what to talk to him about.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 3: We've been texting frequently lately. I kinda just yap at him. We've talked about so much stuff. But it still feels like i dont know him. I dont know how to ask more (maybe) personal questions without coming off as creepy yknow?

His cat is really cute though. Like super cute. Im gonna be harassing him for pictures of his cat from now on. He cannot get away from it. I think i may like his cat more than him (not really but yk)

Edit: forgot to note- we still stare at each other during class. I have caught him looking at me a lot more. And also he doesnt seem to be interested in getting to know me as much as I am interested in getting to know him.

[ama-a93]

thanks to you, i got a chance to see all the beauty of the universe

[cynical1819rabbit]

I really like this guy at my college but I cant talk to him to save my life so I end up just staring at him from afar anytime I see him which really isnt great but. Idk how to talk to someone

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update: the weather is warm enough for him to wear a sleeveless shirt and show off his arms (hes not huge, but boy is he fit) and im gonna start foaming at the mouth

[cynical1819rabbit]

Update 2: i finally talked to him #terrifying. He's just as awkward if not more awkward than me. But hes nice. His ahh was wearing just a tank top in the most diabolical weather (its frigid asf out) and thats how I started the convo. By questioning his choices.

His voice is really nice to listen to tho. And his smile is also nice. Now I have to figure out what to talk to him about.

[horridwizardthing]

And the universe said I love you because you are love

[cynical1819rabbit]

Item: The Screen Rarity: ⏶ Common

Console or PC?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

PC all the way

[fellatitledsmth]

Yet another TikTok L.

WE LIVIN'🔥

Shout out to @weirdospectral my most trusted source

[just-a-joey]

An Au where Derek lived!

Also just a headcanon for Derek/D3rlord. One of those gifted kids that lose motivation to continue education after Highschool.

[cynical1819rabbit]

Item: A Bright Star In Dark Space Rarity: ✦ Uncommon

Best video game night sky level?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Red Dead Redemption 2

[princesstarfire1234]

He's unironically so hopecore... I'll miss you D3rlord3 searching for a world...

(some art in between work/comms to celebrate the anguish I felt at the hands of wifies...)