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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
we're not kids anymore.
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Seeing the 10:20 showing this morning! Reclining seats next to the aisle! Bringing a thin blanket (that’ll fit in my purse) as they keep theater quite cold. And my AirPods for noise cancellation, because the sound in this theater is too loud anymore. The sound in Indiana Jones actually hurt my ears, so I’ve brought AirPods with me ever since. I can hear the movie just fine with them in, which only affirms the sound is too damn loud.
10/10: an epic of a film, befitting the epic tale.
Seeing the 10:20 showing this morning! Reclining seats next to the aisle! Bringing a thin blanket (that’ll fit in my purse) as they keep theater quite cold. And my AirPods for noise cancellation, because the sound in this theater is too loud anymore. The sound in Indiana Jones actually hurt my ears, so I’ve brought AirPods with me ever since. I can hear the movie just fine with them in, which only affirms the sound is too damn loud.
After nearly starving my sourdough starter this summer, I revived it and have been feeding it more consistently. Not wanting to waste the discard, I’m back to testing discard recipes. Week 2’s attempt at sourdough discard cinnamon rolls. Baked for 3 minutes longer and think I could have let them go for another 1-2 on top of that. These aren’t light and fluffy rolls, not from 2 sticks of butter and so much sugar. So very tasty.
Sending half with K (he and his friends have a beach trip this weekend) because my scale tipped a bit upwards (even more than expected from hormone fluctuations) for the first time since I’ve been doing all the things to take better care of myself these last 18 months. I’ll still have a portion, absolutely! Just half, not an entire roll.
Sur La Table had this perfectly-sized braiser on clearance over the holiday weekend with an extra 20% off. Broke her in via a batch of sourdough discard cinnamon rolls with a vanilla buttercream icing for Sunday brunch. Saturday’s steak tips became Sunday’s cheese steaks. A+ noshing this weekend.
20 years of being the jam to my PB, and A floored me with my first emerald piece.
We said no gifts, because we’re buying new dinnerware as our gift. I think we’re down to maybe one full place setting of our daily dishes without any chips; though, I cannot decide on a pattern or maker to save my life.
Rambling on after the jump.
Why darest the sky shine so blue, especially whilst we grieve? Why won’t the world stop for our loss? It’s just unfair we must mourn as the world continues completely unaffected.
I first lived this exceptionally surreal existence when my siblings and I lost our Mother.
I’m again living it for Richard, my dear (step) father-in-law.
A few excerpts from his obituary:
Dr. Richard Charles Stephens, born November 25, 1942, passed away July 3, 2026 leaving behind a remarkable legacy of scholarship, public service, and mentorship, and an unwavering love for his family.
Raised in New Orleans, Richard graduated with the inaugural class from Benjamin Franklin High School, subsequently earning his Bachelor of Arts from the University of New Orleans. Richard continued his education at the University of Wisconsin–Madison, earning his Master of Arts (1966) and his Ph.D (1971) in Sociology. Richard built a distinguished career as one of the nation's foremost researchers in the field of drug abuse and addiction. Throughout the 1970s and 1980s, he became a leading investigator of heroin use and street addiction, conducting groundbreaking research with individuals experiencing addiction, and helping establish a sociological framework for understanding opioid dependence. As a Lieutenant Commander in the U.S. Public Health Service, he conducted addiction research at the federal civil commitment hospital in Lexington, Kentucky. He later continued his pioneering narcotics research in New York City before joining the faculties of the University of Houston and then Cleveland State University.
Throughout his career, Richard's work focused on understanding the social and cultural forces that shape substance use and addiction. He authored two influential books: The Street Addict Role: A Theory of Heroin Addiction, and Mind-Altering Drugs: Use, Abuse, and Treatment, both of which helped shape the field and informed the next generation of researchers and practitioners.
During the 1990s and 2000s, Richard broadened his scholarship to include HIV prevention, adolescent substance use prevention, evaluation science, and public health policy. He collaborated on numerous federally funded studies evaluating prevention programs and behavioral interventions, publishing extensively in leading academic journals and edited volumes. As the national evaluator of the Target Cities initiative, he led work that culminated in a published evaluation in 2002. During this time, he joined the University of Akron as a Professor of Sociology, and became the Founding Director of the Institute for Health and Social Policy (est. 1999), where he continued to mentor students, advance research, and promote evidence-based public policy. Under his leadership, the Institute received what was then the largest grant in University of Akron history: a $13.7 million grant from the Robert Wood Johnson Foundation to develop and evaluate a new D.A.R.E. substance abuse prevention curriculum for middle-school students. He retired from the University of Akron in 2009.
While Richard's professional achievements were significant, he was most proud of his family. <redacted>
Richard will be remembered not only for his pioneering contributions to sociology, public health, and addiction research, but also for his intellectual curiosity, compassion, integrity, and unwavering commitment to improving the lives of others. His work continues to influence the fields he loved, and his legacy lives on through the countless people he taught, mentored, and inspired.
The family will hold a private celebration of Richard's life. His family asks that he be remembered not only for his accomplishments, but also for his love of learning and his devotion to those he loved.
May he rest in peace.
I made a bowl of whipped feta because my hormones demanded meze for lunch this week.
I love grilling season
lobbed 5” off my locks this morning
GPOM below the jump
my new stamps
currently beefing with my uterus
what’s with taking off one month and then playing catch up the next PLUS bringing the extra spicy cramps?
just shed your lining on schedule, c’mon!
usually, I’m (mostly) okay with horror films; will just avoid the screen and audio during more gruesome scenes
I draw the line at SA; Over Your Dead Body is a hard pass
attempted rape is a joke to these assholes
so fucking funny
ha. ha. ha. ha.
fuck off
Did a little politicking this weekend. A++ experience and merch!
TOP FIVE PLACES IN MASSACHUSETTS:
1. boylston - tower hill botanical garden
2. holliston, milford - holliston bike trail
3. south deerfield - yankee candle village
4. concord - walden pond and henry david thoreau cabin
5. grafton - grafton flea market
HONORABLE MENTIONS:
hopedale - the massive old mill that was recently demolished and is now just a massive flat plot of land. truly a tragedy, as the town has lost a big aspect of its character.
boston - cop slide
medway - Lotus chinese restaurant
lawrence - lawrence heritage state park
andover - see, hear, speak no evil chimp statue in downtown
Official Post of Massachusetts
Tower Hill of one of my most favorite places in MA. I also love that NEBG is very pet friendly. We added Benji to our membership and bring him to sniff around the many trails. He LOVES when we bring him along! 🐾
have developed a stupid infection in an incision, and have been doing the oral antibiotics + fever/swelling meds + watching drawn borders + monitoring for scary symptoms I hope to have preempted routine ever since. seeing red lines streak up your foot is scaaaary.
once upon a time, my son, at his peak of collegiate athlete health, developed septic bursitis and began to exhibit symptoms of sepsis (significant altered mental status, anyone?) in the hours before his urgently needed surgery to clean out his elbow. thankfully, he had been admitted to the med-surg floor for IV therapies overnight and was being closely monitored when this occurred. all from scraping his elbow whilst skateboarding.
luck isn’t generally in our favor for injuries not going a bit+ sideways.
really hoping I defy our odds this time.