A little place of releif

I love art, animals, cosmos, fiction and pretty much everythingᡣ𐭩

[cyyyyynnnp]

⋆˚꩜｡INTRODUCTION𝜗ৎ

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🍰⋆. 𐙚 ˚ This is just a digital diary type of blog where i share whatever crosses my mind . It’s nothing too serious haha I'm just trying to make it through my teenage years smhw. You can interact only if you're a girl ᝰ.ᐟ

"𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓼 𝓪 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓪𝓽 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮"✮⋆˙

╰┈➤ abt me⋆

⋆♡ AuDHD🌸⋆˚꩜｡

⋆♡ Hyperfixating rat 𝜗ৎ

⋆♡ Seventeen ⋆. 𐙚 ˚

⋆♡ Infp 🪷

⋆♡ Nerdy ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ

[impromptu-sketches]

If you like Old-Fashioned Cupcake...

I highly recommend 10 Things I Want to Do Before I Turn 40

age gap | 30 x 40 | older bottom x younger top | workplace/office romance | boss x employee | CUTE

[vendetta06]

any yaoi recs? ^_^

Oh my god... Get ready because I've been keeping track of everything I've been reading this year and I've already surpassed 100 (there is something wrong with me!! 😭) Don't worry though, I'm only going to recommend the ones that were something to write home about. Also I read both Japanese, Korean, and Chinese because I'm greedy. So we're about to get multi-cultural.

Korean Yaoi's - Starting with these because the world building for these plots were SO addicting, original and mind blowing. (I'm also just really into toxic shit, so the first 5 are really toxic).

Blind Play - A sex worker pretends to be blind so he can steal from the rich. The next person he tries to scam is a serial killer.

Hwanghyeon Text (alternate title: The Words In Your Snare) - A police informant who can read minds meets someone he can't read at all.

Red Mansion - A lonely convenience store worker stalks his landlord, the landlord is weirdly into it.

Double Trap - A college student is in love with his roommate and hooks up with him, only for the roommate to not remember any part of it. (Really crazy, angsty, and hot)

Painter of the Night - In the dynasty era, a painter who specializes in erotica is hired by a noble to paint for him. Toxic, addicting, angst-filled whump.

Room Without Windows - A man wakes up with his leg amputated in a bunker. The world outside is not what he expected.

Cozy Obsession - A man gets isekai'd into an omegaverse yaoi novel, but since he's read this book before, he keeps making moves that changes the plot.

Comes In Threes - Funny as fuck, truly unhinged, all strange characters. The art is super expressive and funny.

Low Tide in Twilight - An omega in debt has to repay with his body. There's a lot of mixed reviews because of the dark topics but I thoroughly enjoyed the character development.

Killer Crush - A comedy about an awkward, cold blooded assassin who falls in love with a star.

Habibi's Rabbits (alt title: Cheeky Habits of my Rabbits) - A wererabbit shifter noble needs to search for a special wererabbit who pretends to be a pet for a woman.

My Guildmate Next Door - 2 neighbors unknowingly play the same game every night. Funny and awkward, but this one is reaaaaaally slow burn.

Honorable Mentions: Lost in the Cloud, Jinx, Backlight (all still addicting, but angst KILLS me).

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Japanese Yaoi's

10 Count - Fave of all time! A man with severe OCD meets with a therapist who's willing to help in more ways than one... 🤭

Sub-sama, Shitsuke no Jikan desu - Dom/sub verse. A clubowner is a sub pretending to be a dom, and his staff member is a dom pretending to be a sub.

Kabukichou Bad Trip - A host who could read minds meets his idol, and his idol only has inappropriate thoughts.

Therapy Game - A straight man wakes up in bed with another man. I liked this one because it actually went into LGBT issues and topics and the work it takes to try to make a healthy relationship.

Punks Triangle - A fashion student idolizes a punk model. He gets partnered for a class project with a clumsy classmate who he can't stop thinking about.

Discarding the Misfit Collar - 2 guys meet because the guy they were dating was cheating on the both of them.

Double Fake - Omegaverse detectives (I liked this one bc the informant really looks like Izaya Orihara 🤭)

Fake Fact Lips - Competitive rivals make a bet: who will fall in love with each other first?

A Love Too Captivating - The class president is the only one that knows that the school delinquent is a blushy crybaby.

I, a Kept Man, am the Pet of Two High-Spec Men - This one is just hot lmao

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Chinese Yaoi's

Kill My Love - A beta assassin has now retired, only to be captured by an alpha who's been obsessed with him.

19 Days - More like 19 years. This one is a classic comedy slice of life, I've been reading this since high school. 😮‍💨

Honestly, I could use a little more Chinese yaoi in my life. Lmk if any good recs!

[anxietyproblem]

[cyyyyynnnp]

Hii guys!! Eid is near I'm so excited but also, this Eid I won't be able to meet my cousins nor do I have any friends so what do I do all dayyy? Gimme ideasss :>

[anxietyproblem]

[kiefdoll]

the grind NEVER starts. i’m sleeping.

[weakwness]

[vans-drop]

Anyways, *drifts into imagination*

[anxietyproblem]

[8nin]

“you’re so strong” thanks, i literally have no other choice

[stroebe2]

How to become normal under 48 hours

[yellow-cat]

abandon shame. theres more interesting emotions to be felt

[girltalk]

Sending you peace, love, and so much hope with every petal ❤︎

[cyyyyynnnp]

I don't know what I'm doing help I want to focus and be distracted at the same time, I shouldn't spiral into shame but I should still somehow try to fix my life? Idk how I'm exhausted but at least I'm not blaming myself for every little thing that I'm not in control of and it feels better that way.

[cyyyyynnnp]

Do you ever want to feel loved soo bad but when people reach out to you and ask you to hang out, you run out of social battery and just want to be alone? I always feel like that.

[burnt-swissroll]

i feel like im talking to nobody. im just screaming into the internet void at this point….