Beautiful Destruction Laid Down Before Our Eyes

Jane // she/her

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simmer - hayley williams / the bell jar - sylvia plath / cop car - mitski / judith slaying holofernes - artemisia gentileschi / fast as you can - fiona apple / animal- aurora / salome - jean benner / tonight i am someone else - chelsea hodson / wishbone - richard siken / ride - lana del rey

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Durbuy, Belgium

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Tarot Guide for Beginners - Cups

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Cups are one of the minor arcana in tarot.

ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio

ELEMENT: Water

KEY MEANINGS: Emotions, Feelings, Love, Relationships, Creativity

In tarot cups represents the emotional side of things. Water flows very fluidly and can go in any direction if directed and showed a way. Just like your emotions are fluid.

If you get cups in a love reading it is very good for you most of the time.

ACE OF CUPS: New beginnings, New Emotions, New relationship, creativity

TWO OF CUPS: Connection, Friendship, Relationship, Good card to get for romantic feelings

THREE OF CUPS: Friends, Community, Party, Gratitude

FOUR OF CUPS: rejection, boredom, apathy, not accepting help, being rejected by someone

FIVE OF CUPS: Looking at the sad side, pessimistic, Loss, Grief, Disappointment

SIX OF CUPS: Healing, nostalgia, puppy love, childhood, memories,

SEVEN OF CUPS: Many choices, deception, Hope, day dreaming, searching for something

EIGHT OF CUPS: Walking away from a situation, new future, leaving feelings behind, disillusioned, fear of loss

NINE OF CUPS: Self love, Dreams, Fulfillments, luxury, emotional stability, arrogance

TEN OF CUPS: Family, Happy endings, Fulfillments, Harmony,

The court cards in a reading can represent another person or give characteristics of a person.

PAGE OF CUPS: Friendly Invitation, Creative, Drugs, Affection, misunderstanding, dreamer, sensitive

KNIGHT OF CUPS: Can represent a player, romantic, emotional immaturity, moody, romance, infatuation

QUEEN OF CUPS: Empathy, Patience, Motherly, Mysticism, Comfort, compassion, dependence

KING OF CUPS: Emotional control, stability, emotional manipulative, intense love, loyal, balance, mocking,

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and like, here’s the thing. stories should affect you, yes. stories should shock you, startle you, make you think, make you feel, make you linger on them once they are done. but we, as humans, as people with vulnerabilities and wounds and scars, we only linger on the stories that satisfy us. stories that sate our souls and take us on a journey to somewhere that resonates within us. if a story rips at us only to be cruel we push it away. if it tugs the rug out from under us just to be clever or shocking for no reason other than the thrill of it we do not hold on after it is gone. and a story doesn’t have to be happy in its ending to be satisfying, it just has to matter. it just needs empathy for those it aims to touch.

[thottielamottie]

i dont remember like anything from middle school, just fall out boy and trying not to be gay

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[1833outboy]

I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive.

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Yes or no tarot

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# checks out

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every actor in the mcu when chris hemsworth is brought up in interviews

[ligerscout]

“Brother, why do you still walk on four legs, we have been liberated, stand…”

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I should be working on my finals but I can’t. I need to talk about this because the world is looking at us through Notre-Dame, and I need to use this. You want to talk about France? LET’S TALK.

We have been on the brink of civil war since November.

You can’t even begin to imagine what it’s like to live in France right now. Every Saturday, we protest for our rights, our civil, constitutional rights. Some may remember the student protests of last year (if not, here is a chronology of what happened: x, x, x, x). Since then, it’s gone downhill. In my university, the dean faces charges but is still in function, he hired a milicia with bulldogs who patrols the uni and separates any group of student they deem too big. They used to control our id before going in. The police violence is the worst thing I’ve ever seen in my life.

I’m terrified to go outside, but I still go to protests because we are being silenced, slowly, methodically, by the Macron government. I was hurt multiple times during protests, almost always in the face. I was gassed, I was hit by water canons. The police isn’t even caring about the non-protesters. I’ve seen them shoot gas grenades at toddlers, three-year-old choking on lacrymo. Two girls, gassed, and a little nine-year-old who had her arm broken running away.

A mother falling to the ground because a plastic-shrapnel grenade exploded next to her ankle and destroyed her foot. Most of my friends have PTSD, any sharp sound can send every single one of us into a panic attack. We can’t handle fireworks or firecrackers anymore.

The blood. I can’t make you understand how much blood is spilled during the protests. The number of times they scream MEDIC during protests makes me sick.

On record, there are currently three persons who were shot in the eye. One man had his hand ripped off. Multiple men and women got broken ribs from the flashballs. THEY EVEN SHOOT AT REPORTERS from the national television and freelancers, with water canons and flashballs. They’ve beaten minors unconscious, they’ve shot a flashball into someone’s mouth and it exploded his cheek, they’ve thrown a disabled man off his wheelchair.

During the protests, we break things. Of course we do. We break glass, mostly, because it’s the cheapest to repair and it’s what’s the most impacting visually, so it’s our compromise. They break us.

If you carry a camera into a protest, they’ll track you down and target you until either your camera is dead or you’re too beaten up to be able to film. I’ve been there. I never bring my camera anymore. And even then, I wouldn’t film anyway, because the police is on social media, and they look at every video, they identify people’s faces, and then people get in trouble. They block entire streets so you can’t escape them. They make ‘nests’ where they circle around protesters until they’re surrounded, then they throw a gas grenade in the middle and when people run away towards the edges, they catch everyone one by one and beat them bloody.

And the worst is the misinformation. The media have done such a good job at misrepresenting the protests that there is infighting inside my own family, inside most families, at work, at school, between people who think the government is doing its best to control the situation and the protesters are violent anarchists set to destroy the country, and the people who’ve actually been in protests, who’ve peacefully raised their hands up when asked and where shot in the ribs with a flashball in thanks. My own parents didn’t believe me until I came back from a protest with a split eyebrow and sprained wrist.

This is a short documentary a French newsreport/gamer youtuber made. If you speak French, it will give you another inside view. If not, you can just watch the images from March 18th, until now the most violent protest since November.

In Paris, now the army is in the street. They pulled back the anti-terrorism squads soldiers (about 7,000) and put them in the street, against us. They had orders to shoot after three warnings and they are armed to kill. THEY ARE ARMED WITH LETHAL WEAPONS. The last time the army was sent to control a protest was in 1948.

You want to talk about France? Talk about that. We are scared. We feel abandoned by the world. And guess what? If France falls, you’re all coming with us. Right now, it’s easy to forget that the same thing is happening in South-America and all over Middle-East, because Western media doesn’t like talking about anything that isn’t white and pretty. But if they managed to forget to talk about just how bad it is here, then it’s going to happen to you too. So the first step? Is to talk about it. Share this, share other news report. Talk about it with your friends, your families. Contact your local news, ask them why no one is talking about it. Go to social media, tweet people, ask questions. Hell, ask ME questions.

France is heading straight to civil war, and I’m terrified.