L O S T

Just a place for me to let go, open up and let out my darkest thoughts

[d-press-ing]

I just want to run away and never come back

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I literally can not look into a mirror without feeling disgusted.

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I keep pretending I’m okay but I’m not. I’m really not

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its funny that i have this account for when i feel shit, but i literally never use it when im at my worst  

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I don’t miss you anymore

- a five word story I never thought I’d be able to say

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I can’t deal with this shit

[come-wake-me-upp]

It sucks being so messed up that you constantly need to be told that you’re wanted and why you’re wanted, but being too afraid to say you need to hear it constantly because you don’t want to be annoying or a pain or selfish.

[d-press-ing]

Mood

[d-press-ing]

I hate this fucking house

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I’ve tried so hard with you and you still give nothing back

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I’m just so tired of everything

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Dear Anxiety,

Please kindly fuck off.

Thank you

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I can convince my brain that I’m overweight but I can’t convince my brain I’m not dying when I’ve had my 6000th panic attack .

[d-press-ing]

I’m in a box

But I’m the one who locked me in

Suffocating and I’m running out of oxygen

[d-press-ing]

I can’t even trust myself, let alone somebody else

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I don’t hate you for hurting me. I hate myself for allowing someone to have the power to hurt me.

[d-press-ing]

I have nothing left to give

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I bleached my hair instead of hurting myself today, some people might not understand that but if you do, I’m sorry