the air was thick, different..when it was just us. charged.
i’d always admired the way you carried yourself. shoulders squared, jaw tight..leaving no room for argument. gaze unwavering and your control, absolute.
i lived for it. the sharp pleasure of obedience. i did well with your commands (usually), letting you use me as you pleased. dripping from just the thought of your hands on me.
maybe that was why i wasn’t sure what had come over me? not really. but there i was, propped perfectly on my knees between your thighs, forehead pressed gently against you..i could feel your gaze on me through the mirror, tracing the curve of my spine.
“let me..” i breathed, pressing a kiss to the soft flesh there and i felt your hand pause at the nape of my neck, curled around my hair, “let me take care of you..just for tonight?” i could feel you stiffen, and the silence stretched. i didn’t want to be in charge, i wanted to worship you, watch you unravel underneath me on the same strap you had buried inside me time and again. i wanted you to enjoy it. and you trusted me, i knew that.
but this..this was new. relinquishing that control? the complete opposite of everything you stood for. and yet, you hadn’t refused.
the transformation was slow, meticulous.
your eyes watched me, i moved with a different kind of authority, one born of devotion. not dominance. infinitely gentle..reverent almost, as my fingers traced your body. something i’d seen a hundred times yet still rendered me speechless.
i had to focus, this was for you. i chose carefully, a clear silicone toy, one i had an affinity for. i loved the way it looked buried inside myself. and i heard your breath hitch, not fear..the quiet shock of something dangerously close to surrender.
“you’re still in charge,” i reminded you softly, blinking up to meet your gaze. “your word goes..it’s just my hands..and they belong to you” i promised.
you nodded, slow. which was exactly how i started. laying you on the bed, pressing soft, open mouthed kisses on your warm skin. trying desperately to keep pace, i wanted to worship you, my needs could wait, watching the tension finally begin to melt from your shoulders, eyelids half lidded and i hadn’t even stretched you out yet. i could almost see it, the usual unwavering gaze clouding over..fingers curled into the bedsheets.
“ready?” i asked, and you sucked in a sharp breath, a single nod “yeah, bunny.” bottom lip pulled tight between your teeth and i bit back a soft knowing smile.
“mommy?” i hummed gently. testing the strap by pressing it against your clit, brushing between your folds and you gasped..back arching off the bed and i watched in awe.
“yes? o-oh fuck, bunny.” your usual tone now hanging on by a thread, and i could feel myself, slick and dripping down my thighs.
“just breathe” i whispered, the same order you gave me when you stretched me out. and you did. at the same time i pressed the toy inside, hips moving slowly. god you looked lovely.
i paused for a moment, nearly bottomed out inside you. waiting. focusing on my breathing, i wanted you to enjoy every minute.
“move, bunny” you commanded, and i swallowed. hips rocking back when i heard it “please”
i found the rhythm quickly, slow..steady. and the stoic mask shattered into something breathtaking. your back arched when i pushed inside, lips parted..not with orders but shattered, bits and pieces muffled into my shoulder.
my thighs burned and my clit throbbed, but i didn’t stop..instead relishing in every sound that spilled from your lips. the way your body seemed to unconsciously push back against me, like you wanted more.
“f-fuck im close,” your voice breathy, nipples hard and pressed against my own while you gripped my hips, digging your nails into the soft flesh there to pull me as deep as i could to.
“cum for me mommy, please” i begged, even now..you were in charge. i wanted to please you. always.
my hand came down, circling your clit, watching the way my strap slipped so easily in and out, coated with you. so close, i knew those pretty noises, but these were different, not bad. just, trusting. trusting me to guide you through it, to let me take care of you.
you clenched around it, my fingers slick with you when your back arched again..head pressed beautifully into the pillows and lashes laid on your cheeks.
“fuck..fuck bunny im-“ you moaned, and i didn’t stop, only slowing when your body went lax underneath me, legs shaking softly as your breathing returned to normal.
i leaned down, toy still buried inside you, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips.
“you did so good for me, mommy. thank you” i whispered, smiling against your lips. “for trusting me,” i breathed. bringing my fingers, slick with your cum up to my lips, to taste you.