Welp, it's 5 am on a Friday time for me to vent about shit no one cares about...
So for those of you who do not know I am, or...was the creator and main mod of a, now dead, critique server relating to vivziepop and her projects.
If you want the TLDR version of this story:: I was a dumb kid who made a server, without knowing how to run one or handle the people in it, so it crashed and burned, and since been abandoned.
If you want the long version...
((Tw:: Breif SH mention))
Just so I can get this out of the way, my server was never made with the intention of "Bashing" or "Hate Mobbing" Vivz
I have kept up with Vivz's fandom for a good while now, and I have seen the best and worst of what it has to offer, but something I saw consistently was her fans being weirdly hostile to people who critiqued her, even if they were extremely nice or had mostly positive things to say, her fans would only focus on the negative and try to defend her, Thankfully this behavior has seemingly stopped in the fandom, but around the time I have made the server (August 17, 2019) this behavior was still kind of common, Thus I crested the server as a place for people who may have had opinions they wanted to express about vivz, to share them without having to deal rabid people from the fandom or hatedom, sadly though this did not end well.
I gave out the link to the server on the bad comics wiki forum, and on an old vivz fan blog I had, more and more people were piling into the server each minute, with the server having at least 50 members within a few months or so
Note that around the time I had made the server, I was 16, and still in school, so I was not constantly in the server to moderate and fix things up, and even if I was, I usually didn't know what the fuck to do, so I had called on a few mods to help, sadly we still couldn't keep up with shit for a lot of reasons, mainly failure to communicate and constant disagreements.
The server slowly but surely turned into a mess. If we weren't arguing our opinions on vivz, we were arguing over political and social issues or some other dumb shit. I constantly had both members and mods claiming shit about one another, and this server caused me to breakdown so much I do to put it on lockdown twice within the span of a month
Thus, I finally closed it on (June 15, 2020)
The general chat and server are still up, HOWEVER, I will not be accepting anyone in UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE.
there was a ton of other shit I was gonna mention but it's either between me and other people or was just petty bs
so this is it for now.
In conclusion, this server was a hot mess, and still regret opening it to this day.
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