This is a triggering blog. Please just block me. Don't report my account. I've been terminated once already. I do not encourage what I do, I do not want to make this seem like some miracle weight loss method. It is agony. It is headaches and stomach aches, dizziness and collapsing, losing everyone you love all for the sake of never being happy with how thin you are. I do not have a safe outlet offline for this. Online outlets are my only option right now. Please do not take this way from me again. I do want to seek recovery, but it isn't as easy as you'd think. I'm trying.
If you are currently struggling with an ED, interact if you'd like, I need to rebuild the list of people I follow again.
If you do not have an eating disorder, are a minor without an ed, or are just looking through ed-tumblr out of curiosity:
Leave.
DNI.
Get out while you still can.
This is not a glorious fantastical disorder like the stereotypes make it seem. It's not a simple fast for a few days and be thin thing. It is pain, agony, mental anguish, depression, anxiety, starving, binging, hating yourself no matter how much you change, and it is not fun.
Do not get involved. I wish I had the insight I do now all those years ago, but I didn't. Take it from me, a struggler of 8+ years - run far away from this and don't look back.
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Stats
Height: 5ft 6.5in/170.3cm
SW (as of redownloading tumblr): 103.9kg/229.1lbs(27/04/21)
CW: 94kg/207.23lbs (17/09/21)
GW 1: 90kg/198.4lbs
GW 2: 80kg/176.3lbs
GW 3: 70kg/154.3lbs
GW 4: 60kg/132.2lbs
UGW: 52kg/114.6lbs
