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ok well i tried downloading the backup of my blog 3 times and it failed so i’m gonna go ahead and archive it like u guys suggested

love u all more than anything! follow me on twitter @xo__hima or instagram @xohima! wishing u all safety and love :-) 💙💙💙💙💙

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Hima no 🥺 what’s your ao3?

dykes4louis!

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hima are you deleting your ao3 as well? im quite sad to see you go but happiness is much more important!

ao3 will stay up!! 💙

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hi hima could you wait a lil bit to delete your acc 😔 i have so many of your posts saved up on my likes that i love i'm trying to find them all so i don't lose it heheh it's ok if you don't want to wait tho! you're gonna be missed xxx

yes love it’ll stay up until tonight please save anything you’d like :)

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Last time you deleted you admitted it was because you didn't like Harry anymore. So this is probably why you are deleting now. It's okay, you can admit it.

it’s actually because we’re in a time that feels literally apocalyptic, being here is joyless, and i have outgrown a place where people like you displace the anger and pain festering inside you onto strangers like me through harassing us over a boyband - that way you don’t have to own up to how hollow you really are. i hope that you invest yourself into something important to you that allows you the space to develop a grain of compassion. if it means a lot to you i am ok with you thinking that harry styles is of any priority to me right now, but i wish you all the best in healing whatever it is in you that leads you to a practice as cold-blooded as obsessing over and sending unidentified shitty messages to people you don’t know. it’s not my concern anymore! :)

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Ooh I'm so sad I only recently started following you and you made my dash so much better :(( what's your twitter and ig?

aw love you im sorry! i am xohima on ig and xo__hima (2 underscores) on twitter

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Could you archive it for us plz hima 🥺🥺🥺🥺

if i don’t delete it completely i’ll keep coming back :( but please save anything you want to

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hmm

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the world sucks the joy out of anything that can b enjoyed and i for one am starting to hate it!

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Do you have a fave genre?

nope!

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I'm currently reading The Second Sex (Simone de Beauvoir) and A Tale for the Time Being (Ruth Ozecki) and just finished On Beauty (Zadie Smith) and am about to start This Bridge Called My Back (Cherríe Moraga & Gloria E Anzaldúa) or Sister Outsider (Audre Lorde) - I haven't decided yet - and I recommend all of them, insofar as you can rec a book you haven't read yet for the last two :)

ohhh i will take a look! i watched an interview w zadie smith and thought she was great so! ty!!

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caliban and the witch if you haven't read it already.

yes i have it downloaded hehe! thank u!

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I think the horses girls gang got separated. The original horsegirl left the fandom, dykes*louis had a fallout with the harries and I think that's it. The other horsegirls are all harries now which is not funny (not that this horsegirl gang isn't just a harrie groupchat) I'm sorry it had to end this way.

this is the third funniest ask i have ever gotten only second to the original Horse Gang ask and postmodernist anon JDJSJSJSHWJSIEJSNKCJWJAJA

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i am also trying to build up my reading list so does anyone have any recommendations 😳

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hima u are living in my Heart rent free

stop it i love U

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update u guys ... i am starting a garden when we go back to my parents’ house and she is going to be beautiful

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im literally barely here and somehow still living in ppls heads rent-free? omfg thank u guys 💙