Forbidden lovers ꨄ︎
I can't,I can't,i can't,you know i can't...
I want it,I,I,I want it babe...
You had always had a majority of luffy's attention since the day he saw you.
You were just so freaking majestic with your flowly hair,soft eyes, and oh so perfect lips.Yet you were so oblivious to luffy's undying fixation on you.
Despite himself,he only became this smitten version of himself when you two were alone or during really vulnerable momments.Then in public(infront of the crew) you were just his crewmate.
Nothing less.
Nothing more.
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It was a warm day on the sunny,Zoro was taking a nap in the crows nest snoring for the whole grand line to hear;Sanji in the kitchen preparing you nami and robin some snacks;Usopp was practicing his aim with franky being the dartboard and chopper his hypeman; Robin was in the study with Nami as they reveiwed various topics;and you were quietly sewing designs onto your handmade bag in your cozy pillow space you called your bed.
Everything was so perfectly domesticated.
'Mhmmmmm'
'Oh?'
Warm toned tanned arms wrapped around your neck as a certain someone's face found it's way to the crook of your neck.
You smiled gently and then put your needle and bag on your bedside table.
'Hey,you.'you turned yourself to face him and hugged him back — with the way he melted into you,you would've thought you were holding a beanbag.
'I've missed you.'
A soft huff of laughter escaped your lips.
'Lu,you saw me at breakfast'
He put his head on your chest.You took his chin in your dainty fingers tilting his head up towards you only to be met with a look you'd never seen before.
It's wasn't lust.Not at all.
Just. . .adoration.
You could feel your cheeks burning hotter as your usual composed demeanour began to waver as per usual around him.
'Are you alright,darling?'
'Baby-'
You face softened as you sighed and looked away.
'Luffy don't please...not today.'
'Why?You are my baby, are you not?'
He lifted his head off your chest to look at you with those gentle eyes.
'Darling,' you look down at your hands adorn with rings.'you know we can't'
'Why?Is it because you're slightly taller?It's only by like an inch!'
You chuckled softly.'No.We can't because it's not fair on the crew.' You took his hand in yours and kissed his knuckles. Depsite you being taller, he still had fairly larger hands.
His brows knitted together and he tilted his head.
'But i want you and you want me too.'
'I can't...Luffy's it's not...practical.What if we break up or get into an agruement,how will that affect the crew?'
'But i'd be a really good boyfriend to you.I'll buy you flowers and all that mushy stuff.'
You looked back up at him.
'We can't,lu.I-I can't.I can't bring myself to be the reason you have favourites or we argue and it shifts things between the crew.'
His hand pushes you down against your shoulder sending you softly into your pillow skip of a bed.
'But i love you.Like a alot.'He rested his forearms either side of your head.
'I'd be a really good boyfriend i promise'
You smile gently.
'Yeah?'Your hands pull him closer by the collar.
'Mhm,i'd even share my food with you.'
'That's a really big step...'you had this little smile on your face that just mad him wanna kiss you senseless.
'Only for you.' He chuckled.Your hands navigated their way up his his abs,to his chest,then his neck,stopping at his defined jawline.Some of your fingers weaved their way thorugh his untamed black locks.
His calloused hand came up to take off his hat then put it on your side dresser with your long forgotten about bag.
'You're rather touchy for someone who said they couldn't because they didn't wanna hurt their crew.'
'I guess i'll give you this one fleeting momment.You are captain after all.'
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Your neck was littered with all sorts of claims from luffy.A hickey here,a bite there, and even just a little nick on your collarbone.
A huff left your lips, and the guilt started to settle in your gut.
He propped himself up on his elbow and hovered over you.
'Wanna cuddle?'
'Luffy,we can't.'
'But i wanna.' His face settled on a subtle pout.
'I really want to as well but it's not fair on everyone else.How would the crew fee-?'
'Why don't you think about how you feel about this?Why does it matter what others think or say?'
Your face softened.
'Because. . .'
He kissed your cheek gently, then lay down, bringing your head to his chest, and you just let him.
You rubbed his chest gently.
'Do you really think it wouldn't make a difference?'
'Nah.'
Your half lidded eyes looked up at him.
How could he be so calm about this?You felt like you were jeopardising everything all for a few fleeting moments and occasional kisses.
He looked down at you and laughed.'What?'
You just nuzzled your head into his neck.
Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if you were together...
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