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FINAL FANTASY VII: REMAKE  /  MIDNIGHT RENDEZVOUS

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     cucroga  𝙻𝙴𝙵𝚃  𝙰  𝙼𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙰𝙶𝙴  ——  wait for me, cocaine cloud. i'm coming for you

                    i cant wait until i see my buddy cu coolman from effgeeoh when he makes his very first cameo in 7r part 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i platinumed 7r and having nothing left to do anymore so you know what that means: death

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hm i will forever be haunted by biggs telling cloud he has so much in common with suffering orphan children and then holding his head lovingly before dying. thank you video games

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7r part 2 when

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☞   hongyan

         STEEL   DID   NOT   LOVE   ; stone did not mourn.  When they break, that was the end of it. No persistence and resistance unlike flesh. So from flesh the magicians stitch together these ‘ superior’ soldiers, to keep dragging themselves over the battlefield.  “   Are  you  breaking ?   ” he asked, grimacing. The same virtues were the vice :  resistance.  “   I  gain  nothing  from  tricks.   You  fight  well  enough  .  .  .   I’d  loathe  to  start  over  over  pieces  of  paper.  Fine,  why  don’t  we  call  you  an  ‘ original ’ ?   ”  

                    》   “   𝙱𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶   ?   “   it’s  one  thing  to  break  .  he’s  stitched  and  patched  up  in  all  the  wrong  places  ,  sloppily  brought  together  like  paper  mache  .  it’s  one  thing  to  shatter  .  one  thing  to  run  on  a  different  core  .  one  thing  to  run  on  borrowed  time  .  one  thing  to  be  so  breakable  .   “   ———   whatever  .  i  don’t  care  about  any  of  that  .   “   he  folds  his  arms  and  frowns  at  the  emperor  .  he  won’t  let  it  all  get  to  him  so  easily  .   “   i’ll  fight  so  long  as  you  keep  your  end  of  the  deal  .  i  have  a  price  .  even  for  people  like  you  .   “

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this blog will self destruct in 9 days

[phantomemes]

starters  /  prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work ,  between you and these bones .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

‘  the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes  ’

‘  how i soften when you pull me against you  ’

‘  you are teaching me to love  ’

‘  i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes  ’

‘  you perhaps will become my swan song  ’

‘  it is a very human thing to love  ’

‘  you are my good days  ’

‘  i have been loved dearly  ’

‘  i promise you will not always be this war  ’

‘  thank god for the stubbornness of organs  ’

‘  it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you  ’

‘  there will always be another day  ’

‘  there will always be another mercy  ’

‘  perhaps i will take up dancing again  ’

‘  what a pretty little disaster you will be  ’

‘  i am terrified for you  ’

‘  i will fold inside of myself  ’

‘  today i am thankful  ’

‘  i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake  ’

‘  come and get me  ’

‘  i tell myself i do not need you  ’

‘  i think i broke again last night  ’

‘  i’m just trying to connect with you  ’

‘  you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing  ’

‘  burn the house down in search of yourself  ’

‘  don’t you dare ever stop looking  ’

‘  i struggle not to feel guilty  ’

‘  you are a wild  ,  unkempt thing  ’

‘  sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing  ’

‘  find that you are made of russian nesting dolls  ’

‘  the trees are always kindest with spring comes  ’

‘  teach yourself the hymns again  ’

‘  he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips  ’

‘  this life is an altar  ’

‘  i am sorry i do not have more time  ’

‘  there is a mountain in me  ’

‘  by the morning i am a triumph  ’

‘  there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat  ’

‘  today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across  ’

‘  there are many things that will fit beneath your skin  ’

‘  forgiveness does not take up much room  ’

‘  some days you will breathe and it will be enough  ’

‘  you do not have to hold it quite so tightly  ’

‘  there is a prayer in me  ,  still  ’

‘  you scare me a little  ’

‘  you can be a good thing and not a whole thing  ’

‘  there are flowers in my chest again  ’

‘  the rain comes and sounds like you  ’

‘  i cannot tell you why i still trust god  ’

‘  find peace and build a home out of it  ’

‘  there is never an end  ’

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cucroga replied to your post “pro tip: i love cloud so much”

i love cocaine cloud too :)

crystal meth cu i miss you

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pro tip: i love cloud so much

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hm. cc is a bad game because it hurt me (again).

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cc brain took over 

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☞   dacnophilous·

                  “      𝚈𝙾𝚄  .      ”         teeth  snap  against  one  another  ,  bones  shivering  beneath  her  tongue  as  they  fall  from  their  hidden  caves  .  hunger  subsumes  ,  shapes  itself  in  her  shadow  as  the  night  grows  long  and  they  are  left  alone  in  the  deep  .  he  would  not  escape  .         “      what  do  you  want  ?      ”         a  wolf  laughing  in  her  throat  as  she  steps  forward  ,  head  tilting  the  same  way  that  his  does  .  he  is  soft  ,  petals  strung  in  his  hair  by  ghosts  he  has  left  behind  .  this  is  what  makes  him  worth  following  .         “         ———   what  do  you  want  ?      ”         again  ,  she  repeats  his  words  back  to  him  .  again  ,  she  wanders  closer  ,  her  steps  dragging  her  near  .  again  ——  she  waits  for  him  to  unsheathe  that  wretched  blade  .

                    》   “   𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃   𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶  .   “   there’s  something  so  uncanny  about  this  brand  of  fear  he  likes  to  pretend  he  doesn’t  feel  .  there  is  fear  and  there  is  this  .  this  unbridled  ,  monstrous  atmosphere  he  has  only  felt  around  she  .  around  them  .  it  could  almost  be  the  first  time  all  over  again  :  she  is  looming  ,  ghastly  and  larger  than  he  could’ve  imagined  ,  yet  in  this  moment  she  is  overly  human  .  dangerously  .  one  false  move  ———   “   whether  you’re  with  sephiroth  or  not  ,  i  won’t  hesitate  .  “  her  ever  so  desired  hunk  of  metal  peels  off  his  back  slowly  ,  held  to  the  side  .  materia  glimmers  in  each  socket  .  his  eyes  shine  in  the  threatening  dark  .  careful  now  ,  don’t  start  the  drumming  in  my  heart  .   “   i  want  you  out  of  my  way  .   “

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☞   hongyan·

“       ———  THE   RECORD   SPEAKS   TRUTH.   You  were  a  dead  man ,  someone  found  with  nothing  but  a  strange  name.   I  don’t  know  what  you  are  now  .  .  .  .  Well,  that  body  survived  all  the  beasts  they  stuffed  in  you.   ”

@idelar / the sad clone starter

                    》   𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃   𝙸𝚂   𝙸𝚃   𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃   𝚈𝙾𝚄   𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻   ?   fear  ,  disbelief  ,  shame  ,  judgement  ?  it’s  a  wonder  if  anyone  will  ever  know  .  a  wonder  if  you’ll  ever  truly  find  out  .  there’s  an  old  voice  that  rings  somewhere  inside  ,  a  somber  memory  too  hard  to  grasp  in  this  forever  fog  ;  the  monsters  have  always  been  closer  than  you  think  .  so  very  close  .   “   i  ain’t  buyin’  it  .  don’t  care  what  your  records  say  .  i’ve  had  enough  of  people  trying  to  trick  me  .   “

[wolvas]

Cloud’s idle animations

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clo*d saying “thank you. i won’t forget” to z*cks dead body is so awful i hate it so much because you know exactly what he does? he forgets. its all gone.

the guilt he feels when he remembers it all. the sheer self disgust and shame. the fact that he could forget and simultaneously become the man whom saved his life without even knowing hes doing it. its so much to feel. going back and realizing you were just some nobody that a somebody died for. the massive weight that brings. absolutely unfathomable. 

i hate this shit so much i cant believe the amount of stuff that happened to the people who essentially make him who he is and then the amount of shit that gets piled onto his shoulders when it all comes together. could you imagine. where do you even begin. im gonna commit die

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rot | j.m

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hm. cc is a bad game because it hurt me (again).