God, I'm never updating this enough, someone remind me. Ryan / Rián / Dude Hello yes this is my MAIN blog unlike the one that is "techinally my main" but just use for reblogs. I mostly just shitpost but I swear I actually do draw I just barely post it. Please moot me I want people to talk to. Please. Please I'm begging you. ⌗ He / It / Dude - INTP - 5w4 - Hun / Eng - gay androsexual aroacespec man ⌗ AUDHD - NPD/SZPD - Schizoaffective system basically everything is wrong with me
As I already said, I love to draw and write about my interests and ocs even if it's ASS🔥🔥🔥 but who cares it's just self fulfillment at the end of the day I don't care if it's slop suck me dry (please?)
Current main interests: Team Fortress 2 (hyperfixation), Postal, NINAH, Detroit: Become Human
Other interests: The Backrooms, South Park, Hatred, House of Puso, Monkey Wrench, The Mandela Catalogue, TAWOG, Dandy's World, Toons Universe, Brawl Stars, etc.
Music I like: They Might Be Giants, AJJ, Tyler the creator, Tally Hall / Miracle Musical, AJR, The Paper Chase, Alex G, etc. (also videogame soundtrack)
DNI:
- basic dni criteria (racists, homotransphobes, pro harmful para, just any bigots in general...) - pro/darkshippers (I don't care if it's coping) - radqueers/transid - true crime community (stay away immediately) - endos/"non traumagenetic systems" - anti furry/otherkin/fictionkin/therian - anti xenogender/neopronouns - anti yume/selfship - pro gen ai/ai "artists" - ageplay/petplay - anti agere - extremely sensitive assholes - ex friends (... not like they'd care to stalk me but fuck offfff) - PEOPLE WHO SHOW FRESH SCARS OH MY GOD CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE TO SAY THIS.
THIN ICE:
- under 15-16 (I may break this rule I know but USUALLY it's better to not follow me below this age because I genuinely just can't take it) - fairly sensitive people - neurotypicals - non lgbtqia+ - jirai blogs (or just any vent accounts I just can't stand miserable people which is ironic but also I'm a known hypocrite) - zero day fans (you know damn well your kind.) - shedblr (I get being mentally ill but I just don't want these accounts around me) - if you reblog gore (Please guys make a custom tag just let me block it so I won't see it🥹✌️)
WARNING: this blog will contain heavy or triggering topics and I probably will not give a warning. If you're sensitive or just don't wanna hear them then it's better to just leave. Blocking me is completely up to you.
BYI/BYF/BOUNDARIES:
- I have schizophrenia!!! Which means I WILL act weird sometimes!!! I have psychosis way too many times!!! Just because I'm good at masking that doesn't make me suddenly more lucid in fucking psychosis thank youuuuuu!!!!!!!!!! - I've been trying to separate my mental torture from this account but some things might slip through I just like attention seeking sometimes alright that's not a crime alrighty - I'm a very difficult person with ALOT going on so don't be surprised if I, again, ACT DIFFICULT. - my plurality is complicated and still yet to be sorted out. Don't think I'm some sort of expert just because I'm a self aware system. - I'm horrible with DMs, if we're not already familiar maybe don't do it unless it's necessary. I swear I really wanna make friends but also I'm so fucking embarrassing sometimes it's unbelievable. - I use slurs I can reclaim very regularly if you don't like slurs you're out of luck here (and also swear alot wow omg so mature) - you can make suggestive comments about my ocs (unless stated otherwise) but don't go too far because even though I make alot of sexual jokes and talk about things like that often it can get pretty weird especially since I project onto most of them in one way or another. Just ask for permission. - we (as in the system) like to be seen as just one guy (controlled by many other guys...) so even if it's not the host posting it most likely won't be stated. Also like many of my headmates tend to be COUGH destructive so yeah be cautious ig????????? - if you yume/selfship with any of my fictionkins (mainly the primary ones) or my fictives that doesn't give you the right to flirt with me/them. This is not roleplay. I know crazy. - if you're under 15-16 (like I stated above) please be cautious with me and it's better if you don't interact with this blog. - I can get sickly and very unreasonably gatekeep-y and defensive over stuff I like and stand for. I do get angry over little disagreements
Other blogs:
@epicgamercore - my "main". I just reblog stuff here and I'll like/follow with this one
@lungcancer-onitsway - my ninah oc roleplay blog. Currently on break due to mental state
@lonliness-and-isolation - my ninah homeowner roleplay blog. Currently on break due to mental state
Tags I may or may not keep up:
#୧・this guy rambling as always - general text posts #୧・this guy actually draws - art posts #୧・things got real - talking about personal/IRL stuff, high chance of getting deleted later #୧・totally unnecessary - shitposts #୧・humanish connection - answering asks and reblog chains #୧・f;example - when an alter specifies they're at front while making the post or something similar [ Everything untagged was before this intro was made OR I'm going crazy and not tagging things. ]
WIP!!!!! IT ALWAYS UPDATES!!!
