SPN Relapse Babeyy

Maze • she/they • mdni

[strongermonster]

perhaps some will disagree, but i think the world got worse when we changed the colour of the night

[strongermonster]

this is what i mean

[degenderates]

Via @bulbaderp

[itistimetodisappear]

To be clear, THIS is how nights of the future should be lit

This is bat friendly street lighting, which not only looks sick as fuck but allows bats to pass through without disturbance, as they cannot see red.

orange and especially white lights deter bats and prevent them from reaching feeding grounds at nighttime. Please if you can, write to your local council and encourage red street lights!!!!

[ryca]

Oh very much yes, please.

[chapeldean]

dean is so behind on sleep he’s never gonna catch up and castiel just zapped himself straight to his motel room in oklahoma city with a paper cup filled with coffee and dean hasn’t seen him in weeks and this room doesn’t have a coffee machine and dean thinks i love you, and freezes, and the coffee tastes like shit and sam just called with bad news but the thing is that cas doesn’t even drink coffee. he’s sitting at the foot of dean’s bed, unperturbed, reading the ads on one of the motel fliers with a serious expression and dean loves him.

[chapeldean]

i think dean accidentally lets out a “i think cas smells nice” and sam does the worlds most comedic slow motion head turn

[destielgaysex]

he’s just like me fr

[horrorcas]

just. the contrast between cas first communicating with dean in such a deafening, piercing way and. the complete and utter silence that lingers after he speaks his last words to him.

[horrorcas]

if you even care

[lusteller]

I feel in my bones that something magical must've happened

[fingerbangchan]

hey don’t be sad. lube in Jensen’s face for fifteen years, okay?

[soldierboys]

it all comes down to the fact that he called jpad “my coworker jared padalecki” and misha and danneel “mish and dee” in the same speech

[fellshish]

I love post confession fics where dean is still in denial or refuses to address The Event for whatever reason and it’s just cas’ personal saw chamber of having to deal with that. Delicious 10/10

[fellshish]

Like in the movies (T, 8k) like oh my god. Oh my friggin godddd. Oh myyyy.

Fenario (E, 47k) in which every paragraph slaps

Things happen (E, 28k) *sobs in sobsicles*

Bonus: not exactly post canon confession but it has ALL the feels of this trope and is a masterpiece in its genre. Yes yes the grindr fic the cheapest room in the house (E, 89k)

I also write this trope a lot btw of which this is my worst offense but also this

@i-isa-i

Also @ everyone please add recs

[deancrowleycas]

Stop and Smell the Roses (E, 41k) “What happens when a pair of dumbasses don’t communicate, and take misunderstanding each other to a new level“ 

aka they’re being dumb and suddenly domestically fake dating while the love confession is still unadressed

[pietadean]

hello these previous recs are the bomb!!! this specific genre of destiel fics is all i consumed for the entirety of 2021 so if i might :

On Labor by a_good_soldier (E, 25k) DEAN POV - FINALE FIX-IT - so this fic. is absolutely insane. and it’s sooooo something that dean would do that. it makes it even MORE insane. you are NOT ready for the level of insanity dean shows here. sam and cas aren’t either. it’s not even repression at this point. it’s insanity.  SUMMARY : cas is back from the Empty. dean knows how to be grateful (copy pasted author’s summary because… INSANE)

Tall Grass by aeli_kindara (E, 57k) DEAN POV - POST-SERIES - super-good dean characterization. stellar ocs. one of my fave things was the very special kind of intimacy they have with each other. SUMMARY : dean and cas live alone in the bunker now. dean dreads what the future will bring. cas plants a garden.

in present tenses by foccaciabread (E, 31k) DEAN POV - POST-SERIES - very similar to On Labor in its plot, but the execution is different. very poetic descriptions of cas through dean’s pov, some paraphrases made me gasp. dean is in his usual denial, though maybe he’s a bit more aware than in other fics. one of the best i’ve read for this particular trope.  Ft : clueless sam, chickens, and a lovers-in-the-rain scene.

by the way sorting fics i've read and reccing them has sorta become a hobby so here i am shamelessly dropping my fic rec google doc (sorted by genre, with suggestions of other fics to read based on which ones you liked!) (i try to update it every time i read a really good one)

[queerstudiesnatural]

they're looking at gay people

[sheepstiel]

[beachboysnatural]

How can I explain to a normal person that the moment Cas says I love you it is Orpheus turning around. You guys get it though

[mlhraiders]

that's my (birthday) girl!

[monstermoviedean]

if dean said "i want you" cas would have heard "like an object." if dean said "i love you" cas would have heard "like a brother." so dean says "i need you" and he means "i need you like i need air." and we know this because dean has been trained to never need anything from anyone. he isn't supposed to need anyone. but cas does not know this and instead he hears "i need you like i need a gun."

[coolmomdean]

he was pre-law

[thigholstercas]

blue draft my beloved why did they hate you

[bicreature]

I don't think the new spn fans understand what it was like to experience canon drowley in real time. Fans were talking about Crowley symbolically seducing Dean over s9 and correctly anticipated the demon!Dean storyline. Everyone expected Crowley to become the new big bad and use Dean as a weapon in his master plans. Then comes the next season and turns out all they've been doing together is hang around in bars and have sex. Because this is cw supernatural TBTB can't explicitly show or say there's gay sex happening but it's as blatant as it can be. People can't believe their eyes we're sort of asking each other is this real are they really doing this. This is anti-destiel, no one wanted this. Yet it gets more outrageously obvious every week and it's more canon than destiel is at this point. Dean breaks up with Crowley and Crowley falls into depression spiral spending all his time pathetically crying over him. Dean/Cas/Crowley love triangle becomes a legit storyline. When Crowley's humiliations build up we expect him to finally snap and become a true powerful villain once again yet it never quite happens. Crowley stays embarrassingly in love with Dean until the end and arguably dies because of it. Dean Winchester dick broke the king of hell's mind permanently. And again, because this is cw supernatural this all stays just barely subtext. Sometimes i wake up in cold sweat thinking 'they really managed to no homo dean physically having sex with a man'

[angelsdean]

dean is literally the perfect character. he’s bisexual. he has every problem imaginable. he’s got a pretty face. what more could anyone want?