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Saw Rogue One today. I had questions. After multiple attempts of actually watching Star Wars Husband realized after TWELVE YEARS that I'm just not invested in the series. Now he's not talking to me.
Argh! CW is no longer on Hulu... A week before the spn premier and they break up. What?!
I love Chuck's World's Greatest Dad mug in 11.22 đ
day of birth
my birthday is next week. iâll be 27. this is a hard one for me.
for a really long time 27 was my âscary ageâ. I thought I would have a career by now. I thought I would have 2 kids by now.
instead, iâm still renting, unemployed, and infertile. thanks life!
i never was a big birthday fan. attribute that to my INXX / gemini personality. i canât even explain why i dislike my birthday so much.
it used to be because i just didnât like all the attention. i didnât like putting people out and them going out of their way just to make me the center of attention. even for a minute out of their day. it takes so much of my precious self-made energy to smile and be happy and thankful for people who do wish me a happy birthday.
now, itâs still due to a lot of that, but thereâs so much more going on. in the past year i have grown a lot. especially in the past few months. i traveled alone. i flew 4,000 miles to spend a week on a tiny island in the pacific ocean by myself. it was perfect. i learned more about myself there than i had in my 26 years on this planet.Â
letting go of the person i used to be is hard. accepting the person iâve become is even harder. not for me, but for my husband. iâve changed and he canât handle it.
heâs alaska and iâm hawaii. it just doesnât make sense anymore and it tears me apart every. single. fucking. day.Â
i donât want to waste any more time.Â
the hardest thing i will ever have to do is walk away still loving you.
Jensen trying (and failing) to not laugh
More people are concerned with why women stay in abusive relationships than why men are abusing women
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i want to know your birthday and your parents jobs and if you ever heard them fighting or having sex and if you love your siblings and the worst fight youâve ever gotten into and if you like one sibling more than the other and what you wanted to be when you grew up when you were seven and your dream vacation and the most embarrassing thing thatâs ever happened to you and if youâve been to therapy and if it helped and the hardest thing youâve experienced and how you overcame it and if you like what you see when you look in the mirror and if you think appearances matter in a relationship or at all and your favorite movie and which books changed your life and the hardest youâve ever cried and which grandparent you loved the most and if the words âwe need to talkâ make you sick to your stomach and why and which holiday is your favorite and which season and which color and if you like rain and if youâre scared of dying and if you believe in god and if you have allergies and to what and what your favorite food is and restaurant and if you like to cook and whether or not you care about cleanliness and what your political views are and if youâre a feminist and your favorite flower and song and if youâd rather own a cat or a dog and if youâd shave off all your hair to give it to a little girl going through chemotherapy and where youâd like to live and honeymoon and what kind of gum and candy you like and what you act like when youâre mad and if youâd rather someone buy you silver or gold jewelry or neither and what clique you were in in high school and what you think your spirit animal is and which flower youâd be and who you admire and which traits you wish were more dominant and if you ever worry youâre a shitty person and what hurt you the most and why you ever thought you were worthless and how someone can make you feel better when youâre sad and if you prefer hugs or kisses and what your house looks like and what your dream car is and which celebrity you think lives the most tragic life and why you think people become so cold and what you think about nature vs nurture and if you believe in heaven and aliens and mermaids and reincarnation and the bible and which feeling is your least favorite and what was the best day you ever had and what would be the best day and if you see yourself as the protector or one who needs protecting and how you deal with your pain and what you would do if you had 100 million dollars and if you think wealth affects peopleâs morals and what good you think writing is and if you could do it all over, would you and what would you change and what mistake was your biggest and which language you wish you spoke fluently and how many people youâve loved and if you loved the person you lost your virginity to and if you realize youâre remarkable and what your enneagram is and how you think we could improve the education system and what you think of people who commit suicide and if you think theyâre selfish and what you say to them before they did it if you could and what your favorite memory of your childhood is and how you take your tea or if you prefer coffee and when you last wrote someone a handwritten letter and what the best gift you ever received was and what the best piece of advice was and when the last time you cried was and if youâre competitive about board games and which is your favorite and if you feel pressured to settle down and what you notice first in a person and what your top three pet peeves are and if you have any phobias and what youâve always wanted to do but donât have the courage to go through with and what you do when you feel overwhelmingly sad and if you ski and if plastic surgery was 100% safe and painless, would you get it and where and why and where you think home is and if you think politeness is important and what you think of indecisive people and if you think thereâs ever a reason to go to war and something that scares you and if you believe in therapy and what you want in life and what you look for in a partner and what you want to change about yourself and about the world and who you want to be and who you are. just tell me who you are.
I Want To Know You by Me (via euo)
I desire someone who fills the voids in my soul. Not someone who continually creates unfixable wounds.
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The way Misha looks at him in the last gif though.
Dude. Yes.Â
#letâs play is it fanfic or is it canon
IS THIS THAT SCENE THAT DIDNâT MAKE THE CUT?
HOLY SHIT NO FUCKING WAY IS THIS CANON
i donât even know anymore
WHAT. Yes please
I don't know if you've done this yet, but shower/bath sex with Dean? After a bloody hunt? idk! love you writing!
The shower had been on for at least two minutes and she wasnâteven washing, she was just standing in under the (relatively weak) spray of themotel shower and letting it sluice the first layer of mud and blood from herbody.
âYou okay?â
She jumped a little; Dean must have come in the littlebathroom while sheâd been zoned out.
âYeah.â She cleared her throat, picked up the bar of genericmotel soap. âYeah, Iâm fine. Enjoying the water.â
The shower curtain twitched and Dean peeked in, eyescrinkling in the corner with a tired grin. âJust inspecting the situation,â hesaid, running his eyes over her curves. His look wasnât sexual or proprietary,he was just being Dean. He wasnâtashamed of nudity, hers or his, and he liked to be close, especially after ahunt.
She grinned back at him crookedly- she was alive, felt goodenough to gripe about the water pressure and lack thereof, and one DeanWinchester was watching her shower. Things could be worse.
The soap suds turned to the color of rust as they slid downher body and swirled towards the drain. She shampooed her hair twice before itrinsed out clear, though the smell of alkaline clay and iron-rich bloodlingered, mixing with the floral scent of the shampoo. Dean watched the entireprocess, his shoulder braced against the edge of the shower cubicle, the sideof his head resting against the tile. Having someone there watching her wasintimate, far more intimate than whatever sexual escapade they could think of.He was watching her shower- wash her hair and arms and between her legs. He wasstanding there because he wanted to be near her, he was standing there becausehe could. In a way, she felt far more exposed than she would have been open tohim in the bed.
âYou missed a spot,â he murmured, and reached through thespray to flick over a stubborn bit of dirt at the base of her neck.
She lathered up her hands and reached back to where Deanâsfinger still lingered, the rough skin tracing little patterns on her wet skin.
She turned, looked over her shoulder. âWanna join?â
He started shucking off his t-shirt, unbuttoning his pants. âYesmaâam.â
He stepped into the cramped little space with her and tookthe bar of soap, proceeding to run it over the skin of her back, up and down,up and down. âReturn the favor?â he questioned, the water droplets clinging tohis eyelashes making him seem younger, more boyish.
She took the bar of soap and ran it over his chest, hisarms, his back. Down one leg, up the other, then briskly washing over his groinwith a minimal amount of teasing. It was a novel thing, for her- this ease,this tired contentment. In a way it was better than lust, better than the manicsexuality of an early relationship. This was warm and easy and familiar; reliefand affection and comfort availablein spades.
She stood up as he rinsed, wrapping her arms around hiswaist and leaning in. Dean smoothed his hand over the crown of her head,cradling her to him. âHey baby,â he murmured.
âHey,â she mumbled into his skin. He tipped her head backand grazed his mouth over her own, tongue rubbing over her chapped bottom lip.She opened to him- he tasted like hot water and sweat and the stale coke heâdsipped at in the Impala.
They broke apart, turned off the water, stepped out of theshower. He wrapped her in a towel, grinning at the giggle his attentionelicited, and herded her back into the room and right up to the bed.
âWeâll get it all wet,â she warned, eyeing him.
âIt would get all wet anyway,â he replied, lips quirking. Hekissed her again, moving up the bed by increments, crowding her with thebreadth of his shoulders and the heat of his mouth.
The sex was, by most standards, entirely average- there wasnâtan extraordinary amount of foreplay, they didnât perform any acrobatic orathletic maneuvers, it wasnât even particularly fast.
What the sex had- apart from Dean Winchester, which meant itwas anything but standard- washappiness. They looked into each otherâs eyes for almost the entirety of theact, breaking that contact only for kisses or to dart in and lick a drop ofwater off the otherâs skin. The bed creaked, her pussy sucked wetly at hiscock, they each smelled of cheap hotel soap, but there was joy in that too.There was familiarity there, friendship and contentment. Dean recognized howher breathing hitched when he shifted her ankle up to his shoulder, and thatrecognition made him grin: heâd been with her for long enough, and fucked herenough times to learn her tells. Heâd take that over some hot new pussy everysingle day of the week.
After, in the glow, they fell asleep, too tired and contentto give a damn about the damp sheets beneath them.
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11x09 âOh Brother Where Art Thouâ âYou had to know that was pointless?â
I just really really adored the setting of all the Dean-Amara-scenes. She beams him someplace serene, peaceful, calm. No civilization, at least no other people anywhere close by, but just an overwhelming amount of natureâs beauty. And it remains to be seen if that whole thing was only happening inside Deanâs head or if he was really gone. Of couse what is happening with Dean when in her presence is to be seen and understood as all kinds of unsettling since Dean seems to be powerless against her control and influence. Resistance seems virtually impossible. And yet he manages to make a move. Was it that he really could or did she just allow it to happen for her to prove her point and further make her superiority known? In any case I find the visual of the knife bursting into a million pieces to be such a strong visual. A tragic one at that too though, because essentially we see Deanâs (free) will shattering here and it just adds a really looming atmosphere and build up for what comes right after this moment when Amara is trying to take Deanâs soul, but canât or wonât but makes it unmistakably clear that Deanâs integrity as a person of mind (soul) and body is in peril. I think that was rather beautifully done, especially because the bursting knife reminded me of the S6 title cards and the powers of the human soul as well as what it means to be soulless after all was a huge part of that seasonâs myth arc. And from the looks of it we are just barely scratching the surface of that aspect yet in S11.
can I get a âhell yeahâ for Deanâs extra tight pants that made his legs look extra bowy in 9x11? all I could hear in my head was this
also thank Chuck for those full body shots
and last but not least, praise Lucifer for the beard of sorrow
Hump Day Smut!!
Itâs Wednesday!!!! You know what that means! It is time.
At The Movies by @bovaria (Well, well, well. Look who got back in the game just in time to leave us with some Dean smut⌠oh well, we can always cling to her masterlist and the hope that she will return eventually.)
Let Me Take Care of You by @salvachester Battery Burner (Not exactly a battery burner in that itâs filthy smut. But this one messed me up, man. So many Dean feels. And Iâve been thinking about it all week since I read it. So that in my mind qualifies it as a Battery Burner, even if no batteries were burned. The batteries in my heart are burning. **Fic spoiler ahead**Like how the fuck am I now turned on by Dean not being able to get it up? I think I need therapy. It was so cute though I just wanted to tell him itâs alright.)
@leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid hit 800 followers and did some drabbles (Congrats btw!!) Here are the smutty ones (I gave them nicknames b/c they donât have titles): Car sex, Sneaking Around, Evidence Room, Sam/Dean Sandwich. Yeah those names I came up with are dumb, I just didnât want to tag a bunch of xâs. Iâm the worst.
The Heat of the Night by @ilostmyshoe-79 (When the heat goes out, the Winchester boys keep you warm.)
Something Like Home by @the-pri-experience (Teen Dean dry humping, super cute, not super innocent.)
Classics by @takeitoffwinchester (Winchester sandwich, lots and lots of smut. Like all the smut.)
Trivia Crack by @sexysupernaturalfics (Sexy celebratory Sam smut for reaching 600 followers. Congrats, Rachel!)
Belong to You by @lokisanddoctorsandbloggersohmy (Jealous Dean is a classic.)
Take Me Under by @wonderlxndwrites (Reader taking care of Dean mostly emotionally, but thereâs some smut. Mostly Dean feels though.)
Hair Pulling by @badgeronthetardis (Dean discovers reader has a hair pulling kink during training and they have some fun.)
Gorilla by @deansfingersinmyhair (Some rough-ish sex with Sam.)
The Closet by @whydotheleavescrunch (Soulless!Sam finds a stranger in a coat closet. The rest is history.)
Youâre Welcome by @yupokthatsit (Found this because an anon was looking for it and I did some digging because Iâm the Smut Queen and I must keep my crown. Dean smut.)
To Love and Be Loved By Me by @inhellandheaven (Buckle up, folks. This is a long, bumpy ride. Reader is kidnapped by angels ~season 5 and they try to use her as leverage to get Dean to agree to being Michaelâs vessel. All their feels for each other come to light. The some sweet sweet love making.)
Twenty Minute Warning by @deandoesthingstome (Mm gurl. This fic. Itâs about sneaking off with Dean for some alone time when youâre undercover at a fancy gala or whatever. Me likey.)
Itâs Up To You by @pastelspn (Dean and reader are shopping for lingerie and once he sees her in it, he canât wait to get her home.)
A Date With Dean by @ilostmyshoe-79 (You go on a date with Dean.)
Beast of Burden by @abaddonwithyall (Sam is a beast, Jess is a burden.)
All in all, it was a good week for smut, huh?
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Oh I might just take a break to read a couple of these today. I need some smutty goodness in my life.
I love loving J2 because you have two humbleberry pie personalities smacked into these fierce, good looking 6â˛0+ bodies and they arenât just amazing to their family, friends and fans, but they are giant relatible goofballs who also have heightened tastes in good wine/spirits and jewelry and they are literally a dream combination of traits.
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