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I can’t stop blaming myself, I did something so horrible and I feel terrible and I should just let it go but I can’t

I’m the biggest piece of shit ever

I wanna dig a hole in my skin and take everything that is inside out

I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this

I hate being too sensitive, I’m so sorry

daggerhag

I wanna buy a drink so bad, but I’m sick and my parents will know I’m drinking

daggerhag

Managed to get a drink

I wanna buy a drink so bad, but I’m sick and my parents will know I’m drinking

I just realized I’m a black hole

I suck and destroy everything that’s near to me

I’m sorry to everyone I’ve ever interacted with

#actually bpd #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd stuff

Everything she thinks she deserves I deserve ten times worse

I would go into detail about what I wanted to happen to me right now, but I think it would only serve me to type it out and it would make everyone else feel like shit

Kill me

I’m a failure

#tw alcohol #alcoholic #alcohlism #alcohol #recovery #recovering alcoholic

I DON’T WANT THIS

Everything is numb

I DID REALLY WELL ON A TEST I WAS SURE I WAS GOING TO FAIL, I’M ON CLOUD NINE

#it might have triggered a manic episode #but I don’t care #I’m invincible bitches

I feel empty

#actually bpd #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd stuff

The urge is too strong

I have no right to feel like this, but it’s taking every single bit of strenght I have not to give in to the urges

I’m sorry

#sh cvt #sh

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