[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 15 journal

utik — inferiority

popcorns

musings

what does the story actually say? does it have cultural value? contribution to a discourse?

is the lotus eaters' story presented as a curse, a form of solace, or both?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 15 journal

utik — unrequited love

popcorns

musings

what if seve meets lean in one of the support group sessions while the latter is at the peak of his addiction to session hopping?

what if seve acts like a lotus eater when they meet again?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 14 journal

utik — on being a widower

popcorns

musings

what is the significance of lean finding clarity or a sense of direction "outside" his trauma?

does lean's connection with seve help him heal, or is it drawing him deeper into a shared psychological space?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 13 journal

utik — psychology of a lost child star

popcorns

musings

how does seve's past as a child actor influence his present behavior and his ability to "perform" in support groups?

what do the physical manifestations of performance represent for seve?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 13 journal

utik — violence of grief

popcorns

musings

how does Seve truly feel about his father?

is his detached demeanor a mask for grief or a way to avoid confronting his inevitable loss of memory?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 12 journal

utik — push and pull dynamics

popcorns

musings

what if the dream sequences are fragmented just like their identities?

what if lean experiences sleepwalking?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 12 journal

utik — architecture of tension

popcorns

musings

what if the lotus eaters can be found in antipolo (like the original)?

what are the pros and cons of being in proximity to where the mysterious lotus can be found?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 11 journal

utik — nostalgia (?)

popcorns

musings

what if seve follows the river alone to see if the lotus eaters are real?

what if the mountaineers look exactly like seve and lean?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 10 journal

utik — dream sequence

popcorns

musings

what does the lotus eater represent, aside from being a myth for people who forget?

what happens next to the two stranded mountaineers?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 9 journal

utik — macopa

popcorns

musings

what if lean becomes addicted to support groups too?

and what if he experiences the same feeling as seve?

[daglisaglitsandali]

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 8 journal

utik — pillilia, rizal

popcorns

musings

would their relationship be better left open-ended?

what aspect of their relationship can be a full circle moment if repeated in the end?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 7 journal

utik — sleepwalking/parasomnia

popcorns

musings

is seve ever put in danger in support groups? what makes him drawn to the session aside from stories and potential character studies?

what if lean is the second person seve met within and outside the support group?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 6 journal

utik — déjà vu

popcorns

musings

what they’re trying to achieve together?

what about other characters? side? support?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 5 journal

utik — farce

popcorns

Gelboys (TV Series 2025– ) ⭐ 9.5 | Romance

Gelboys: With Mahidol Pibulsonggram, Chayaprak Tunprayoon, Leon Zech, Monthapoom Sumonvarangkul. High schooler Fou4Mod is often invited by C

musings

would being a materialistic person make seven more interesting? as in, what if he hoards or steals things randomly?

what if may support group hopper phase din pala si lean? kakapal ba 'yung characterization or mag-o-overlap sila ni seve?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 4 journal

utik — borderline personality disorder (dpb)

popcorns

musings

anong ginagawa/pinagkakaabalahan/utik ni seve pag wala sa mga support groups?

what if pumunta si lean sa rizal in search of the mysterious lotus? what if pumunta sila both tapos when they're about to eat the lotus biglang umayaw si seve?

[daglisaglitsandali]

/ week 3 journal

utik — lotus eaters

popcorns

musings

would it be possible to have a reversal between lean and seve in a way that lean will have an opportunity to study the latter's character and his utiks in life as a forgotten child actor?

what about support group ensemble dynamics? how does seve position himself in these sessions as hopper?