Dahlia Rose

looking out the window when I'm lonely, hoping to hear your voice in the wind

[dahliar0s3]

You

You were supposed to give me the world 

The sun 

And the moon 

You were supposed to give me your promises 

Take me everywhere we planned 

Get my birthday cake 

Or even just a birthday call 

You were supposed to give me your all 

Your time 

Your love 

Watch with me the stars above 

Kiss in the back of your car 

Go watch a race

You were supposed to be there 

You were supposed to be mi amor 

Moja miłość

Mi mundo 

I was supposed to be yours 

I wasn’t supposed to be left this way 

I was supposed to get a proper goodbye 

A final “I love you” 

An apology 

For everything 

For the end 

For everything you were supposed to do 

You were supposed to

[dahliar0s3]

[dahliar0s3]

I am an honest and kind person;

I know when to hold myself back from pettiness, knowing I will later regret it. But in everything I have ever done to forget you or move on from the blip in time that was “us”, you see me as petty and cruel. Have you ever wondered if it is really you who is petty and cruel? I know my intentions and you are revealing yours, with your accusations and the names you call me, and all the little things you do to get back at me. But what are you getting back at me for? I am simply doing as you asked, and I am moving on.

[dahliar0s3]

[dahliar0s3]

I'll make the water hotter for a minute

Never want this moment to fade 

Like standing in a hot shower 

Not wanting to get out yet

Knowing you have to move on

And live your day until the next hot shower

[dahliar0s3]

[dahliar0s3]

You

Ease my soul into existence

Fill my heart with molasses

Tear the clothes of my body

And the skin off my bones

[dahliar0s3]

Please look at me

I am sitting in front of you

My eyes are calling for you

Can't you feel my stare?

Please

[dahliar0s3]

[dahliar0s3]

I wish to be as beautiful as you describe me